Long time ago, while I was addicted to internet chatting, Lord used a long time Christian, whom He sent to lead me in the initial years, as she chatted with me to get the solution on the vision Lord gave her, Lord used her to chat with me a few times. Those were the precious moment I had with Him.
In one such chat, He told me to Open my Eyes and see, not all Pastors were called by Him!!! At that time, I wondered how am I to tell the different!!!
Lord has such a Good Way about me being put Lowly!!! As those really called by Him would be humble of themselves in the Presence of Him in them. I saw a few not pleased face the moment they saw me over time.
Lord revealed to me that He purposely let me be so that I can see people clearly!!! Surely their smile are all false and not sincere!!! They are into pride, He said!!!
Why I am not as opened to making friends as long ago?? I used to send Jc to school in her younger days. Whoever I friend and told Lord they were humbled and not materialistic, Lord always showed me they are till the last mum I trusted also failed!!!
There was one mum I held in high regard but she is the most disappointing of all!!! Every point of her talk is to extract why I do certain thing certain way so that She could do her reporting!!! She is whom hurt me the most that whatever Lord wanted to bless her so so life, Lord told me to cancel it!!!
She is the Hypocrite that trying to do Lord's work and yet sin between her teeth!!! I thought after some time of blocking I should talk to her again. But the moment she spoke, I know it's a gone case for good!!!
Lord let me recalled the story of Lucifer thought God is ignorance of his Doing of gathering angles to come against God!!! Lord just want to see who is really Faithful and put them through the test!!!
He is doing the same with me for me to see clearly!!! Surely, when the time for Him to shine, His Glory will speaks for Himselves!!!
I am just letting my body to be used by Him for His Glory!!!
Whatever He said I just obey and let Him decide when is the best time for Him to shine!!! Especially He specialise in doing the lease expect thing for His Greater Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Hallelujah!!!
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