In this end time darkness, as the world is getting darker and darker, news reported in the media is always full of what d has done in the world. Around me, there are more cases of husband gone for the other woman. What can a wife do when her marriage is threatened? What help can she get from the Almighty God, our Beloved Daddy?
For weeks, since late October to November, my hubby starts having work stress. His boss aka friend, told him that he must socialize with vendor so that he could get favour easily in time of need, which is often since hubby is in IT line. D in the form of his boss, S, first lured him to drinking beer. My hubby actually does not like beer, he used to go for wine.
The culture here is about beer, any drinking gathering usually beer is involved. S gets him to get used to this drinking session, then last few weeks, he lured him to drinking stronger liquor. Hubby has drunk much of Whisky and Brandy that there was once previously that he came home pretty drunk. That first time, he still could come back home but he could not recall what he had done the previous night.
S sees that he could take Whisky and Brandy, S decided to give him Volka. 2 Friday ago, hubby came home so drunk but S, who sent him home, is very alert. S told me that Hubby had competed drinking with him but lost. I could not buy this reason for if 2 persons are competing, both of them should have some effect of drunkenness. But S is so alert!
In addition, Lord led me to call him that Friday at around 1am. By then hubby was pretty drunk, instead of pressing off the phone, he actually on it. I could not hear him. After a long moment, I hear S voice asking, “how much you feed him? 12 or 15”. A China lady voice answered, “17”. As they talked in Mandarin, I was thinking why he ask “wei”, which is feeding instead of the cost of the drinking.
Lord has get Su to reveal to me what happen in a bar. Many years ago, Su working environment comprised her and 2 guy colleagues in there late 20s. In 1 night outing, the guys, who treated Su as a buddy, brought her to a bar. She told me that the moment they sat down at the bar counter, girls come attack the guys, but totally ignore her. Each of the girls will put their hand on the guy’s private part and masturbated them.
Of the 2 guy friends, one kept pushing the hand away and finally turned to Su to avoid the attack. The other guy enjoyed the service so much that 2 girls will service him, one masturbating him and one feeding him alcohol. These girls know that as long as the guy emotion is up, they could pour lots of alcohol into them to earn their pay.
Lord actually led Su to tell me this twice. The first time, I did not think my hubby would go for such bar, as he told me that he went to pub only. But in this recent sharing this week, it gone into me that hubby is enjoying such. I had been wondering what lured him so much that his priority is changed. Me and the family become secondary. That outing become first. Lord revealed through Su that he is drinking and womanizing (I want to clarify that hubby is still faithful(Lord and him confirm this) just that he allows women to service him).
However Friday night, Lord led me to wonder how 1 girl could masturbate(fully clothed, hand outside pants) and feed him at the same time. Then Lord revealed that 2 girls are doing the job. One masturbating and one feeding. This is not the worst news that I heard, when Lord get me conditioned to accept this true, He told me that S had wanted to alcohol intoxicate hubby. This hubby of mine thought he is a nice buddy that takes good care of him. Actually, S is using the sun zi army tactics. Know your enemy so that can crush them easily.
At work, hubby is smarter in term of technical knowledge. S is good in socializing and in databases knowledge. Lots of time, he had to call hubby for advise, even in his day to day managing. He envied that hubby knows a lot more than him. S wanted to move to another very promised land to expand, but his boss wanted him to set up the department and trained hubby to handle it. S is angry why he, who has to set up everything from scratch, should do such for hubby. I read about alcohol intoxication, in serious case, when a person vomited twice, harm has gone to the brain and the worst scenario is death. This is what S is leading hubby to.
Last Friday, Lord led me to plea the blood over hubby drunkenness and all over him and manifested the Lord hand over the event, to bless and restore hubby and judge the adversary. Lord is so good, He got hubby to vomit twice, 95% of the harm from this very strong alcohol is thrown out of him. Only 5% left in him. Praise the Lord. S thought that hubby was intoxicated badly but Lord protected him and fooled S.
S had been traveling this week and next, Lord told me that now he knows that not much harm has come to hubby, S is going to empty the remainder 2/3 bottle of Volka in hubby. Previously I curse those that lead hubby bad to have hedge placed on them. However, this prayer did not help hubby much. Lord lead me to pray that not by my power and nor by my strength, but by His spirit, to work on hubby’s drinking and womanizing. When I know of S evilness, Lord led me to curse him with impair of brain the moment he devise another evil plan on hubby or anyone else. Praise the Lord!
Yesterday, Lord revealed to me that previously, my prayer was not there, He could only see hubby at the mercy of S. Now that all prayers are in place, that when S is out to do his great killing on hubby, he is blessing hubby with tastelessness in beer and liquor. He is blessing hubby with conditional impotency outside the house. I realised that I am already walking in Abraham blessing.
This is like when Sarah, Abraham’s wife was taken by a king. The Lord of Host restrained the whole kingdom that Sarah was not violated. Lord is going to shut hubby sexual desire for other women. No matter how the girls masturbate him, he is going to feel nothing, except friction and heat. Praise the Lord!
Daddy God, thank You for being such a Wonderful Abba to me. When things not working in my favour, You use this crisis to let me realised Lord Jesus Perfected Work on the Cross that will surely free all men from darkness control. Daddy God, thank You for loving me so much! Lord Jesus thank You for the Perfect Work on the Cross that 2000 years ago, hubby’s drinking and womanizing were judged in You that by Your Stripes, hubby is healed. Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen!!! Amen!!!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
As the Deer
As the deer panteth for the water
So my soul longeth after thee
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship thee
Chorus:
You alone are my strength my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship thee
As I was meditating Psalm 42, the 1st verse ‘As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God’ this morning, I was telling Lord that how much I want to sing this worship song.
Today is my care group day, and I could not make it as Jc have to sleep early and hubby has been working late…no one to look after Jc as my care group usually ends 10pm+. I have so much wanted to go to today’s care group as Lord told me this will be my last. I am going into service soon.
Praise the Lord, around 6:50pm, hubby called me up and told me that if I wanted to go for my care group, I could. His com call meeting was cancelled and he was on his way home. For donkey of weeks, he usually works till 9pm+ and for weeks, dinner is about me and Jc only. This can be pretty boring. Praise the Lord, after so many weeks of not coming home for dinner, hubby tonight came home early and had his dinner. I get to go to the care group.
Lord satisfied my wish, one of the worship song is ‘As the Deer’. I am so happy to worship Lord with it. Praise the Lord.
From this meeting, I could see Lord is working lots of miracle in lots of people lives. Many get exceptionally good blessing that they had never seen before. Like the one doing soccer business, they want to expand their business to primary school. Without advertising, schools just keep calling up to ask for their service that they are fully booked. They enjoyed 5-digits amount blessed twice, not knowing where the money come from.
There were miracle healing from Holy Communion taking, there were also supernatural jobs come looking for her, supernatural protection from financial effects that have affects other colleagues but not him when he trust his business to Lord. Generally, my care group people are greatly blessed by Lord. Praise Him for His blessing on each of us.
Abba Father, Daddy God, thank You for looking after me and taking such a good care of me. I feels so honored to be well taken care by You. Daddy God, I love You very Much because I know that You first love me and still loving me so Much!!! Hallelujah to You, Lord Jesus!!! Amen and Amen!!!
Update:
A lady from the care group was praying to be retrenched; she has found a new job and would like to get retrench to get her retrenchment benefit instead of quitting without any payment. Praise the Lord, Daddy satisfied her wish 2 days later. Hallelujah!!! Amen!!! She got 2.3mths and was so happy!!!
So my soul longeth after thee
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship thee
Chorus:
You alone are my strength my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship thee
As I was meditating Psalm 42, the 1st verse ‘As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God’ this morning, I was telling Lord that how much I want to sing this worship song.
Today is my care group day, and I could not make it as Jc have to sleep early and hubby has been working late…no one to look after Jc as my care group usually ends 10pm+. I have so much wanted to go to today’s care group as Lord told me this will be my last. I am going into service soon.
Praise the Lord, around 6:50pm, hubby called me up and told me that if I wanted to go for my care group, I could. His com call meeting was cancelled and he was on his way home. For donkey of weeks, he usually works till 9pm+ and for weeks, dinner is about me and Jc only. This can be pretty boring. Praise the Lord, after so many weeks of not coming home for dinner, hubby tonight came home early and had his dinner. I get to go to the care group.
Lord satisfied my wish, one of the worship song is ‘As the Deer’. I am so happy to worship Lord with it. Praise the Lord.
From this meeting, I could see Lord is working lots of miracle in lots of people lives. Many get exceptionally good blessing that they had never seen before. Like the one doing soccer business, they want to expand their business to primary school. Without advertising, schools just keep calling up to ask for their service that they are fully booked. They enjoyed 5-digits amount blessed twice, not knowing where the money come from.
There were miracle healing from Holy Communion taking, there were also supernatural jobs come looking for her, supernatural protection from financial effects that have affects other colleagues but not him when he trust his business to Lord. Generally, my care group people are greatly blessed by Lord. Praise Him for His blessing on each of us.
Abba Father, Daddy God, thank You for looking after me and taking such a good care of me. I feels so honored to be well taken care by You. Daddy God, I love You very Much because I know that You first love me and still loving me so Much!!! Hallelujah to You, Lord Jesus!!! Amen and Amen!!!
Update:
A lady from the care group was praying to be retrenched; she has found a new job and would like to get retrench to get her retrenchment benefit instead of quitting without any payment. Praise the Lord, Daddy satisfied her wish 2 days later. Hallelujah!!! Amen!!! She got 2.3mths and was so happy!!!
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
My Father
Abba Father, my Daddy God is such a wonderful and protective God. I am glad to run back to Him 2 years ago. Yesterday, Lord told me to meditate Psalm 120. In this meditation, Lord told me how people will react to our blessings. As Lord told me and Su that whoever sincerely come to know Him and talk to Him will get bless by Him. Those who turn away, be angry, look to their blessings or throw darts at us will not be blessed by Him.
I hope when you learn of my blessing, you will walk closely with Him to get yours too. Don’t look to mine in anger, for Lord said that my blessing is ikan billis, which means just a tiny portion of His Abraham blessing. As such, you need not envy about me, you could patiently get to know Lord and let Him greatly bless you. This is His Promise in the bible.
Here is my Psalm 120 meditation:
Psalm 120:1
I call on the Lord in my distress, and he answers me.
LORD: I will help you in your distress when you call upon the Name of Jesus. Father God will help you!
Psalm 120:2
Save me, O LORD, from lying lips and from deceitful tongues.
LORD: When you receive your blessings, people will talk about you. Do not pay attention to them. I will shut them up for you.
Psalm 120:3
What will he do to you, and what more besides, O deceitful tongue?
LORD: They will ask “why you?” They will also compare their years of service with your “no service”.
Psalm 120:4
He will punish you with a warrior’s sharp arrows, with burning coals of the broom tree.
LORD: Their gossip can be ugly, you are not to bother about them. I will curse those who curse you. Those who say negative about you, I will put words back into their mouth.
Psalm 120:5
Woe to me that I dwell in Meshech, that I live among the tents of Kedar!
LORD: You are among them but you are not of them. Father has placed you high above in heaven, inside Lord Jesus. Do not bother about their harmful remarks.
Psalm 120:6
Too long have I lived among those who hate peace.
LORD: Those, who disbelieve or did not walk with me, will wonder how you get your blessings. They want you to share the methods, tell them to trust ME.
Psalm 120:7
I am a man of peace; but when I speak, they are for war.
LORD: Lord Jesus will not let them bounce on you. I will shut them up eventually. Father God loves you so much.
Do not think it’s unfair, don’t harden your heart and do not look to my blessings. Look to Jesus, get to know Him better, let Daddy God bless you your portion. Actually, I have no idea that Lord is going to bless me and Su so so MUCH.
It was in each small step I walk closely to Him and trusting Him, as I meditate more of the Words of Christ, Lord revealed even more blessing to me and sis. It all about His LOVE for me and Su, not about how we walk with Him. Praise be the Almighty Lord Jesus, who is so loving and so protective. Daddy God, thank You for raising me and Su up so high up. So grateful to this new life that You are blessing both of us. Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen and Amen!!!
I hope when you learn of my blessing, you will walk closely with Him to get yours too. Don’t look to mine in anger, for Lord said that my blessing is ikan billis, which means just a tiny portion of His Abraham blessing. As such, you need not envy about me, you could patiently get to know Lord and let Him greatly bless you. This is His Promise in the bible.
Here is my Psalm 120 meditation:
Psalm 120:1
I call on the Lord in my distress, and he answers me.
LORD: I will help you in your distress when you call upon the Name of Jesus. Father God will help you!
Psalm 120:2
Save me, O LORD, from lying lips and from deceitful tongues.
LORD: When you receive your blessings, people will talk about you. Do not pay attention to them. I will shut them up for you.
Psalm 120:3
What will he do to you, and what more besides, O deceitful tongue?
LORD: They will ask “why you?” They will also compare their years of service with your “no service”.
Psalm 120:4
He will punish you with a warrior’s sharp arrows, with burning coals of the broom tree.
LORD: Their gossip can be ugly, you are not to bother about them. I will curse those who curse you. Those who say negative about you, I will put words back into their mouth.
Psalm 120:5
Woe to me that I dwell in Meshech, that I live among the tents of Kedar!
LORD: You are among them but you are not of them. Father has placed you high above in heaven, inside Lord Jesus. Do not bother about their harmful remarks.
Psalm 120:6
Too long have I lived among those who hate peace.
LORD: Those, who disbelieve or did not walk with me, will wonder how you get your blessings. They want you to share the methods, tell them to trust ME.
Psalm 120:7
I am a man of peace; but when I speak, they are for war.
LORD: Lord Jesus will not let them bounce on you. I will shut them up eventually. Father God loves you so much.
Do not think it’s unfair, don’t harden your heart and do not look to my blessings. Look to Jesus, get to know Him better, let Daddy God bless you your portion. Actually, I have no idea that Lord is going to bless me and Su so so MUCH.
It was in each small step I walk closely to Him and trusting Him, as I meditate more of the Words of Christ, Lord revealed even more blessing to me and sis. It all about His LOVE for me and Su, not about how we walk with Him. Praise be the Almighty Lord Jesus, who is so loving and so protective. Daddy God, thank You for raising me and Su up so high up. So grateful to this new life that You are blessing both of us. Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen and Amen!!!
Saturday, November 1, 2008
My Sheep
This morning, I am thinking of my Abba Father, what a Good God He is. Lord is so good in the Big issue and the tiny issues in our lives. Each problem we faced, He is the Saviour in that problem, no matter if the problem is big or small. Take for last evening, we were at the beach and De rented bicycle bottle holder is gone. It was still there when he reached where we were. Somehow the screw dropped off when he removed his bottle.
At first he did not realise it was the screw has dropped. He was wondering why the holder is loosed. I prayed to Lord to be their light, help them find the screw. As the day is getting dark, around 7+pm, not much day light left. They used Su’s iphone and my ipod light to search. After some searching, they still could not find. Prompted by Lord in my heart, I decided to look for the screw myself. The moment I shone the ipod light on the ground, I found the screw. Praise the Lord for His Leading. :D
Su and I are feeling very blessed, small issues in life, like Su had forgotten how to marinate chicken wings to not enough salt at home, how to fry 1.5 packet of mee hoon (Chinese white, thin noodle), Lord taught Su and we had a yummy dinner. Praise the Lord!
This is what Lord revealed to Su as she meditated Psalm 2. We do feel sad that Lord is such a Good God and yet, not many of His sons know that. I mean all around the world. I feel heavy in my heart to share this to let you know….
Psalm 2:1
Why do the nations conspire and the peoples plot in vain
LORD: Most people don’t know how to walk with me, they either reads my words, without knowing me, don’t want to talk to me , but keep praying for blessing, when they didn’t see it, they move away. SIGN........
Psalm 2:2
The kings of the earth take their stand and the rulers gather together against the Lord and against his Anointed One.
LORD: Some of them claim themselves as my son, Lord Jesus, do all sinner things, preach on all the law ,which Lord Jesus had taken care perfectly on the cross, to my lost sheep, give wrong ideal to them, and worse of all call my Grace Church as cult church. SIGN............
Psalm 2:3
‘Let us break their chains.’ they say, ‘and throw off their fetters.’
LORD: Some even throw poison email to my precious sheep, and lots of nonsense thinking they know God.
Psalm 2:4
The One enthroned in heaven laughs; the Lord scoffs at them.
LORD: Abba father is highly above the universe, I saw everything. When time is right, I will throw all of them to Lake of Fire.
Psalm 2:5
Then he rebukes them in his anger and terrifies them in his wrath, saying
LORD: When ever they plot plan on my sheep, I will destroy. Which ever sheep stand strong on me, they will not get it.
Psalm 2:6
‘I have installed my King on Zion, my holy hill.’
LORD: Around the world, Israel is the place, where Lord Jesus was born as human, and that is the place One Day also Israelite will say Hallelujah! Amen! Lord Jesus! They will see Lord Jesus as their True God.
This is Lord’s precious words to us, to remind us who He is. Su and I enjoyed so many blessings just by believing all that Lord promised in the bible. We don’t doubt His words at all. We claimed all the blessings by believing in our hearts that this is what He is giving us. Lord going to bless both of us and put us in the top of the world..to be Heir of His Promise. Lord told sis that she could take 1st class flight to Europe with her husband. That’s how much Lord is blessing us, in abundance….if only you dare to believe and come close to talk to Him, mine and yours, Daddy God….
Abba Father, I pray that this post will open the eyes of the Lost Sheep who don’t know they are lost. I pray that this post will bring many sheep back to You, for You to love them much! I pray in Jesus Almighty Name, Amen!
At first he did not realise it was the screw has dropped. He was wondering why the holder is loosed. I prayed to Lord to be their light, help them find the screw. As the day is getting dark, around 7+pm, not much day light left. They used Su’s iphone and my ipod light to search. After some searching, they still could not find. Prompted by Lord in my heart, I decided to look for the screw myself. The moment I shone the ipod light on the ground, I found the screw. Praise the Lord for His Leading. :D
Su and I are feeling very blessed, small issues in life, like Su had forgotten how to marinate chicken wings to not enough salt at home, how to fry 1.5 packet of mee hoon (Chinese white, thin noodle), Lord taught Su and we had a yummy dinner. Praise the Lord!
This is what Lord revealed to Su as she meditated Psalm 2. We do feel sad that Lord is such a Good God and yet, not many of His sons know that. I mean all around the world. I feel heavy in my heart to share this to let you know….
Psalm 2:1
Why do the nations conspire and the peoples plot in vain
LORD: Most people don’t know how to walk with me, they either reads my words, without knowing me, don’t want to talk to me , but keep praying for blessing, when they didn’t see it, they move away. SIGN........
Psalm 2:2
The kings of the earth take their stand and the rulers gather together against the Lord and against his Anointed One.
LORD: Some of them claim themselves as my son, Lord Jesus, do all sinner things, preach on all the law ,which Lord Jesus had taken care perfectly on the cross, to my lost sheep, give wrong ideal to them, and worse of all call my Grace Church as cult church. SIGN............
Psalm 2:3
‘Let us break their chains.’ they say, ‘and throw off their fetters.’
LORD: Some even throw poison email to my precious sheep, and lots of nonsense thinking they know God.
Psalm 2:4
The One enthroned in heaven laughs; the Lord scoffs at them.
LORD: Abba father is highly above the universe, I saw everything. When time is right, I will throw all of them to Lake of Fire.
Psalm 2:5
Then he rebukes them in his anger and terrifies them in his wrath, saying
LORD: When ever they plot plan on my sheep, I will destroy. Which ever sheep stand strong on me, they will not get it.
Psalm 2:6
‘I have installed my King on Zion, my holy hill.’
LORD: Around the world, Israel is the place, where Lord Jesus was born as human, and that is the place One Day also Israelite will say Hallelujah! Amen! Lord Jesus! They will see Lord Jesus as their True God.
This is Lord’s precious words to us, to remind us who He is. Su and I enjoyed so many blessings just by believing all that Lord promised in the bible. We don’t doubt His words at all. We claimed all the blessings by believing in our hearts that this is what He is giving us. Lord going to bless both of us and put us in the top of the world..to be Heir of His Promise. Lord told sis that she could take 1st class flight to Europe with her husband. That’s how much Lord is blessing us, in abundance….if only you dare to believe and come close to talk to Him, mine and yours, Daddy God….
Abba Father, I pray that this post will open the eyes of the Lost Sheep who don’t know they are lost. I pray that this post will bring many sheep back to You, for You to love them much! I pray in Jesus Almighty Name, Amen!
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