Monday, November 28, 2011

The Stripes of Jesus

Recently, one of those nights that I was surfing around, hoping from New Creation website to the Zone, then I went to search the Zone facebook and also landed in one facebook site, where this owner posted a few youtube movies of man being caned in the Malaysian prison.

As I looked, I saw the pink fresh, turn slowly from pink to brown then the skin slowly opened up and finally, the bloodly inner layers was opened and bleeding happened as each stroke of cane hit on that strapped up naked body.

I saw the skin shook in vibrated contraction at each painful stroke, I saw a man comforted the person being caned before the next stroke was ministered. His hand was curfed so that he could not move. The thick layers of protection over his body exposed only the bum to be beaten.

As I looked, I could imagined much worst my Lord Jesus suffered for me. For Him, He let go of His Godly Power to become a Man, to suffer the hardship of life before finally being delivered for this final act of Redeemption for me!

He was not only being caned, they used those metal chain with hooks to plough His Body. Each stroke opened His fresh to expose the bones. His body was minced beyond recognition. He was badly striped. At each stroke, all our sins, all our shames, all our unlawfulness, all our injures and pain, all the generations curse, all forms of destructions, all forms of sicknesses and all that we need, are all supplied through that Cross of Jesus Christ! Glory Glory!

I dared not watch that canning after the skin turned blue black. But today at Church, Lord leads me to the full revelation of the pains and suffering that He had gone through for me and for you! Yes, it was beyond understanding, how He could withstood it all. That man just had his bum caned a lot lesser, yet, he shuddered in much pain. I could not fathorm how my Lord Jesus could go through the most sever form of punishment for a sin He did not do and still abled to carry the heavy Cross to be cruxified!

Yes, we mere human cannot understand what Lord Jesus at the Cross had done, there is no way we could understand what He had painfully planned this, so that we need not suffer the curse of the Law, we need not be helpless in our despair! Glory Glory to the Great Plan of Abba Father! Glory Glory to Jesus Christ obeying His Father, loving the Father and loving us, the human! Glory Glory to Holy Spirit that witnessed it all and come to assure us of Jesus Christ Completed Work at the Cross!

It pained me so much to see Lord suffered so much for me, but even my tears meant nothing in the Greatness of His Offering, the Lamb of God, My Great Offering! Nothing else is needed. It takes a whole life to learn of His Goodness and yet, still a lot to be known. That's how Great He had paid the Price to redeem us fully! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Thursday, November 24, 2011

The Wisdom of God

Sunday, as I was riding the train home, I saw a Caucasian trying to court a innocent girl, she was listening to whatever he had to say about things. As I was looking, I was envying, but this envy turns to negative thoughts in the after event.

You see, courtship is about man trying to sell their good points to the girl and also vice versa. If a man is smart, have lots of experience, and his heart is not sincere, he will know which kind of girls to court and who is unlikely to give him lots of trouble after getting her. This is how ex is operating. The wisdom of God let me see clearly about it. After getting me, now divorced, he would always called me idiot, stupid!

Yes, without the wisdom of God, I believe in his lies, but with the wisdom of God, I see his lies clearly. From the girls he went after, I could see the traits he is going after! The girl rejoiced, but I pitied her. It just mean she is a easy prey, not that she got a prized game.

After the hunting and the satisfaction, it would mean how long she believe in the lies and remain his victim! I am glad that Lord leads me to see this clearly! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! I told ex the anology on Sunday and now his tone is bad again. Haha...

There are many wolves out there, sometime, it is hard to know what's the mind of the other person. But with Lord, He will be able to lead me to walk in His Righteous Path and surely, all things will turn out good! Glory to a Father that wants to bless me excessively, abundantly, above all that I ask or think! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord let me see what He is doing in my life after He blessed me the cute miracle. Even for Jc, I don't how to change her focus on play and afraid to study heart. But with Lord, He leads me to see how to lead her to see light in her wrong focus. She is now walking out the path of Righteousness as the Lord leads! Glory Glory! It's uncomfortable, I know, but once she get used to it, she will like her real nature, I am confident of it, as it is the work of the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I cried many times to Him to come through me to be the parent, as I am at my wit-end after all the trying. She rejected all the help! When man cannot, God can! Jesus is I M Possible! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The timming is just about right too. Previously, Jc was in her blurness that whatever I said, she could not understood. But with the alertness that Lord blessed her this year, she is seeing her flaws and with each pointing out and pointing to the solution, she is finally walking it out. Glory to Lord's Wisdom! Hallelujah!

I have been wanting to know how the hainanese cook their pork chop. Recently, mum wanted eldest sister to borrow Mrs Lee's cookbook. Initial glancing through, I do not find it interesting, but on 2nd and 3rd look into the recipes, finally Lord is leading me to see light in all the recipes I have wanted. I have just placed an order for 2 of her cookbooks. Glory Glory! When Lord opens my eyes to see, then I realise it's the recipes that I am looking for all these while...Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

It's good to walk closely to Lord. Mum said I am like an innocent child, but as I give my whole being to Lord as a sacrifice offering, He blesses me greatly. Whatever I want to know, He let me know. He is my Wisdom that I shall not lack! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

In the natural, I could not understand man and know his heart. If he is sincere or not, but as Lord leads, everything becomes clear! Hallelujah! Amen Amen! What I don't understand is why ex said he loves Jc a lot, yet, come to her year end books and uniforms purchase, he is not willing to do it!

He don't mind giving the money, but he does not want to go through the hassle and the trouble, not even for his kid! That is the loneliness I encountered with him in all these years! He don't mind giving the money, but all troubles and problems or the work involved, I handled single-handledly.

Lord is Good and Caring, He is a Good Father! He sees all these and tells me that I don't know what is true love. Then He leads me out of this marriage and then let me sees his ugliness part by part! This is to prevent me from going back to him when he sees that I am attractive for him again. Glory to Jesus!

I appreciated Abba Father hardwork! He shows me He is a very caring Daddy! He loves me so much that He doesn't want me to be harm again. I might be innocent but I have a Great Daddy! Amen Amen!