Saturday, December 26, 2015

Reject at the door

Christmas eve, out of nowhere to go, I decided to go buy some inner wear at the usual market place. And since it's near to ex place, I thought of buying some lunch for them and myself.

As all of us are stay at home instead of go out shopping and sight seeing bunch of people; I thought of visiting my girl and asked her if she willing to go eat durian at the selling place.

Ex was unhappy that I was in his home on such a day. He almost wanted to chase me out. He said I should get a place that Jc could go visit instead of I going there. He said no ex could go into a ex home.

I was allowed to remain in Jc's room. I check with Jc about durian. But since she finished a more than  1kg durian by herself just a week ago, she got tired of eating again. And since the dormitory door opened at 1 pm, I decided to go back at 1 pm.

Ex even though was angry earlier on, but because I bought him a package of Char Siew(honey roasted pork) rice, he was pleased and insisted Jc to send me out with an umbrella as the sky still pouring.

I have a new understanding about ex asking me to bring Jc out will never work as she and me are not into shopping much. We tried once and it was boring.

Staying at the center with nothing much to do except talking to Lord over these long holiday is pretty boring.

I guess ex enjoyed the Char Siew rice as he did not have his Swedish ham and even the Christmas Tree was not set up!!!

Maybe he is getting tired of setting up the big tree for him and Jc. 

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Generations Down and Up

Sunday, at the Church service, when Pastor Prince mentioned that both Joseph and Mary were from the Royal linkage but were poor by their time, as they offer pigeon as a burn offering, instead of cow for the very rich and sheep for the middle income.

I had a revelation that my parents' generation and their parents were made poor, just like Joseph and Mary.

But, my generation, among the 5 of us are better than my parents generation. And with Lord's blessing eventually, we will be poor no more, 

just like Joseph and Mary were made rich by the 3 wise men that brought gold, silver and spices to baby JESUS; blessing attracted to one whom has Jesus and walk closely with Him.

I am waiting for that day to come by. Surely, by then I need not look for 2 rooms HDB flat anymore!!!

These few services in the past few weeks, Lord is giving me the knowledge part by part.

While daily life is about fighting off cancer attacks, heart attacks, stroke attacks and tumor attacks!!! The enemy, whom I don't know, wish me dead somehow.

However, Lord is using me for His Glory, so I will not be dead at all!!! Pray for my health if you care about me!!! Thanks and may the Lord bless you with prosperity and good health.

Lord is revealing I have someone so deeply in love with me out there!!! He said eventually we will meet. He is my soulmate!!! This only he knows, I've yet to know. 

I guess that anxious feeling at one meeting and another joyous feeling from another meeting, came from the same guy. But who he is, I have yet to find out. 

Lord said I will eventually meet him and then I will find out how much alike I am with him to be soulmate for each other.

Will this happen? Let's wait and see...if I live healthy till that day come about!!!

Nowadays, all dramas of events happening are quiet off. Nothing for me to write anymore!!!

Thanks for reading my blog. May the Lord bless you with His Shalom Peace and Blessed Christmas!!!