Ever since Lord has been leading me step by step to walk with him, I am familiar with the first 3 verse of Psalm 23. But for verse 4 'Even though I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death, I will not fear evil,...' I did not get the full meaning of it and have not apply it in my life.
Recently, I was worshiping Lord with the CD, 'A Touch of His Presence', Lord came on me strongly. I could see a vision of a swamp of spirits flying like bees towards Su, Lord led me to manifest His Lord's hand over it, next I saw in the vision another swamp of spirits coming for me. Lord led me to manifest the Lord's hand on them again.
Next Lord showed me Singapore has sickness spirits hovering above. I manifested the Lord's hand to clear it. Next Lord led me to remove the N1H1 virus from Singapore and in those people that are infected and plea the blood covering Singapore. In the boldness of the Lord, I prayed to Lord to clear all the adversary from the heavenly realm above Singapore.
I could feel attacks coming on me and I was in fear. As I meditated and talked to Lord, this was what he told me:
Lord:
'My beloved, Satan is scared. That is why he tried to convince you he is mighty. Haha, do not worry!'
'Abba father is very pleased! Glory Glory! My love, Glory Glory! My Glory is protecting you. They could not come near. They will be hurt if they come near. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
'My beloved, Abba father will not allow the adversary to trouble you. As long as you are in peace, my protection is there, they can't enter. The moment they touch me, they have to extinct off! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With the assurance from Lord, I finally calmed down and suddenly, the attacks was gone! Hallelujah!!! Lord has been leading me to more peace, but yet, when I found some pain on my body, I would be trusting verses like, 'sin has no dominion over me, I am under Grace' to 'I am the righteousness of God in Christ! Etc..
These few days, I have been listening to a few sermons that reminds me I shall not sick to yesterday, Lord led me to be aware of Psalm 23 again.
As I was having my praying in the spirit this morning, I had the usual attack of pain on my body again. Lord led me to stand on 'I shall not fear'. He then led me to realise the pains were just 'shadow of death' as I put my trust that the pain is just shadow, the tightening below my right lung slowly moved to the side of my body. Lord led me to recall Psalm 23, He 'anoint my head with oil, my cup overflow'. With the realisation of the anointed oil is covering the whole of my body, healing is going through my body. Even my tongue that was bitten by my teeth and which was in pain for a few days, the pain was gone.
With this revelation, I realised that every day, Lord Jesus is washing me with His blood that I am whiter than snow 24*7. Now I realised His anointed oil, which is for healing, is flowing and overflowing over me all the days of my life! Lord mighty Lord's hand, 'His rod and staff' is also protecting me. Glory Glory! With this revelation, Lord said Romans 8:2 ' Through Christ Jesus, the Law of the spirit of life has set me free from the Law of sin and death' has come alive on my body. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba father, thank you for walking me through Psalm 23. Thank you for letting me realise all form of attacks are all shadow of death. By believing that you have anointed me with oil and my cup overflow, Surely, goodness and love will hunt me down all the days of my life. Lord Jesus, thank you that I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever! Amen Amen! Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Monday, September 7, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Love
From this relationship that is ending and from what I learn about Abba Father's love. Lord leads me to see that love is about spending time doing things together. It is also about declaring to each other about how good the partner is to self. Living in 10 years of marriage and all the while thinking I have a happy, loving family, when Lord opened my eyes to see, finally, I could see no love in it. That's why most things in my life is doing alone, not together with P. The only time we do together is when we each face our own PC daily, sinking into our internet world. It's not about spending time together.
How love can be depleted? Daily, if did not talk any good about each other, but focus on the bad and complain. Feelings will get diluted. When feeling become almost near zero, if someone come to tempt one party to go somewhere, far from the spouse, overtime, the heart for the spouse will be negative(-ve). With negative, the way they look to spouse and talk will not be gentle liao.
This is how love in a relationship works. I am glad that Abba Father give me chances to come back to him and talk about the finished work of Jesus and how much He loves me to Him, to renew my love to Him. Lord Jesus done a very Perfect work at the cross that ALL sins, be it to man or to God, is completely Judged in Him. There is no more sin for us to carry. Glory to Lord Jesus!
With man, it's a different story. P has moved on and found himself new girlfriend. I have just talked to the lawyer on Monday. Glory to Lord Jesus, the reason for divorce is not focusing much on Christianity and me, but on our lack of communication and break down of relationship since my girl was born. Glory Glory!
Abba is being very good to me, even this talk to lawyer. This lawyer is engaged by P, praise the Lord, it's abba's son. Lord send me to talk to him even before the petition, law firm said never have such case before. They were surprised that I read the draft copy of the lawyer letter they drafted for P. Halleljah! After the talk, the lawyer finally understood how our relationship breakdown. Glory Glory! He told P that evening that with no contest, most likely we were be divorced in October. Lord said I will be freed in mid November. Glory to Lord Jesus!
Abba Father, thank you for leading me closely, even in this divorce. Thank you for blessing me with Shalom Peace. I have let go of P and not bother by him having a girlfriend. He agreed with me that he should not talk to his girlfriend in this home. Praise the Lord that when he received her call last night, he went out of the house to talk! Glory to Lord Jesus!
I discovered he has a girlfriend last Friday, after picking Jc from friend's home. His girlfriend was demanding why he did not tell her about picking his kid. They sign off with telling each other that they miss each other. I felt bad and Jc was affected. She heard the conversation. In order not to affect Jc, we agree that either one of us cannot talk to opposite sex at home and cannot bring opposite sex friend home. Anyway, I passed my upset to the Lord and now don't bother about it. Praise the Lord!
Abba said this is a small hiccup in my life. It shall be in the name of Jesus. Amen Amen!
How love can be depleted? Daily, if did not talk any good about each other, but focus on the bad and complain. Feelings will get diluted. When feeling become almost near zero, if someone come to tempt one party to go somewhere, far from the spouse, overtime, the heart for the spouse will be negative(-ve). With negative, the way they look to spouse and talk will not be gentle liao.
This is how love in a relationship works. I am glad that Abba Father give me chances to come back to him and talk about the finished work of Jesus and how much He loves me to Him, to renew my love to Him. Lord Jesus done a very Perfect work at the cross that ALL sins, be it to man or to God, is completely Judged in Him. There is no more sin for us to carry. Glory to Lord Jesus!
With man, it's a different story. P has moved on and found himself new girlfriend. I have just talked to the lawyer on Monday. Glory to Lord Jesus, the reason for divorce is not focusing much on Christianity and me, but on our lack of communication and break down of relationship since my girl was born. Glory Glory!
Abba is being very good to me, even this talk to lawyer. This lawyer is engaged by P, praise the Lord, it's abba's son. Lord send me to talk to him even before the petition, law firm said never have such case before. They were surprised that I read the draft copy of the lawyer letter they drafted for P. Halleljah! After the talk, the lawyer finally understood how our relationship breakdown. Glory Glory! He told P that evening that with no contest, most likely we were be divorced in October. Lord said I will be freed in mid November. Glory to Lord Jesus!
Abba Father, thank you for leading me closely, even in this divorce. Thank you for blessing me with Shalom Peace. I have let go of P and not bother by him having a girlfriend. He agreed with me that he should not talk to his girlfriend in this home. Praise the Lord that when he received her call last night, he went out of the house to talk! Glory to Lord Jesus!
I discovered he has a girlfriend last Friday, after picking Jc from friend's home. His girlfriend was demanding why he did not tell her about picking his kid. They sign off with telling each other that they miss each other. I felt bad and Jc was affected. She heard the conversation. In order not to affect Jc, we agree that either one of us cannot talk to opposite sex at home and cannot bring opposite sex friend home. Anyway, I passed my upset to the Lord and now don't bother about it. Praise the Lord!
Abba said this is a small hiccup in my life. It shall be in the name of Jesus. Amen Amen!
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