The Grace that Flows

Recently, talks about my future destine really get me in a bit of worry mood. I know Daddy’s heart; I want to satisfy His needs. But at the same time, I can’t imagine getting out of my house and into remote mission fields.

Recently, YC also tried to get me to go to her church’s Alpha meeting. She said it’s a direction from God, as if Lord is moving me towards that direction. All these get me wondering and wondering. YC also told me that a few of her friends wants to know me. I wonder how they know about me.

Finally, Lord spoke this weekends telling me that He only told YC to tell me about prayer. The rest of what she said she heard from Lord was not from Lord. Yesterday, I had mixed message coming to me from the inner voice, that I was a bit confuse and looking for the sign of peace or unrest to determine who is the one talking to me. Phew! Finally Lord gave me the unrest feeling and I know the message to go to the Alpha meeting was not from Lord. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God is such a caring God. He protects me from being lead to the wrong direction. As I was in confuse, He spoke through Su to me. He told me that there is no other faith church as faithful as NCC. He said He lead me to this NCC family, He won’t break me away from the family. :D He said I will glorify Him in NCC. My life that He plans is actually with NCC. I finally can breath a sign of relieve. Praise the Lord!

When YC told me that the friends wanted to meet me, I thought I could lead them close to Lord. But Lord shared that they only keen in the material blessings, they are not keen in Him. I thought this group of friends was not those that are going to the Alpha meeting. But Lord told me that they are the same group. He told me n Su not to attend it. Praise the Lord!

Lord also warned that when people get to know our blessings, a lot of them will come near us, He wants us to be wary. He even told Su that the condo, which He is blessing them, is for her family enjoyment only, don’t open to others. He said that others heart might be shaken by it and affected their walk with Him. So He wants to avoid that. Praise the Lord!

Lord spent around 2 hrs teaching us. I am so grateful that He leads Su and me closely. As we are human, we cannot foresee what is coming on us but Lord can. Praise the Lord! He told us something is coming against us and told us to be careful too.

Today is the day that HL, Su’s hubby, accepted Christ. Lord prepared a ram horn to blow to welcome him. He said heaven is very happy to welcome this faithful son home. :D Praise the Lord! Lord had Su covered HL with Jesus blood double times and even get me to baptize his Holy Spirit so that he could pray in the spirit. Praise the Lord!

Praise the Lord! HL gave me a yummy dim sum treat, pay for the bottle of juice that I want and even drove me back! Haha…and what I did? Preach to him all the way back. Hallelujah!

Daddy God, I thank You very much for disclosing to sis n me what we don’t know, so that we can remain close to You. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus! Hallelujah!

The Shelter

Last evening, was a series of weird encounter. I had just finished my dinner in KFC and while packing to get off, I could sense some weird sensation around. I did not do anything to it and well shopping.

On the way back, while going to the boot of the car to get my shopping bags, I was giving way to JC by moving backward and I hit upon the little barrier for the car wheels, lost my balance and fallen backward flat. My head hit the ground like a ball and bounced up. Yes, it was very painful. Luckily I have Lord with me. No serious injury beside a slightly swollen top left.

Praise the Lord! I called on Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit to help me. I prayed over my head a few times and take Holy Communion. Today the head is better, even thought I discovered some body parts also in pain.

I was wondering why I did not get better protection from the Lord. As I had read others testimony of 2 angels guarding around them and I wondered where was mine. Lord in me led me to listen to Pastor Prince 27^th March 2003 sermons, The Incense that Protects.

In the sermon, I heard that Jews would pray over Psalm 91 7 times when they were unwell and got healed. I tried reading Psalm 91 7 times, in fact, I read more than that. This is what I see when I personalize Psalm 91.

I who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress, My God, in whom I trust.”

Surely he will save me from the fowler’s snare and from the deadly pestilence.

He will cover me with his feathers, and under his wings I will find refuge; his faithfulness will be my shield and rampart.

I will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.

A thousand may fall at my side, ten thousand at my right hand, but it will not come near me.

I will only observe with my eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.

If I make the Most High my dwelling – even the Lord, who is my refuge –

then no harm will befall me, no disaster will come near my tent.

For he will command his angels concerning me to guard me in all my ways; they will lift me up in their hands, so that I will not strike my foot against a stone.

I will tread upon the lion and the cobra; I will trample the great lion and the serpent.

“Because she loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue her; I will protect her, for she acknowledges my name.

She will call upon me, and I will answer her; I will be with her in trouble, I will deliver her and honor her.

With long life will I satisfy her and show her my salvation.”

Upon reading through the 3^rd time, I noticed that the angels will lift me up so that I will not strike on a stone!!! On further reading, I realised that I only need to put myself in the Most High and declare that He is my refuge and my fortress, My God, in whom I trust, to get what Lord promised in the Psalms 91!!! Praise the Lord.

I prayed over it and put myself in there. Lord came on me after the prayer, the presence of Him is very strong, Praise the Lord. I know I am going to be fully healed by what He has promised. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Oh, Lord Jesus, You are the Almighty One, I read this Psalm many times before, Thank You for bringing me to this revelation!!!

In You, I will be strong and healthy and I will be the strong Army that You are rising because I know it is You, who are doing the job, not me. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus.

Daddy God, I love You so much for this revelation. Thank You for bringing me another step closer to You. Hallelujah!!!! Amen!