Glory Glory!!! When nothing possible, Lord is possible!!! Hallelujah!!! Glory Glory!!!!
As you know, my passport was lost from my locked luggage in my bedroom for some weeks, when exactly it was lost I have no clue. But I did found it lost and don't know who did it till I was questioned on those place that I had been previously using my old passport!!!
I know only Lord could help me as His Mighty Lord's Hand, when it is manifested, it will bless the stolen goods but judge the adversary that did such evilness. I am pleased to announce to you that my passports had come back, the new and the old!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that I have Lord with me that I need not pay for the evilness that I did not do but they who did it. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Abba really love me much!!! Hallelujah!!!
What Lord did after getting my passports back was to tell me about going to move to my mum place and those books of meditation were now useless and to dispose them away. With a heavy heart, I went to open the luggage and as I removed the box that covered my passports, I saw my passports back again!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I was so happy that I need not go get a new passport and pay those $50 for 1st time losing it and have to make the passport with no internet discount of $10 but the full cost of it!!! For something I did not do, I am unwilling to do it and had prayed to Lord to help me retrieve it back!!! Glory Glory!!! He is faithful!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I was supposed to report to ICA for the lost of passport, and I had downloaded and printed out the forms. But my heart was down that I had no mood to get it done as there wasn't an urgency for the passport anyway!!!
Lord is faithful and I am happy. Glory Glory!!! He even blessed me to go to the Zone Unlimited Praise event and I enjoyed myself there!!! In the process of worship Him, a resurrection power came into me as a form of heat that travelled from the womb up and I was restored of my life!!! Hallelujah!!! The weakness left my body and I could jump like the teens did!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord Jesus, Abba Father, I thank You for all that You have done for me! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Friday, November 29, 2013
Monday, November 25, 2013
Life from Point Zero
November is ending soon and December is approaching. Soon, it will be time for my shifting and this shifting really get me into thinking.
Many a time, life is so fulling of things to wonder about or to worry about, we just get drifted about without much of an idea where it is drifting to.
As December approaching and there is a possibility that I might end up at mum place, it get me into thinking. How am I to shift there without my things disappearing. How am I shifting there and where am I getting my internet connection and how am I going to buy my grocery and how am I going to live there.
Suddenly, things like Jc education, where she is going to and how is she doing, things that I had great concern about, suddenly become not important at all anymore. As I am losing this apartment and her, and wonder if she will ever want to come to my house being her heart is with the dad almost all!!! She only come to me only when it is a no no from her dad end and she wants me to help her!!!
As all these gone through my mind, I was wondering why I care so much of how she would perform all these years when soon, it will not be an issue with me anymore!!!
I wonder why I bother so much about her growth and her education that it stress me much even though I can't do much to help her. I finally come to a point that I let go and let Lord do all that He wants with her. None of my business anymore.
I even get to the point that I don't bother if XY parents want her to go church or don't want. I hack care if her mum want to accept Jesus but she thought I still bother!!!
All in all, when self life is affected, nothing more matters at all. It is at this point that I don't bother much about anything anymore!!!
I even tells Lord I don't know if He still leading me as I faced so much set back. But He came on strong to tell me He is with me and I am still on Path. Glory to His Grace and Mercy that is always with me. Hallelujah!!!
At such a time, I just don't want to bother about much and just content to be just being myself and just alive for the Lord and no one else!!!
Life is at the cross road that I don't know where will I end with. But whatever it is, God Bless!!!
Many a time, life is so fulling of things to wonder about or to worry about, we just get drifted about without much of an idea where it is drifting to.
As December approaching and there is a possibility that I might end up at mum place, it get me into thinking. How am I to shift there without my things disappearing. How am I shifting there and where am I getting my internet connection and how am I going to buy my grocery and how am I going to live there.
Suddenly, things like Jc education, where she is going to and how is she doing, things that I had great concern about, suddenly become not important at all anymore. As I am losing this apartment and her, and wonder if she will ever want to come to my house being her heart is with the dad almost all!!! She only come to me only when it is a no no from her dad end and she wants me to help her!!!
As all these gone through my mind, I was wondering why I care so much of how she would perform all these years when soon, it will not be an issue with me anymore!!!
I wonder why I bother so much about her growth and her education that it stress me much even though I can't do much to help her. I finally come to a point that I let go and let Lord do all that He wants with her. None of my business anymore.
I even get to the point that I don't bother if XY parents want her to go church or don't want. I hack care if her mum want to accept Jesus but she thought I still bother!!!
All in all, when self life is affected, nothing more matters at all. It is at this point that I don't bother much about anything anymore!!!
I even tells Lord I don't know if He still leading me as I faced so much set back. But He came on strong to tell me He is with me and I am still on Path. Glory to His Grace and Mercy that is always with me. Hallelujah!!!
At such a time, I just don't want to bother about much and just content to be just being myself and just alive for the Lord and no one else!!!
Life is at the cross road that I don't know where will I end with. But whatever it is, God Bless!!!
Wednesday, November 20, 2013
To Where I am Going
It is sad that every kind gesture are being used to come against me. The position that Lord is leading me is really what I had been going through all the years of growing up. Lord put that in my life to train me to stand up to such challenges at the end of things!!!
I know Jc's godma, Pear, had not much cares for Jc nor my friendship as she only see her once a year most of her growing years. Each time, they went out for movie and eating, it's some questioning of our life and I took it as she need an update of our life.
What I did not foresee is she is using my info to come against me. Recently months, when she messaged me, the curse came through her message and I would be attacked on the brain. This persistent move to see if I was alive and were able to answer her through her pretend to be blur finally get to me about her ill intention.
But as I treasure friends, I still did let it disturbed me. But the recent dating of Jc I saw her change of tone and I saw her unfriendliness. She can be sweet in talking but nasty in messaging. I realise she is also learning the art of lying like ex, but her skill was no where near what ex could do.
Her coming against me after the date with my daughter finally get to me. She accused nonsense and in the process sent the curse. I totally have to void myself from talking to her anymore! It's sad.
However, I understand the place Lord is bringing me to and as He had told me long ago, I shall not share my thoughts and burden with anyone else, but to my spouse alone. The role He is setting up for me is Gloriously Rich and Powerful in Healing. But at the same time, my life is Private Limited and really Private Limited to the fullness of it all.
I have yet to move to such stage but He is getting me ready for such a shift in my realm. This life He is blessing me is seriously for the Glory of Jesus to be Demonstrated in the Fullness of His Complete Finished Work at the Cross! This life belongs to Him and Him alone. It's not how I live, or what I eat or what I wear. It's about His Glory shining in me and through me for His Purpose in this End Time Salvation. Glory Glory!!!
What I have now is an empty shell. Be it about what I have or have not. It's all an empty shell of the old life that is supposed to be discarded once I shift. They could seek all I have, I just too tired to bother!!! What could I do if they really want to dig out my locked luggage and took my newly made passport and my previous expired passport away! I just too tired to go get a new one and pay $50 + $10 more for something they did to me.
At most, the trip to bless Jc when I have the money, I don't go. No big deal. One woman came to me and talk about war and about Singapore combine with neighboring blah blah blah!!! When someone want to imagine the unthinkable, really their imagery is fantastic!!! I heard till blur blur what are they trying to imply!!!
What I did with the old passport was because of Jc school trip or whatever that I did go with her to Malaysia that's all I used that passport for. And going into Israel is something special....due to their problem with the rest of their brothers, we were told the passport was not to be stamped but the boarding card was to be stamped!!!
Another interesting custom with special reason. Anyway, on that trip I am lucky to be a Singaporean and not a Malaysian. That lady was strip to inner wear and questioned of her intention to go there!!!
When people don't have God with them, they become suspicious of all things that move!!! What a tired life they have!!! Mobilize the whole country people just because of their suspicious of Nothingness!!! Amazing Amazing!!!
I rather have child liked innocent and let Lord live through me and I just let go and enjoy whatever He is pouring into me. As long as I have Him, the rest is not important!!! Glory Glory!!! He is the One and Only One that cannot fail me!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I know Jc's godma, Pear, had not much cares for Jc nor my friendship as she only see her once a year most of her growing years. Each time, they went out for movie and eating, it's some questioning of our life and I took it as she need an update of our life.
What I did not foresee is she is using my info to come against me. Recently months, when she messaged me, the curse came through her message and I would be attacked on the brain. This persistent move to see if I was alive and were able to answer her through her pretend to be blur finally get to me about her ill intention.
But as I treasure friends, I still did let it disturbed me. But the recent dating of Jc I saw her change of tone and I saw her unfriendliness. She can be sweet in talking but nasty in messaging. I realise she is also learning the art of lying like ex, but her skill was no where near what ex could do.
Her coming against me after the date with my daughter finally get to me. She accused nonsense and in the process sent the curse. I totally have to void myself from talking to her anymore! It's sad.
However, I understand the place Lord is bringing me to and as He had told me long ago, I shall not share my thoughts and burden with anyone else, but to my spouse alone. The role He is setting up for me is Gloriously Rich and Powerful in Healing. But at the same time, my life is Private Limited and really Private Limited to the fullness of it all.
I have yet to move to such stage but He is getting me ready for such a shift in my realm. This life He is blessing me is seriously for the Glory of Jesus to be Demonstrated in the Fullness of His Complete Finished Work at the Cross! This life belongs to Him and Him alone. It's not how I live, or what I eat or what I wear. It's about His Glory shining in me and through me for His Purpose in this End Time Salvation. Glory Glory!!!
What I have now is an empty shell. Be it about what I have or have not. It's all an empty shell of the old life that is supposed to be discarded once I shift. They could seek all I have, I just too tired to bother!!! What could I do if they really want to dig out my locked luggage and took my newly made passport and my previous expired passport away! I just too tired to go get a new one and pay $50 + $10 more for something they did to me.
At most, the trip to bless Jc when I have the money, I don't go. No big deal. One woman came to me and talk about war and about Singapore combine with neighboring blah blah blah!!! When someone want to imagine the unthinkable, really their imagery is fantastic!!! I heard till blur blur what are they trying to imply!!!
What I did with the old passport was because of Jc school trip or whatever that I did go with her to Malaysia that's all I used that passport for. And going into Israel is something special....due to their problem with the rest of their brothers, we were told the passport was not to be stamped but the boarding card was to be stamped!!!
Another interesting custom with special reason. Anyway, on that trip I am lucky to be a Singaporean and not a Malaysian. That lady was strip to inner wear and questioned of her intention to go there!!!
When people don't have God with them, they become suspicious of all things that move!!! What a tired life they have!!! Mobilize the whole country people just because of their suspicious of Nothingness!!! Amazing Amazing!!!
I rather have child liked innocent and let Lord live through me and I just let go and enjoy whatever He is pouring into me. As long as I have Him, the rest is not important!!! Glory Glory!!! He is the One and Only One that cannot fail me!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Friday, November 15, 2013
The Grace of God
Today, the last day of School, I like to give Thanks to Lord Jesus for His Grace and Mercy in leading Jc and growing Jc according to His Way. I am so grateful to all that He has done on her life! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
As a mum, like any other parents, I do worry for Jc about her timidness about her easy going life in letting her friends step all over her in the younger years of life!!!
Even though she is the most shy girl I ever seen, Lord trained her through the years of growing socializing with kids and adults that her confident in talking to people grows as she grows.
Even when classmates had been bullying her in previous years, it's actually Lord's way to toughen her for the walk of her life!!! I give Glory to Jesus that today, she is a fine young lady with a gentle heart for her friends. I am glad!!! Glory Glory!!!
She has do her school proud in the international dance. I praise Jesus for giving her this talent. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
The 6 years of Primary School ends at today and the PSLE result will be out either next Friday or the following Monday. Then it's about finding a secondary school for her and going for the next stage of her growth. I Glory Jesus for His Finished Work on her life! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
As a mum, like any other parents, I do worry for Jc about her timidness about her easy going life in letting her friends step all over her in the younger years of life!!!
Even though she is the most shy girl I ever seen, Lord trained her through the years of growing socializing with kids and adults that her confident in talking to people grows as she grows.
Even when classmates had been bullying her in previous years, it's actually Lord's way to toughen her for the walk of her life!!! I give Glory to Jesus that today, she is a fine young lady with a gentle heart for her friends. I am glad!!! Glory Glory!!!
She has do her school proud in the international dance. I praise Jesus for giving her this talent. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
The 6 years of Primary School ends at today and the PSLE result will be out either next Friday or the following Monday. Then it's about finding a secondary school for her and going for the next stage of her growth. I Glory Jesus for His Finished Work on her life! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
Walking in the Life
Life has flow on as usual, week by week, its depends on the door open for each of us each day to encounter the things that came into our life! That's how life continue with us even wonder what had gone past and what next to foresee!
My Life is nothing special too. Lately, Lord using me to talk to different parents of Jc's friends. It's Amazing to find someone who used to attend NCC but he viewed that if Lord give him front seat, means God want him to attend church, but when his daughter was born and they could not get into the Rock auditorium anymore, he said that God 'didn't' want him to attend church anymore!!!! His insecurity and pride to cover himself is amazing to me!!! But I could not say in his face least he got offended with me!!!
Opportunity opened for me to talk to this lady, whom husband is a priest of the idols. I saw devil do not give his service for nothing!!! His wife was weaken physically and feeling so cold that she do not like aircon place is another area of concern. But as her husband is steep in his job, generation down, it's hard to bring them to see the Goodness of Jesus!!!
This girl, Xy, over the years I have been dealing with the unhappiness that came from her. It was when Lord open the door for me to enter to see their family life from the girl and then from the mum, then I saw a big area of sadness. Imagine any day the kids can only see 1 of their parents each day!!! What a desperation that has created in the mind of the kids that their parents are not loving to each other anymore!!! Worst of all, the girl claimed the mum know someone out there!!!!
Lord led me to show her how her mum loves her. It through slowly reveal and slowly defending for her when friend attack came, that she no more angry with the mum. I talked with the mum so much that it burned the calling time on my mobile!!! But I am glad of Lord's Grace is in it and His Grace has touched the mum's heart that she wanted Xy to come to church and she herself too.
And in the process of finding a way to bring Xy to church, Lord opens the way to bring my girl back. I am so glad that I just concentrate on another kid, Lord open the Grace for my girl to come back too!!! Hallelujah!!!
I am glad that walking in the Lord is an effortless walk. Through this walking, I found some proud leader and some cool leader whose mind were in the Lord!!! In all in all, I am glad that Lord let this nobody to sail through the authority in church and when I am lifted up, hehe...I wonder how will they react!!!
It's a lot easier to see the real nature of people when one is down and nobody then someone powerful and strong. When all are smiling and putting their best front to impress you, the only person that one could look for answer is Lord, the Almighty God. Only Him could see the heart of people and could give the best selection. Hallelujah that what Lord has been leading me through. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
My Life is nothing special too. Lately, Lord using me to talk to different parents of Jc's friends. It's Amazing to find someone who used to attend NCC but he viewed that if Lord give him front seat, means God want him to attend church, but when his daughter was born and they could not get into the Rock auditorium anymore, he said that God 'didn't' want him to attend church anymore!!!! His insecurity and pride to cover himself is amazing to me!!! But I could not say in his face least he got offended with me!!!
Opportunity opened for me to talk to this lady, whom husband is a priest of the idols. I saw devil do not give his service for nothing!!! His wife was weaken physically and feeling so cold that she do not like aircon place is another area of concern. But as her husband is steep in his job, generation down, it's hard to bring them to see the Goodness of Jesus!!!
This girl, Xy, over the years I have been dealing with the unhappiness that came from her. It was when Lord open the door for me to enter to see their family life from the girl and then from the mum, then I saw a big area of sadness. Imagine any day the kids can only see 1 of their parents each day!!! What a desperation that has created in the mind of the kids that their parents are not loving to each other anymore!!! Worst of all, the girl claimed the mum know someone out there!!!!
Lord led me to show her how her mum loves her. It through slowly reveal and slowly defending for her when friend attack came, that she no more angry with the mum. I talked with the mum so much that it burned the calling time on my mobile!!! But I am glad of Lord's Grace is in it and His Grace has touched the mum's heart that she wanted Xy to come to church and she herself too.
And in the process of finding a way to bring Xy to church, Lord opens the way to bring my girl back. I am so glad that I just concentrate on another kid, Lord open the Grace for my girl to come back too!!! Hallelujah!!!
I am glad that walking in the Lord is an effortless walk. Through this walking, I found some proud leader and some cool leader whose mind were in the Lord!!! In all in all, I am glad that Lord let this nobody to sail through the authority in church and when I am lifted up, hehe...I wonder how will they react!!!
It's a lot easier to see the real nature of people when one is down and nobody then someone powerful and strong. When all are smiling and putting their best front to impress you, the only person that one could look for answer is Lord, the Almighty God. Only Him could see the heart of people and could give the best selection. Hallelujah that what Lord has been leading me through. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
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