The Grace of Lord Jesus

By the Grace of Lord Jesus, today is a very meaningful day! At church this morning, my spirit rang loudly that Jesus give me His Blood. I told Lord that I received all that He is giving me. Praise the Lord!

When Pastor Prince talked about when Jesus was just resurrected and going back to His Father, He stopped to talk to Mary...He talked to a woman first! Glory Glory! It leads me to think this coming of the Lord, He is using me, a woman! Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen Amen!

At the end of the sermon, Patrick, the photographer and artist for the Glory of Lord Jesus, painted a picture of the face of Jesus side face and with His Crown of Glory! I was so touched because at meditation, I was at Mark 15:18 where Jesus was like a sand bag, a spit bin and one for the soldiers to make fun of. He suffered all kinds of humiliation. He let them removed His clothes to put on a purple robe and then let them remove the purple robe to put back his own clothes. He was just like a lamb, totally at the mercy of the cruelty of men. I saw him received all forms of humiliations that I need not take it as He had taken mine on the Cross.

Lord had let me felt his agony at the Garden of Gethsemane. He prayed to His Father, Mark 14:36 '"Abba, Father,” he said, “everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will".' Lord Jesus knew His Abba could do anything. Nothing is impossible for Abba Father, yet, He abide to His Father's will. I could feel his agony and his stress at that moment that He prayed, went to His disciples, then feeling uneasy, went to pray again and again, as if hoping Abba Father will change His mind and do away all that. But He knows He had to go through it so that we humans need not suffer. He knows by ourselves, there is nothing we could! Glory to Lord Jesus!

Back home, ex is doing his 3rd day of shifting out. Glory to Lord Jesus! He has rented an apartment out there and let me and Jc stay here. My mum will be moving in soon to join me. Glory Glory! This is by the Grace of Lord Jesus! He, who continues to pay for this apartment, but let me and Jc stay for free. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Tonight is the first night of being single in reality and physically. Lord has blessed me with Shalom Peace that I don't feel anything at all. The only thing is don't know how future life will be. Not that I don't know what Lord has planned for me, but how will I feel as the days goes by. After 10 years of married life, finally, single and alone again. But Lord promise this will be temporary only. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

At church, with all the revelations of Jesus, I cried and told Lord all that He suffered to give to me, I received them all in the name of Jesus. I also claimed my body is renewed by the Grace of Lord Jesus. Lord sent His cool breath and I breathed them in. Lord told me my body is resurrected! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, thank You for taking good care of me, Your Beloved daughter. I am so happy. I know this is the start of the new life. Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen Amen!