Game of those

Recently, the group sent to down my emotions, did their emotional game. 

Basically, I did feel bad for a while. After that I am ok. 

It’s not like what they did is very horrible. 

The funny part is no lack of people telling me what I going to say can kill. 

Also vulgar language is out in abundance by the group that is good in it. Nothing good out of them. 

Anyway, it’s not like I don’t know who they are and what they would do. 

Also it’s not like my counsellor would do anything to it. At most she could do is make sure I am in my peace and I already am. 

But it’s nice to see how ugly they could be. 

It’s not like I want to associate with such a group of people. I still in the process of observation. 

Even if everything turn out ok would I want him. I have to be very sure I can get my peace. Without it I wouldn’t commit anything at all. 

Only love of Jesus is real for me. Anything else is subject to change. Just look at my ex. 

So I not in a rush to get any guy even when am highly lifted up. How can I be sure they are not because of money, status or what not. 

Anyway, there is nothing good under the sun. Only Jesus is real.