Christ the Word

This post arises from thinking of what Lord said to Su on Saturday that His people more interested about blessings than knowing Jesus. Lord revealed that He wanted so much to bless them but because they have not come close to Christ, He could not release His blessings to them.

Early this month, Lord led me to meditate on the first 5 verses of the book of John. With this meditation, I get to know how Lord works in the spiritual realm. Today, I have a strong impression to share the meditation here, so this post is for the words of Christ mainly. Below is what Lord revealed to me:

John 1-5

In the beginning was the Word,

The Word was spoken by Father God

And the Word was with God,

Lord Jesus is the Word, He was with Father God

And the Word was God.

Lord Jesus is the spoken Word of Father God

He was with God in the beginning.

Lord Jesus and Father God are 1. They are part of each other.

Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made.

Through Lord Jesus, the Word of Christ, the world was formed. When the Word is spoken, the life of Christ will form into the spoken things (physical things). Holy Spirit is the one who form it. All living things and non-living things are formed by the life of Christ! The Life of Christ holds all things together.

In him was life,

In Jesus, all things work in order. Without Him, things fall apart.

And that life was the light of men.

Lord Jesus is the way to heaven. Each step He leads is a step closer to the way to heaven. When you walk closely to Lord Jesus, you will have the heaven-on-earth enjoyment.

The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it

Father God through His Spoken Word and Lord Jesus, the Spoken Word, has made the whole universe and all the lives in it. The world does not know.

From the above revelation, I realised that the whole universe, including what we see and touch around us and in every part of us, Lord Jesus is the one holding us together. He is also the things that are formed around us and us.

In fact, Su and I realised that our blessings, the money, the car, the condo, they are all Jesus. Father God speaks the word, whom is Christ, and Lord Jesus formed into the things. Holy Spirit will then form Lord Jesus into the physical things that we could see and touch.

Lord Jesus is the word that means whatsoever we speak, be it in spirit or words of Christ, we are speaking Jesus. No wonder there is power in the word of Christ, no wonder what we pray to Father God is a fragrant to Him, for Christ is the word and of course Christ is the fragrant to Father God.

This leads me to think that those people that are looking for the blessing, and are not keen to know Jesus, and are not bothered to spend time with the Lord, aren’t they missing on the very thing they are looking for? May your spirit eyes be open to see the truth. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, thank You very much for letting me know You and how You operate. Thank You for this revelation. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!

For your info, Su told me that she has to read through 3 times before this post gets into her heart and gives her the joy. If after reading you did not feel anything, read through again till the goodness of Lord Jesus sink into your heart. Be blessed! Amen!

The Heart of Lord

This afternoon, I was watching this channel 8 show where each week, the TV media pick up a hawker stall, which had very poor business, send a chief to teach them the skill and impart them new idea to cook yummy food, so that they could have successful business.

This afternoon, this repeat telecast is about a son, who had learnt 39 years from his own dad, selling prawn noodle. Business under his dad and his granddad had prospered. But, since he took over, things were very bad.

As I watch this TV show, Lord gave me a very clear revelation of His Heart. This son, every day, had his dad with him at the prawn noodle stall. Whatever the dad told him, he would argue with him 10 times more….till that old man find it hard to impart his skills to this precious son for 39 years.

I would see his dad was so heartache over it. He had wanted to impart all that he knows to his son, but the son just refused to listen and wanted to do the short cut. He was also not confident about his cooking. It was sad to see that he has a precious dad, who knows all about his trade, near to him and yet, he did not consult him at all.

The TV media sent a chief that learnt his skill secretly from his father-in-law, to teach him. He found out that what the chief taught was taught to him by his dad too, but he had not been listening to him, even though the dad is closed to him daily.

As I see the old man so heartache, I could feel Lord’s heartache too. Su asked why I was crying, I told her I didn’t know too, Lord was the one crying through me. Hiaz…Just look at New Creation Church, Pastor Prince has been anointed to reveal about the love of Father God through Jesus to us weekly. Previously there were bible studies during the week too. Lord the Holy Spirit are with each of us, the child of God, but we, His precious children, how many of us talk to Him and try to get to know Him better? How many reach for His Love?

As mum complained about Su and me boasting about the Love of Jesus through His blessing coming to us, I questioned mum when I get my blessing, does she want the money that Lord told me to bless her. Mum could not answer…Lord told Su at that moment….many of His children want to get His blessings, but few wants to know Him. Hiaz…

It’s the same as the old man, Pastor Prince has been revealing so much about Jesus that Su and I, I just reached my 2 years a few days ago and Su will be 2 year as a Christian next month, could come so close to ABBA Father and be greatly blessed by Him in our daily life.

Lord is such a good Daddy, initially, when I have the wrong idea about His blessing, He only reveal about blessing me 1 million, the more revelation about Jesus and His Goodness, Lord increases His blessing to me better than the stock market jump. I would not reveal how much He promised to bless me here.

We are happy to know that finally the day is approaching. Lord had revealed that we will be His Light when our testimonies are shared in church.

Lord is so cute, He had Su and I wrote most of our individual testimony. He told us what we should write about…haha…guess He worries that in our excitement over the blessing, we would be too blank to write anything. He said I am going to have a big surprise. I am waiting eagerly for this day to come. Praise my lovely Daddy, who is forever so caring and loving. The every small little excuse that He used to increase my blessing is really amazing.

Praise Lord Jesus for being my human sacrifice, The Lamb of God. He suffered all the curses and stinks of death for me, and forgiven all my sins, I am now the righteousness of God in Christ. I am His Beloved and I am the daughter of Abraham (Lord revealed to me in my meditation recently) Hallelujah to Father God, His Will, Hallelujah to Lord Jesus, His Perfect Work and Hallelujah to Holy Spirit, His Witness to me that all my sins are forgiven. Amen!!!

The Miracle on Saturday

These weekends were a tiring for Su and me. Friday evening we went for our very first makeup course to know about our faces. The 2 hours course became almost 3 hrs, by the end of it we were so tired.

Saturday is another busy day for us, we have signed up to attend ‘Perceptive Parenting: Handling Youth Sexuality and Relationship Issues Successfully at home’, organized by the church. As we met and went to level 6 for the seminar, we were told to register, but as both like to visit the toilet first, we were showed our way. Praise the Lord, He free the toilet for our use and once we get out, we saw a queue of ladies forming up outside.

There weren’t many people at the 6^th floor when we reached there. Registration is easily done. We were shown the room, as we walked up, we could not decide to sit on the 2^nd or 3^rd row. Lord told us to go for 2^nd, we walked to one end of it, but Lord told us to sit in the middle. Once we settled down, suddenly, the whole room filled up almost instantly. Wow, Lord block the place for our pleasure before letting the rest in! Praise the Lord.

Pastor Lawrence delivered a good speech lead by the Lord. My spirit and Su’s were in joy. We had dragged coming to this one in fact. We went for the previous seminar 2 weeks ago and were greatly disappointed. Having seat in Pastor Prince ministry for close to 2 years and weekly being filled up by Lord in him, and experience the joy of the Lord, Su and me prayed to the Lord to speak to us through that 1^st seminar, was surprised to see that pastor seem to behave as high and mighty, even have someone serving him. But the whole speech by him, Su and me could feel no spirit flowing, it was so dry that we regretted attending it. The seminar was saved by the deaconess speech that was so spirit filled.

We were warily to face the same situation on this 2^nd seminar. When the event started, we were glad to see Pastor Lawrence sitting alone waiting for his turn. There wasn’t any ‘I am the Man of God’ pride filling in him; we were glad that he was not flowing in pride. Lord came on Him strongly; Su and I enjoyed what Lord revealed through Him.

Lord revealed to me about 11 months ago, this was His exact words ‘remember, lots of pastors, church people will tell you they are blessed by me, or anointed by me, some are, some are not, some I long left them, but they still think I am with them. Eyes to keep open to see’.

At that time, I was wondering such a Grace Church with Pastor Prince so anointed, I thought the rest would rest upon the Lord and let Lord came through as much as Pastor Prince. It was now, 11 months later, that I finally realise what Lord was telling me in last September 2007. What I learn from Lord is there is no glory from self. Only Lord could and would, there is nothing we could or would if He is not there to deliver. I shall remain abide by Him forever. Praise the Lord for this revelation!

The afternoon at mum place was so, so. Usually Su and I will listen to God’s Words through our ipod. I noticed that Su and I had been distracted for a big part of the afternoon through our tiredness. When I decided to sink into God’s word, mum came over to stop me. But praise the Lord; I spent some time with Lord, a distracted one through.

However, Lord is always faithful even the little time I spent with Him that day. Usually, hubby would come to pick us, but Saturday night I called him more than 10 times over the home phone and his mobile, but no one answered. Praise the Lord, Lord blessed me a trip home, my eldest sister offered to take me and JC home.

This is the start of the next miracle! For some reason, I felt I need to pray in the spirit and I did that once the car started moving. To exit the car park to the main road, there were 3 lanes going straight and 1 lane for turning. We needed to go to the turning lane. Devil sent 3 buses to block the yellow box; there was no way for my brother-in-law to turn to that lane at all!

Usually, we have to wait for the 3 straight lanes to fill with cars during red light, and stop before the yellow box before we could move to the turning lane. That night, something amazing happened! I didn’t see if the light was green or red, but I noticed the 3 straight lanes was almost empty, but all the cars in the 3 straight lanes stopped before the yellow box, so freed us to move ahead. There was half a car space between the 2^nd bus and the 3^rd bus. As we moved ahead, the 3^rd bus wanted to block our car from entering the lane.

Praise the Lord for His mightiness, He stopped the 3^rd bus and created a space for us to move in. Somehow, after turning, the 3 buses seem to have disappeared! I could not see any in front of me!

Lord told me that I am His beloved, and surely He will bless me. Praise Him for always presence around me and help me out of situation when the crisis arises. Praise the Lord!

The Mighty Hand of Lord

Recently, Lord got me to watch ‘The Passion of The Christ’ again. I have been lacking in the feeling for Lord Jesus sacrifice and decided to watch this movie again. I get Lord to give me His full wisdom and to understand the whole event well. Praise the Lord, I have a better understanding of Lord Jesus.

Previously, my impression of Lord Jesus was that He was a God that walking on earth. As such, I felt that He going to the cross was not so bad as He has all the Godly power to protect Himself. Then I got to know that Lord Jesus walk on this earth as a man with full anointing of the gifts of Holy Spirit. With this, I still think He has all the power to protect Himself from the suffering.

It was when I get Lord to let His emotion to be mine and His thoughts to be mine, I wanted a full revelation of what Lord Jesus went through. Then I realised that Lord Jesus, being God, He knew what He was going to face in Getsemane. That’s why Mark 14:33-34 ‘He took Peter, James and John along with him, and He began to be deeply distressed and troubled. “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death,” he said to them.’

I realised that even with full set of gifts given to Him, Lord Jesus was still a fresh and blood man. It’s like me anointed with the gift of healing, but if Lord does not rise up in me, I am still myself. It’s when spending time in worship and praise or the Words of Christ or sermons that the Spirit Man rises up, and then I am more stable in Him. Being a man, Lord Jesus did have fear and worries about facing torture for our sins and curses. That’s why Mark 14:35-36 ‘he fell to the ground and prayed that if possible the hour might pass from him. “Abba, Father,” he said, “everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will.”’

As a Man fearing what He had to gone through, He prayed to Daddy God to take this cup of sin from Him. In my initial walk, Lord did give me instruction to approach strangers to offer healing prayer. It’s not easy just to approach anyone, without feeling the shyness. I did let my shyness prevent me from approaching. Lord test me more than once, I did offer prayer sometime later. Praise the Lord!

Lord Jesus, as a man, if given the choice, He would hope that He could back off. But in the prayer, He realised that to save us, He could not deny taking up that cup of sin, so in the end, He said that “not what I will, but what you will.” He loves His Father and He obeyed Him.

I love it when on the way to the cross, He told His mum that, “I made all things new” 2 Corinthians 5:17 ‘if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!’ I am one that through Lord Jesus, what I am now is no longer the same old self 2 years ago. Praise the Lord!

Lord Jesus, thank You very much! Even though You were fearful, knowing that You would be tortured, You believed in Daddy God and walked the path lighted by Lord to You, because You walked the path to forgive my sins and redeemed me from the pit of hell, I thank You that now, I can walk the path of righteousness and the light Lord lit to me is getting brighter and brighter.

Praise You that You died young so that I can live long to serve You, 140 years old as You revealed to me. Praise You, the creator of all the diamonds and hide all the gold, You died poor so that I could inherit all You riches. You were imputed with all my sicknesses so that I could stay healthy. You took away old age and death, so that I could be blessed with a renewal of youth to age 20. Lord, I thank You very much for all that You have done for me. Thank You for dying in my place so that I could approach Daddy God in Your place and have such a beloved Daddy God, who takes good care of me. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen! Amen!

Letter to My Father

Daddy,

4 months into coming back to You, You asked me to go learn driving. I was in doubt then. You waited for 4 more months before You asked me to go learn driving again. This time round, I obeyed and signed up a driving school. You patiently sit me through the 54 lessons to make sure I am well equipped to drive a car comfortably.

In the mid of it, You have me read Your Word of Christ to know how Good You are. When I finished, You have me to mediate the book of Psalms to know You better. You unveiled a lot about Lord Jesus to me in the process. When I know much, I realised I know little.

You got me thinking on why I have yet to receive my blessings, then You let me realised that I have not grab Your blessings in Deuteronomy 28. You let me realised that I must meditate Your Words to claim the blessings. Once Su and I meditated them, the more we meditate and get to know You better, the more promise of blessing You give.

Blessing is round the corner, You revealed on Sunday that I will be going into service soon. You are so happy that You sang the anointed songs while I was waiting for shuttle bus. Thank You for singing a beautiful song of Praise through Pastor Prince at the end of the 3^rd service. You got me to pray for the unveiling the eyes of the children of God to see Your Goodness. Praise the Lord!

This morning, You told Su that You want me to go for make up course. You said that I need that in the near future job. You want me transform my life from an Ah Soh aka auntie to a well groomed Preacher. You want to lift me up from a middle income family to a rich family. Su and I are happy that we are slowly moving in to fit into the jigsaw puzzle, You have for us both. Praise Your Almighty Name! Lord Jesus!

Father, I am happy that a 10K allowance is coming to me. Thank You for blessing me a BMW 740i and giving me such a good allowance to support this car. You are such a loving and wonderful Father.

Lord, You send me to a Christian make up school, opened by Your blessed son. You even promised to personally teach me on how to beautify myself. By Your Grace and Favour, I shall pick up some skills to beautify myself. Praise the Lord!

At this point in time, I feel so blessed to come back to You. Where in the world can I find such a Good Father, who encourage and give the Grace, much needed for me, Your beloved daughter to fulfill. Each step I walk, I just need to trust Your decision and judgment that it shall be good for me. I faithfully follow the light You lit, showing me the path to take. Yes, in the world, there are many ways to go, but by walking your path, the route ahead shines brighter and brighter. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus!

Lord, You are happy that You are going into service soon, yes, I am happy that You are going into service to save the lost world too. Thank You for choosing me and coming through me to touch the lost world. Thank You that through You, lots of children of God will be free from their afflictions. Praise Your Almighty Name!

Last night, when You prayed in the spirit, You opened my narrow throat and told me that we have fully integrated. Through Your humming of the song Mary had a Little Lamb, I realised that this song is about Lord Jesus, the Lamb of God. Through Your humming of Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star, You let me realised that this song is about Lord Jesus, the Bright and Morning Star! Praise Your Almighty presence in this world that we didn’t realise it.

The more You open my eyes, the more I see that You have raised a lot of Your Sons and Daughters to prosper. May Your Almighty Kingdom be made known to the 4 corners of the world! May most of Your lost sheep be unveiled and return to You. May Your children sing Praises and Worship Songs through the rest of our life in this earth. Thank You for Your New Jerusalem and New Earth is taking place. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

My Walk

Lord led me to listen to Pastor Prince preaching on NCC web long before I went to NCC to accept Christ. There was this sermon that I heard I must do something to get the blessing of God. That day, I asked God ‘what I must do to get the blessing’, when I opened the bible, Lord focused me on John 5:29 ‘Jesus answered, “The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent.” This is the main focus of my walk and Su’s walk and we intent to focus on this for the rest of our life. Praise the Lord! :D

Our initial walk was not that perfect, even now too…just that now is lesser. We would walk to the valley of the shadow of death at time. But praise to Lord Jesus, He always led us back to Him again; the importance of fellowshipping with like minded brothers and sisters. We always remind each other as one walk off, to pull her back.

Somehow, Lord revealed to us that each time we went to church; it’s not the pastors we are looking for. We are looking forwards to what Lord in them would talk to us. Lord has been leading us through all His sermons, be it from any of the Pastors in NCC or others. Each time we learn something new from Lord, we grab hold of it and apply it in our lives.

Through daily listening to Lord’s words from the various sermons CD that was made available to me, we learn that there are many blessing pipes that come to us daily. What stop blessing from coming through are our worries, fear, stress and condemnation; actually it’s what you think in your brain that moment.

For when we are in peace, our brain wasn’t having thoughts of certain areas of our lives at all. We learn that the more we care about that area, we are squeezing the blessing pipes the hardest and blessing cannot flow through.

As human, I am not able to not to be angry nor frustrates nor forgiving. Lord is always so faithful and trustworthy. Whenever I face a situation, I always pass it to Him. Lord gladly took over and gives me His Peace. Also Lord let me see that all men are beautifully created by Him. The bad traits in their lives are not from them.

With this, I don’t be angry with people when they scold me out of their own frustration and misunderstanding. Lord always gives me His Peace that, sometime, the same person who scolded came and apologized. She felt the condemnation but I told her not to worry, I am not angry, not from my own goodness, but because Lord is good in giving me His Peace.

From one sermon, I learn from Lord that we are to look to Him, John 10:27 ‘My sheep listen to my voice; I know them and they follow me.’ Yes, Su and I have been listening to Lord’s voice from the sermons and from the bible. We lead the life Lord told us to, by His Grace, leaning closely to Him.

Psalm 23:5-6 ‘You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever’ From these scriptures, we realised that as we listen to voice of Lord and read the word of Christ, and live our life as Lord said (follow Him), blessings will come chasing after us. This is also our focus of our life. Praise the Lord!

Lord let me realised that Peace is where His blessings flows. In the bible, He always mentions that He heals at Sabbath, which is the day of rest. We are to keep our brain in peace for blessing to flows.

Another area we focus on is the righteousness of God in Christ. Lord Jesus is our Righteousness in Christ, a person, to know how righteous we are, we have to know how much Lord Jesus had done for each of us. In this almost 2 years of walk, Lord revealed more and more of what Jesus had done for me. The more I realise how righteous I am in Christ, the more I realised how much Father God has loved me.

As we realised how good Lord is, Lord come to lead us even closer. We walk through the whole bible with Him, now He is even leading me to meditate on His Words. What He revealed to me is more about Him and about His blessing of the Abraham for me.

Daily, I put myself and my family under Grace, in the body of Jesus, and dwells in the house of Lord. The more I focus on Him and live in His House, the more peace I am enjoying. Through concentrating on following Lord and walking His life, unknowingly, Lord lifted us out of our messy pit. He placed us on His shoulder. We are no more the old self of the past. We are in His blessed house, waiting for the great blessing to come pouring and getting ourselves ready to serve Him.

Even in this serving Him, we are not making effort to perform too. We lean on Him and read His words and Praise Lord. In the process, the serving part is done by Him and we receive even more blessing from Him. Praise the Lord for this wonderful life, by not looking at money, power, status, but by looking to Jesus and walking His Path, He gives us all that we need in this world; money, power and status.

Lord Jesus tells us here: Matthew 6:32-34 ‘For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.’

My life and Su life walked out according to what Lord Jesus has promised us in the bible. You will hear about our blessing in church when we get it. We know we are very close to getting them, we continue to rest in Lord’s Peace and let Him brings the blessing to us. If Lord does not move, there is nothing we could do, so why worry! ;P Praise the Lord!

Pastor Prince shared this in today’s devotion ‘So let’s ask God every day, “Father, give me wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Jesus.” For to know Jesus is to have grace and peace multiplied to us. To know Jesus is to receive all things pertaining to life and godliness!’

May you flow in Lord and let Him lead you to the blessed Land. Praise the Almighty Lord for His Goodness. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen and Amen!