I was stressed by 2 issues recently encountered. One is Lord wanting to bring ex to me and the other is eldest brother-in-law family no heart to take care of mum.
My head was expanding over this 2 issues and I decided to take the Traditional Chinese Culture learning, about the Di Zhi Gui etc to watch about the Natural Form of Life that we supposed to live in according to nature.
The most important of that teaching is in Honouring Parents. Then I realised sis family was so much into love of money that even looking after mum, they also want to use money to measure it worth. Thus, without money, KF is not willing to take mum into his house!!!!! Finally I see the real problem in them.
As for Lord wanting to bring ex to complete this family. I realised that Jesus in the bible said that there is no divorce, it really is. Due to the evil of man, Moses created an law for couples to break from each other. But the will of the Lord is family harmony!!!
Even though at this moment ex heart is still strong on not coming back and I actually do not want him. But after watching the dvd, I got a better understanding that it's God's will to let man have happy family to reproduce and multiply. Glory Glory!!!!
Devil is behind in creating cracks in marriage but Lord want to restore the family to the origin. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!! This is why no matter what devil has led ex into, He will wash him clean with the Blood of Jesus to be whiter than snow and return to me. It's restoring what locust has eaten and make it whole again. He knows the time needed and He let me wait patiently.
He knows what would pull him back and stage by stage, He is slowly putting things together. Glory Glory!!! How He did it? Remember I was a dead log? He increased my desire so much and opened my sensation and make me wet too. The natural wet!!! I used to be dry!!! He said I will be hotter than those in porno and he will not need to go to porno to get his diet and I will be more sensational then Rosy. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He said that after ex tried me, he will not go for other girls nor watch porno anymore!!! As the live me is a lot better than them all. Glory Glory!!!! Well, when Lord enable, it is really good!!! Even I am surprised with serving myself. I never did that before but now, it's like what I had watched before!!! Glory Glory!!! Lord said He blessed me with wild sexual desire!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He let me thought ex is returning to try me and get me to send message to him for him to realise I am changed. Glory Glory!!! Even though currently the time is not ripe yet but such information is needed.
He told me once I am rich, I would not send such message, so now is the time. He gave me sensual sensation that I could write erotic messages to him. This is to let him know the difference in me.
He said if he did not know, even when I am rich, he would still think I am a dead log. So this message is important. This is to change his opinion of me. Glory Glory!!!
He said that when I am rich, the equation of rich and sensual will attract him much. I am finally at peace with His Decision. I will wait for the time is ripe!!! As there are many areas to consider beside myself.
Lord is a Careful Planner! Usually, His Movement is not just to bless one family but to bless many!!! So, He has to see that all areas are in order before bringing it through!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It's about seed time and harvest, the cycle must be right!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that Lord is I Am Possible!!! What I do not have, He highly bless me and make me full. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen
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