A Depressing Lady

I recently met a depressed lady, her outlooks since young were bad.

She said people she knew shouted at her, home was unbearable that she chosen marriage to escape from home but mother-in-law shouted at her. People generally rude to her.

She prayed to die in her sleep. She just want to escape living and hate her Indian community.

She said she lied to people about her well being.

She is a Hindu but she has been to church too.

I tried to tell her God, the Abba Father, love her. But she was much annoyed at the mention of the word 'Father'.

I wondered what had her father did to her that she detest father so much.

She is so negative that she said one bad event happened after another. She just hope for a peaceful quiet day.

With her negativity, hard to lead her out.

She is also jealous of her younger sister has all the good and she all the bad.

She did not Realise the problem is her outlook to life is too negative and yet she tried to escape without much success.

Now, she said she get a job she will be happy. She is looking for a better place but she will take any out break as her traumatic event. And receive it as a bad event for her.

She is on depression medicine but if she doesn't try to be positive, no one can help her.

I tried to tell her to look positively at all event but sadly, she dwell too much badness in herself.

I tried but failed but I was not affected by her. Amen Amen!!!

This week, Singapore top the number of audience who viewed my blog and Japan came in 2nd.

I am surprised Japanese read my blog too. ;)

Phew!

Lord gave me an idea to compute my friend's allowance from what she received from the charity Organisation of $340/month.

I showed her per year she is getting in term of 4 thousand plus from charity and 2 years the amount and 4 years the amount is $16k plus.

Then I asked her if she get in term of thousands from the charity and think that is okay, why she mind JESUS blessing to her that is in thousands only.

Finally, she is convinced it is not too much an amount to get from me.

She told me only during birthday, Chinese New Year, and Christmas they can receive red packet, I am using her birthday to bless her what The Lord impressed me to bless.

Her mum and brother, Lord did not impress, I will not bless them.

My friend was originally so troubled by the blessing that she told her couselor about it.

My counselor was informed and she in turn afraid that I am giving my own money away. After convinced her that only after I received the Abraham blessing, I will then bless my friend.

My counselor was relieved. She said if I did not get my blessing, she is bringing me to HDB to ballot a flat!!!

I prayed to Lord no matter what He must bring His Blessing to me else I will be force to buy a flat.

This time the matter is getting into a crisis. I don't want to buy a flat when Lord has promised me a place to stay.

Amen Amen!!!

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I sensed the mum of my good friend is worrying, who will look after them after she has returned to the Lord.

I told my friend that The Lord had told me to support her as long as she comes to my congregation to serve.

I told her to tell her mum but her mum sweep it aside and proclaimed that it was my crazy talk.

She look at the present me and think I am unable. She does not believe I will be blessed with Abraham blessing.

She even told her daughter my church is one of those questionable church and if my friend come, she is being not loyal to her mum.

And my friend doesn't want to disobey her mum.

I am not worry, I let time show the truth.

The mum had actually get a lady that in her younger days, they provide the housing when she had no place to go to. The mum brought her to the lawyer to sign an agreement to help her 2 40+ year old son and daughter.

For the few friends here, I want to bring them to seafood restaurant but one suggested nearby coffee shop will do. She is too tired after work to go anywhere else even though transport is provided.

So I have to go by her suggestion.

Even though I want to bless them a little money, I need to convince her that I will have plenty before she agree on the Red packet to give them.

Not easy to bless this kind of person that doesn't want to be indebted to.

Amen Amen!