My Abba is really a very caring father. He cared so much for me and seeing me being cheated by my ex, P, He leads P to divorce me so that I could move out of this loveless marriage and this great cheat. This cheat is such a good concealer that living 10 years with him, I did not know the real him. He could say things to cover himself well. I, the ignorance one, let him fooled around out there with no knowledge of them all.
Abba let him went through 9 months of pure hell and heartache for me. The divorce came and gone. We are through and through. Generally, I thought him is still a nice guy since he let me stay this apartment and give me the allowance. Little did I think behind me, he is making plan to let me let go of that allowance.
He believes that Lord blessing me another man. For 5 months he waited, but when he saw no movement, he finally take things into his own hand. He borrowed my needle and thread. I found my birth certificate missing. SF and his brother got hold of my birth date time.
Month end came, starting of new month, time to give me the allowance. When I was worshiping the Lord two mornings ago, I felt a needle poked into my throat. Immediately, I prayed to Lord to manifest the Lord's hand to bind the needle out that threw it back to the cursing man. Lord let me have heart knowing of needles flying to me. I prayed to Lord to direct the needle back to the one who issued it. Next I sensed the thread coming for me. I prayed to Lord to direct the thread back to the one who cursed and to tied up all this veins and organs. When I sensed peace, I continued worshiping.
Then more spirit disturbance came, when I meditated, Lord told me to sms P that 'if he not willing to give the allowance, he could change the divorce agreement next month and I will sign it. Need not use spirits to disturb me'. He replied 'Huh', which is not his normal way of talk if he is not the one doing it. I would get a scolding instead, when he replied that way, I know he is guilty. He then go 'Okkaaayy' as if he don't know what to do. This is not his way as he is a very confident and strong guy.
I told him he 'win little but lost much', he said no big deal. But the moment I mentioned 2 years of his annual salary, the amount Lord originally get me to bless him, he got curious and attentive. I got sick of this man. One who used spirit to harm my life, just because he don't want to pay me the maintenance but want a 'natural death' of me so that he need not give anymore. I am so sick of this jerk!!!!
Abba finally leads me to see clearly of him. This is what Lord revealed to me after that:
Lord:
'My love, the Glory and Honor of Jesus reigns in you! Glory Glory! Surely you see fully who P is. Glory Glory! Abba has waited for this moment of truth for a long time. This 4 years, I slowly lead you and guide you. It pained My Heart to see you being cheated all time by this jerk and you don't know. I give him heart to divorce you to bring yo out of it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! My love, My Glory and Honor stays with you. Finally, you walk out of him fully. Abba is very pleased! Hallelujah! In future, you will be greatly be pay back for enjoyment. Glory Glory! I have redeemed you and you shall walk in it. Glory Glory!'
You see, where on earth could I find such a good Daddy that looks into my life and cares so much for me. Christians told me in Christ no divorce, but this is what Lord do to free me from this jerk. Many times in church He said if the guy keep cheating on you, leave him in the name of Jesus! I did not know Lord was talking to me. Now that I have gone through the divorce, no such message from Pastor Prince anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba father, thank You for loving this blur daughter. I am so ignorance of all the sins committed by P but You lead me to dig at his old receipts to see proofs of all that. I have been receiving spirit disturbance and each time you bind them out and throw down to the lake of fire. I didn't know that is from P. It was when nothing seem to affect me that this time, he took my needle and thread box to do that kill. Abba father, thank You that You are my defender. Glory to You! Amen Amen!
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Thursday, July 1, 2010
The Work of His Grace
In this Christian walk, when a child of God received Grace, they feel they are empowered to do something for God. This is what Lord said to Joshua when he took over from Moses to lead the Israelite:
Joshua 1:7 'Be strong and courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go.'
Joshua 1:8 'Do not let this Book of Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.'
But, you may think that you are now under Grace and not under Law! John 6:28 'Then they asked him, “What must we do to do the works God requires?”' John 6:29 'Jesus answered, “The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent.”'
You may think that the only thing to do is believe. But Jesus continued to say John 6:32-33 '...it is my Father who gives you the true bread from heaven. For the bread of God is he who comes down from heaven and gives life to the world.'
John 6:48 'I am the bread of life.'
John 6:49 'Your forefathers ate the manna in the desert, yet they died.'
John 6:50 'But here is the bread that comes down from heaven, which a man may eat and not die.'
John 6:51 'I am the living bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this bread, he will live forever. This bread is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world.'
You see! You are to eat Jesus, the bread of life. One aspect of this is the Holy Communion. The other aspect of Jesus, the bread of life, is John 1:1 'In the beginning was the word, and the word was with God, and the Word was God.', you must meditate it. It is when you munch on Jesus, the word of Life that eternal life is given to you. John 6:63 'The Spirit gives life; the flesh counts for nothing (we the fresh is nothing). The word I have spoken to you are spirit and they are life.'
It is this feeding of the word of Christ and our spirit man get stronger and stronger. This means that we become like Jesus more and more. It's is not by us doing anything but munching on the word of Christ.
Has God change? In New Creation Church, you sing 'yesterday, today, forever You're the same' Jesus is the same in the past and in the present. Long time ago He asked Joshua to meditate on His words, so that he will be prosperous and successful.
Now that Jesus revealed Himself as the bread of life and the Word of God, of course, it's still the same, to get more of His life and His prosperity and success, it is still munching His words day and night. The only different is, Joshua meditate only on the book of Law, Lord leads me on the New Testament and book of Proverbs and book of Psalms so far.
It is through this listening to what Pastor Prince revealed about Jesus from his sermon 2002 till now that I see the loveliness of Jesus and the greatness of His works. It's when I realised how BIG God is, that I realised how small I have become. It was the revelation of All His Goodness, that I realised I do not want any part of my old self but the fullness of Jesus. It is when I am nothing that God becomes everything in my life. It is with the fullness of Jesus in my life that Lord can come out of me fully to do His miracles, signs and wonders.
Yes, when God empower us in revelation of His Grace, it's not for us to do nothing. He gives us the feeling to do something, that something is to listen and munch on His words. It's when you do this while trusting in His Goodness and His Grace, that empower you to walk in His Divine Health and Divine Wholeness and His resurrection power will be able to operate freely in you! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Joshua 1:7 'Be strong and courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go.'
Joshua 1:8 'Do not let this Book of Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.'
But, you may think that you are now under Grace and not under Law! John 6:28 'Then they asked him, “What must we do to do the works God requires?”' John 6:29 'Jesus answered, “The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent.”'
You may think that the only thing to do is believe. But Jesus continued to say John 6:32-33 '...it is my Father who gives you the true bread from heaven. For the bread of God is he who comes down from heaven and gives life to the world.'
John 6:48 'I am the bread of life.'
John 6:49 'Your forefathers ate the manna in the desert, yet they died.'
John 6:50 'But here is the bread that comes down from heaven, which a man may eat and not die.'
John 6:51 'I am the living bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this bread, he will live forever. This bread is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world.'
You see! You are to eat Jesus, the bread of life. One aspect of this is the Holy Communion. The other aspect of Jesus, the bread of life, is John 1:1 'In the beginning was the word, and the word was with God, and the Word was God.', you must meditate it. It is when you munch on Jesus, the word of Life that eternal life is given to you. John 6:63 'The Spirit gives life; the flesh counts for nothing (we the fresh is nothing). The word I have spoken to you are spirit and they are life.'
It is this feeding of the word of Christ and our spirit man get stronger and stronger. This means that we become like Jesus more and more. It's is not by us doing anything but munching on the word of Christ.
Has God change? In New Creation Church, you sing 'yesterday, today, forever You're the same' Jesus is the same in the past and in the present. Long time ago He asked Joshua to meditate on His words, so that he will be prosperous and successful.
Now that Jesus revealed Himself as the bread of life and the Word of God, of course, it's still the same, to get more of His life and His prosperity and success, it is still munching His words day and night. The only different is, Joshua meditate only on the book of Law, Lord leads me on the New Testament and book of Proverbs and book of Psalms so far.
It is through this listening to what Pastor Prince revealed about Jesus from his sermon 2002 till now that I see the loveliness of Jesus and the greatness of His works. It's when I realised how BIG God is, that I realised how small I have become. It was the revelation of All His Goodness, that I realised I do not want any part of my old self but the fullness of Jesus. It is when I am nothing that God becomes everything in my life. It is with the fullness of Jesus in my life that Lord can come out of me fully to do His miracles, signs and wonders.
Yes, when God empower us in revelation of His Grace, it's not for us to do nothing. He gives us the feeling to do something, that something is to listen and munch on His words. It's when you do this while trusting in His Goodness and His Grace, that empower you to walk in His Divine Health and Divine Wholeness and His resurrection power will be able to operate freely in you! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
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