My love life

If Lord didn't from the start tell me that I have only 2 choices, I would have fallen in love a couple of times.

Recently this man from work, if not for his smoking, I would have accepted him. There is nothing wrong with his character and he seem like a pleasant man to be with.

I like XiaXue love story that her husband read her blog and flew over from USA to court her. And they live happily ever after.

I find the story romantic.

I don't know how long ago the mystery man has known me. But after letting me know of him and then remained so quiet, I wonder if he is still available.

However, Lord in meditation just told me about him and why he has now disappeared from any action.

I thank him for that.

It's a long wait for him. If he really is still around. His love for me must be pretty strong to carry on so far.

For me, I take him as the other choice beside ex. This is why I am not accepting any other man express of interested in me.

Worst come to worst, there still are man out there who are interested in me at this age and I have no fear of being lonely.

So if I let loose, beside going for ex, there are still others that I can choose of. Amen Amen!

Yesterday, my good friend commented I am good looking. She asked if anyone tells me so.

I believe I still have the ability to attract the opposite sex. And recent encounter prove so. He is still single. So I am able to attract single too. Amen Amen!

I let the blessing of Abraham speaks for me if this man by the name of Seng will come. If not, I will drop him from the other one in the choice of two and opens my heart to others. Amen Amen!!!

Being Bullied

Last Saturday, while ironing my clothes, I saw the next door lady, Sa, peeping into another lady cubicle.

She caught me checking on her and thought that I was the one who complained about she loitering along the corridor and peeping into others cubicle.

After talking aloud complaining I am the one who complained her to the people in charge, she went into her cubicle, took a rubber slipper, walked into my room and shoved the slippers towards my face. Thank God my hand stopped her onslaught.

She behave as nothing has happened after that.

My centre friend told me to report on her to my counselor. I did that on Tuesday.

Life is pretty routine day in day out. It is what we make of the day with happening that life becomes colourful.

Now February is ending soon. It is another count down to when the blessing will manifest in my life.

It's all about JESUS coming back to heal the sick and renew the youth of His people. Time to clear hospital wards. This is His Glory in manifestation. Amen Amen!!!

I have stopped trying my luck on the 4Ds game. It is a waste of my precious savings.

The centre is asking those people that have families to go to, to be discharged.

Lord have mercy on me. Bring the blessing to me this October really so that I will not be force to buy the 2nd hand flat. Amen Amen!!!

It's a few months and ex has yet to find a job.

I see lacks in my families and all waiting for the Lord's blessing to rescue out. Amen Amen!!!

Lord, have Mercy on me!!!!

A Feast

Today my centre mate decided to give some of us a treat due to she is moving out soon. 

Her 3 room apartment is dued to complete building soon and she will move there once she gets the keys. 

She bought roasted chicken wings and gave us 2 each. We also had some sushi. Overall, we enjoyed the food. 

I still betting on the 4D draws and so far, I failed to win anything.

I hope to win some money to cushion the lack from ex alimony.

He is still looking for his job and yet to find anything suitable. So he is not paying me any alimony. 

Time past by fast. Now is already February. Another 8 more months to go before the next blessing due date. 

I hope this time is real. It all depends when JESUS wants to manifest His Glory. Then my blessing will really comes. 

Age wise, I am not that young anymore but I am trusting the Lord to renew my youth on blessing day so that I can attracts the right man to woo me. 

The man at work whom previously liked me had tone down giving me his favour. This is good. 

I suppose to go to church with VK but she procrastinating in shifting her stuff from on cubicle to another and now she excused herself from going to church to do the packing. 

Today, she wanted to pack but she spend most her time watching tv and sleeping and the day slipped by. 

I am wondering if I should stop betting on 4D and save up my money.

The temptation of winning some money is there. 

I hope tomorrow I will win it big and then I will stop. Amen Amen!!!

It's easy to look to the worldly game when Lord's blessing took so long to come. 

From 2007 -2017, it's a long time to wait. 

If Lord didn't give me those pit stop of false blessing date and at 2007 he told me have to wait till 2017, I think I won't have the patient to wait that long. 

One year of waiting is already quite long. If to tell me 10 years of waiting, I don't think I will walk so closely with Lord from the start. 

So whether the coming October is really the finish line or not, it's not really that important. 

Important is I walked another year with Him again. Amen Amen!!!

Last Day of Chinese New Year

Today is 15th day of the Chinese New Year and it is considered the end of the celebration!!!

I had bet S$100 on 2 4 digits numbers hoping it will win me some money to buy the resale flat but alas the numbers didn't appear in the result draw and my money went down the drain.

There are many gambler at my work place and I am affect by them to try my luck!!!

I have waited so long for the blessing and thinking to try the world game to see if I can win something from there!

Abba Father said as long as my heart did not turn away from him, I could try. Amen Amen!!!

The world is getting darker and darker!

Even SIA profit has dropped and the officers came around to check if our services can help them save some cost. Amen Amen!!!

I hope the Lord promises me October, it really is October!!!!

I see lacks around me and I am waiting for the blessing so that I can bless my siblings out of their lacks!!!

Amen Amen!!!

Events in this Chinese New Year

We had a wonderful time gathering at eldest sis home and she cooked delicious foods for us.

This gathering I learnt that my sister-in-law had quitted her job as her son is taking the Primary School Leaving Examination. She even engaged a tutor him. 

My 2nd brother-in-law also quitted his job over 3 takeover of his company and he did not like the current management. But he has yet to find a job that please him. 

His son is going to university after NS and they said they invested in insurance for his education. 

At my afternoon work place, there is a man by the name of Hock, who likes me. 

Another man asked me if I received any red packet. As single person  received and married person give. 

I told him I didn't receive, I gave. 

He mistaken I am still in a marriage and when Hock brought 2 mandarin orange to greet me Chinese New Year blessing words, he told me in Hock presence that we are married and he (Hock) is single. 

At that moment, there was an unspoken quietness.

Then I saw Hock discuss sadly with his colleague. 

I let this misunderstanding be for I am not giving Hock any hope. 

Lord said after I get my blessing I only have 2 men to choose; one is ex and the other is the man that highlight himself to me from 2012-2014.

So along the way whoever men that interested in me, I let go of them as they are not one of the two. 

The time of manifestation of JESUS Glory is still not here till October. I will wait patiently and see who is the best man for me. Should I go back to ex to form a complete family again or should I start a new life with the new man. 

At this point, I just wait and see. The power of richness will attract the bees and I will have the choice of whom I want to share my rich life. Amen Amen!!!