Trusting for Jesus deliverance takes time. Sure, Abba Father is a Faithful God. Glory Glory! It's like the red sea the children of Israel faced. In the nature, the answer seem bleak, no way to stop the curse of bad. But Jesus is the Aleph Tav of the situation. As you have read about how ex used black magic on me for quite some time, since we were married to now, as at 2 nights ago. Lord finally delivered me yesterday. Glory Glory!
As you know, whatever ex wants me to do, he has been getting black magic to attack me, to let me fear it and agrees to his way. In the nature, there is no way out. Instead of Lord always have to be there to protect me, Lord has a better plan. Glory Glory! The 2nd last round of attack, Lord did not let me feel it, but this round, Lord let me see it and feel it slightly to message ex. Hallelujah.
Ex was readily to agree to pay for the air con maintenance service of $500. He told me would transfer that night. But instead of his money, he sent some more attack instead. I will post Lord's wisdom in messaging him here. Glory Gory! Amen Amen!
Me 28/12/2010 5:03pm :
'When will you transfer the $500 to me?'
Ex 28/12/2010: 'Tonight'
Lord 29/12/2010 2:40am:
A scoundrel and villain who plots evil with deceit in his heart – he always stirs up dissension, therefore disaster will take over him in an instant; he will suddenly be destroyed – without remedy. Come to Jesus to solve your problem. Using devil, you are selling your soul to the devil!!!'
Ex 29/12/2010 9:40am: 'What's wrong with you?
Lord :
'To send so many spirits to attack me last night. I am wondering how much longer you are going to waste your money.'
'1/3 of God's angels led by Satan, who is the leader of all worshiping, rebelled against God and the blood of Jesus washed cleaned the Heaven and these fallen angels fallen to earth. You are trusting this fallen angels to kill me while I trust in the Lord Most High, who is also in me and with me to fully deliver me and He had delivered me 2000 years at the Cross!
My part is just to believe that I am in Him, in the Holy Redemptive ground of the Holy of Holy in Christ Jesus. His Feathers covers me and shield me fully.
How can fallen angels fight the Finished Work of Lord Jesus? If you still have some intelligent left, think about it and maybe you may get the answer why you tried to curse me with food, personal items and even my birth date and yet, I am still alive and kicking.
Don't keep knocking the door of God's rejected servants! They are just His ex-servants and are nothing compared to the Almighty God. That is why I have not fallen by all those curses, because Jesus hang on a tree 2000 years ago redeemed me from curse!!! Glory Glory!
By believing, I am the Child of God Most High. Do you think my Daddy, the Holy One, will let you curse me? Go figure why I am still alive and maybe you will get the answer. Don't stupidly still trust the same old tricks that never works! They are just shadows! And shadows cannot hurt!'
Lord 29/12/2010 1:02pm:
'I let you know why today I sms you. The other week, actually the curse cannot get to me, so I did not message you. As Lord wants you to know about Him, He opens a small window to let me feel a little, so that I will message you.
Anyway, Lord greatly protect me that last round, I doubt Him when He said have attack. So He open a small window to let me feel the fierceness of the attack and closed it after I am convinced. This round, also, after message you, I cannot feel it anymore. Glory Glory!'
Praise the Lord! After all these messaging with ex, the attack stopped. When I checked the joint account last night, I got his transfer of $500. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for leading P to believe in You! Glory Glory! Sure he is a lost sheep that You are leading back. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
The Glory of Jesus IV
I am so grateful to Lord! Praise Him for His Goodness! Recently, Jc's god-mother, Py, brought her yearly blessing of clothes to Jc. Upon hearing what ex, P, had done to me and had stopped giving me wife-maintenance since September, she asked how am I to survive. I told her how much I had left in my saving and need Lord's help soon.
Praise the Lord, Py offered to buy Jc's school textbooks and her uniforms. She even treated me and Jc to a late lunch after that that we both were so full that at dinner time that we just took 2 slices of toast as dinner. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Recently, Lord leads me through a trial and I felt so hurt by Him. Even more than the divorce between me and ex. I cast the sadness, the pain, the depression to Lord a few times before finally cleared of all this deep pain. Lord is happy that I did not scold Him. He said finally I arrived at where He wants to put me. Glory Glory!
After the trial, I became defensive on further hurt by Lord that I was cynical towards what Lord is doing next. When I realised some discrepancy in what He told me and real fact I found in the net, I questioned if He is really Lord, the Holy Spirit, as He supposed to be a comforter and not a liar.
Then I realised He is still testing me to see if I will be angry with Him. I cast my disbelieve and doubt in Him, to Him and told Lord that I had come to the end of my faith and patience in Him. I was utterly tired of all this draining emotional feeling. I told Him that if He wants me to continue believing in Him, the Holy Spirit, He has to enable me again. Glory Glory! Lord filled me up to come close to Him again.
As this test in me is completed, Lord leads me to teach Su on casting all Her bad feeling and unforgiving to Lord. As you see, the different between Su and me is, I am one to examine self if in questioned. Whatever not in Peace feeling, I would cast to Lord to take it away and by self, I can't. For Su, she became stronger when pressured. She will bark back instead of cast the unhappiness to Lord and to look for Lord's Shalom Peace.
Lord is leading Su to walk in His Peace, so have been throwing accusation to her and wanting her to learn to cast the bad feeling to Him. This is critical in our walk with Jesus. Why did Jesus bestow His Shalom Peace onto us? To be like Him, we have to walk in His Shalom Peace then He could come out of us to lead us and to come through us to lead the world. Glory Glory!
So, have you been encountering any bad feeling situation and you wish the person that did that to you should be greatly punished? Be it from whoever they are, it is a good opportunity for Lord to use it to train His Children to look to His Work at the Cross and to cast the bad feeling to His nail-pierced hands and to draw His Shalom Peace.
There was once I talked to a old classmate in the MRT to church and she told me how to clear of those anger and sadness? It was so hard! She claimed. By us alone, Yes, it is hard, but whatever you could not, Lord tell you that 'it is Done!' at the Cross. Your part is to CAST all that you cannot handle to Him. Surely, His Yoke is light, He is able to remove the bad feelings and inabilities from you and give you His Shalom Peace and en-abilities. Start looking to Jesus and laid all the bad to His nail-pierced hand and get His Peace that He went through the hardship for us.
He knows we can't, that's why He came down to free us of the hardness and walk in His Yoke. Glory Glory! Lord calls this spiritual growth to be like Him. Start moving towards Him in this new year. It's all about Him and nothing about us. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Praise the Lord, Py offered to buy Jc's school textbooks and her uniforms. She even treated me and Jc to a late lunch after that that we both were so full that at dinner time that we just took 2 slices of toast as dinner. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Recently, Lord leads me through a trial and I felt so hurt by Him. Even more than the divorce between me and ex. I cast the sadness, the pain, the depression to Lord a few times before finally cleared of all this deep pain. Lord is happy that I did not scold Him. He said finally I arrived at where He wants to put me. Glory Glory!
After the trial, I became defensive on further hurt by Lord that I was cynical towards what Lord is doing next. When I realised some discrepancy in what He told me and real fact I found in the net, I questioned if He is really Lord, the Holy Spirit, as He supposed to be a comforter and not a liar.
Then I realised He is still testing me to see if I will be angry with Him. I cast my disbelieve and doubt in Him, to Him and told Lord that I had come to the end of my faith and patience in Him. I was utterly tired of all this draining emotional feeling. I told Him that if He wants me to continue believing in Him, the Holy Spirit, He has to enable me again. Glory Glory! Lord filled me up to come close to Him again.
As this test in me is completed, Lord leads me to teach Su on casting all Her bad feeling and unforgiving to Lord. As you see, the different between Su and me is, I am one to examine self if in questioned. Whatever not in Peace feeling, I would cast to Lord to take it away and by self, I can't. For Su, she became stronger when pressured. She will bark back instead of cast the unhappiness to Lord and to look for Lord's Shalom Peace.
Lord is leading Su to walk in His Peace, so have been throwing accusation to her and wanting her to learn to cast the bad feeling to Him. This is critical in our walk with Jesus. Why did Jesus bestow His Shalom Peace onto us? To be like Him, we have to walk in His Shalom Peace then He could come out of us to lead us and to come through us to lead the world. Glory Glory!
So, have you been encountering any bad feeling situation and you wish the person that did that to you should be greatly punished? Be it from whoever they are, it is a good opportunity for Lord to use it to train His Children to look to His Work at the Cross and to cast the bad feeling to His nail-pierced hands and to draw His Shalom Peace.
There was once I talked to a old classmate in the MRT to church and she told me how to clear of those anger and sadness? It was so hard! She claimed. By us alone, Yes, it is hard, but whatever you could not, Lord tell you that 'it is Done!' at the Cross. Your part is to CAST all that you cannot handle to Him. Surely, His Yoke is light, He is able to remove the bad feelings and inabilities from you and give you His Shalom Peace and en-abilities. Start looking to Jesus and laid all the bad to His nail-pierced hand and get His Peace that He went through the hardship for us.
He knows we can't, that's why He came down to free us of the hardness and walk in His Yoke. Glory Glory! Lord calls this spiritual growth to be like Him. Start moving towards Him in this new year. It's all about Him and nothing about us. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
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