I am not one who like to show off and since I am staying in this center, I took it as home and I dress in the comfortable shirts and shorts!!!
But doing this secretary job, the boss wants no shorts nor 3/4 pants but a full length one. I have only 2 pants and they are harder to dry.
I protest to the change in wearing outing clothes here but finally give in to the commandment and got praised from what I wore yesterday!!!
Just now, went to the shop that sells donated clothes and I found another pair of pants to add to my stock to cover the weekly needs.
Not easy to be a woman!!!
Just talked to Lord in His Words and He said staying here is a test of my down and out, in this nothingness do I still trust Him.
For me, in this nothingness, I only left Him alone and if I don't trust Him, who then I trust???
Even the friend of mine could not continue to stay here as she cannot stand others remarks on her and choose to change to day care!!! At least she has a home to go to!!!
But to me, it means I have to be independent and eat alone my meals when she is not around.
In a way, all these training is for future when Lord's Glory shining so brightly in me and to be so high means lesser people to be close to too!!!
Even now when I talked to those of lower faith in the Lord and His Abilities to do Good, they look to man while I am talking God's Grace and His Abundance!
It's like cat talk to dog, they could not flow in my wave length and have to agree to disagree in the dialogue!!!
I forsee much of such people around and only the few would flow in the same wave frequency!!!
I am not proud but just so few of them, the Christians, who walk closely with the Lord. While I have 10 years behind me. How to talk to them about the Goodness in the lacks???
Anyway, just mumming here!
But doing this secretary job, the boss wants no shorts nor 3/4 pants but a full length one. I have only 2 pants and they are harder to dry.
I protest to the change in wearing outing clothes here but finally give in to the commandment and got praised from what I wore yesterday!!!
Just now, went to the shop that sells donated clothes and I found another pair of pants to add to my stock to cover the weekly needs.
Not easy to be a woman!!!
Just talked to Lord in His Words and He said staying here is a test of my down and out, in this nothingness do I still trust Him.
For me, in this nothingness, I only left Him alone and if I don't trust Him, who then I trust???
Even the friend of mine could not continue to stay here as she cannot stand others remarks on her and choose to change to day care!!! At least she has a home to go to!!!
But to me, it means I have to be independent and eat alone my meals when she is not around.
In a way, all these training is for future when Lord's Glory shining so brightly in me and to be so high means lesser people to be close to too!!!
Even now when I talked to those of lower faith in the Lord and His Abilities to do Good, they look to man while I am talking God's Grace and His Abundance!
It's like cat talk to dog, they could not flow in my wave length and have to agree to disagree in the dialogue!!!
I forsee much of such people around and only the few would flow in the same wave frequency!!!
I am not proud but just so few of them, the Christians, who walk closely with the Lord. While I have 10 years behind me. How to talk to them about the Goodness in the lacks???
Anyway, just mumming here!
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