Good Friend

I have a good Friend here in this centre.

She is an innocent lady with a kind heart. Whatever tidbits she have she will share with me. She even give me a cup and a spoon so that I can make my drinks with the hot and cold water provide by the centre.

Whatever she have, she will share with me. ;)

Only thing about her is she had a good life before her dad returned to The Lord. Now, her family belongs to the low income family.

Her mum is 71 years old but still working part time as a nurse. Due to her health wasn't that good.

She and her brother are both mental health patients. Her brother talked a lot but refuse to listen to any advice. Both depends on their mum for support and livelihood. Both are in their 40s.

Today, in meditation, Lord told me to support her after her mum pass away. I am suppose to give her a fix sum of money weekly for the rest of her life as she doesn't have the concept to work so that she can have more money to live on. That's not in her simple mind.

But as she has been sharing many things with me, even invite me home for Reunion dinner when none of my siblings wanted me at their Reunion dinner. She is just a wonderful friend.

As she has no concept of handling money, Lord wants me to give her weekly as she comes to help in my future congregation.

Glory Glory!!!! Amen Amen!!!

Hopeful Tomorrow

I learn that my travelling to see doctor appointment will be change to doctor coming to center to see me, I am glad. But hopefully not to give another medicine to blog my brain that would lead to slow down in movement.

Yesterday, counsellor Anita approached me to lead 2 members from the center to deposit their cheques in the nearby shopping center. I am surprised they never ventured out to there before!!!

As one member has metal in her left leg, we end up taking taxi instead of shuttle bus there!!!

The other member gave me a treat of my dinner and a bun for helping them.

It just 5 more months for me to wait. But with the daily curses to make me old and appear ugly and sick, I just can't smile that much. The cheek seem to pull my mouth to a unhappy look!

I need more effort to smile than to rest in peace, which projected an unhappy face.

I started wondering will more money make me happy! I guess, it's bringing them to bless others and see their happy face that will make me happy.

I look forward to such a day to come to past so that by His Glory, all the curses cannot block and harm me anymore.

Currently, the happiness come from meditation and talking to Lord through His Words.

I am glad the government now care more about local people. I like reading the posting of PM LHL through his facebook.

Ex now has his gallstone remove, life shift back to normal, Jc no more talking to me. I am her last resort; it seem to be.

My friend told me to start talking to her as 'when she gets a boyfriend, she will ignore me', said my friend.

But Jc choose to answer me hardly. It make me hard to talk to her. As ex has made me a laughing stock in her growing years and the image is hard to remove from her.

Lord says my relationship with her will only improves when my blessed home comes. It will prove to her what I said about the blessed home is true. The father has made it a laughing stock as he cannot see it yet.

In Christ, I believe in faith first before the reality come to past, I walk by Faith, Not By what I see!!!

I will have the last laugh when the blessing comes!!!

Amen Amen!!!

Just a Chat

Thank God that the prayer worked for the by-election in Bukit Batok.

I just read the Finance Minister had a stroke; let Lord's mighty hand restore his blood vessel to the fullness, by His Stripes be healed. Amen Amen!

Today worked in the morning so took 2 naps and woke up 4+pm and just drank a cup of coffee to fully wake up.

During the week my counselor want to go with me for my next IMH appointment to tell my doctor regarding all these curse that I am suffering. They want to use medication to counter it.

I think it will only helping the one that tried to bring me down. If I cannot pray against them, I will be at their mercy.

I don't know how medical science can be use to counter curses.

Even the review by the CEO did not pacify me.

But I have no choice, I look at the spirit world but they trust science is the answer.

I will have to see how this work out.

The counselor doesn't want me to work in the centre but to take up some work in the society.

I will have to wait and see!!!

Street Smart

Thursday night, my girl, Jc, called me but I was sound asleep.

Friday, I found out she was home alone since Tuesday night as ex had a emergency pain!

What unfold amazed me!

He had gall bladder stone and was in great pain. But even in pain, he went to the website to find a hospital to go and went there himself. He even brought his phone charger along to make sure he remain contactable.

Jc used goggle map to find a bus to visit him and take it herself and arrive safely while mummy worried if she is able.

Like father, like daughter, both were street smart!

Ex went through Ercp yesterday and was discharged this morning. The pain was gone after the stone was removed by non invasive method and was sucessful.

Jc was glad her daddy is back home. He even used medisave to pay his bill. He is localised.

Jc was alone for 3 days before calling me out of loneliness.

Ex even find time on Wednesday to transfer my alimony to me!!!

I like him for his smartness and this is a clear example of it. Too bad he is not the kind for me. Amen Amen!!!

Now that he is home again, life is as usual once more. He wants me to get a apartment so that Jc can visit.

I am waiting for the blessed hope to come to past. Amen Amen!!!

Sleeping Beauty

Yesterday I was so sleepy that after my duty as a in house receptionist ended at 1 pm, I spent the whole afternoon and even the night sleeping.

Due to such long sleep, I finally can remain awake during sermon in the 1st service today. And I just took a light nap after I return as the morning I had woke up before 6am.

After a few times of preaching about end time and rapture, Pastor Prince finally follow the book of Revelation to say the thousands year reign of Lord Jesus before the Rapture and the beast aka Satan is being capture by One Angel and will be in jail for the Thousands years Reign.

Then he mentioned the rapture and the 7 years Judgment, 3 1/2 good years and 3 1/2 bad years.

Finally what he preached is according to the bible.

Btw, I prayed that the BT Batok by-election, the best man that can handle the town council well to have God's favor in the eyes of the voters.

I do not have any preference, only God knows who can serve the people well. So let the real, sincere man win.

I am always for the best of Singapore be it PAP or others. As long as the one representing the people can do a good job for the people, let him serve the people.

Let see the result on 7th May.

Time really passed fast. I am a year older now. But I appear much older due to all these curses daily. I am waiting for Lord to Renew my youth like an Eagle on Blessed day.

With May now, the wait is getting a month closer and I am pleased.

Thank you Singapore for following my post weekly. You are always way ahead of the next nation.

Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!