Christmas Season

Yesterday the center here celebrated Christmas.

I attended the morning events but wasn't around for the big draw. So no idea if my name was drawn as one only get a prize if one is around. 

My closed friend invited me to her home for a spring roll making and eating event on Christmas but since I attend my service in the morning, I have a few hours to spare before her dinner event. 

She invited me to attend her afternoon church with her family. 

So I will be going to 2 churches on Christmas day!!!

My work pants got acid stains from a pillow someone washing and my center mates took it out and put on top of my washing machine. My clothes was done but I didn't rinse them again and thus the acid created a few big dots of discolour. 

I prayed to Lord to restore my pants but Lord refused so now I left 3 pairs of pants to go around the week. Hiazz!!!

My counselor seen to have let me off from buying an appartment after she realized I was a 2nd timer and thus not qualified to buy the new appartment. 

I am meeting her on Monday and she only wants updates from my end. 

Now that ex is out of job and stop giving me my alimony since November, I am running short of money and eating into my savings. 

I prayed to Lord that he has God Favour in the eyes of employer so that he can pay me soon. 

With Lord's Blessing delay, I am lacking instead of Abundance. Amen Amen!

But thanks God time run faster nowadays that week by week past by fast enough and soon it will be 2017!!!

In the bible, the Passover is the Israeli new seasons and Ras Hashana is the following season. Not like the current Jewish Calendar that put Ras Hashana as the new season!

So the blessing fall into the same year as the Passover and not separate into another year! Amen Amen!!!

Hopefully this is the last round of waiting for the blessing as the Lord proclaimed to me. And not His Leading me for another empty wait.

Chinese New Year is just a couple months away. I am facing another round of siblings rejection to host me as they have their own commitments. 

I long to have my own family so that Reunion Dinner is not so lonely. But my friend has offered to host me again this year if I have nowhere to go. So nice of her!!!

The 2 men given to me to choose the more I think the more I find the new man is more attractive to me. 

As I been through 10 years of life with ex and I know the result of choosing him. It's pain and heartache to recall them; the daily celebrations of life events. 

The rich only wants to marry to the rich as I have seen in Korea TV series is still holds in Singapore setting. 

Lord told me that when He blesses me and my status become rich, then I can match the rich for the rich. And thus he only can come to me in my new status.

All is fairytale till the day Blessing approaches me. Amen Amen!!!