Saturday, June 28, 2008

The Life of Christ flowing in Me

It is a nice feeling to have Lord flowing in me. This morning, during my morning worship cum praying in the spirit session, Lord gives me a wonderful, loving feeling that I wish my love making session with my hubby could be the same too. Hehe…

Lord has been a wonderful God to me. Even when I did not wish nor think about cushion, Lord gave sis, Su, idea to bless Jc one cute pink one and bless my hubby 2 cute red one. Both Jc and hubby like the cushions. Praise the Lord!

Lately, listening to sermon seemed to be not enough to fill my inner man. No matter which sermons I listened, the direction all point to do God Word. Yes, I have promised Lord that I will meditate the book of Psalms. As you know, picking up the bible and opening it can be warfare in itself. I have been putting this off for quite some time. Lord has been waiting very patiently for me to do it.

Meanwhile, my thoughts gave me so much thoughts about the future that almost going to cause me to get crazy. Lord gave words to Su to warn me and after that, I passed all my cares about the future to Lord. Praise the Lord, I could flow in His Peace again.

After feeling empty for a day or 2, finally I picked up the bible and meditated on Psalm 34. It is a good Psalm, what Lord revealed to me is even better. :D Praise the Lord! With this meditation, Lord is happy, so is me. :D It’s good to flow with the Lord again.

Tomorrow will be going to church to hear His Words. Wonder what Lord will reveal to me tomorrow. I am eagerly waiting to go to church tomorrow to hear Him, the Almighty One.

Daddy God, thank You for leading me to recall on the feeling of when I was just married. That feeling was sweet and is still sweet to feel it back. Thank You! I love You much because I know You Greatly loved me! Amen!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

The Anointing of the Holy One

Hubby has been sick since 2 Friday ago. With 3 days of high fever and 1 day of weakness but till today, he had yet to recover. For me, I was down since that day I get away from Lord. I was blocked and distracted that Lord seemed remotely far away from me. But Lord has been faithfully all the way.

On the 2nd day of high fever, I decided to do pizza for dinner. While forming the dough into individual pieces, my head suddenly became so blurred and giddy, with nausea feeling. I called out to Daddy God to help me. After some struggle, finally formed 3 pieces of dough ball and I went to bed to take a nap. Praise the Lord, Daddy God removed my high fever that night, I was perspiring so much that my shirt had became wet and the fever was gone.

Saturday, my body was still weak, but it’s the day to visit my mum. I was running a little temperature and coughing. Even with sis helped to lay hand on me, I didn’t feel any better. I continued to sink myself in anointed worship song. While still listening, I get Lord to anoint my bottle of grape drink. At each cough or unwell, I would drink it and proclaimed that by Jesus Stripes, I am healed. Before the bottle of water was finished, Lord healed my cough and fever. Praise the Lord.

However, this morning I woke up with lots of phlegm again, I believed that Lord will throw out all my phlegm and He really did. I had 2 cough and all the yellow phlegm was out.

The amazing thing is even though I am sick, I managed to clear 2 cycle of laundry yesterday and this morning. All thanks to the strength given by Lord, I guess.

Jc was having high fever since last night. Before leaving for 3rd church service, I cooked some porridge for her. Poor her have not been eating proper lunch when mummy was sick.

By the time I was to go off, it was already 2:05pm. I pray to Daddy to send a cab to fetch me. There was one that came immediately, but someone else was there waiting. Praise the Lord, He send a 2nd one to me, driven by a Christian driver. By the time I board the cab, it was already 2:15pm, service starting at 2:30pm. Usually my journey there took 30mins the quickest. Guess miracle happens during the journey. I reached church around 2:35pm, praise the Lord!

When I reached my seat, I had another spell of fainting giddiness again. Immediately, I prayed to Lord that I died to Him at the cross and told Lord Jesus to manifest Himself fully in me. Lord immediately strengthened me up. I was able to worship Him. Lord came on strongly on me twice and I am well again.

Now at 8:05pm, I am almost well, just left a tiny bit of cough. Glory to the Lord for His Greatness and His Care for me. Without Him, I don’t know how I am going to handle this sickness. Praise the Lord!

Today is the day church tells us to bring olive oil to be anointed for any purpose usage. As Lord in me had already anointed my bottle of olive oil for healing purpose, Lord gave me an idea to anoint my water bottle instead.

I was feeling embarrassed since the rest holding up their bottles of olive oil. However, Lord did not feel so, He lifted my hands up high and came on strongly to anoint my bottle of water, praise the Lord!

Daddy God, thank You very much for bringing me close to you and make me feel comfortable with myself. Praise You for loving me so much!!! In Jesus Name, I thank You! Amen!