Saturday, September 10, 2016

The latest Development

Nowadays, I am tired and need to take naps.

Don't know if this is the deteriorating of me due to the curse.

With Lord blessing approaching soon, I wish the day will come by fast so that I can be set free of all these curse.

This new work is pretty easy to do. I managed to stand 4 hours doing the task! Amen Amen!!!

There is this guy that brings drinks to me daily. I am grateful to him. 

He asked for my age just a couple of days ago. He just 32, while I'm already 48. 

Time flies just waiting upon the Lord. 

I am always reminded the next man is waiting for me. Whenever I find man being good to me. 

All that he had done in 2013-2014 left a great impression on me that reminded me to wait upon him. I  don't know how it will turn out eventually. 

What he had done to ex also reminded me no point to run away from him. 

I don't know if all that happened between ex and me, was it all his job.

All that happen is something that I need to clear with him eventually.

It's for a closure on my end for all happening were too close and linked together as seen by me. 

Hope he could enlighten me on them all. 

As all that happened cannot be brushed away as coincidence.

If anything he going to start with me, this closure is necessary. 

For me to have a peace of mind.  Amen Amen. 

Saturday, September 3, 2016

A month closer

As we step into September, I am a month closer to the blessed month. Amen Amen!!!

Will The Next man step forward to meet me, it's all up to him.

One new man and the other the previous man, both I don't know if they are still keen. Maybe money will do the talking. Just that the motive is good or bad. Only Lord will know.

I am have started a part time job at the moment to please my counsellor that I should be independent and eventually have the money to buy a new flat and move out of this center. Amen Amen!!!

My counsellor discussed with me the discharge plan. They are pushing us out to be independent of them.

God blessed I have the Lord Abraham blessing to fall back that I shall not be in the wilderness. Even though I have the means to buy a new flat.

Abba Father, I pray that your blessing of Abraham will be real this time and deliver me out from the center who want me to get my own flat by my own ability. I call upon your Name and you said You will deliver me and Honour me. I pray in the Name of Jesus. Amen Amen!!!