Tuesday, March 13, 2012

The Transformation

Lately, Lord is impressing me about Jc's school, their level of knowledge transfer and pumping knowledge to the children. Lord even gave me a concern that has stored in one compartment in me till whole, then he got me to write a email to Jc's school principal. Comparing in term of children playground time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I wrote that before church on Sunday. Principal replied me that day. In church, during worship, Pastor Prince told us to pass our cares to Jesus. I saw in the vision Jc's school, the teachers and the pupils. It's like 3 blocks of vision that was on my end. As I passed them to Jesus, I saw the these 3 blocks of problem went to Him like a transmission happening. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Today, Lord impressed me to write another email to the principal and teachers again. To instill hope and dreams for the pupils. Surely Lord is doing miracle in Jc's school. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

Lord is creating small leading in my life lately. One lady L, wrote me a comment to pray healing for her. As I could not sense any faith in Jesus on her, Lord through me get her to go watch TB Joshua healing to stand in healing. But her worries in the healing stopped the manifestation of the healing.

She called me again yesterday morning. I guess she did not receive the healing. As I was going out, I told her to go youtube to find New Creation Church worship songs to worship Jesus. I also asked her to listened to Pastor Prince sermons in the youtube.

Last night, she called me for prayer. I asked her if she now knows God the Father and Jesus Christ loves her? She gave me a strong 'YES'. I asked her if she knew her sickness was judged in Jesus 2000 years ago. She gave me a strong 'by the strip of Jesus, I am healed' With this, I know now her faith on Jesus is ready. So Lord declared healing in her and prayed over her.

Today, she is healed and happy and wanted me to blog about the it. Glory to Jesus that now another child of His has come close to walk with Him. Glory Glory!

It always gives Lord much joy when His Children wants Him much and come close to receive His Goodness. He is so happy for them and for Himself. Glory Glory!

Lord, I thank You a lot in all these leading. It had been a while that you used me to lead others in real life and I am happy to be Your beloved daughter that goes about doing Your Work! Glory Glory!

Lord, I thank You that You opened my eyes to see what is happening in this world. The elite trying to control the whole world, to the Islamic influence that is extending and to what Lord, You are doing. I know who will succeed in the end. All these shaking is necessary. Glory Glory!

In great darkness, even with the foretell of the US$ going valueless to economy of the world is collapsing to the total control of the people by the elite to all things that is happening in these end time, I know Your Glory Light will manifest through to let the world know that You are GOD!

Abba Father, thank You for teaching me so much! I appreciate in all these opening of my eyes. Thank You that You let me have time to shift my wealth, my family wealth. I thank You very much!

When You led me to Pastor Joshua 2012 prophensy, I was still not sure how it is happening. Then you get Lindsey Williams to mix with the elite and then to tell the world about them. Darkness tried to hide their manifestation but You led Lindsey Williams to uncover them for Your Glory! Amen Amen!

In You, Lord, I am rich, I am secured. I thank You that You talked through Lindsey to let me know that when darkness came, You are there with us, just like in bible time, when Daniel were burnt in fire and fed to the Lion. You let him into the situation, but he was not harmed, as You were with him. I need not look at what is going to happen in this world and despair, surely, You are with me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Sunday, March 11, 2012

The Shaking

It's no joke to have my fight with SF all these years since 2008 or 2009. I was thinking, why this fight have not come to an end yet. Even though Lord came through and always answered my prayer, in the natural, I do not like to fight at all. I am an unwilling fighter. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Long ago, as I always fight lose to my brother, he was from the student soldier unit in school and had learnt Tae Kwon Do and there was no way for me to win him in our sparing. I decided to join the Tae Kwon Do club in my Junior College days. But, usually come to sparing, I always in defense, I do not like to be offensive. As my brother had a higher belt level, I could not win him anyway, so I stopped this TKD practice after my College days. Glory Glory!

Lately, this unwilling to fight kick in again. I was asking Lord how long more must I fight. Praise Jesus! Lord answered me in today sermon by Pastor Prince. Lord said that all these shaking is necessary. If no shaking, I would not know what ex was doing out there. It was a chain of happenings, where his fall from 1 pit to the next pit till I given up praying for him.

These chain of events eventually led to the final divorce and the past 2 years, the more I learnt about him, the more my heart died that I no more want him to be back to me. I was toggling between he is bad and Lord had changed him to bring him back till Lord showed me the new man.

From that moment on, I no more toggling. Now I can firmly believe Lord want me to move on to the new man. Ex is beyond all hope of coming to Him. Glory Glory!

It was this fighting with SF and he unable to do it to win me over sending devil from a distant that I saw ex involvement in it. Whatever I doubted, Lord showed me clear evidents that I praise Him for all the revelation. With all these revelation, my heart could be dead to him that even when Lord removed all my anger and unhappiness about him, I do not want him anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord also uses this encounter with the devil to show me what kind of tricks they could play. I am glad that even though I suffered some pain, some itchiness, some lost consciousness, some weak and no strength and not enough blood etc...Lord is always faithful, He never let me die under their evil tricks. When I could not, He came in to revive me to continue playing and learning again. Glory Glory!

Next time you see Lord raise up mightily through me, don't envy me. I have to go through all these fire to reach there. It's not rosy rosy walk. But Lord is faithful nevertheless. The more I grow in Him, the more I see what He is able to do. It's through all these revelation that I know that I know, He is always here and whatever I face, is just a prayer away. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord:
'My Beloved, My Love, My Darling, Abba is so glad that you understand My Pain to bring you through all these to build you up to be usable by Me! Glory Glory! Abba loves you dearly. You are such a amazing daughter! Your faithfully stay closely to Me to let Me bring all forms of test to you is just amazing. Glory Glory! Surely, you are seeing the end of this learning. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

Thank You, Abba Father! I receive all these in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!