Saturday, October 31, 2009

The Glory of Lord Jesus

Hi Beloved children of God, how have you been in your walk with Christ? I have completed meditation on Psalms, Proverbs, Romans and Acts. Today just started on the book of Hebrews. Glory Glory! May you be encourage in your walk through the still water. Abba will surely bless you greatly in your walk with Christ. Glory Glory!

As I touches this verse, Hebrew 2:10 'In bringing many sons to glory, it was fitting that God, for whom and through whom everything exists, should make the author of salvation perfect through Suffering.', Lord revealed this in my meditation and want me to share it here. Glory Glory!

Lord:
'My beloved, my love, Glory Glory! My love, abba is happy that you appreciates Jesus death on the cross. Abba let Jesus gone through it so that the whole world can be save. There is no way I can righteously bring you to me without Jesus!

As you already know, no one can be perfect in his walk. The spirit of self will cause pride. No one can clear it away without me. As such, Jesus has to come down to earth to die for the human race.

Through His Spirit in you, he could lead you to walk the righteous paths. Glory Glory! My love, abba is glad that you have walk with Jesus closely for that long. No one else walk as closely as you to me. Glory Glory!

My love, abba loves you greatly. Abba is so pleased that you could don't want your life but let me reign through you. Abba greatly appreciates your sacrifice. Abba will come though you to heal the nation!

My love, my darling, abba greatly bless you. Riches & Honors, Health & Wholeness, Joy & Love are yours forever! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

My beloved, as you walk with Lord, adversary might stop you from continuing. Cast them to my nailed pierced hand. I will handle for you. Fight your battle of faith! The reward at the end is worth the efforts. Glory Glory!

My beloved, time is short! Jesus is returning soon. I need an army of soldiers, whose faith is with me. Abba will surely come strongly through you as you learn more and more about Jesus. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

The Righteousness of God in Christ

I thank you, Abba Father, thank you for sending Jesus to the cross for me, to remove all my sins and sicknesses and impute to me the Righteousness of God in Christ. This is so important for one to realise he/she is the righteousness of God in Christ, the Son of God. To spend time with Lord, read and hear his words and look at what Jesus has done for you.

I have walk so close to Lord that fighting to get back to Lord is a lot easier when I know my rights in Him. It's good that I can see the opposite effect when one didn't realise his position in Christ. As you know, P have been denying all that he done out there in my presence.

However, recently me and Jc was at Su's home and had called him to pick us home. His normal reaction if don't want to answer our call is to press off the call. When the phone was left unanswered, I know what he was doing at that moment. I confronted him, though not to accuse him, but just to double check. He denied, but his action showed otherwise. He proclaim no freedom, movement under scrutiny, and once go to work, he come home very late.

I happened to give him a call the next day and he disclosed that home is like a prison to him!!! I told him, his guilt made him think so. I told him that I don't bother much about him, just knowing that he come home and he go off that's all. I don't even bother nor affected by what he did out there, after all, we are divorced. After my assurance, he come back very early lately to my surprise! 6-7 pm!!!!

Actually, from this divorce, it also let me realise that in the marriage, I have been looking to him to provide much love that it dries my soul and troubled his. Stress the hell out of both of us. After the divorce, when I totally let go of him, by the Grace of Jesus, and not care about what he did out there, life, peacefulness exist in abundance.

Finally, I realise what Pastor Prince said about the triangle of relationship with Jesus in the mid. When I free myself and daily concentrate my focus to Jesus, He gives me peacefulness and joy. With this joy, I could give P no condemnation that free him to walk in love. Glory Glory!

It make me realise that in this fallen world, devil makes us draw our love from our love one that could stress them into self defense, into nastiness, into looking at each other have done or no do. Jesus came to give life and life abundantly. Once we look at Grace and not to condemnation and not to the tress of the knowledge of Good and evil, we will free our spouse to respond in love to us, even in divorce situation like I am in currently. Glory! Glory! Amen Amen!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Perfect Prayer

I have just listened to 26/02/2006 – 'Pray Perfect Prayer...' that Lord asked me to write this post. Glory Glory.

When I was a young Christian, I caught hold of this verse, Matthew 6:32-33 '...your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.' I have this verse as the backbone of my life. Glory to Lord Jesus!

Somehow, Lord let me believe that as long I keep my eyes on Jesus and keep learning about Jesus as He revealed through Pastor Prince, all that I need in this world will be given by Him and that is what I have been doing the past 3 years. First started with listening lots of sermons per day. It seem like the more I listen, the greater the appetite I have. I could listen from morning to evening. Praise the Lord!

I was so full with the words that Lord sent different people to me for me to share about Jesus where ever I go. Even in driving center, there was a lady that came to learn about Jesus from me too. Through this keep looking and learning about Jesus, all that I need, Lord takes care! It starts with the lump on my neck to now my divorce and my future life. Glory to Lord Jesus!

I need not worry at all, as I daily walk with Him, Lord automatically come to comfort me when I was sad. When I was threatened by P, Lord would come to tell me that 'don't worry, he will provide.' Even in this marriage. For 10 years, I though P was a good man, my life was pretty free. I could soak myself with the words of Jesus all day long without much complaint from P. I gave him much freedom that I thought he knows how to take care of himself. It was in my greatest trust in the Lord that surely Lord can deliver P from the last 3 years of coming against Christianity that Lord told me to go divorce him.

If your heart is still loving this man and trusting much in the Lord, would you obey Lord and go divorce him? That was what I did. Lord had to cool me off from the strong love by telling me that P will turn back after 1 year. Then when I move closer to Lord, He told me that I could choose P or the new guy he is bringing into my life. At first, I believe the new man is the renewed P. But when I trust in the Lord that He is bringing me a brand new guy, then He revealed more about the guy to me, to tempt me to move towards His promise land and not look to the old man.

Then Lord showed me about all the lacks in this marriage to let me cool off from wanting P. Through each revelation, I have a better understanding about P that last night, I have a shock of my life. It wasn't really a shock, but more of a betrayal. Lord had revealed that P is good in handling women. I did not link it back to me. P will say things that brings trust in him. Before marriage, I had questioned him something and he had given me a good answer. I always remember it as a good opinion of him. Last night, I asked P if he had ever say such to me, he replied that he had never say such!

At that point, it become clear that he had lied to me too. Lord revealed about the story of his ex that at that time of knowing him, I was wondering why he was still concerning of that girl, who had betrayed him. But Lord said it's his guilt, everything and every actions falls into place with the revelation.

The more I know about P, the more I thank Lord for leading me out of this marriage. In the great emotional clinging to P, how would I know he is not the good man I know? He hides it well, and I am not one who seeks and he really secure his moments and his money well. No one could touch them except himself. He will leaks a little info of his movement to the one he wants to attract, to let them feel secure. The more I know about him, the more he become someone, whom I will never want to marry to. How as a mere human am I to know? We could only pray perfect prayer if we know of the situation. Without the knowledge, how to pray?

With this constantly looking to Jesus and has a good opinion of Jesus and Abba father, step by step, Lord leads me out of the nastiness to bless me a good life. As Lord told me in my last night meditation,: 'It is not worth for you such a pure girl to stay with one who play the field.' How would I know P is such when he is good in his covering?

It is in this constant looking to Jesus and learning more about him, the more I walk closely with Lord, He who knows all things leads me to the heaven on earth living that He promise in the bible to us, His kids. Many a time, it's Lord leading in what to pray too. He knows what he wants to bless and lead me to pray it after his revelation.

You can pray for all that you want, but looking to Jesus and let Abba looks after me is even better. I just have to continue believing and learning about Jesus. His blessings flows in abundance. Amen Amen! Glory Glory!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Nothingness

Last night, as I went checking a few other blogs, I saw the name, Jacelyn Tay, in rootss blog and decided to read her story and come across this nothingness a monk told her. It let me realise that devil knows God so well that every step of the child of God's walk, he pervert it into a religion that is so difficult to attain....into the unknown. Man being wanting to find some worthiness of one self, is easy to lead them astray. Hiaz...

In my early days as Christian, I was fresh from receiving my king's food and was thinking about all glory to be given to Jesus and nothing for myself. I was strong in self then and had wondered...if all glory goes to Jesus, then there is nothing left for me! Self like to show worthiness in the presence of others. As this pondering goes into the late afternoon, Lord revealed that my glory will be store in heaven, not on earth. I go Oh! OK!!! store in heaven and not lost is better than store in here and be gone. So I told Lord, 'Ok, you can have the glory here. Mine is stored in heaven. Hehe...

Then I heard another time fresh from another king's food that whatever I do, Jesus wants to do for me. I had forgotten how I receive this about Lord wants to be me. But I was wondering....if Lord be me, where should I go then? Hehe...then I told Lord, 'Ok, I let you be me!' This was a scary trust then..for I didn't know where will I go, will I disappear into nowhere? But as I let Lord be me, I become a stronger me. Praise the Lord!!!! I rejoice!!!

Lord said wanted to anoint me to be a healer. I just bochap, don't care. You are the one doing the job, not me, I reasoned. So no matter how many times Lord came to anoint me, I just let him anoint me and concentrate on his words instead. At first I thought that I will have a power coming out of my hands to heal the sick. So each anointing, I am waiting for the power to get stronger. Hehe

Somehow, I expect that if the healing power is with me, I should be like Jesus in the bible, whoever he prayed get healed. As long as I have yet to reach there, I have not had the fullness of the power yet. Instead of sitting around doing nothing, I continued feeding my spirit man. In fact, since then till now, I am still doing the same feeding the spirit. I am at this resting position, but Lord in me become a mighty man with all these feeding.

You might wonder Lord is all almighty, he need no feeding, he knows all that, after all, He is Jesus, himself that is in me. But, what I learn is our mind have to keep on renewing. What you know, the spirit can come inline with you. What you don't know, Lord cannot come through you in that area.

As My Spirit Man grow stronger and stronger, or as I feed more and more words of Christ, He could come fully out with me. Lord don't wait till fully out to tell me He is 3 in 1 with me. He told me countless times to encourage me to continue feeding. Nowadays, he is so full in me that when I am speaking, could be he speaking, I typing, could be He typing. I could recognise that it was him especially when he revealed to others things that I don't know or I could feel His Presence.

After much munching on the book of Psalms and Proverbs, Lord revealed that I am nothingness. All the strong me is HIM! He even let me encounter the feeling of he totally gone to see my weak self. With this revelation of nothingness, Lord brings me to realise I am just a breath. The whole being of me is Him. I am just a breath. This is the NoThingNess that Lord wants His child of God to be. When you reach there, you are Christ and Christ is you. This is all that Christian wants to move to, to be like Christ. It's not by your effort, but by the grace and mercy of Lord Jesus, Lord fully manifested in you!

It is not when you are strong that Lord reveal about himself. As more you know about him through all those preaching by Lord in Joseph Prince, that you could see the mightiness of Him. In His presence, you will then realise there really is nothing in you to talk about. As you continue to look to him, nothing of you but all of Him, Lord could then come out of you to do his work. Praise the Lord! You are nothingness, yet you are so powerful in the eyes of man. But it is not you who is powerful but Lord in you.

When you realise this, you will not idolise any of the pastors. You will know it's Lord in them that is doing the powerful preaching and healing. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Friday, October 9, 2009

What are you looking at?

Even though Lord Jesus has been judged on the cross and even gone through fiery burning by the Lord for all our sins and stink of death and Daddy God promised not to impute sin on you. The only sin Lord Jesus is judging when he come in person is the sin of disbelieve, many child of God still looking at their fresh, the sin, the right and wrong they had done...aka climbing up the Tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil.

What did abba say? Abba said in the bible that don't follow Adam and Eve. They go for the wrong tree and was cast out of the garden to work in sweat. Why are some believer in Christ still trying to follow them climbing up the Tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil?

Do you know that, as long as you look to your sin or others sin, you are still climbing up the Tree Adam and Eve climbed. Abba said in the bible that Jesus the 2nd Adam had come. It's high time to start looking to/climbing up the Tree of Life. Do you want to live a life abundantly or you want to linger in DEAD Work? Between life and death, which do you choose? Sin and sickness are part of the process to death. Don't keep linger there. The more you stay there, your mindset will get trapped in this death trap.

Abba wants to give you life, life abundantly. Do you want to receive it? Set your camp on the green grass in Psalm 23. Park yourself there and rest. Feed on words of Christ revealed through Pastor Prince. It's the King's food. The more you eat this food healthier you will be. It's the rights of a child of God being revealed. Keep still your spirit and feed till your inner man is full. In Psalm 1, the tress dipped in the river to receive it's nourishment. The more it stays there, the healthier it grows and it's leaves have healing properties.

Do you want to be part of the mighty army that Lord is setting up end time? Who is the main author of the word of God? The bible is Holy Spirit written words of Christ. Pastor Prince sermon is Holy Spirit directed teaching. As long as your focus is on the bible and Pastor Prince teaching, as you believe in your soul, slowly, Lord in the spirit realm can come out to lead you.

Do not read unauthorized version of how to walk in Christ. As you look to Jesus in words in the bible and hear revealing of Jesus through Pastor prince sermon, surely, you are walking up the hill of Righteousness. Lord will lead you spiritually. You will find you have walk the life described in Matthew, Mark, Luke and John.

Abba is picking his army. He is looking for men whose spirit is filled to the fullest by the word of Christ and who is not proud. Lord cannot tolerate people who thinks the world revolve around them. Glory Glory!

My beloved, abba wants you to listen to the word of Christ fast. He needs to grow the strength of the army. He will surely reward you for letting him come through you to heal the nation. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Monday, October 5, 2009

My Beloved

The life of Christ is within all my child. How come some is blessed where some live in trouble, anger and fear? My beloved, you have to know the love of the Father is for you. He sacrificed Jesus to bring you close to Him. Daily, when you look for my provision of love for you, you will in be strengthen. Glory Glory! This is the word from listening to the food delight on the peace offering!

Abba has set lots of blessing through Abraham to bless all my children. Why is it so difficult to receive on your end? Why did I put in the bible that the blessing is spiritual blessing? As you listen attentively to me from my sermons from 2002 to current, more of Jesus, my beloved son, will be revealed to you.

As a human, you do not realise what is happening when you hear the words of Christ and receive it into your spirit, your heart. Heart transformation is taking place. Glory Glory! Abba blessings through Abraham is achieved by Lord Jesus at the Cross. How are you to unlock this blessing of Abraham from Jesus to you?

To reach there to receive this free favour and my Grace and Mercy, daily listen to my word and walk in my word. Do not look to the world and fear. As you look to Jesus, just like Peter looking at Jesus when he was walking on sea, you will be stable by the Lord. The world can run past you many rounds but as you look to me, I lift you out of the tumor and stable you in me. Glory Glory!

Once your thoughts are like Jesus, you will find I have lead you walk the life described by Jesus in Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. Psalm 23 will come alive in you. Psalm 91 will be alive too. You will then know I am the God who make you. I have created you from the womb of your mother...for a purpose. For the good of the body of Christ!

My beloved, I revealed this through Stephanie so that you may know me better. Her life and mine are now as one. She daily listens to my words and live in my words. I am so full in her that what she speaks and thoughts is all about me. I could come out of her to talk, to write, to sing anytime I want. I will be showing great miracle through her.

She is my deliver girl, my beloved daughter, whom I am well pleased! She is greatly blessed by me. Even in this divorce, she is stable in me. The divorce has no effect on her. I will bless her a prince that will love her forever and ever. I will be showing my power that you read in the bible through her too.

In this end time, I am coming out mightily to heal the nation just as what Jesus used to do. Do you want me to come through you? Pay attention to my words and let me lead you to reach the destiny. My love, surely I will greatly bless you. My promise to make you heir of the world is still on. Do you want to receive? Glory Glory! Amen Amen

Abba Father, thank you very much for coming through me to speak as 1st person to the body of Christ. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Friday, October 2, 2009

The disciple whom Jesus love

My beloved, abba father is going to lead you to walk in his love. From the story of Ruth. Get ready! Open your heart to receive. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Last night went to a few blog to check out...was wondering why some blog talking about the differences between churches. Lord did not ask you to talk about what clothes he dress. He ask you to sit at his feet and hear him. So why keep talking about his dressing and do not want to come close to know him personally. Glory Glory!

Abba from day 1 has been leading me to know him. Even when I received and believe in certain wrong message, he would let me know in the next sermon and had my believe corrected. You should not pick the bone yourself. Just let the spirit leads you. This would be a more fruitful walk then stay in the edge talking about his dressing. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

How many of you like to be greatly blessed like Ruth? She trust Jesus so much that Lord blessed her with a rich husband, Boaz, who typify Christ. She lived in luxury and even has her name mentioned in the Genealogy of Jesus. Let's look at her life and see how she trust Lord:

When Noami asked Ruth to go back to her people and her God, her first reaction is Ruth 1:14 '..but Ruth clung (held on tightly) to her.' Ruth 1:16 'Ruth replied, 'Don't urge me to leave you or turn back from you. Where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay. Your people will be my people and your God my God. Where you die I will die, and there I will be buried. May Lord deal with me, be it ever so severely, if anything but death separates you and me.'

She honored Noami and submitted to her people and her God. As a Christian, as Lord leads you to a certain church, go into the church and hear him. Do not compare what he revealed in one church with another. You will never know if Lord is leading that church. Lord asked His shepherd to feed His sheep with Lord Jesus is our Righteousness. Not asking us to do something. You should be in joy and spirit lifted up from the message revealed.

Ruth did not talk about Noami's God principals nor theory. She proclaim His goodness, His favor, Ruth 2:2 'Let me go to the fields and pick the leftover grain behind anyone in whose eyes I find favor.' When she proclaimed favor, Lord lead her to Boaz field, Ruth 2:3 'As it turned out, she found herself working in the field belonging to Boaz, who was from the clan of Elimelech.' As she trusted Lord Jesus, abba father led her to the right place right time to let Boaz noticed her. Ruth 2:5 'Whose young woman is that?'

Lord protective wings was over her. Ruth 2:8 'So Boaz said to Ruth, “My daughter, listen to me. Don't go and glean in another field and don't go away from here. Stay here with my servant girls.”'.

Lord even go all the way out to bless her, Ruth 2:9'..I have told the men not to touch you. And whenever you are thirsty, go drink from the water jars the men have filled.' Free favors and protection. Lord did not ask her to check how she should behave, He asked her to enjoy! As we look onto Jesus and not to self, Lord greatly bless us. Glory Glory!

As you leave the cares and concern in this world, and look only to Jesus and His Righteousness, His Grace and His Truth, this is what Lord said to you: Ruth 2:11-12 '”..how you left your father and mother and your homeland and came to live with people you did not know before. May the Lord repay you for what you have done. May you be richly rewarded by the Lord, the God of Israel, under whose wings you have come to take refuge.”'.

Why Lord use father and mother to describe? It's matters you, cares more in your life. If you cast them off and only look to Jesus, Lord said he will greatly bless you. His promise is 'all of God promise is Yes and Amen'.He even tells you that when you look to His kingdom and His Righteousness, whatever you need in this world, he will give you. He even proclaimed that 'The Lord is your Shepherd, you shall not want!' With all needs and wants satisfied, won't it be very blessed life?

As Ruth continued to trust Lord much, Ruth 2:13 '”May I continue to find favor in your eyes, my lord,” she said. “You have given me comfort and have spoken kindly to your servant – though I do not have the standing of one of your servant girls”'. Ruth was humble, she felt she was undeserving. As she placed herself in undeserving and yet trusting Lord's Grace, Lord could pour His Grace to her.

As Ruth continued to look to Jesus, at mealtime, Lord let her take holy communion, Ruth 2:14 '..Boaz said to her, “Come over here. Have some bread and dip it in the wine vinegar.”'

Lord blessed her with abundance and lifted up high to sit with Boaz and the harvester. Ruth 2:14 'When she sat down, he offered her some roasted grain. She ate all she wanted and hand some left over.' Abba blessing is abundance that we have leftover to bless others. But to Lord, it's just tiny portion in his kingdom of Abraham blessing. Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen Amen!

When Lord greatly bless us, it's his free favor, it's not how good or how bad we are. Lord promised that He shall not impute sin on us and all our sins were forgiven. We are now the Righteousness of God in Christ! As you can see in Ruth 2:15 '”Even if she gathers among the sheaves, don't embarrass her.' Lord did not see our wrong doing. He even greatly bless us in our mistakes! Ruth 2:16 'Rather, pull out some stalks for her from the bundles and leave them for her to pick up, and don't rebuke her.” As you see, even we might be in the wrong, when we trust Jesus, He lifted us out of our mess and bless us even more! Such a blessed life, only could be found in trusting Jesus. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

If you know the story of Ruth, when Ruth continues to trust His Grace, Lord opened His floodgate of heaven and blessed her a blissful marriage to Boaz. Riches and Honors flows in abundance. This is the life of a child of God whom trust Jesus much! Getting to know him personally and proclaimed his goodness instead of talking about theory and style!

By the Grace of Jesus, may you receive all that Lord wants to pour into your heart. May Abba greatly bless you as you start your walk to learn more about him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!