Abba Father really knows my heart!!! ;D Hallelujah!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Weekly, after booking my seat, I like to go into NOAH to check if there is anymore seats left. Always, I would find the word 'limited seats'.
This week, as it is a divine match making week, and I was assigned at a seat that was far too much not in my pleasure, I have this itchy heart to see if I should have it changed. But the few times I login to check, it always show no more seats.
This never happen for the past few weeks but this week, just because I forgot about the booking on time, I missed my favourite area and was given what I don't really like area. Lord knows when 'he' that He wants to match make to me would book and sit and let me forget about the booking till so late, aka 'his' time to book the seat so that we will be sitting together!!!
Only by His Grace, such thing could happen!!! I don't know to thank Him for my forgetfulness or for this divine appointment!!! At this moment, I still unable to appreciate His Goodness yet. But I trust that He will surely do a Perfect Job since all the Grace and Mercy needed is DONE at the Cross of Jesus Christ 2000 years ago!!!
He already upped my desire need that I am patiently waiting for him to come as I want to be satisfied. It wasn't easy to have this need and yet, have to endure the feeling and hold on.
I watched Mark Gungor, about how God wired man to always need it and to his 'Yo Mama Session' and it is a good insight to this area of knowledge how premarital sex, masturbation and porno could harm man to inability to perform on woman and premarital sex could harm women to think sex is not important that they don't take it a deal to reject man of their life. It really a great insight to what the world said ok, it's really not ok at all. Hold on to it till marriage life is the answer. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I, who was a low low desire and never really have such a strong need never could understand man till now Lord up me so much that holding on is an endurance!!!! That's how much He had changed me to meet my future man!!!
He said my frequency will changed to daily with this future man. The first mention of it, I was wow, could not take it but even this could not take it, Lord removed the feeling too!!! That now I feel it is okay for daily pleasure!!!
He is such a Good Daddy!!! Whatever I could not, He fully cleared the feeling, the emotion, that I am okay with all that He planned for my life!!! This future man surely going to be a very happy man!!!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He let me see that to let a man love me much, I have to satisfy him much. Actually, Lord let me see it in ex and his girlfriend relationship. He is satisfied much by her that he is willing to spend on her. He is also very confident that he will not turn back!!! That's how much he is happy till he does not mind her 3 sons and 1 daughter that will create space problem in this flat!!!
With this understanding, I am willing to do my part and Lord has given me Great Grace to accomplish it. I am sure this future relationship will be a very loving one. I have confident in it. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, I thank You so much for wanting me to enjoy my life that You have everything planned out for me. I am so grateful for all the arrangement You have done for me and prepared me!!!!!
It's like marrying me off with all the tiny details You go into to make it Perfect!!! With You in this arrangement, how not for me to be forever live a happy life!!! Surely this is Good!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
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