Transition

This is Lord Word for me in this transition. When I watched US pastor on Greater Glory and I was thinking Lord did not have much word for me, He got that pastor to preach everything that is aiming at what I faced! All Glory to Him!!!!

"Grace for me in transition place

When I take God Grace 
a step at a time,
There is a Building Up of 
His Presence
In that place that I won't find anywhere else!

It's a New Level of 
Dependency on Him!

I don't get my Comfort
From the Circumstances,
From the Vision itself, or
From feeling Solid!

I get Grace to Know Him,
To Lean on Him,
To Have a Dependency Upon Him,
Moment by Moment,
Anchor me In Him
Not only Now but
For the Years to come!!!

To ask for Extreme Grace everyday
Every moment of woke up
To ask Lord to show me
The Lessons in the transition season.

To look at Everything I have
To Prune the Unwanted so as
To Bear More Fruit

To Work with Lord 
To Build a New Foundation in my life
To Break into 
New Realm of His Glory!

To Go Through Well and
To Come Out so Strong!

Careful Not to
Build Big Changes in Transition
Out of Frustration!
This is a Time of Vulnerability!
Receive Grace of God to go through!
I will grow in Strength!

Pray in Tongue Everyday
Focus on End Result aka out of it
Will Escalate the Whole Process!!!
Doors will Open!!!

I will End up Very Good! 
But won't be able to see 
Right Now in Pain!

Lord has Planned
Someone way Better for me!"

Blessing

Let's investigate the Blessing of Abraham in the bible; Of why they are blessed.

Looking at Father Abraham, how was he blessed? As we know, he lied twice, so it is not about his performance! Then what is it then? Throughout his story, one thing stands out was his fellowship with Lord. His heart always have Lord and he revered Him. No matter where he is, he honored Lord! Through his honoring of Lord, he was highly blessed!!!

Let's look to King David, he was in the mountain with the sheep and worshipping Lord. Even when he became King, he always checked with Lord if he should go for battle or not, he conducted his affair with Lord in his mind. Only 2 times he got proud and his lust got to him that Lord was displeased!!! He was said to be after God's Heart!!!

So generally, to be bless, it's your daily life you walk, do you just go about your life like you are by yourself and only when you face problem then you run to Lord?

Or you thought you are doing God Work and He should bless you?

No, it's about honoring He, Lord in you are so closed to you and if you fellowship with Him and trust Him to come in you and come through you to help you do your work!!!

Lord wants to yoke with us, like He is the Husband, the Shepherd and we are the wife and the sheep. We are to be submissive to Him. Let Him yoke through us and fellowship with Him through His Words!!!

Ever since I disclosed about personal blessing, I found Pastors, pastor's wife, appeared before me somehow!!! It is not me that is blessing, but Lord, Him and He alone!!! The One, people need to impress upon is not me but The Lord!

In your daily life, in your Kingdom work, is it He that is doing through you or you doing and thinking you are helping Him along!!! It is all about Him and none about you!!!

Once you let go of self but only think about Him and Him alone, and spend your precious time with Him instead of pampering self, you will then walk in His Walk and in Him is where the blessing is!!!

So no point see if I will reveal any of the 5 but seek Him who is the Only One!!!

As in my initial walk with Him, He told me many are not called by Him, I do wondered how many are really called by Him? But I do know these 5 are really called by Him!!!

If you really want to walk in His Blessing, go fellowship with Him!!!

My Country

It's easy to just read the daily news mainly about Singapore and to be critical about it!!! It is part of my ignorance trip of growing up and exposed to different kinds of ideology that is critical about what it is!!! I have been drawn into it and strongly believe in it.

But recently, Lord led me to see one country and this is the first time I feel living here is better. Lord led me to another country and after knowing more about the 2nd country, I feel great that I am living here!!! I finally sees why many comments of outsiders commented good about this country!!!

Frankly, if we poked into every person on earth, there bound to be something good and something bad about each and every one of us. It is only a matter of more of this or less of that!!! When people formed into a group of people ruling the country, it is the same!!! There are some good and some bad! Nobody is perfect!!!

I am glad that Singapore generally are on the better side of things!!! I thank God for giving our leaders wisdom to rule the country!!! The prayers of church leaders and the congregation each year do works!!! Praise Jesus!!!

Looking at a certain region and these 2 other countries, finally, I even agree that the salary they receive is well worth the effort they put in to maintain the goodness of the society!!! I am well please with it!!! This is not a flattery but is an understanding from different comparison!!!

I thank Lord for bringing my ancestor here so that I am born here!!! Generally, after looking at what others faced, even in the country that some Singaporen likes to migrate to, I used to wonder why would they like to go there!!!

Lord led me to understand the social issue that happen there that eventually, I am glad that I don't face the issue here!!! Generally, everything here is still well taken of and for the goodness of people here, I thank those that take good care of the whole society!!! It's hard work to please everyone but overall what they do is good!!!

I thank Lord that His Leading is here and His Blessing is here too!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Darkness shall be Doomed

In Ancient Time, before the World begin. Lucifer gathered 1/3 of the angels from Heaven to come against God.

He thought God was clueless of his doing. He was happy that things were going well for him and he had all things under control.

At set time, when he wants to declare his victory, God manifested and by the Blood of Jesus, Lucifer's right to stand before God was washed whiter than snow by the Blood of Jesus and he fall from Heaven to Earth. In His Pride, he fall and from then on, he has no right to stand before God!!!

Why did God wait for the last second before manifesting? God is giving chances to those that fellowship with Devil. His Heart is of Love. He is seeing if they would let go of their evil.

It is only at Point of No Return, when really He sees no hope to let Grace penetrate them and evil has consumed them that the Cup of Sin is full and is beyond hope that eventually His Hand of Protection will be removed and the full manifestation of Wrath will come.

I saw the Door for His Manifestation was fully shut!!! Only Him could penetrate through. Jesus 2nd Coming is in the midst of the darkest moment of our life, of our situation!!!

Currently, shadow of Satan, Ancient Beast, Satan in term of dragon were used to attack me!!! I know the time is near as those closed to Satan himself have no choice because his subordinates all No Power against Jesus Finished Work at the Cross!!! Hallelujah!!!

And did all these have power over Jesus and His Finished Work? No, they don't have any power!!! Psalms 23 describe them as shadow in the valley of Death!!! And Psalm 23 also said that His Staff and His Rod comfort me!!! Glory Glory!!!

Currently the Beast is waging his battle against His Chosen People!!! Surely Book of Revelation says that by His Word, whom is Jesus Christ, the Beast will be defeated and will be chain in Hell for 1000 years!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!

The Month of Forgiveness and Restoration, the Month of Elul, is Begining this Evening at 6pm. I praise Jesus Christ for His Glory and for His Finished Work that through Him, we who believed, is more than conqueror in Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

My Calling

As I look back at my calling and who Lord has led me to lift up, and for all that was coming against me, at time, I do wonder what will it be if I did not respond to His Calling!!!

It sure takes a long time to surface, but He is using me amazingly!!! Glory Glory!!! Of course, I know it's Him and nothing about me!!!

At the same time, I had seen most that I had learnt and is still learning ...

Life at now is at one of the low point but not exactly low!!! It's a mixture of high and low!!! Everytime I asked myself how am I going to survive but looking at the past 7.5 months, I had survived!!!

If those situations that I could survive, it is unlikely I will fall. It's into labour pain as if getting not that easy but at the same time, it is not that hard!!! It's the birth of the Promise and the resistance of those that opposed!!!

I don't know why Lord let me go through all these even though He has been Faithful!!! Now I have a better understanding of who I am and I just accepted the truth about who I am.

I can only say, Lord Jesus is forever Faithful!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Judgment that is coming!!!

Recently, Lord led me to listen on a prophesy for America!!!

In that Prophesy, Lord has shown in detailed in 2014 and late summer, August! He said people still enjoying summer and he saw people in business suit as those in Wall Street!!! He said there will be Earthquake and Tusenami!!! He said Lord told him that He had warned the church leaders and people does not take it to heart!!!

Lord showed that pastor New York City and New Jersey will be submerge!!! The other man of God is questioning the reality of the event happening. But Lord is not even mincing His Word!!! He even use the calendar to show the Pastor and even let him personally experience the situation!!!! He was saying some city can't even go there!!! The situation is horrible!!! Here is the video!

Today my meditation, Lord said will not let UN off!!! Those who judge Israel will be judged!!! I know His Time of Return is very near!!!

Especially, through that Man of God, the year and the month is already given!!! If you, child of God who is living in New York or even New Jersey, I suggest you obey His Prompting, pack all that you treasured and move away! Even temporary for a month or so might be good!!!

You don't want to caught in the Tusenami and no way to run!!! By then, even your treasure or even your family, you will be too panicky as to how to run when water run faster than you!!!

When Lord showed till so detailed, I hope you pay attention to it!!! Don't blame Him as not letting you know, as through that man of God, I also know now!!!

Wake up and Realise this is not a Joke!!!

It is His Return and those who curse Israel shall be cursed!!!

Rapture wait!

There are so many man of God looking for Rapture! Let me show you where we are currently!

'THEN I saw an angel descending from heaven;

He was holding the key of the Abyss (the bottomless pit) and
a great chain was in his hand.

And he Gripped and Overpowered the Dragon,
that Old Serpent [of primeval times],
who is the Devil and Satan,
and [Securely] Bound him for a Thousand Years.

Then he Hurled him into the Abyss (the Bottomless Pit)
and Closed it and Sealed it Above him,
so that he Should No Longer lead Astray
and Deceive and Seduce the Nations
until the Thousand Years were at An End.

After That he must be Liberated for a Short Time.

Then I saw Thrones, and sitting on them were
those to whom Authority to Act as Judges and
to Pass Sentence was entrusted.

Also I saw the Souls of Those
who had been Slain with Axes [Beheaded]
for their Witnessing to Jesus
and [for Preaching and Testifying]
for the WORD of GOD,
and who had Refused to Pay Homage to
the Beast or his Statue and
had Not Accepted his Mark or
Permitted It to be Stamped on
their Foreheads or on their Hands.

And they Lived Again and Ruled
with Christ (the Messiah) a Thousand Years.
[Dan. 7:9, 22, 27.]

The Remainder of the Dead
were not Restored to Life again
until the Thousand Years were completed.

This is the FIRST RESURRECTION.

Blessed (Happy, to be Envied)
and Holy (Spiritually Whole,
of Unimpaired Innocence and Proved Virtue)
is the person who Takes Part (Shares)
in the First Resurrection!

Over them the Second Death exerts
No Power or Authority,
but they shall be Ministers of God
and of Christ (the Messiah),
and they shall Rule Along with Him a Thousand Years.

(‭Revelation‬ ‭20‬:‭1-6‬ AMP)'

So you see, currently we are at the beast aka serpent aka devil aka Satan is creating havoc to people!!! In the name of cleaning the land for their god!!!

The Day will come whereby the Word of God over power Satan!!!!

Christ Jesus 2nd coming will come like thief. His People not sure of His Movement and looking for Rapture for themselves and Judgment for the World!!!

But clearly, the bible shows that Christ Jesus will reign with His Ministers of God for a Thousand Years!!!

Has Lord reign so loudly that Everyone knows that He is God Almighty yet??? Coming soon....

Satan will be judged and lock in the Absyy then Lord will start His Manifestation for Thousand Years!!! Until then, Rupture can wait!!!

Personal Blessing

It's very weird when I talked about individual personal blessing, it always mistaken as a building???!!!

In fact, Lord is very clear in classifying what is for church and what is for individual person involved!!! Did I say anything about not getting it at all? No, I did not!!!

No matter what the amount is, it is still a blessing and it is still through the Righteousness of Faith through Chrsit Jesus, the Seed!!!

I guess someone's mind has not been stretched by The Lord that all that can be talk about is just about the church!!!

Lord wants to bless us as the Heir of the World. With such a small amount that the church cost, how to be Heir of the World??? Think Big please!!!

Yesterday, another sad day for me again. Su has been used to check if I am still alive!!! Each time I let her contact me, she would talk nonsense to cover her track but she forgot I have Lord with me!!!

Even though I have forgiven her as she is my sister, she came to check on me after I blocked her call!!!

Well, long time ago, when she was daily meditating and talking to The Lord, the amount Lord originally to give her was much!!! But after she stopped meditating and shift to the outer court to just listen to sermon, Lord had already reduced her by much.

With these few rounds of dancing with the devil, Lord gave her a few chance. Yesterday, the lie she told was that obvious that I need not check it out, I already know it was a lie!!!

When I meditated, Lord changed her blessing to be the same as my other siblings that don't believe in Jesus!!! That's how much she had fallen!!! But by Grace, it is still a very good blessing!!! Just that I couldn't believe it that she walked away so much!!!

Lord told me not to believe in whatever she propose to me in term of expenditure!!! So sad, if she is just a friend, I would have dumped her forever!!!

At least Jc could be more truthful about me but for Su, about my state of being and about that lie, she spoken it as matter of fact that I wonder beside money, what else can she sees???!!!

Now I met/ heard all the pastors in the blessing list and I wonder how Lord put together those that receive the same. Guess their hearts to Him is about the same. The one that is highly blessed I know why, this pastor also see that without The Lord, nothing could be done and his trust is in The Lord only!!! No wonder he is so loved by Abba!!! Glory Glory!!!

Now the stage is set!!! Just waiting for Lord to manifest!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

One Thing about Lord

Through my years of fellowshipping with The Lord, there is this one thing I noticed about Him that men may not take note of!!!

By right of being Made the Righteousness of God through Christ Jesus, we who are Believing should be able to do all things as what Paul was able to do in his time!!! But why are we not seeing much of such manifestation???

Even the Signs and Wonders and the overall blessing of financial in the Church has declined till hardly hear any of such blessing anymore!!! So much so even the sales of materials had fallen much that even though it is made easy to buy as compared to previously, things are not doing well that Prince even thought of going oversea so that he could earn something!!!

Even the reveal of the theme of the year is slower and slower!!! It is not like The Lord I know, who is SOooo excited that He revealed things to me LOoong before it is to happen!!!

Even the Healing Power of Lord, used to flow much when I just joined church to now nothing much!!! Even the prophesy that comes each year to prosper pastors and the congregation become things of the past that it was not much of a hoo haa anymore!!!

Don't be mistaken, when someone need a word or a healing and looking for it, Lord could still come through for the person sake but if even laying of hand leads to no changes to another person's life, it high time to self examine!!!

It's not that Lord can't move!!! He has been Moving in me Almightily daily that sometime before a prayer, short one, mind you, is finished, the healing manifested!!! That's how good He is!!!

Even in those Pharisee that didn't believe in Jesus, when need to talk, Lord still use their mouth for the Purpose!!!

When one so used to The Lord, sometime it's easy to assume He would come through and whatever spoken is really His!!!

When one is full of knowledge and the line between if it's Lord speaking or self speaking, we do have to press deeper into Him to make sure He is the One, who is speaking!!! This is my personal encounter especially it might mean great change of event might happen, I always pressed in to make sure it is Him and not me!!!

Well, why I was prompted to write this post!!!

Well, in term of healing, especially life or death, Lord usually manifested!!!

But in term of monetary blessing, it's how close we fellowship with Him and how humble we are in His Presence!!!

It's not that He is Far away, He is just in each of us, in our Spirit Realm!!! How much we do or speak for self glory or for His Glory, not trusting in our power and not our might but His and Him alone!!!

I used to pray to Lord to bless this somebody as much as He would bless another person because it is undeserved, unearned and unmerited. But I long have submitted to Him to have His Way!!! And to see it further decline, I am just feeling sad for him!!! None of the others blessing are so volitant as this person!!! The rest are practically dead!!! Only another person who had slightly move in her blessing is my sis, Su!!!

But it not about how poor one is. But it's a matter how rich one is!!! It's still a big sum of money that anyone who receive would be happy. But among the rest, when comparison with same pals, that's where the figure might matters!!! But it also if a person is looking to money or to Lord!!!

For those looking to Lord, any amount is a good blessing!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Lord:
"My beloved, my darling, in view of Prince keep coming against you, Abba want you to reduce his blessing to xxx! Surely this will humble him a lot! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

My beloved, my love, surely this is final! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
He thought he could do that towards you without suffering! I already made his sales down and he still did not realise!!! Surely through the years of warning he didn't pick up one! Surely this shall be!!! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!!!!"

My Pastor

For 2 weeks, Pastor Prince keep mentioning that he is abandoning his congregation that Lord raised him up to hold the position and to shepherd his sheep!!!

What he said that even he might not be around but he will telecast from oversea back to Singapore is just absurded!!!!

It makes me think of that time when my ex was telling me that there was certain percentage he still love me and certain percentage that he wanted to leave me!!!!

For ex, it's the women he enjoyed out there. For Prince, this is what Lord revealed to me in the meditation:

Lord:
"My beloved, my love, Prince's sales of his material is going down and he want to go abroad to make more money!!! That is why he keep hinting!!! Abba will not allow him to abandon his congregation. Surely I will not allow it!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!"

There was a USA Rev that I used to look up to his faith till he started looking to financing to earn more money!!!

Prince used to say The Lord will provide for him, yet now, he is also looking at money!!! And he said that if one yet to not receiving a salary, have no right to talk about him.

I personally also have not been working and trusting The Lord will provide for me as long as He needs me to wait for His Manifestation!!!

As economic pressure is setting in, even performing artists that had long gone, are also making a come back, be it Asia or the West!!!

If really maintain the glamourous livelihood, there are 2 choices, either humble down and ask church to start giving him salary or downgrade the lifestyle to live simple!!! Not so difficult if one could humble but most probably, pride is in the air!!! Don't want help when help is available is a form of pride too!!!

Why for the sake of frighten others talk about his salary and give up totally!!! If Lord pays you to stay there, then take and stay!!!

But if it's to feel wanted by others, it's a pride too!! Be faithful to the calling!!!

No wonder Lord trained me to beware of success failure!!! When one don't have, it's easy to look to The Lord for supply!!! But when one is successful, it's important to remember the Glory came from Lord and belongs to Lord!!!

Lord always put to my heart this couple whom He rose up from farmers to be very rich with a few years!!! Devil tempted him with businessmen need his advice and he even wanted to build a business center for such a purpose!!!

As his focus was off The Lord, devil attacked this couple with sickness and and they died poor and weak!!! People said they lost their simple life!!! This statement stuck in my heart alway!!! About loosing the simple life!!!

No wonder Lord took so long to manifest my blessing!!! He knows about all these cracks that are happening!!!

It is true that Lord brings success, but in the mid of success, one must realise it is The Lord who is successful in us, not that we are successful and now we can fly!!! What I know He could give but when one move away from His Will, when His Protective Hand is not there, devil could attack and money can be lost in no time!!! That's why should always remain with The Lord!!!

I remembered the long ago bible study, Lord told him to stop, he didn't. It was when Lord used many others to remind him that finally he closed shop!!! He was looking at the collection and memory of the first time meeting his wife!!!

Now with the Star and International success, he is looking at the money again!!! Lost the simplicity of Life!!!