Why I attended 1st service

My Insurance Agent told me that the people that could not go into 1st service in church last week were so many that they queued a long way from upstairs all the way to downstairs. 

As I don’t like the sound system in MBS Hall 3, I decided to try service 2 today. 

As I concerned about the large number of people spilled over to 2 service and thus affecting my chance of going to the Star, I decided to go early to queue for 2nd service. 

That’s what I told the server whom told me 1st service no ticket. After all, my aim was 2nd service. 

However, as time I reached church was before 8:30am, and I found out there were tickets for 1st service, I decided to join it as it’s would be crazy to queue for 2nd service when I can attend 1st service. 

Cannot imagine myself waiting for 9:30am tickets open for the 11:30am service. Under no choice situation that I would do it. 

I was surprised that the morning service was only 2/3 filled. I wondered if 2nd service was fully filled but watching the online sermon, I think they weren’t fill too. 

I like pastor idea of no reservations of seats. I mean if you really keen to attend church, all should be there together. Not some came much later, till after worship started. 

Some people won’t like to know the Lord yet they went church to play mobile games. Why would they come and occupy seats that church goers can use is beyond me. My only hope is their hearts are softened to accept Christ.

Anyway, I got my 5th booster vaccine on Friday and was tired on Saturday. I slept practically the whole day. This never happened in my life as I am not one to sleep in the afternoon most time. Only did a 15min nap if tired most time. 

So I was full alert Sunday morning and able to get ready early; before my alarm. I tried to book a cab and was surprised it came so fast and I had to rush down. 

I do not have a lack of members asking me about my church attending. Funny!

Anyway, unlikely to attend first service as I needed my sleep most of the time. 

Anyway, was surprised by the number of people in the supermarket. It’s like they buying for Chinese New Year so early. 

They wanted me to cook for reunion. I have planned my dishes. But let see if I still around to cook it. 

I hope to house my siblings in this round of celebration but don’t know when will Lord manifest His blessing on me. Talking about the Karios moment of right timing, right place. Amen Amen!

Game of those

Recently, the group sent to down my emotions, did their emotional game. 

Basically, I did feel bad for a while. After that I am ok. 

It’s not like what they did is very horrible. 

The funny part is no lack of people telling me what I going to say can kill. 

Also vulgar language is out in abundance by the group that is good in it. Nothing good out of them. 

Anyway, it’s not like I don’t know who they are and what they would do. 

Also it’s not like my counsellor would do anything to it. At most she could do is make sure I am in my peace and I already am. 

But it’s nice to see how ugly they could be. 

It’s not like I want to associate with such a group of people. I still in the process of observation. 

Even if everything turn out ok would I want him. I have to be very sure I can get my peace. Without it I wouldn’t commit anything at all. 

Only love of Jesus is real for me. Anything else is subject to change. Just look at my ex. 

So I not in a rush to get any guy even when am highly lifted up. How can I be sure they are not because of money, status or what not. 

Anyway, there is nothing good under the sun. Only Jesus is real.