Ex girlfriend happily wait for the arrival of February, and now waiting for 12 more days. While ex has been telling Jc how he is going to redesign this house and where each of them will sleep. And from his unfriendly voice, I guess I am facing the legal threat from him this time.
After by force, by spirit and by Jc all could not get me out, now he is using the law to knock me on the head. He is keeping secret till that fateful day!!! How am I supposed to do??? I checked the web about such notice, can be asked to leave within a certain days or immediately, or even with my things confiscated. How am I going to deal with such?
Actually I thought Lord's blessing of houses will come in time for me to shift as ex promised till end of year. But he is trying to force me out to cut his cost of his rental flat!!! Where should I go??? I do not want to go to mum place because no air con and no internet connection. Worst is Jc do not want to go there to be with me even the weekends!!!
She said the weekends for Rosy's kids. She likes to play with them. She is confident that her daddy will give her my share of this property and she is glad with his plan. Her daddy told her she will stay here and continue to go to school from here!!! Obviously he has everything in plan!!! How should I go from here? Should I shift my things out before they could get it or should I find some legal help?
Abba Father said it's not time for Jesus to manifest yet. Where should I go during this interim? I guess I must come out with an answer for myself with this week. Hiaz....Jesus coming and yet this devil come strongly on me!!!
Help Abba, Help!!!
Friday, February 1, 2013
A New Look at Man
Lately, Lord had been teaching me another lesson to look at men. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I used to have this opinion that Chinese men are mcp, chauvinistic, and they only like slim girls. Somehow, I do not like men who go for physical appearance and do not care about inner beauty. In my growing years, I only like good brain and the rest I didn't bother.
Even my ex-boyfriend, confirmed my opinion that somehow I did not have good opinion on Chinese men. I love big bright eyes, looking into the soul of man. As such, my taste used to be for white Indians or the white men because of their eyes and their shape nose.
Somehow, my 20s was pretty emptied in relationship area that I thought I would be single for life. As I like to travel, I decided to know more friends internationally, mainly USA and Europe, so that when I travelled there alone, I would have some friend to meet. That's my purpose!
Well, played by fate, I got to know ex and we became good email pal. He wrote the same thoughts as I was writing that I thought he was the one for me. Yes, we did click in many areas but just the level of liking the certain areas the intensity, are different. This is one reason I marry him for I felt that no other man matches me like him.
He was like an old friend even though we just knew 6 months. We only met a few occasions of he flew here for holiday, and I flew to him and he came down for business a couple of times. We were engaged and he gathered the money needed for marriage and in 1.5 years after knowing him. We were married.
Life was good till Jc was born and this was where arguments on things happened. As everything at home was thrown to me while he worked, our lives drifted apart that even in marriage, after 5-7years, we were like strangers. It's also partly because Jc was a difficult child that needed lots of attention that I had no time for him.
Now that everything ended. I actually thought where else could I find another man that matches me as close as ex. But even that, he was my wrong choice!!!
Lord opened my eyes on a certain confident ang mohs on the road and told me that such man, even though look good, anyway, appearance mean nothing to me, inner beauty more important, was not a good choice as the confidence would cause a problem when things needs discussion, needs give and take.
He showed me that if I have a gentle soul man, things could easily work out and I would not have a problem in life, fewer sparks and thus a smoother life.
From this teaching, and looking at the one who seek me in his brave attempt, I then realise the beauty of his soul! Now I realise that he could be the one under my radar! Anyway, relationship cannot be force and let see how things turn. If it is to be, it shall be. I let time be the answer to it. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I used to have this opinion that Chinese men are mcp, chauvinistic, and they only like slim girls. Somehow, I do not like men who go for physical appearance and do not care about inner beauty. In my growing years, I only like good brain and the rest I didn't bother.
Even my ex-boyfriend, confirmed my opinion that somehow I did not have good opinion on Chinese men. I love big bright eyes, looking into the soul of man. As such, my taste used to be for white Indians or the white men because of their eyes and their shape nose.
Somehow, my 20s was pretty emptied in relationship area that I thought I would be single for life. As I like to travel, I decided to know more friends internationally, mainly USA and Europe, so that when I travelled there alone, I would have some friend to meet. That's my purpose!
Well, played by fate, I got to know ex and we became good email pal. He wrote the same thoughts as I was writing that I thought he was the one for me. Yes, we did click in many areas but just the level of liking the certain areas the intensity, are different. This is one reason I marry him for I felt that no other man matches me like him.
He was like an old friend even though we just knew 6 months. We only met a few occasions of he flew here for holiday, and I flew to him and he came down for business a couple of times. We were engaged and he gathered the money needed for marriage and in 1.5 years after knowing him. We were married.
Life was good till Jc was born and this was where arguments on things happened. As everything at home was thrown to me while he worked, our lives drifted apart that even in marriage, after 5-7years, we were like strangers. It's also partly because Jc was a difficult child that needed lots of attention that I had no time for him.
Now that everything ended. I actually thought where else could I find another man that matches me as close as ex. But even that, he was my wrong choice!!!
Lord opened my eyes on a certain confident ang mohs on the road and told me that such man, even though look good, anyway, appearance mean nothing to me, inner beauty more important, was not a good choice as the confidence would cause a problem when things needs discussion, needs give and take.
He showed me that if I have a gentle soul man, things could easily work out and I would not have a problem in life, fewer sparks and thus a smoother life.
From this teaching, and looking at the one who seek me in his brave attempt, I then realise the beauty of his soul! Now I realise that he could be the one under my radar! Anyway, relationship cannot be force and let see how things turn. If it is to be, it shall be. I let time be the answer to it. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
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