Blessed Evening

Just back from a worship held by certain church members and a sweet lady, in Health Care, provided the herbal soup for us to enjoy!!!

Actually I did not want to go but changed my mind after a short nap!

When I asked the HCA to call my friend, she who wanted to go initially was too tired after the nap!!!

But that lady purposely came up to get my friend and she asked for me to go too!!!

My friend played the piano and we worshipped a few songs.

Then the HCA lady blessed all of us her herbal soup and now I am too alert to sleep!!!

Tomorrow I will start my job as a receptionist for this care center and to pick up some skill to talk to the public.

It will be a good exposure as my strong personality point me to social area. No wonder Lord's calling is for me to preach and sozo the body to renew in youth.

All points to the strong social inclined I am.

But I will miss working in the workshop in area of prepare the napkin, and the plastic fork and spoon to today new job to insert advertising material for one of the big bank here!!!

I do wonder if I will be bored in the new job but have to test out first!!!

I am still waiting for Lord's promise to manifest and I do hope it is soon. As succot is just an 8 days event. If not this year, then should I wait for 2016 or 2017???

I am clueless too!!!

The Amen/ Detoks Year

I was listening to the above sermon for the year of 2009 and realised that I was divorced in that year too!!!

It wasn't pleasing to walk those 9 months of trials  and end in a divorce but looking at a lot of local men loving their wife, makes me realise I might have made a wrong choice previously.

If given a chance again after Lord's renewal of youth, I would go for a local instead. But who is he I have no clue yet but in meditation Lord said he has been following my blog!!!

I don't know when this blessing of youth might happen but Lord told me he is waiting too!!!

In my previous stay in hospital, there are a few expression of interest, but as I no clue whom and also I do not want one that is not smart, I ignored their expression of interests.

As I see myself just a plain Jane, I no clue what they were looking for in me that noticed by them!!!

Anyway, when they saw ex brought Jc to bring me outing for me to spend time with Jc, they backed off as they saw us friendly to each other!!!

Anyway, ex and me don't have any feeling for each other!!! It was amazed and the Glory of God that he provided the free service to drive us somewhere and sent me back!!!

But one guy I had to tell him straight forward that I only take him as a friend!!!

Back in my mind I am still wondering who was the man who talked loudly at the paying respect to Mr LKY; the one that made my heart joyful after that without knowing why, except his heart talked to mine!!!

I am still curious who he is!!! But not bother, just on off this thought would happen as at today!!!

I didn't know how I landed in such a situation but I do hope Lord sozo me out of this homeless state to bless me a home to call my own. 

If you are out there somewhere and available, agree with me so that power of 2 can let the blessing come like the prayer of wind to send haze away Singapore with Su and it happens!!!

Shalom to all whom want to agree with me. Thanks for reading my blog!!!

Freedom amid some Control

After one week of stay, I finally taste what freedom is aside some time restrictions to get out the dormitory and time to return and to fill a form for home leave.

I am growing to like staying here as compared to previous stay which much restrictions is given.

The time of the 3rd moon just gone last week and the 4th blood moon coming soon.

I do hope Lord Promise to me doesn't fail me! I meditated and it seem me blessed home is coming!!!

I have much disappointment in having pay my stay here and pay for the storage of my things as mum house is sold.

As long as not talk about this topic, they are friendly but the worst of them all is they claimed that they are Not my family and no obligation to take me into their home. 

Lord has a plan to let them take the same pill for what they done for me!!! The blessing to them will be delayed for what they had done to land me in this spot. 

They said I must be independent to fend myself!!!

If I have my mum's home, no effort at all for me to be independent!!!

I need not borrow anything from them at all!!!

Just by selling my shelter, suddenly thing surface that they even don't want to pack my things as Su complained. 

But Su is also want selling so contradictory of her to complain. She even claimed she is the one on finding the buyer. 

Anyway, come to money, all are selfish, to each themselves!!!

That's why when I have my home and a great pool, Lord said in meditation not to entertain them for all they had done to me!!!

Their blessing will be delay to let them envy mine and I will not offer anything to ease their envy. 

Overall, Lord is so Protective for His Beloved!!!

Anyway, I am very forgiving so Lord has to remind me!!! 

Even Ex, I have to reject too as he saw me slim and yet still don't stir any interest in him. So even his friendliness is just because he needs my signature to remove my name from that marital home. 

Lord could see the hearts of man and He remains me!!! I am practising forgiveness too much that I am very forgiving if Lord didn't reminded me. 

So you see, it's good to walk with Lord!!! Amen!!!

Coming back to Lord again

After a few months away from listening and worshipping JESUS, I do sense I am distant away from Him. 

After listening for some time this whole week, finally my soul is linked with Lord again!!!

It's easy to feel void of Lord by not doing much worship and listening and receiving His Words!!!

This is my personal experience even though I did read the bible some what!!!

Anyway, just a short sharing of myself walking with JESUS!!!

I did meditate, worshipping and listening to sermon. Purely spend some time the whole of today to be brought back to him again. 

May the Lord bless you with your peaceful time with Him!!!

Out of Hospital now

Since none of my siblings want to take me but sold away mum's home, I have nowhere to go, I am now at a care center for a short time.

I do hope the Promise of House by Lord could materialised or was it just a dream!!!

I could not let the Hope gone as this is the only positive Hope that I could hold on with better Prospect!

I am glad that PAP win a landslide victory and they listened to the old aged teaching by Mr LKY to love Singapore and the people.

It is with this trust that the heart of people will hold with hold to see a better Singapore to come!!!

My Hope is to see a better Life for Singaporean in years to come!!!

I prayed a General prayer for God to bless whomever who could take care of Singaporean to bless them with God Favour for them in the eyes of the voters and the landslide victory speaks volume!!!

It was also the change of attitude of politician and the various changes of policy in favour of people in need that show such a victory that had not been seen since the last few Elections!!!

I was not able to vote due to hospitalised and not allow time out!!!

Anyway, I am glad that I am out now to a more freedom institution.

That's all for now! God Bless!!!