I am feeling sad for a brother-in-Christ. Lord saw his eagerness to serve Him and gave me wisdom to spar with him God Words and about the Law. He was previously a Christian but in his search of getting near God, he went back to the Mt Senai and felt that he had come close to Lord. I am very sad because of his learning of the covenant.
If it is just Law that he has confused himself with, I still would be happy to lead him out. After all, it's by Grace that Lord revealed so much to me that I shall not be selfish in enjoying the blessing myself and leave others to their wilderness.
In the process of crossing sword in the words of God, he finally revealed he only look to 1 God and he downgrade Jesus in the bible to mere man and even disbelieve what Lord had revealed to the saints in the bibles like Paul etc....he said they are mere men...meaning what they said in the bible, he rejected.
I could not speak to someone who treated Lord Jesus as a mere man as friend or someone to communicate in any form with. It's one thing to reject Jesus Saving Grace out of ignorance and it's another issue to know about who Jesus is and deny him like what the Galatians fearing the Pharisees of their day and age, wanted to go back to Law. There was no threat on his life, it's his choice to go back to the old system and totally deny what the bible said about Jesus.
He only pick those verses that supported him, his law, to come against Christian and condemned things about Christianity as a lie!!! How to talk anything more with such a person? I don't know. After he put Lord Jesus in the bible as a mere man, Lord in me became stunned and retreated the Grace, He had given me to lead him. He totally stopped the flow and I have no more words nor emotion left to even utter another word to him!!! Sad Sad Sad!!!
Lord showed him some Grace in healing him from a disease that he thought is his 'obedient' to the Law that Lord is blessing him. Lord wants to show him His Grace after all, He don't want him to be continue to be lost as he has a heart for Him. But, alas all effort down the drain. His heart too hard to penetrate through that Lord give up.
He sound like a Pharisee that used the Law to knock Christian. It's not like he walks in the fullness of the Law but at what is convenient to him and he thought he walk in fullness of it. For, if one is so full of Law and Holiness by the Law, he would love God so much and look to him so much. And forgiveness to his enemy would be easy but he said his righteous anger is peaking!!! Really as the bible said, Law give strength to Sin!!!
He even wanted to get me to embrace the Law!!! Obedient by Grace through the Spirit is a lot easier as we yoke with Him and He provided the Grace for us to walk it out. Nothing by our own effort!!! If man can, Jesus didn't need to waste His trip down to earth to save man.
It is precisely man could not that God the Father had to send His Son, Jesus Christ down to earth to be our Saviour! He had to wear this earthly body and walk the perfect righteous life for us and then went to the Cross to die our death, he even bother about our curses and generation curse that He went to the tree as man who hang on the tree are cursed.
He did that to set us free of all form of curses!!! Glory Glory!!! His Body was so minced up that it didn't resemble any human form. Our sins and our lawlessness and all the fear, stress and condemnation are so ugly that Lord's Body had to be so minced to take all our filthiness.
But as He, Jesus the Lord, is greater than sin, after the holy indignation Fire Judgment by God the Father, the veil that shield man's eye of heart and from the Tabernacle, the Holy of Holy were tore so that now man could come to God closely through the blood of Jesus that washes each of us Whiter than snow. He proclaimed 'It is Finished!' before He dismissed His Spirit with everything done!!!
Now, we walk by His Grace and our life He leads to walk out the Holiness with ease. It's all about Him and His Saving Grace. He gave us a glimpse of Him in the book of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John.
His Perfect Work at the Cross is so beautiful that there is no way we could thank Him enough for all that He had done for us. Yet, this lost sheep said there is nothing beauty about Him to talk about!!! That was how lost he is!!!
I know God's Heart, He don't easily give up a sheep. Even about leading WK to come closer to be use, Lord used 5 years to convince her before giving up and said she is not usable. I don't know how many saints has Lord sent to talk to him. But usually, Lord sent me as the last resort. Since thru me he still could not bow down to his pride in his works, Lord said his heart is hard!!! And told me to stop.
Lord let me pen this out to free my heart of keeping all that about him. I know if all ways to lead him fail, when he goes heaven after his life here expires, he will know the Truth by then, so I will let him go and let him slowly find his way out of the wilderness.
Lord, thank You for all the Grace given to me to talk to him. I appreciates that. Glory Glory to all that You have done in me and through me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Zechariah 6:15
'And those who are far off will come and build in the Palace of the LORD and you will know that the LORD of Hosts has sent Me to you. And this will be, if you diligently Obey the Voice of the LORD your God.
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