Since 8th Nov till today, that is how long this sickness has been playing with me. I am glad that now it’s almost things of the past. This is a slow walk from sick to stand tall in Christ and proclaim my rights. Praise the Almighty God, Lord Jesus for the completed works He has done on Calvary 2000 years ago that secured my rights!!!! Amen! Amen!
I didn’t know that moon cake can be use as a weapon. Anyway, I shall not repeat what is disclosed to me by the Lord on this moon cake. I had fallen sick because I took half of it. I was distracted away from Lord so much that I could not pray to Him at all. Finally, drag myself to consult a doctor that Su said is very good in diagnosis.
I took the medicine faithfully, but trusting Lord to heal me. After I finished the completed course, I was much better, but still sick. Hubby can’t bear to see me coughing so badly that he pushed me to see the doctor again. This is the 2nd round of medicine. I have finished the cough mixture and only left 3 more tablets to go for a few more days.
After sick for 2 plus weeks, it kind of gets a bit tired of it. After all, in Christ, I am the Righteousness of God, by His stripes, I am healed and Romans 8:2 ‘Through Christ Jesus, the law of the Spirit of Life set me free from the law of the Spirit of sin and death’. I have been standing in these verses the past few days. When ever I shut my mouth, the cough come back.
Today, I was getting a bit fed up over the whole issue and a bit tired of proclaiming and proclaiming. I told Lord that I don’t know how to stand with Him and ignore the symptom. Lord let me listened to Jesus.mp3 a few times, then He leads me to listen to 03/03/08 ‘Favour stops when You receive the Enemy’s Accusations’.
From the sermon, I realised that Satan used the Law to accuse us, as long as we feel condemned, he wins and he could put sickness into us. I admitted I fell into his accusation over something that was a small mistake of mine that was solved. As I did not know, I felt bad about it. This was how sickness came into me.
As I listened to the sermon, I finally realised I now have the Righteousness of God in Christ, I should not be accused at all. Finally, I could rest in peace and don’t bother about the attack. Praise the Lord.
It was supposed to be a sickness to drag me down but Lord used it to let me realise how righteous I am in Him. I could now claim that I am the Righteousness of God in Christ firmly. No more fear for me. Praise the Almighty Lord, my sweet Daddy that wants me to rise up. He could take the sickness away easily but He let me go through it and learn that I have His Righteousness and I should not fear the accusation.
With this personal realization of the Righteousness is mine to keep, I am finally getting better this evening. Praise the Lord!
Daddy God, I know that being Your healer, You want me to know how Righteous I am in Christ, so that I will not fall in future encounter. Praise You for this learning curve. It took quite a long while, but I am finally seeing light! Praise the Lord for all that He has done on the Cross in Calvary 2000 years ago. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen and Amen!
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Jesus, The Word of Christ
Through these 14 days of sickness, I have not been able to get rid of it. Even with doctor medicine finished, I was still coughing badly this morning. Lord let me try out for 2 weeks. Today finally, Pastor Lian preached instead of Pastor Prince. Lord has given her words on teaching me how to fight this sickness. Praise the Lord!
Yesterday, at Su place, she was listening to a sermon, which Lord said that casting the devil out, even though it’s rightfully so, but it’s works, more of God’s fiery. It’s not the way to do in this new covenant. Under Grace, we should just trust the words of Christ to fight the adversary. We should do it in rest too.
Last night, Lord asked me to go KCM to listen to Gloria weekend preaching about healing. She also said that we need to stand on God Words for healing and in all areas of our needs. She prayed for healing for those who watch the sermon, however, I was not able to overcome the temptation of the cough.
Praise the Lord, today Pastor Lian preaches that when Jesus fights the devil in the 40days temptation in the wilderness, He didn’t cast the devil out. Instead, He said “It is written…” He uses the Word of Christ to fight the devil instead. Finally, I realised I have been using the wrong method to fight my cough, no wonder not much improvement to it.
I stood on Roman 8:2 ‘It is written: “Thru Christ Jesus, the law of the spirit of Life set me free from the law of sin and death”’ I proclaimed during the service and on the way home. I was having fever, so I took a panadol and went to sleep. Pastor Lian said we do not know how the seed works, but as we sow it into our heart, it will grow in a matter of time, through our sleep. Praise the Lord, I feel better when I woke up. Now I am on the route of recovery. Praise the Lord!
Daddy God, Thank You for reminding me the right way to fight the adversary. After standing on the word of Christ, finally, I am feeling better. Lord, I know You want me to be healthy to receive the blessing of Abraham. I shall stand on Your Words to see the healing come through. Praise the Lord!
Yesterday, at Su place, she was listening to a sermon, which Lord said that casting the devil out, even though it’s rightfully so, but it’s works, more of God’s fiery. It’s not the way to do in this new covenant. Under Grace, we should just trust the words of Christ to fight the adversary. We should do it in rest too.
Last night, Lord asked me to go KCM to listen to Gloria weekend preaching about healing. She also said that we need to stand on God Words for healing and in all areas of our needs. She prayed for healing for those who watch the sermon, however, I was not able to overcome the temptation of the cough.
Praise the Lord, today Pastor Lian preaches that when Jesus fights the devil in the 40days temptation in the wilderness, He didn’t cast the devil out. Instead, He said “It is written…” He uses the Word of Christ to fight the devil instead. Finally, I realised I have been using the wrong method to fight my cough, no wonder not much improvement to it.
I stood on Roman 8:2 ‘It is written: “Thru Christ Jesus, the law of the spirit of Life set me free from the law of sin and death”’ I proclaimed during the service and on the way home. I was having fever, so I took a panadol and went to sleep. Pastor Lian said we do not know how the seed works, but as we sow it into our heart, it will grow in a matter of time, through our sleep. Praise the Lord, I feel better when I woke up. Now I am on the route of recovery. Praise the Lord!
Daddy God, Thank You for reminding me the right way to fight the adversary. After standing on the word of Christ, finally, I am feeling better. Lord, I know You want me to be healthy to receive the blessing of Abraham. I shall stand on Your Words to see the healing come through. Praise the Lord!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
The Abraham Blessing
I would like to share here about the Abraham blessing that Su and I are getting.
Lord has revealed about blessing Su about some 20 odd months ago. Lord also has came to me one night moons ago, to ask what I want. Ever since then, Su on and off has been asking why her bless has yet to come. I always tell her to look to Jesus, keep learning more about Jesus. This has been going on and on that when I trace back on my testimony the date/time, we were surprised that time has passed by so fast without we realizing it.
Just from the start of this year, now is already September, in these 8 months plus of learning, Lord has revealed so much of Him to me that Su and I look in wonders of all that we learnt in this period of time.
A few times last year, d always fooled Su to check different places for her blessing; it was like a aimless fly flying around searching for its food. I was fooled by the date promised too. Looking back, the excitement and the anxiousness created by d were no where near to how Lord lead us lately.
Lord slowly opens the door for us to know Lord Jesus more and more. Initially, I thought I have learnt all that I could since I know the righteousness of God in Christ. It was with each peak, Lord reveals even more of Himself that I realised there are still a lot of things I don’t know, especially with mediation of the bible. I am still having a long way to go. That is how little I know.
Now that we come so close, Lord a few weeks ago have me and Su to proclaim that ‘In the Name of Jesus, I command the blessing of Abraham to come.’ We both thought that’s all that we need to proclaim. Lord let us learn more of Him through the different offering from the book of Leviticus. After we grab all that is taught there, Lord had us proclaim that ‘In the Name of Jesus, I received the blessing of Abraham’. Lord showed Su a vision of she receive her cheque and jumping in joy. He showed me an open vision of a pipe line coming to my hand and there in my hand, the money and the car.
This leading by Lord is amazing, it is so peaceful and calm resting in Him; totally different from what d fooled us. It’s good to rest in the Lord and let Him lead us step by step. Our duty is keeping on learning about Lord Jesus more and more… Peaceful, rest and leaded life! Praise the Lord!
Now that we have proclaimed about receiving it in Spirit, next is to wait for Holy Spirit to show the signs and wonders of bringing the blessing to real life. As each done His part, Daddy God speaks on blessing us, Lord Jesus forming into the blessing and Holy Spirit will form it into physical things that we can see with our eyes and touch with our hands. Praise the Lord!
Now that the blessing of Abraham is coming so close, leaded by Lord, I went to KCM to watch the sermon by Kenneth Coperland, on the last 2 Sundays. The Most High God aka my Daddy, has promised Abraham that through him and his seed, shall all nations be blessed, through faith in Jesus finished Work on the Cross and believing I am the Righteousness of God in Christ. Praise the Lord!
Lord Jesus through His death at the Cross has removed the curse that come from Adam falls. We are back to Eden without the curse, enjoying fellowshipping with Lord and enjoying His blessing of Heaven in earth. What more can I ask? Hehe…Praise the Most High God, who owns the Heaven and Earth and He is my Beloved Daddy, that love me so much that sent His beloved Son, Lord Jesus, to the Cross so that I could come back to Him and enjoy the blessing of Abraham. Praise Daddy for loving me so much! Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah!!! Amen and Amen!!!
Lord has revealed about blessing Su about some 20 odd months ago. Lord also has came to me one night moons ago, to ask what I want. Ever since then, Su on and off has been asking why her bless has yet to come. I always tell her to look to Jesus, keep learning more about Jesus. This has been going on and on that when I trace back on my testimony the date/time, we were surprised that time has passed by so fast without we realizing it.
Just from the start of this year, now is already September, in these 8 months plus of learning, Lord has revealed so much of Him to me that Su and I look in wonders of all that we learnt in this period of time.
A few times last year, d always fooled Su to check different places for her blessing; it was like a aimless fly flying around searching for its food. I was fooled by the date promised too. Looking back, the excitement and the anxiousness created by d were no where near to how Lord lead us lately.
Lord slowly opens the door for us to know Lord Jesus more and more. Initially, I thought I have learnt all that I could since I know the righteousness of God in Christ. It was with each peak, Lord reveals even more of Himself that I realised there are still a lot of things I don’t know, especially with mediation of the bible. I am still having a long way to go. That is how little I know.
Now that we come so close, Lord a few weeks ago have me and Su to proclaim that ‘In the Name of Jesus, I command the blessing of Abraham to come.’ We both thought that’s all that we need to proclaim. Lord let us learn more of Him through the different offering from the book of Leviticus. After we grab all that is taught there, Lord had us proclaim that ‘In the Name of Jesus, I received the blessing of Abraham’. Lord showed Su a vision of she receive her cheque and jumping in joy. He showed me an open vision of a pipe line coming to my hand and there in my hand, the money and the car.
This leading by Lord is amazing, it is so peaceful and calm resting in Him; totally different from what d fooled us. It’s good to rest in the Lord and let Him lead us step by step. Our duty is keeping on learning about Lord Jesus more and more… Peaceful, rest and leaded life! Praise the Lord!
Now that we have proclaimed about receiving it in Spirit, next is to wait for Holy Spirit to show the signs and wonders of bringing the blessing to real life. As each done His part, Daddy God speaks on blessing us, Lord Jesus forming into the blessing and Holy Spirit will form it into physical things that we can see with our eyes and touch with our hands. Praise the Lord!
Now that the blessing of Abraham is coming so close, leaded by Lord, I went to KCM to watch the sermon by Kenneth Coperland, on the last 2 Sundays. The Most High God aka my Daddy, has promised Abraham that through him and his seed, shall all nations be blessed, through faith in Jesus finished Work on the Cross and believing I am the Righteousness of God in Christ. Praise the Lord!
Lord Jesus through His death at the Cross has removed the curse that come from Adam falls. We are back to Eden without the curse, enjoying fellowshipping with Lord and enjoying His blessing of Heaven in earth. What more can I ask? Hehe…Praise the Most High God, who owns the Heaven and Earth and He is my Beloved Daddy, that love me so much that sent His beloved Son, Lord Jesus, to the Cross so that I could come back to Him and enjoy the blessing of Abraham. Praise Daddy for loving me so much! Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah!!! Amen and Amen!!!
Thursday, September 11, 2008
To Look at Christ
I have been having a bad cough since Monday. As Lord has anointed me with the healing power, I tried to cast off the cough a number of times lately. However, I have not been successful. Actually with Lord’s help, I did manage to get the symptom down.
However, it rises up again to disturb me. Each time when the prayer works, it would somehow creep back again. Last night, out of desperation, I even called Daddy God for help.
Today I was supposed to go see a doctor, but too bad, the clinic that Su recommended was closed for the day. I take it as Lord wants me to learn to trust Him. Somehow, this sermon, 11/11/07 ‘The Glory, If you are conscious in it, You will walk in it’ caught my eyes and I decided to listen to it.
Pastor Prince was talking about sometime we are fooled by the body symptom. He was talking about his stomach pain, which turn out to be nothing. He spent over $1k to find that out. Once he realised there was nothing wrong in him, the pain suddenly gone.
Lord sends my care leader wife to call me up and check on me. I told her I have been spending time trusting the Lord and casting the sickness. She told me there is no spiritual warfare to fight. We are to take Holy Communion and believe in Jesus finished work.
What the sermon and care leader wife said did not get into me. Lord told me to watch ‘The Passion of The Christ’. Through the show, Lord revealed Lord Jesus has disarmed the adversary and they have no rights to accuse me. Lord also created a deep impression on the part where Lord Jesus talked about taking Holy Communion for remembrance of Him.
Through this few days of tiredness, I was distracted till I have not much time for the Lord. This cough also stopped me from praying in the spirit.
Just now as I was showering, suddenly Lord impressed that it’s not how I trust Him to fight the cough; rather Holy Spirit says that He is here to witness to us the truth of what Jesus had done. When we proclaim the truth, He will show His signs and wonders in agreement with the truth! Praise the Lord!
Lord also let me recall that most of the time, people are conscious of the world than of Christ. We are to be conscious of the Truth, as the Truth will set us free.
As I look to Christ Jesus that ‘by His stripes, I am healed’, the symptom of cough did not surface. However, as I put conscious to it again, surfaced and get stronger. It’s a fight of faith to believe ‘by the stripes of Jesus, I am healed’.
Please pray for me to stand strong in the Truth of Christ, the Living God.
However, it rises up again to disturb me. Each time when the prayer works, it would somehow creep back again. Last night, out of desperation, I even called Daddy God for help.
Today I was supposed to go see a doctor, but too bad, the clinic that Su recommended was closed for the day. I take it as Lord wants me to learn to trust Him. Somehow, this sermon, 11/11/07 ‘The Glory, If you are conscious in it, You will walk in it’ caught my eyes and I decided to listen to it.
Pastor Prince was talking about sometime we are fooled by the body symptom. He was talking about his stomach pain, which turn out to be nothing. He spent over $1k to find that out. Once he realised there was nothing wrong in him, the pain suddenly gone.
Lord sends my care leader wife to call me up and check on me. I told her I have been spending time trusting the Lord and casting the sickness. She told me there is no spiritual warfare to fight. We are to take Holy Communion and believe in Jesus finished work.
What the sermon and care leader wife said did not get into me. Lord told me to watch ‘The Passion of The Christ’. Through the show, Lord revealed Lord Jesus has disarmed the adversary and they have no rights to accuse me. Lord also created a deep impression on the part where Lord Jesus talked about taking Holy Communion for remembrance of Him.
Through this few days of tiredness, I was distracted till I have not much time for the Lord. This cough also stopped me from praying in the spirit.
Just now as I was showering, suddenly Lord impressed that it’s not how I trust Him to fight the cough; rather Holy Spirit says that He is here to witness to us the truth of what Jesus had done. When we proclaim the truth, He will show His signs and wonders in agreement with the truth! Praise the Lord!
Lord also let me recall that most of the time, people are conscious of the world than of Christ. We are to be conscious of the Truth, as the Truth will set us free.
As I look to Christ Jesus that ‘by His stripes, I am healed’, the symptom of cough did not surface. However, as I put conscious to it again, surfaced and get stronger. It’s a fight of faith to believe ‘by the stripes of Jesus, I am healed’.
Please pray for me to stand strong in the Truth of Christ, the Living God.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Amazing Sunday
Today is really a magical Sunday for me and Su. Praise the Lord. Su had checked with Lord on which service we should attend and Lord told her to go 1st service.
Su was there to queue, but as she was not as early as the rest plus their reserved friends, by the time she went in, many seats are all taken up. Then her eyes caught 2 seats in front of her. There are 4 of us, Su, her sons and me. Lord gets someone to block 3 seats for us and she thoughts there wasn’t anymore seats, that lady said “God bless you the seats!” and remove her reserve. Praise the Lord!
2 songs into worshipping the Lord, I had high tide, about 2 m away from the door, 2 persons (a lady and a guy) in white, opened the door widely for me. The toilet was empty, so I managed to go and returned within 1 worship song and continued my worshipping.
I was concentrating on worshipping and praising Lord to raise my inner man, I could feel a strong force came upon the whole of my forehead. Then I could see something golden bright on top of me, I could only see a tiny portion of it. Lord gave Su the full vision, she saw a glorious golden crown came upon her head and Lord showed her turn vision to see my direction and I too have a crown on my head. We could feel it even after the service. Lord said it will stay with us forever. Praise the Lord!
The amazing part is in the mid of the service, Pastor Prince was preaching and in a slightly bent forward with the left hand up position when he looked towards our direction. 1 nephew was sit between me and Su, somehow, we both felt that his eyes had locked with ours and a surprised face was on his face. He pause there without movement for a long 20sec. I was fighting a cough and had just proclaimed that “by the stripes of Jesus, I am healed” and I saw him paused there. His stared and freeze up pose make me and Su dare not move.
We asked Lord what happened to him. Lord said he was surprised to see the crown so bright on our heads and he saw our strong Shikano Glory too. Both I and Su were clueless what happened that moment. Lord refuses to reveal to us. He just said we will know in due time.
Su faced a blocked road and a jammed expressway, she prayed to Lord to open the way. When she reached the expressway, there flow was smooth; most of the cars had gone. The taxi wanted to go one road but Lord led them another. Taxi driver claimed too many traffic lights there. There were only 2 traffic lights, Lord blessed 1 green light and the amazing thing is, this road usually packed with cars, but today hardly any cars around! Praise the Lord.
I had a good trip home too. Usually I need to stand on the shuttle bus. Today the bus had enough seats for me and others. Mrt ride also smooth, I got seat all the way home.
We are amazed by all the blessed day we went through. It something we don’t understand. God Flavour seems to be in operation in abundance. Praise the Lord for a Blessed Sunday. Hallelujah! Amen!!!
Su was there to queue, but as she was not as early as the rest plus their reserved friends, by the time she went in, many seats are all taken up. Then her eyes caught 2 seats in front of her. There are 4 of us, Su, her sons and me. Lord gets someone to block 3 seats for us and she thoughts there wasn’t anymore seats, that lady said “God bless you the seats!” and remove her reserve. Praise the Lord!
2 songs into worshipping the Lord, I had high tide, about 2 m away from the door, 2 persons (a lady and a guy) in white, opened the door widely for me. The toilet was empty, so I managed to go and returned within 1 worship song and continued my worshipping.
I was concentrating on worshipping and praising Lord to raise my inner man, I could feel a strong force came upon the whole of my forehead. Then I could see something golden bright on top of me, I could only see a tiny portion of it. Lord gave Su the full vision, she saw a glorious golden crown came upon her head and Lord showed her turn vision to see my direction and I too have a crown on my head. We could feel it even after the service. Lord said it will stay with us forever. Praise the Lord!
The amazing part is in the mid of the service, Pastor Prince was preaching and in a slightly bent forward with the left hand up position when he looked towards our direction. 1 nephew was sit between me and Su, somehow, we both felt that his eyes had locked with ours and a surprised face was on his face. He pause there without movement for a long 20sec. I was fighting a cough and had just proclaimed that “by the stripes of Jesus, I am healed” and I saw him paused there. His stared and freeze up pose make me and Su dare not move.
We asked Lord what happened to him. Lord said he was surprised to see the crown so bright on our heads and he saw our strong Shikano Glory too. Both I and Su were clueless what happened that moment. Lord refuses to reveal to us. He just said we will know in due time.
Su faced a blocked road and a jammed expressway, she prayed to Lord to open the way. When she reached the expressway, there flow was smooth; most of the cars had gone. The taxi wanted to go one road but Lord led them another. Taxi driver claimed too many traffic lights there. There were only 2 traffic lights, Lord blessed 1 green light and the amazing thing is, this road usually packed with cars, but today hardly any cars around! Praise the Lord.
I had a good trip home too. Usually I need to stand on the shuttle bus. Today the bus had enough seats for me and others. Mrt ride also smooth, I got seat all the way home.
We are amazed by all the blessed day we went through. It something we don’t understand. God Flavour seems to be in operation in abundance. Praise the Lord for a Blessed Sunday. Hallelujah! Amen!!!
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Spiritual Authority
Recently, Lord led me to heal a man that I learnt about spiritual authority more clearly. I am here to share this with you. This is the order of priority in each of us, our spiritual authority:
1) Self
2) Spouse (Husband and wife is seen as 1 body in Christ. When one is down and out, the other can use His/her faith to trust Lord for healing)
3) Children (They are under the parents till 18 of age. But parents have rights over them till it’s given away in marriage.
4) Parents
5) Siblings
I like to talk about my dad and this man (Ae) as example to show you how things work in the spiritual realm.
As you know from my post here, my dad’s health deteriorated since Nov 07 and was unconscious during Feb 08. Su and I prayed over him and Lord raised him up. He died in April 08.
Throughout the whole sick journey, dad initially was in his human pride. He thought that Lord’s healing is like magic, where you got zap by the power and you are heal. But Lord do not operate this way. We need to trust Lord Jesus in His finished Work on the Cross for deliverance. The easiest way of trusting and opening our heart to receive blessing is through singing worship songs and praise the Lord. In the process of praising, our spirit will rise higher and higher into the spiritual realm for the healing to pour in. Praise the Lord!
Dad initially was in human pride because his human strength was still there. When his strength was almost depleted, he lost hope for healing and looking for death. Throughout that few months, even though he did not see the full recovery, but because Su and I stand in faith trusting Roman 8:2 ‘Thru Christ Jesus, the law of the spirit of life will set my dad free from the spirit of law and death.’ We also trust that ‘He will live and not die to proclaim the goodness of the Lord’.
So how did the spirit authority works in my family? When dad was awake (his spiritual authority come first), his pride was in the way, so healing blessing could not go through, he continued to deteriorate. When he lost conscious, and mum didn’t know anything about Lord and trusted us (the priority of children kicked in) for healing dad, healing went through and dad was raised up. When he was up, his spiritual authority kicked in and he had lost hope and was looking to death, he deteriorated till breathing difficulty. He could not die as I was still holding to Words of Christ to heal him. Lord had to tell me to let go of the words to let him died.
Su let me know that one autistic kid’s dad was in coma on Sunday, Lord asked me to go heal him on Monday. Lord told me that part of his brain was damaged and had blood vessel blockage.
I saw the family outside the waiting room. It was after prayer that I realised they were his family. When the wife was introduced to me, Lord spoke to her: He told her to take Holy Communion and to worship Him. Lord shared the story of Smith Wigglesworth healing of a husband, who had ruptured intestine and need urgent healing, otherwise it’s death for him. Specialists were flown in from UK, but the wife chose to trust Lord and miracles happened.
On Wednesday, I heard of his death in Tuesday afternoon. Through disclosure by Su’s friend, they are Catholic, only one of the sisters is in NCC and led their son to NCC Autistic ministry.
I reached the hospital around 9:15am. Lord asked me to pray at 10am. I could see one worried woman at the waiting room. The rest were tired. I suspected they had spent the night there. The worried woman turned out to be his wife. I did not know if she had done as what Lord instructed. But since her husband was died, I guess not.
It was sad when I know she is not from NCC. Not that I despised other churches, just that when I know law is still preached in most churches and the congregation believe sincerely wrong is what angered me or was it Lord. It was a life that Lord could heal, but because of wrong teaching, she did not know how to stand in her rights for her husband. Su and I were feeling so sad that we questioned Lord WHY?
Lord told us that we had done our part. It’s life…..hiaz….Lord said in the bible, my children died because of ignorance. I do hope that more churches shared about the goodness of Lord Jesus so that more people can flow in divine health. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!
1) Self
2) Spouse (Husband and wife is seen as 1 body in Christ. When one is down and out, the other can use His/her faith to trust Lord for healing)
3) Children (They are under the parents till 18 of age. But parents have rights over them till it’s given away in marriage.
4) Parents
5) Siblings
I like to talk about my dad and this man (Ae) as example to show you how things work in the spiritual realm.
As you know from my post here, my dad’s health deteriorated since Nov 07 and was unconscious during Feb 08. Su and I prayed over him and Lord raised him up. He died in April 08.
Throughout the whole sick journey, dad initially was in his human pride. He thought that Lord’s healing is like magic, where you got zap by the power and you are heal. But Lord do not operate this way. We need to trust Lord Jesus in His finished Work on the Cross for deliverance. The easiest way of trusting and opening our heart to receive blessing is through singing worship songs and praise the Lord. In the process of praising, our spirit will rise higher and higher into the spiritual realm for the healing to pour in. Praise the Lord!
Dad initially was in human pride because his human strength was still there. When his strength was almost depleted, he lost hope for healing and looking for death. Throughout that few months, even though he did not see the full recovery, but because Su and I stand in faith trusting Roman 8:2 ‘Thru Christ Jesus, the law of the spirit of life will set my dad free from the spirit of law and death.’ We also trust that ‘He will live and not die to proclaim the goodness of the Lord’.
So how did the spirit authority works in my family? When dad was awake (his spiritual authority come first), his pride was in the way, so healing blessing could not go through, he continued to deteriorate. When he lost conscious, and mum didn’t know anything about Lord and trusted us (the priority of children kicked in) for healing dad, healing went through and dad was raised up. When he was up, his spiritual authority kicked in and he had lost hope and was looking to death, he deteriorated till breathing difficulty. He could not die as I was still holding to Words of Christ to heal him. Lord had to tell me to let go of the words to let him died.
Su let me know that one autistic kid’s dad was in coma on Sunday, Lord asked me to go heal him on Monday. Lord told me that part of his brain was damaged and had blood vessel blockage.
I saw the family outside the waiting room. It was after prayer that I realised they were his family. When the wife was introduced to me, Lord spoke to her: He told her to take Holy Communion and to worship Him. Lord shared the story of Smith Wigglesworth healing of a husband, who had ruptured intestine and need urgent healing, otherwise it’s death for him. Specialists were flown in from UK, but the wife chose to trust Lord and miracles happened.
On Wednesday, I heard of his death in Tuesday afternoon. Through disclosure by Su’s friend, they are Catholic, only one of the sisters is in NCC and led their son to NCC Autistic ministry.
I reached the hospital around 9:15am. Lord asked me to pray at 10am. I could see one worried woman at the waiting room. The rest were tired. I suspected they had spent the night there. The worried woman turned out to be his wife. I did not know if she had done as what Lord instructed. But since her husband was died, I guess not.
It was sad when I know she is not from NCC. Not that I despised other churches, just that when I know law is still preached in most churches and the congregation believe sincerely wrong is what angered me or was it Lord. It was a life that Lord could heal, but because of wrong teaching, she did not know how to stand in her rights for her husband. Su and I were feeling so sad that we questioned Lord WHY?
Lord told us that we had done our part. It’s life…..hiaz….Lord said in the bible, my children died because of ignorance. I do hope that more churches shared about the goodness of Lord Jesus so that more people can flow in divine health. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!
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