Is Money that Important?

After stirring me up and hopefully I could let them have me did not work,

And the 3 billions also didn't work,

They are trying to see what works in me!!!

Main issue is they know what is coming and they see me as the critical woman that will change the overall plan of theirs!!!

To them, not accepting the 3 billion is pride, is greedy.

But when they check with me, I told them is about selling my soul to the devil and also, if I agree to accept, the blood of those they brought down will be on my hand. As such, this cursed money to redeem them I cannot receive!!! I am not JESUS whom can redeem them.

Only Finished Work of JESUS Christ could!!!

Now they know my reason, they know it's not about money, as no matter how much it is, I won't be able to take it!!!! I do not have the ability of God to redeem them!!!

They are so afraid of my no choice when I have to help the future husband to solve a very tricky problem!!!

They are trying to see how will I not be helping my future husband against them!!!

The 3 billion is still dangling if only I could change my believe but I know the Truth too much to ignore and harm myself!!!

Now they are thinking to use truthfulness to touch my heart so that I will be emotionally affected to be disable to come against them. How to turn against a friend who is truthful to me.

But, the fact is how to be truthful to me!!! A heart must be pure to do it!!! Any darkness hidden will not be able!!!

But with the motive who is by itself not a good idea to carry out! Would lead to internal disruption, how can they be truthful, I wonder!!!

They know Seng so pure in loving me and me so pure in pleasing him, the perfection that comes out of it is what they could not handle and that's what they trying to prevent both of us from working together!!!

They know the method Lord told me is effective to extract an answer from them and they drag that day!!!!

It's all about how much I know a man, more than the man know himself!!!

Lord gives me such wisdom to satisfy my spouse-to-be and yet, be a effective way against those that need that little pain to confess their sins!!!

Lord's effective method for His Creation!!!! The tip of mountain in its barrened on melted wax!!!!

Glory Glory!!!

Amen Amen!!!

(PS: 2 witches keep emphasizing one of them love me due to his lust over my bathing spiritually. And the other one keep telling about when the one who said he love me and want to marry me, will be in judgment and seeing me in the arm of Seng.

The bitterness and the humiliation that he had to go through while being trial for the mastermind!!! A confession that is needed!!!

They tried to get me to pity over him!!!

Minister

Minister Dearest,

You are Lord beloved son!!! At the cross He had carried your sin, why not you rest in His Peace and try not to fight your way out!!!

What He could not bless that you must strife so much yourself???

As Lord ever told King David, if you think what I bless you are not enough, come to Me and I could bless you more!!! Why go sin??? Am I not Big Enough for you???

What done cannot undone, but JESUS at the Cross knew what you would go through and had been judged for you and He said it is Finished!!!!

Stop trying to fight your way out, put the Trust in Me!!!

There is Nothing an Almighty God could not do, just do not pick up trouble nor be afraid!!!

The sky is not going to fall yet!!! Be brave and bold in the Lord!!! I will lead you through!!

What My Son Done at the Cross is enough for you, Don't Worry!!! You of little faith!!!

Look to JESUS at the Cross and you will be Delivered!!!!

Glory Glory!!!!

Shalom,
Your Heavenly Daddy
Love you with the Finished Work of JESUS!!!
Amen Amen!!!

The Devil Proposal

These few nights the witch has been talking to me to see how they could impersonate Seng to fool me away.

Beside this, this witch by his own power, could come to my home and see me shower without my knowledge.

It's recently in the talk, he said how sensual I am in my shower that I realised he is watching!!! He even said he looked forward to that part of the day and cum big time!!!

Recently, he started his indecent proposal!!!

First night, proposed that I let him up to lick me up!!!

Last night, after hearing what Lord revealed Seng would want me to do, he requested I give him a BJ.

This morning, he proposed that he give me $10,000 to have sex and to see me bathing!!! He said I looked like Xi Shi in my Bath!!!

He said alternatively, $5,000 for just watching in the bathroom bathing!!!

When I rejected, he raise his price. He said $100,000 for sex and see me bathing!!!

When I rejected, he raise it to $10mil!!!!
(PS: Witch said minister said if I don't take the $10mil, $20mil is okay too! Witch said the offer is real but Lord said it's a test!!! He said he want the money but not for him. He wondered why I am not touched!!!)
(PS 2: now the offer at $50mil)
(PS3: haha, now offer at $100mil, witch asking me to accept!!!)
(PS4: offer at 200mil, wow, better than stock market!!!)
(PS5: now offer at 500mil!!!)
(PS6: Offer now at 1 billion, witch super excited!!! Haha)
(PS7: offer at 1bil 500mil!!! Witch pleading for me to accept it!!! He said long time ago, he only get from my grandpa 6 mil only, now pay with 1.5bil is already a lot!!! He ask me to accept!!!)
(PS8: last offer 2 billion, take it or leave it!!! The one offering said!!! 2hrs to consider!!!)
(PS9: even thought 2 bil is a lot of money, but to sell my soul to the devil and to have my hand stain with those blood of men that fall, to walk away from God and to dance with the devil is not my principal! As such, I decided to reject it!!! Glory Glory!!!)
(PS10: now the one negotiating for the minister is angry!!! He said how much my life cost??? To reject this 2bil!!! The witch said I didn't have the money to buy a house yet I am doing this to myself!!!)
(PS11: Hiaz, now they said my life will end on Sunday; either chained accident if I take cab or find someone to kill me if I take MRT!!!! Why can't they leave me aside??? They said Seng better come for her else plan for her to die is planned!!!)
(PS12: 20 min before time up and the offer is 3 billions!!! Rejected!!!)

Then the real intention is out!!! He said this minister, need my help to shut up!!! $10mil is the price!!!

I asked if he is still continuing to do bad, he said yes, and even said devil need them to kill people for the soul as the price for their power!!!

Btw, I told the witch CPIB has handled the case and no need me. Witch commented they only could trace the money flow but not the intention!!! That's why he wanted me to co-operate with them.

I told them it's a burden I cannot afford to carry!!!

He even want me to be his friend!!!

I thank God 8 years ago, Lord trained me to look at money that He is blessing me till an amount that is too big for me to understand, so all these money offered mean nothing to me, I have no feeling for them.

I told him, if I accept his proposal for sex and to view me bathing, which I believe would lead to a rape as he alreading cum so much from using his spirit to check on me!!!

He said this sexual scene make his whole day here worthwhile!!!

I pray to Lord this morning to erase from his vision, his mind, his heart, his emotion and feeling of me from him!!!

He was talking to this person he reported to and this person get so excited and asked him how could he see me spiritually!!!

The witch shared that it's his spiritual power that this man cannot see. Then this man asked if he could place a camera in my toilet as he was so tempted and he wanted to see me too!!!

The witch told him that Lord would let me know and it is impossible!!!

They are envying Seng for able to have me and have all the luxury to enjoy me!!!

They say I just have a ok face but action wise is so sensual, esp in the bathroom!!!

The witch even tempted to go Seng's home to see we both make love eventually!!!

He said to see a woman climax would be very sensual!!! They yet to see one!!!

But Lord told him that He would block and he will not be able to see!!!

I told him to go watch pornography but he said those are false but mine is real!!! I feel so violated and pray to Lord to block his viewing of me!!! He could even described to me my action!!!! Urgh!!!!

I never feel so violated in my own home!!! Didn't expect I closed the main door and put curtain on my window, they would use spiritual means to look at me!!!

He said previously I was fat, he could not see the sexiness but now I slim down, he enjoyed it so much that he showed me a vision of a dick and the balls and then offered me the price!!!

He said Su, with $3k, $5k, they could buy her to spy me but with $10millions, my heart is still not touch!!!

I asked him how much is JESUS blessing PM Lee HL eventually? He told me the amount I told him when he pretended as Seng to speak to me sometimes back!!!

So I question him, if I could bless that amount to PM eventually, what is this $10 million.

Also, I could not carry the sin of the devil!!! I would be fallen from Grace and cannot do Lord's work if I accepted the devil's proposal!!! I won't have a hole to hide and my future will be fully gone if I accept the deal!!!

Especially, he has no intention to stop his killings!!! According to the witch!!!

This witch did not involve in Mr & Mrs Lee, but my dad & mum and he asked me to forgive him already!!! 

Amos Yee

I am comforted when I check his Facebook and YouTube.

This boy that caught the public eyes is finally responding with Kindness given to him after the 4 days in holding due to no one bail him!!! Now he realise the sky is not just about him only. Glory Glory!!!

Lord said he now know those who help him is the very person he condemned. This boy has hope!!! With proper guidance, he will be normal again!!! Glory Glory!!!

I heard polytechnic has course that might interest him and his interest. If he could be given a chance and he would realise the goodness of continue study might be good for him and for the society!!!

I am happy that this desperated boy that looking for acceptance and looking for love is finding them from the very unlikely people and place!!!

This small brush with the Law and a taste of lost of freedom is good for him!!! It will last in him and guide him!!! Glory Glory!!!

I am glad that he could be turn around.

Thank You, Government!!! For helping a poor soul that lost his way!!!

You done a good deed for a teenager who is blinded to see clearly!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! 

My House Issue

Yesterday, checked the HDB renting and realised I didn't meet any criteria just because I am alone!!!

Asked a careleader wife, who is a property agent, she showed me the 2 room HDB resale asking from 280k-350k, almost same as my mum 3 room apartment, which cost around 300k currently.

Su sent a message that her spouse told me to rent a room somewhere and after mum estate is split, I should have the money to buy a 2 room apartment!!!

Why would I spend that much for a 2 room that cost around my mum's apartment but a lot smaller???

But even with what I could receive from mum, I still not enough and had to take a loan!!!

After looking around, I still do not have a clear path how should I go ahead!!! Headache!!!

If brother would allow me to take over this apartment then problem settle.

I am afraid if I wait till my blessing, will this apartment able to be sold?

And also hopefully the blessing is really as so, otherwise, it's some more wait but I am force to cannot wait upon the Lord anymore!!!

Long time ago, the one whom took over John G Lake, said that he told Lord if He still not calling him to service, he will go look for a job and Lord called him!!!

When I read what he said, I told myself I will wait till Lord Time is up. But seem like it's another cannot wait situation!!!!

But so far, the various checking, don't have a clear break through!!!

I am still pondering!!!

Lord, Abba, with birthday coming and a year older in age, I pray that You give me the wisdom and understanding. How can I continue to wait upon you and yet have a roof over my head.

Lord, give me lots of wisdom and understanding to find a way out!!! I pray in the Name of Jesus!!! Amen Amen!

My daughter

Lord through meditation told me someone is coming and I thought cook something for them. But it was just a meditation.

In the end, this food was shared with my daughter.

It had been a long time since I spent a few hours with her. But asking her to come over was useless as she was tired after school. As ex was on a dinner date and she was home alone, I decided to go over to her.

My girl is tall!! Now her eye is at my brow level!!! She is friendly and she ate the dinner but like most teens, time is with friends.

However, she did talk to me in the midst of talking to her friend!!!

In the end she gave me a hug!!! Without any request, she gave me the hug!!!

I feel our relationship is restored!!! She did not have anymore bad feeling for me!!! Glory Glory!!!

She is ok in handling her own life. I pray to Lord to lead her, I only give her some advice.

No matter how she grow up, as long as she still love her daddy and mummy, I am happy!!!

I watched Amos video and he condemned his parents for not wanting him to quit school and I am appalled!!! He disregard their provision for his living and feeding. He said this is not love!!!

His rejection by peers in school in all those years has form weird logic in him. But as he is strong by natural, he reasoned it out to protect himself and assumed the rest is wrong!!!

It's a self protection mechanism but as he need not deal with people, his thoughts become self centred. Being the only child work to his disadvantage!!!

Kids under prosecution reacted in two ways, either withdraw to their corner or rebel. Amos rebels against his social circle and he thought that's the world!!!

That's why he didn't care much about 'his world'. And results in those talks that hurt his parents and anyone around him. The very thing he told others not to do, in his self righteousness, he is doing it!!!

He need love of God to make him whole again. Most time when people talks, it's about condemnation, but what he needs is love! Only love can calm him to be a steady youth!!!

That's why I always tell my daughter, I love her because she is my daughter, not because she has done something good or bad!!! And it free her to be good as law was not given and sin loose it power on her!!!

Bible says Law is the Strength behind sin!!!

The very thing that was told not to do, this law provides the strength for the curiosity to do it, the strength to rebel against it!!!

This is how nature works!!! 

Confession

Why I want to loosely link to you?

Even I have yet to know you, but the witches keep accusing me of looking for your money that I rather stand aside to let you come to me instead of saying I like you too!!!

In my dream, you ever walked towards me and I am happy. Last night, when another face was shown to me, I don't have any interest but your face was shown next and I do like you!!!

As I don't want to be called a gold digger or go for you because of your whatever status, I don't see all these as important!!!

As life with ex, I had no monetary lack, so money is not a problem for me in looking for a partner. But finding someone who loves me is very important as the last one lacks of it!!!

So, beside you look pleasing to me, I want your love. Why I want to turn away is because after waiting and waiting, you are still not coming forward. Just helping or blocking me in the behind scene!!!

Even though I look forward to the day that I have you to be with me, I know I cannot force you if you don't want.

I do like you!!!

In fact, I was so please to find someone that have similar traits as me the first time I saw you!!!

At this point, I cannot say I love you as loving is about giving and I have not given you anything.

I look forward to see you and have you with me!!!

I really do!!!

May the Lord God Almighty bless me favour in your eyes!!! I pray in the Name of Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!

PS:
Seng, please help me thank your sis for changing her FB pic to a fun, loving lady to calm my heart!!! I almost thought I have gone to the wrong FB account!!! Thank you very very much!!! I appreciated and smiling, sweet of her!!!

Longevity

My sharing of Love, you caughty hold and you see people's heart changing and shaking!!!

I hope you continue loving Singapore and loving her people long after that big day!!!

For this is the last hope of trust if they are going to trust you!!!

If after they open their hearts to trust you again but after the big day you cut them in their pain, it would be very hard for you to turn them once more!!!

Especially they don't have Christ that commanded Christian to love thy enemy!!!!

Long ago, when CHC saga started and they were out protecting their leaders and coming against the media, I did shot an email to them about JESUS commandment and what image they are projecting to the world about JESUS!!!

It got them to calm down to love thy enemy!!!

But I can't ask the world to calm down and love thy enemy as they don't have Christ with them and are unable to restrain without the mercy of God!!!

Just like parents, whatever we did our children observe and cried unfair!!! If we did not treat them with equal attention!!!

Same, government and her people!!! The people look for fairness of treatment too!!!

Why JESUS is popular with the poor and unwanted??? He keeps giving Love; teaching, preaching and healing!!!

He never bleed his people but He bleed for them!!!

When He willingly bleed for them, whatever needed the people responded!!!

Why people willingly stood in the rain and sun and even thoughout the night to just pay respect to Mr Lee KY???

They looked to his years of lifting up of people's lives and they are grateful and compared the small part they did for him as nothing!!!

If you want loyalty from all, you have to be willing to love them to their wholeness of soul!!! Remove the unfairness and walk in Love forever!!!

Just like the remote love I got to know, I look towards it and due to no action my emotion is returning to nothingness, but knowing that he is there, even though I want to abort and turn away, there is still a lingering thought if I should wait and see!!!

You want to let people hoping and seeing it is getting better, not after they give you the trust you aim to bleed them even more!!!

It depends where your Heart is!

Just like yesterday afternoon, looking at a lady carrying the shopping bags while the husband hand free, and not even need to tend to their girl, it reminded me of my pain in the previous marriage!!!

So much so that I pray to Lord to fill my lacks up with His Love if He wants to move me on.

As the effort I put in the last marriage caused so much pain, I look to the future don't know how should I handle it now!!!

Lord just let me recall what Su told me long ago. She said with Love, service onto man is easy as it comes naturally!!!

I do have to wait and see!!! If this fill up will lead to happily providing all over again to him whom love me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

What I know about man?

The bible says wife, submit to your husband as you submit to Lord Jesus!!! Onto Lord shall you serve him!!!

What does the bible mean?

Basically, very easy!!! Man, his need for a woman is as ancient as history!!!

As a wife, our job is when his need arises, submit to him and be of service onto him.

Man is to love the body of wife as much as he loves his own.

Wife is to give in to his request without question but just submit as one would submit to the Lord!!!

Why this is difficult for man to access his wife nowadays? Tired, no mood or plain lazy!!!

Also, the usual complain is man did not work the body up and wife is not well conditioned and man go for his entry and cause pain that make the wife not willing to go through the pain!!!

So pleasure a woman is as important as service onto a man.

It is when both is happy that subsequent request will be entertained!!!

But for me previously, even pain was around, for his sake, I won't reject!!!

Not because it's a command onto Lord, But I know he need it and a release is better than they endure the discomfort!!!

Just doing a wifey duty is what I believe.

From understanding his need and service onto him.

Easy? ;P

Politics

Now I have a better understanding after reading a bit of Roy Facebook and another person Facebook and whom they linked and share.

Lord lead me to have a better understanding!!!

Basically any case that linked to the Lee or aka PAP, while those on the same side speak of factual true of that instance, those on the previously suppressed side uses emotion and rise the person as a hero and able to rise up to speak against the 'ills' of the ruling party!!!!

They are saying they could do a better job!!! No wonder ISA was needed previous. After so many years they still hold their conviction tightly!!!!

No wonder Lord wants the Ruling Party to walk in Love!!!! Play them by their game!!! It's the time to be smart as Xun Zhi, knows the tactics of the enemy so that you walk in victory.

No wonder have to wait for the blessing to solve the money issue that they used to say the inequality will solve under them!!!! It's empty vessels making noise!!!!

This Amos case, even though he did use humiliation as humor to attract and sensitize the whole situation, it's better to use re-education, just like those use on radical Islam, to use love to touch his heart to change him!!!

It is easy to punish him for the moment of acts that purposely come against due to what he believes!!! All these ideology without the wisdom of God, very easy to buy in to what they are saying!!!!

Even the mum said that she went to police station to apologise but it didn't help. The dad also publicly apologize!!! All these redirect people eyes to look at the case as ruling vs hearts!!!
Reality vs emotional!!!

No wonder Lord uses love thy enemy, if one did something on you, help him on the same path on the next!!!!

Just like my ex, there was an issue years back where he supposed to pick Jc at the marital home. But as Jc was with Su in another location, he wanted me to pick her home so that he could pick at appointed location.

Lord led me to give Grace and offered to help bring Jc to his home!!! This break his anger and eventually he went there to pick Jc!!!

I don't know how this tactic will help to cushion the overall issue and de-sensitize it!!! Maybe use his talent to speak for certain clause that is good??!!

There is always two side to a coin!!!! Surely with wisdom, the Righteous feeling of both side will be catered and a win-win situation that shows the mercy and the wisdom of handling the issue will gain respect instead of condemnation!!!!

It's not a let go, but handle the case with love and deal with the wrong believe!!!

It's image repairing time!!! Glory Glory!!!! The Goal is how you want to project yourself in the coming election. They are trying to show you in bad image. The choice is yours!!! Look at the bigger picture!!!

PS:
Since he humiliate Christianity, and he enjoyed watching videos 3 times per day, if he could sit for hours just purely watch Pastor Prince past year sermons on God's love, especially those before 2006, think it would change him much!!!

Using Mr Lee Legacy of how best to love Amos to wholeness good citizen!!!

PS 2:
After a few read up on Amos Yee blog, he does have deep thinking into things that most people don't care about!!! And punishment seem to his cup of tea from his frustration of life as it is. He talks with insults and negativity but his blog sound with wisdom from within. Much older than his appearance!!!

This judgment on him do have to have the wisdom to let him see the understanding of what he did is wrong, not just melt down of rules as he got that so often that one more won't make a diff!!! No wonder he is so indifference!!!

PS 3:
Went to Roy FB to checkout, he is trying to sensitize the whole Amos issue against PAP mistreating youth!!! Hiaz!!! He even blocked me from commenting when I told him to calm down!!!

Judges, please show judgment with mercy and wisdom given. So that those who trying to make things bigger than what it should be fail in their mission!!! I pray in the Name of Jesus!!!

The Blessed Hope

I don't know why, it's already almost a week and yet I think of what my siblings did to me, I will cry.

Probably for divorce Lord give me hope of a new man coming in my life and secured in that hope. It holds me for so many years!!!

Lord did give me a new hope and a new door for this shifting!!! But I see nothing firm yet, I dare not hold on to the hope!!! I don't want to put any pressure on it!!! I only want to hold it lightly till I can see more certainty.

Probably this pain going to dwell for a while so that I could harden my heart in future regarding that blessed home!!! As Lord said that is only for me and my family and no one else!!!

It was a privilege given to me as I am supposed to be here for 1500 years for His Thousands Year reign!!!

As when I rise up to Heaven, it just for 7 years and Lord Jesus will come to judge the world. So I have not much time to enjoy my Heaven. So Lord knows my heart and will bless me Heaven on Earth to enjoy Heaven and at the same time do my duty for Him on Earth!!!

This is why this privilege is not for anyone else but just for my family!!!

As what Su told me long ago, about another sis will like to take advantage of what others she knew had and brought her family to enjoy!!!

Guess Lord is hardening my heart in this area that is not available to them!!!

Glory Glory!!!

The Splendor and the Majesty is so Great that the Glory would keep me and my family young for a long time to come!!! That is why this Heaven on Earth for us to charge up and remain!!!

In the air of Purity and no curse of this world!!!

I look forward to that environment!!! To the Heaven that I know!!! Glory Glory!!!

This is why Lord has to train me for so long and keep me free of self and look to Him. For in this blessed home, I have to remain in humility as it is a privilege given. Not mine but His!!! Glory Glory!!!

And He hand pick the man to share with me in His Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! 

The body like Christ but have fresh and can eat, no problem!!! But it won't age as it is the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus in its Fullness!!! 

Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Cold

My friend, WK, asked how can my siblings be so cold (无情) towards me.

I thought that's the end of things. The secured 6 additional month should buy me some peace to wait for my name be released from the previous marital home. Original final appointment is 26/62015. But ex won't be around, it likely to postpone after that!!!

But when I checked with my bochap eldest sis that lamented for the role she had to do, she warned me about bringing an agent to sell the house in June!!!

I told her to at least delay till I get my name out!!! She said what if difficult to find a buyer!!!!

My God, she didn't even think if she managed to get a buyer, where would I have to go then!!!!

I wondered where Her bochap is, suddenly she became so on despite secured 6 more months!!!

I got more serious attack on my brain and eye sight and overall mobility.

A trip to buy my dinner and withdraw some money for the new washer, I sensed the urgency of those that out to crust me. Stressed was on his face!!! And the heavy session of attack came after that!!!

I guess my siblings were threatened by them to rush this place into sale and to put me out of the house!!!

I guess, they saw the action from his side and know the criticality of the case!!!

Frankly, I am stressed too!!! I did not expect any test would come my way!!! Maybe I don't know the function of the other society!!! Anyway, by Grace and Mercy, it shall be!!! Lord, I need you Much!!!

Frankly, I am not afraid of explaining myself clearer if need be!!!

After all, the ding dong of extracting from him and then asking of me of what is it, have to be come around face to face to tally what he mean and which area I had written!!!

It's a trace out of why he loves me!!!

According to Lord, we are like twins, that's how close the likeness as He described!!!!

It had to be as ex and my unhappiness was mainly on parenting and Love, due to different culture and his growing up as a 'street kid' as his mum was busy working to support the 3 of them.

The 5 years of looking at the parents quarreling and the mum got beaten up didn't help too!!! He could remembered so clearly and told me of the broken ribs!!!

I learnt from an adult, whom went through her parents divorce at age 8, how kid learn about Love!!! In a way, being friendly to ex cushioned Jc void of knowing love!!! She is one that is pretty caring and love her pet hamster, Jasmine!!!

In the coldness that came from my siblings, I am glad a ray of light is shining from him. At least I know he cares!!! Consistent with what he had shown indirectly!!!

Even though it is remote, I am comforted a bit though I am not considering that as a helpline. I am not putting any conditions on how this will pan out!!!

If it ended good, Great!

If it didn't meet expectation, I can't do much too!!!

Anyhow, hope everything works out well as Lord told me I am getting into service 3rd quarter this year!!!

Hope it really come true!!! The wait is long enough and I do need the way out from Him and Him alone!!!!

Thank You, Abba!!!

The Level of My Faith

I am happy that Lord moves according to the level of my Faith!!!

You know my siblings only allow me to stay here depends on how much more HDB lengthens the sale date!!!

Original date given was June!!!

Lord keep telling me that I will move out through a door but after my siblings, I could not trust any mysterious, floating in the air, like have, like don't have kind of story anymore!!! I need concrete evidence!!!

So I keep praying to Lord that I do not want to trust any man any more but Him, Him alone!!!

I keep praying to Lord to extend the sale date to a year as it was supposed to be!!! Glory Glory!!!

Since sis emailed to HDB has yet to reply, and she too tired to call, I decided to make the call instead. 

Praise JESUS, favour was given and eventually the sale by date was restored to the original 1 year!!!

I am happy!!!

I am trusting His Manifestation and I will move to the house He provided and do His Work!!!

I am trusting Him for His Manifestation so that I could start my service to Him!!! All these is linked to the blessing too!!! 

I don't know how it will come but I know if He could bless Solomon, He could bless me too!!! 

It's a transfer of wealth from sinners to the righteous; just like the Children of Israel the eve of the delivance out from Egypt!!!

At this point, I am just Glad I have more time to wait upon the Lord!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!

Lord, The Comforter

I thank Lord God Almighty is my Comforter!!!

Those closed to me is questioning my time spend with the Lord, in my 9th year!!! They are wondering the fruitfulness and doubted the blessing!!! Even Su, whom used to trust the Lord much!!!

But Lord is using a lady preacher that went through 12 years of training to show me I am still not the longest in waiting upon Him!!!

As I looked at Jc and asked about her study, she said bad as usual and she just happy go lucky!!!

I am here shaking my head and wonder what could be done with her life!!!

But Lord showed me this lady preacher, just gave birth to a baby, body afflicted with affliction, no money and don't know where to go!!! Today her ministry is great and even that baby has grown up to be a mighty giant in His Kingdom!!!

Lord is showing me I need not worry for Jc!!!

Even this apartment, He is telling me no worry!!!

If Almighty God that has the earth on His Palm and His Eyes looking at Hearts of men say, No Problem', surely it is Good!!!

When siblings refused to believe about the blessing, there are those that traced me closely for the day of Blessing!!! When they refused to hear me, there are those that so keen for me to speak that they want me to share whatever testimony in Church and they used whatever way to talk to me and they even want to change my mind on my marriageable partner!!!

But the God of Love secured my heart on that one love. Even though spiritual, the other party tried to present a super bochap aka don't bother him, Lord asked me to focus on the feeling I received from from him from the 2 encounters!!! One of anxiety and another of Great Joy!!!

There are voices condemning my appearance but Lord told me he focused on personality!!!

It's amazing what they tried, to change opinion, to change my appearance and to remove my good opinion of him.

Frankly speaking, without knowing this love, I might have look else where again!!! As I am tired of being empty and I want a man!!!

But it's Lord that holding me still to wait patiently!!!

Even though ex might be interested in the renewed me, I know he could not lead me to enjoy the fullness of the Union as I know his preference. As for the other one, Lord said he will fulfill me and I am still waiting patiently for such a day to come by!!!

Basically, I am willing to move ahead based on Lord promises!!! Even though ex other area of likeness are pretty similar but Lord said the other one click till the last piece of puzzle!!! I am so keen to see for myself if he is so!!!

Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!

PS:
Amazing!!! The 双喜, a big and a small one, which I sticked on the mirror for my marriage to ex, I had tried to remove without success for the past 1 year. Today, they are finally gone!!!!!!!
I am AMAZED!!!!

PS 2:
What a co-incident!!! Today receive an email from HDB. Transfer Name out completion date set on 26/6/2015. I didn't know to be set free is a scary feeling!!!

PS 3:
Yippy!!! HDB extend the sale date to 21st December 2015!!! Hallelujah!!!

What Lord Reveal about End Time

I was reading and thinking of JESUS prayer in John 17 that Lord revealed this to me!

Lord:
'My beloved, my darling,
You have My Protection in the Fullness
And thus you will not die!!! Hallelujah!!!

Surely I will glory you just I am Glorified.

My Darling, this Thousand years,
You will live and be alive. 
Surely the Youth I AM restoring to you
Will last Forever 

And you will come back to me when
Tribulation of this World begin. 
The 7 years of Suffering!

I will lead you to Rise Up to Heaven Visually 
And that will be a Great Sign. 

Surely after you, the Rest of the Saints 
will Disappeared and be with you in Heaven
While the rest starts their Suffering. 

The Sun will Depart and the moon gone. 
It will be darkness day and night and
Water is limited. 

That is worst than Hell!!!
Surely those who left would be wishing death 
But death has departed!!!

Surely they will suffer and not die. 

After 7 years then I descend to Judge them
And burnt the Whole Earth
And create a New One for you all. 
Surely it is good!
Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!'

I received this early this morning in meditation!!!

The Love of Money

The Love of Money is not an expression of 'Oh Money, I love you!!!' But rather it affects the heart of the one owning it!!!

It's when you view what you have and how much you willing to depart with it and if you feel anything or don't feel anything!!!

Just look at my siblings, they all knows I need a place to stay!!! And their willingness is put to a test in this apartment!!!

In this apartment is their 1/5 share of the monetary value. To let me takeover this apartment they have to give up their share!!! And it depends how much they look to the money and the willingness to let go!!!

By putting a condition is as good as a no!!! Just a indirect way to part with the money. Is it that they have urgent need? No, just a nice to have amount!!! But to own the money become an issue when I am in the way!!!

Even they don't have any need to this amount, but unwilling to let me stay to wait upon the Lord, they hold money tightly in their heart!!!

This is their entitlement!!! Not what they earn!!!

Now talk about our own personal hard earned money, are you willing to give away without a feeling? 

If one is able to give away without feeling, one don't have Love of Money. It means you won't even feel good about it!!! It just about giving away without a feeling, that's all!!!

But most of us are not so. It is with Christ and He took away the Spirit of the Love of Money that one don't have the feeling!!!

Personally, Lord stretched me so much on what He is giving me to a digit so big that I could not put a name to it!!! And when such happened, whatever money that I could define become nothing in my eyes. It just no feeling at all!!!

That is why when the answer to those having their CPF money back, any plan that holds back their money, to them is a NO to access their own money, whatsoever reason given is just an excuse to drag!!! 

Those looking to their own money can see!!! Because it's about if they can have it or not!!! Very Clear!!!

And this is where unhappiness will arise and only JESUS could help!!!

Have to wait for His Time, cannot Rush!!

It's not about how many new Singaporean but about all their pockets!!!

That's why I said Love and Respect for Mr Lee KY is one thing, but money in their pockets is another thing!!!

That's why JESUS return again is critical! For me and for you!!!

I do hope He come back quickly!!! Abba, You hear me!!! 

Thank You for the Blessing of Abraham!!!

You can bless King Solomon richly, You could bless me too!!!

Wisdom of God, Thank You that Your Right Hand and Left Hand embrace me!!!

Glory Glory!!!

PS:
I seem to meet 2 groups of people in my marketing outing, as I walked in the basement, some say aloud, don't try to act smart (weird man private part in Teochew). The other want to know what I say in more detailed!!!

Obedience to God

In my obedience to God, marriage that was bad was broken, now the roof where I am housed at the mercy of the time given by HDB to sell.

But I see JESUS, before His Time to do the Will of the Father, no matter how the people wanted to kill him, He walked through them all!!!

Before last Saturday meeting, I prayed to Lord if it's His Will for me to continue live here, then used the Key of David and Open a way for me.

If not, close the door and show me the way out!!!

What I got from brother was I had to find a job now to get his agreement to the takeover. 

As for my 2 elder sisters, they changed their mind and said I must move out depending when the due date of the sale of this apartment. 

Currently we are requesting for an extension of the sale time of this apartment to be extended as half a year is too short!!! My name yet to transfer out of my ex-marital home!!!

I do hope Lord manifestation is before the sale due date, so that I could shift to the blessed home and free this home for sales!!!

I believe Lord is in Control and I should have a place to stay till His Time is up!!! 

I wonder is it this year or another year to go!!!

Whatever it is, I pray that He will help me out!!!

It's between me and Him, my siblings side are gone case!!! I don't even know what job should I do beside His Job!!! His Calling and Anointing is on me and He has not spoken any other job nor give me any impression nor thoughts for any other job!!!

It's all different person that trying to lead me elsewhere, not Lord's calling and no whatever impression from Him!!!

Only area that is opened is when Seng at telco and at Parliament House, I could sensed his feeling!!! This is amazing for me since we are not even friends!!! Just have a knowledge that there is one man loving me out there!!!

Lord's Time is a mystery, this man's love will it become a reality is a mystery too!!! Both are mystery to me!!!

But I supposed to wait upon the Lord, the rest is up to him!!!

As since from ex, I realise if a man don't love, there is no way to change his mind. So same, if a man really love, no one could change his mind too!!!

If he decided to come and meet me so that a relationship could be develop, good. But he don't come, there is nothing I could do too!!! So this is leave to the will of God and will of man!!!

At the meantime, I will just rest in Him who knows All Things to make sure things work out perfectly for His Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Thank You, Abba Father

My beloved Abba,

I thank You for the love You pour on me to keep me stable in You!!!

I have not been so down in my life before!!! Even when I was in Deep Depression long ago I was never so down and stressed up!!!

Thank You for lifting me up!!

I have no mood to do my marketing and get the tissue Aunty to bless me food and drink to keep me happy!!! Thank You very much!!!

Thank You for letting me know he loves me and even I don't know him yet, the little I know about him is a comfort in an ocean of uncertainty!!!

Let me see how to move from here!!!

Thank You for the Leading!!!

Thank You, Abba!!!

Hiaz

For the past 1 week, I had been burning candle for Su, but tonight, light the candle for them all!!!

I never feel so lonely as in family right now.

Looking at them taking the responsibility of my mum then, I should have expected this coming. Even thought I know they are on the same boat, I didn't expect 3 agree to the take over and my brother put a condition for me to look for a job first, to eventually I must look for my own apartment!!!

Suddenly it become a it's not my problem and you take care yourself out there where there is a place that could hold me actually!!!

Su started to remind them of I suddenly died and the property would go to Jc instead. Before she turned to support me.

Lord said she is a lesser hypocrite as compared to the rest!!!

They turning their backs on me and even don't call for any complaints; just swept clean of everything is what my mum wouldn't do on me!!!

If just a 300k made them this way, how about the billions that Lord is giving them???

It just months away and they can't even have the Grace to forgo of the 1/5 of such an amount for a short few months!!!

Are they my siblings??? Maybe I yet to see those side that Su noticed years ago that I am experiencing now!!! Hiaz!!!

No wonder Lord Jesus said in the bible that to do His Job is about disregard all the parents and siblings!!! Yeah, their disbeliefed is in the way!!!

I know my life is turning for the better. I do wonder how to treat them in future!!! At this point as I am going through this, I really don't know!!!

I expect Lord to return within these 4 blood moon and I really hope He returns. As this year is His Restoration, it should be!!!

Previously, when the Lord said the blessed home is just for me and my immediate family, I wondered how to exclude the rest.

But now they turned their backs, maybe it is a good excuse to reject them later!!!

Lord said such a meeting is for me to observe them and to understand why Lord bless them the amount and I agreed it is!!!

Even though Su said ex supposed to support me for 3 years and I told them all that he gave me will be returned to him, they said don't!!!

But I do not like to owe him and as such, he will be blessed!!!

Time is just a few months away and the situation is set!!!

There is no more trials for me to see!!! Surely it is good!!!

I am kind of very sad just now but had prayed to Lord to clear all the sadness and disappointment!!!

I cried much too, more than I cried for Mr Lee KY!!!

The clothes for later in the day to church yet to iron, hiaz!!!

I really feeling down!!!

Should I just cast the whole issue aside and lift up my head as if nothing happen??? I really don't know!! As I should be having a positive expectation of Good, but what I experience tonight is what I never gone through before!!!

For friends, it is easy to drop!!! But how to drop them???

My Siblings

Long time ago, when Lord said the only person I could share my thought is just my spouse and no one else and the the blessing home is for my own family only, I wondered!!!

Today, I finally see what a small amount of money could do to their heart even outwardly they try to act nice!!!

My heart is broken, broken to pieces!!!

Lord uses all these small events for me to see their hearts!!!

I really have to submit to the wisdom of God!!!

This trial if HDB did not shorten the sale period to half a year, I would not have seen it!!!

It is at lacks that things could be seen clearly!!! Glory Glory!!!

I do wish Lord's open door come quick as I need a place to shift to fast!!!

I am feeling hopelessness in all things!!! I did not expect them to claim Grace when no Grace on what shown!!! I have given up!!! Totally given up on them!!!

Su did a U-turn today to support me!!! Lord is happy in her turn of heart!!!

Lord, thank you for strengthening me in the meeting!!! Thank You very much!!!

Please use the Key of David, open door to me my bless home to shift!!! I trust that You will not leave me here hopeless!!! Your Loving Kingness and Grace is Enough!!! I claim the Fullness of it!!!

Please show to my unbelieve sibling you are a Real God who Love me Much!!!

Double Blessing for what I been through today for Your Glory Sake!!!

Show them that their eyes are blind that they did not see and cannot see how Good You Are!!!

I pray in the Name of Jesus!!! I claim the 7 fold blessing!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

My brother wanted me to get a job when they know I am waiting for Lord!!!

In the end, no take over but have to look else where!!! I thought they so good to let me have it for a short time!!! Hiaz!!!

I have for the Lord sake been faithful to His Calling and do not let whatever temptation take me away but I didn't expect to face this housing issue!!!

I know Lord will surely Open a Door with His Key of David for me to walk through!!!

He is a loving Father for sure!!!

I ask for house, He surely will not give me stone!!! I believe in His Finished Work for me!!!

Amen Amen!!!

My Love Life

Ever Since Lord told me about the Blessing of Abraham that would change my life, I had been looking forward to it and never bother about having another man in my life even though I believe I will have one when my advantages is up!!!

I didn't know the 2013 Theme of the Year, have the Key of David open door for me to know there is a man by the name of Seng, loving me!!!

It started with accusations, their tactics, that I out of nothing, was wondering what were they pouring on me!!! Think that year had a few such cases that told a story of a man loving so much!!!

Then the next year of Greater Glory had many instances of testes that I paid for a cab home but got tested the whole journey!!!

He surfaced once in 2014 too, but without spectacle, I could not see clearly but closed by, I dare not look!!!

In this year of His Restoration, he uttered a voice for the first time but I was shy to check out!!!

I wanted to be love but I wasn't looking out for one, love crept up to me!!!

Listening to the sermon on the 2013 year theme again, everything is mentioned in it but I missed it till I listened again just now!!! Amazing!!! Even Sarah's Renewal of Youth is in there!!!

And as it says, it's up to me to open my door of my heart to let him come in. Partly, I did not look into his eyes so far is because, if I look, I will be drawn into his love for me and as he did not appear to be with me so far, it's better not to trigger myself as there won't be a him for me to respond in love.

Till the day come, where things become real, then maybe I will look at him in the eyes!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Homelessness!!!

In the face of Homelessness, I really admire Father Abraham of his Great Faith!!!

He told his son, Isaac, that God will provide a lamb when Isaac asked where was the lamb!!!

God instruction was for him to bring Isaac up as an offering to God!!! That's why he dared not tell his wife!!! But she was heart broken anyway!!!

Sis is asking HDB for an extension for the time given to sell, currently it is about half a year!!!

I could not take over as my name transfer out of the marital home has just started a few days ago!!!

I am as good as dead!!! Without my name release, I can't own any apartment and rental is not an option for me!!! As it is about security!!! I have no confidence in it having live here, where my home clothes could be cut with many holes in strategic area!!!

Lord said my situation is like Isaac and He will provide as it may sound so good but I lack the faith to believe!!! But thank God there is a commanded blessing that could come without faith in The Lord!!!

9 years ago, I had to endured 3 years of spiritual attack with no help and now housing look bleak to me and it is another lack that Lord told me I have an outlet!!!

Somehow, I have to step into the provision to have it and accept it is if I should go for it!!!!

It is not like a blessing that I could gladly claim it and own it!!!

The implication is all there!!! Should I pick it up and let go of self!!!

It is easier to see to God for His Provision of Lamb than a house that means the fulfillment of a blessed living!!!

At this point, staying here is bleak and step forward is too good to be true!!!

That's why I admire the Great Faith of Abraham in agreement to God to kill his son as offering. I need not kill myself, but according to Lord, is a home returning blessing, to the nest that I should rest!!!

Should I believe or should I not??? Is this a planned situation? I rather kill myself in this unknown!!!

Yeah, it's not about faith!!! That's why Lord need to give that mantle of strength and boldness as I need all that to step forward!!!

Lord, Lord, strengthen me for tomorrow and beyond!!!!

ISA 2

From the different area of gathering of informations that Lord leads me to, finally I could understands what dilemma MM Lee was going through as a PM.

I mean, who would for goodness sake a PM would gather the opposition at the Parliament House for a talk!!!!

Of course, it's one of the last resort of you talk to the enemy, it's a way to see if there is a way out for both to live peacefully.

The talk is about Chinese for Singapore while MM Lee stand should be equal for all including minority as he had been one in the Malaysia Federation that was short lasted!!!

From the recent letter post by ex-police chief and in certain man FB that Lord led me to see, the opposition took their stand and refused to give in!!!

They parted each having their own ideology!!!

MM Lee also talked about their using of guns, sticks and intimidation on the people!!!

It just like those guerrila warfare waged in Neighbourring Countries by those who want the country to be Islamic and creating trouble for the people!!!

Just that Singapore is so small that we cannot afford such to affect a certain area like our Neighbouring Countries, which is bigger and if a villiage is affected, the rest is still okay!!!

We are so small that it's either this or that!!! Cannot both Co-exist!!! The Peace of Singapore will be gone if such existed!!!

No wonder MM Lee had no choice but to captured them under ISA. So that peace could remain!!!

Just look at Malaysia where they put Malays more priority, do you see an overall peaceful nation???

So MM Lee really had seen all the pitfall and didn't want Singapore to fall into it as this city state could not afford it!!!

As what MM Lee said, 'it's my life and your life!!!' Yes, we cannot go that way!!! For the sake of Singapore Peace!!!!

I was wondering why Catholic was captured, today Lord leads me to see the Pride of one Catholic on what PM Lee HL posted.

One who thinks he knows more!!! Flowing in His Pride of Self!!! And think he has more right!!!

Overtime, people could make the whole issue so grey for other to believe they were more right than MM Lee!!! It was not His Fear that closed you up!!!

But more of your Pride in your Ideology and want to make a stand of it that locked you up!!!

Now I finally have a better understanding and with a better understanding of PM Lee HL and some of the PAP Cabinet Ministers, I surely now stands on their side!!!

Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

PS: I do not know the exact of the disagreement but this is the simplified of the whole issues depends on the level of control put on the people. As I don't understand them either, at least this simplified version did hold some truth in it as I heard from those rally given by MM Lee. 

My Spiritual Eyes

I am really on a re-learning journey about my government body!!!

After looking at PM Lee, whom Lord said 'has done the right thing!, I just took a look at MP Lui Tuck Yew facebook and I saw a sincere man in him!!!!

It was a surprised to me as in the net, much condemnation has been thrown to him!!!

Lord is giving me the decerning power to judge correctly!!!!

One thing I learn of those of wicked heart, no matter how much evil they did, they always claimed they are innocent!!! It really amazed me that such thing could come out of their mouth when their heart is so evil!!! Till the face look dark!!!

Those sincere men, their face looked white, maybe the righteous light of God is on them!!! That's how Lord lead me to see!!!

I pray that Lord restore the youth of these few Cabinet Minister and give them strength of Caleb that at 85, he still said he is able to conquer the mountain of giants, like when he was 40!!!! Lord, renew the strength and youth of PM Lee, Lui Tuck Yew and Lim Swee Say so that they can do a better job for Singapore sake!!!

Lord, those of evil hearts, may your Almighty Right Hand judge the evilness in their hearts and bless and restore them. I pray in the Name of Jesus!! I pray on behalf of them in JESUS Name!!!

I am glad Lord gives me this decerning power to see clearly!!!

Nowadays there are some that is out to declare white as black and black as white that without the decerning eyes of JESUS, by just looking at them, hard to see clearly!!!

Like those who thinks the Lion is not in the house and tried to act pitiful, to gain some sympathy, yet what they say is so negative!!! Nothing positive to make others have a good opinion of them!!! Amazing!!!

The reaction here, the banging of doors and even tried to act what I commented as a normal day act is amazing!!! I am just learning what they could do to hide themselves under their skin!!! Amazing!!!

I have to thanks to the act of Love by Seng, that changed my view step by step!!!

Whether you truly love me or not, it is not important at this point!!!

But the ability to draw from that love and have a new look at our government is what I want to thank you for!!!!

Thanks very much!!!!

Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!

The Trap

Abba Father let me see if me and Seng meet, what trap will be set!!!

It just shows that someone is blocking!!!

Firstly, the maids along both sides of my units will be out. About 2-4 maids altogether!!!

Next, at the exercise equipments area, will have 3-4 women too.

In additional, there are 2-3 men behind at the tent area. Sometime will have people sitting at the side facing the road.

Phone ringing is controlled by someone on the block in front of me. Everytime the phone will ring to see any moment.

As the witches monitored what Lord revealed to me, Lord purposely mention Seng coming to get them on the ready mode to let me see!!!

Last week when I ask Lord is it a joke for them to react with more curse and people at the exercise area, then those people didn't appear, but a cab driver that yawned when I talked about Mr Lee KY!!!

And next to me, a man came to take the seat on free seat time. But after holy communion and tithing and a bit of preaching, he left!!!!

Someone is so interested in Seng and me that physical monitoring and spiritual monitoring is on most time!!!

It used to be super on when I talked about Seng previously till I talked about his fear and the monitoring subside even from looking out at the escalator in church!!!

But there are a group of servers that is always there to monitor!!! Even when I looked happy as I go up to the 7 floor escalator, they commented about my happiness.

Maybe they knew about the force me out was on that day and they wondered why I could still be happy.

But, there is really this group of people around!!!

Lord told me to post it. Probably, for you to know!!!

As I up the escalator from the ATM machines, at Ya Kun and even the bread shop on the right, there are people too!!!

Previously there are people sitting in the dark at the eating place facing the ATM but lately no more!!!

Just like when I was spotted at the queue, under the tunnel towards the Parliament House, waiting to pay respect to Mr Lee KY, my queue was redirected to Hong Lim Park and even went to Raffless Place MRT and even Lau Pa Sak!!! But those behind got to go first!!!!

This is the price I paid for knowing something that I should not know!!!

But between Seng and me, I guess the witches calculated what would happen if we 2 are together that great blocks are in order for the day to come!!!

PS:
I like to add this puzzle news!!! After I paid respect to Mr Lee KY, I was at Funan Bak Ku Tae and a man came to sit next to me, to check me out and I did a bit of talk with him. But as I talked on Mr Lee KY death, he departed after saying, 'more will come!!!'

And today, I saw a good MP died after a short sickness!!! What he said come to past!!!!

PS2: Another weird thing is a teenager of age 19, whom sat behind me actually waited when everyone else had gone off to talk with me!!! I don't know the purpose but it just normal talk!!! And she asked why am I alone.

PS3: I got a scolding from the witches this morning. They were angry. They said whatever I said affected them; they said I 'demanded debts' in Teochew!!! Did I quote them in this post regarding the Recent MP death??!!! They were defending themselves!!!

Great Friend

I really thank WK for being such a good listening ear beside my 2nd sister. I was comforted!!!

Even thought Lord is The Comforter, without the human touch, it seem to be lacking, in human touch that we are so used to!!!

I was pretty negative ever since the last post.

But through talking to WK and telling her about how I wish to be in Heaven and Lord telling me my future path is pretty near using the analogy of healing her ex-mil knees!!!

As Lord has been telling me about him ever since the divorce and each and every steps of my milestone that telling me about our meeting again means nothing to me as I have heard much about him and see nothing of the happening in real life!!!

So, whatever He says I could easily concluded that it will happen one day but it somewhere in the future just like fairy tales!!!

I could not draw it as possible nearby as I see nothing all these while!!!

But talking to WK, as I explained my initial resistance to go Clementi, which was pretty far in the West of Singapore by MRT to heal her ex-mil and Lord wasn't happy.

When I apologized to Him, He actually brought the ex-mil to nearby town.

So Lord is saying even when I see things looks so far fetch, it is near!!! And through this explanation to WK, I got comforted!!!

And I moved out of my negative!!!

It's good that she is there when I need someone!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

The more I meditated and talked to Lord, he revealed that my empty 20s and ex-bf being tempted away all had some part to do with him!!! Lord said he grow up with me!!!

And the feeling for me just grow in him naturally!!!

I wondered how early in my life was he involved and he know me so well, more than I know myself, it kind of unimaginable!!! I do have to ask him for sure!!!

Hey Seng, some homework for you to do!!!??? ;P

Joke aside, thanks for being there in a uniquely special way!!!

God Bless!!!

PS:
Seng, if you are the one that made that comment when I paid respect to Mr LKY, then thank you!

Your joy did transmitted to me!!!!

I was telling my friend that 'don't know why I was so joyful after paying respect!!! Surely not from the mantle transfer!!!

Thanks!!!

The Cunningness of Su

Last night, when I knew all my siblings want to sell this apartment, I sent out a distressed SMS for them to Loan me some money for the purchase of a 2 room HDB.

But as I went to Internet to look around, I could find barely 1-2 in very remote area that was out of my choice!!!

Su knowing the rest had agreed with her to force me to sell this Apartment, suddenly became nice and comforting.

I was questioning Lord for saving me from the 2nd death He said I had 2 nights ago!!!

I had looked into the rental market, the sale market and even friends and relatives but what I faced was closed door!!! It wasn't even a choice at all!!!

That's why I concluded this apartment is the only hope before His Restoration!!!

But as she uses Law to threaten and the rest agree, she U-turned and said whatever she said is a joke and blamed the rest for not believing in me. 

When 2nd called late in the night to talk about the issue, I told her what Su had said. 

Then 2nd realised she had convinced them and now put the blame on them and got herself cleaned of the pushing!!!

In term of their Integrity was told to be by the blessed amount and when Su called and be 'nice', it didn't tally with what Lord told me!!!

But when 2nd called, then I realised the issue behind!!!

Hiaz!!!

This morning Su sent a 'Abba will bless you another place to stay' message and I don't appreciate it even it mean good!!! The way she conduct herself is deplorable!!! Cunning is all I could say!!!

With the necessary documents just reached HDB end, my Name Transfer Out had just begin yesterday!!! The lady, who called me said it's going to take another 3 months!!!

I do feel like Isaac, being offered to be sacrificed but I know Lord will provide as He did for Isaac!!!

It is shaky ground and Christ is the only Solid Rock I holding on. Never did I know, I would end in this situation even though God, My Abba, has promised Good!!!

Anyway, have to slowly tread the ground and see where all these leading to!!!

Lord put a stability in my heart. But how this will be a reality is yet to be seen!!!

Anyway, these are the 2 grounds that I see so far!!!

Will see what the meeting pan out!!! Hiaz...

Smith Wigglesworth 1947 prophetic word

'Smith Wigglesworth's 1947 prophetic word about the coming move of the Holy Spirit.

During the next few decades there will be two distinct moves of the Holy Spirit across the church in Great Britain. 

(This referred to the old Great Britain where Singapore was in it previously!)

The first move will affect every church that is open to receive it and will be characterized by a restoration of the baptism and gifts of the Holy Spirit. 

The second move of the Holy Spirit will result in people leaving historic churches and planting new churches. 

(This happens when the Gospel of Grace and Truth of Jesus is revealed in recent years.) 

In the duration of each of these moves, the people who are involved will say 'This is the great revival'. But the Lord says 'No, neither is this the great revival but both are steps towards it.

WORD AND SPIRIT

When the new church phase is on the wane, 
there will be evidenced in the churches something that has not been seen before: 
a coming together of 
those with an emphasis on the Word and 
those with an emphasis on the Spirit.

When the Word and the Spirit come together, 
there will be the Biggest Movement of the Holy Spirit that the nation, 
and indeed the world, has ever seen. 

It will mark the Beginning of a Revival that Will Eclipse Anything that Has Been Witnessed within these shores, even the Wesleyan and the Welsh revivals Of Former Years. 

The outpouring of God's Spirit will flow over from the UK to the mainland of Europe, and from there will begin a missionary move to the ends of the earth.'

What left to be done by Lord is this last of last Revival!!! Praise Jesus!!!

Hard Knocks

This Year suppose to be His Restoration, but just passed through the Passover and I have a hurdle to Passover!!!!

It's regarding my mum's property!!! If after divorce, the whole divorce procedure was carried out and I shifted here, it will not be a major issue.

But to have my name still stuck in that ex's home and Su wants us to sell this apartment to get her share is a BIG Headache for me!!! As currently, I ruled out the feasibility of other options!!!

Su even threatened to use the Law to force us to sell and so that she could get her share; she doesn't mind bring us to court for it!!!

I have 2 dead ends to cross. And Lord said it is a necessary step for me to walk through!!!

Eldest said the problem is with Su!!! Have I talked to her!!!

All these shaking is to see the nature of each so that no more anyone could argue if they should 'deserve more' than others in the eventual blessing!!!

I have to face the music!!! This time not from the unbeliever siblings but from she who is also in Christ, but used by the Devil, even though she is still the Righteousness of God in Christ JESUS!!!

After that is the various procedures that needed to fulfill for things to go through!!!

I asked Lord for greater Grace and Mercy!!!

He said I needed to go through it so that when I bless them the blessing, each can be happy with what they get!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

For me, it's a Oh! My God!!!!

Abba, Abba!!!

PS:
Hiaz, seem to be I am facing the cutting board from my siblings!!!

They all want to sell the house!!!

They want me to go buy the 2 room apartment myself!

Money really thicker than blood!!!

A New Understanding of Mr Lee KY Family

I am floored reading about how humble aka "no air" Mr Lee KY and his family were by this Ma Jie that The New Paper reported in their FB page!!!

Previously I saw my parents so frightened and then those Internet saying of their acts, gave me a wrong image of them.

In Mr Lee KY'a death, to learn that he loved Singapore and Her People was the first knocked on my understanding of them!!! I concluded he really love Singapore!!!

Next the made known of he loved his wife so much, it is a new looking at this man!!!

Now about the Ma Jie, talking about his family treated her just like a family, no employer employee air, this really undo all my past believe of who he was!!! Even PM Lee HL, I have a new understanding of him.

I guess those people in their envy of them, talked the negative of them that formed a negative image of them!!! But all these new learning is undoing it all!!! I regretted that I wrongly understand them previously!!!

It takes a death of Mr Lee KY to reveal whom he really was. And now the family too!!! I am comforted to know they are humble!!!

Sometimes, just by reading those at the other end, giving negative comment, without them revealing about their lives, misunderstanding occurs!!!

Now finally know why many still support them. I finally got a new understanding. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

旺盛 Prosperity 2

I was asking Lord to show me the prosperity of this cycle continues! 

Lord showed me Jacob. 

We all know that Jacob loves Rachel. But was tricked by his father-in-law to marry Leah first and then Rachel!!!

But the original blessing of 1st wife blessings flew in that she lived longer than Rachel!!! 

It is when Jacob looked to Leah and Honour her as his wife, even Rachel's children were blessed!!!

By walking in this blessing, Jacob in famine was blessed to go to Egypt to live.

Lord, likes to use the small and insignificant to show His Grace!!!

Joseph and Benjamin were made motherless when their own mother died on giving birth to Benjamin. 

But the blessing continued through them!!!!

Joseph might be sold as slave by his brother but Lord's Eyes were on him!!!

He became the 2nd man in Egypt during his time!!!

Benjamin was used to be the Benjamin Generation in this End Time!!!

Even look at the current world, The Jews are the descendants of Abraham. They are the younger brother!!!

When they honor their older brothers, their land is blessed. Economy wise they are richer!!!

While the rest do not want to Honour them as their brother and lots of trouble is in that region and they trying to gain pity from the world!!!

They would teased till Israel reacted and then accused them of killing the innocent!!

All these are leading to Psalm 83 where Lord would curse them with what they intended to do to Israel!!! This is what Lord revealed to me as I meditated the last few verses of Psalm 83!!!

This will be the coming struggle before the 1000 years reign of JESUS!!  Amen Amen!!!

旺盛 Prosperity

Of all the Legacy of Mr Lee Kuan Yew, the best example he shown to all is the cycle of husband and wife is in the correct position and even his parents-children cycle is correct and in the right order!!!

In the Chinese Traditional Teaching, it says when all these relationship is in the right order, Heaven has no choice but to bless!!!

And indeed he was blessed. You see a harmonious home!!!

In man looking to money and study hard to prosper and all those pushing children to study and treat them like the only hope for a better life have all twisted the cycle and blessing cannot flow!!!

Women, wives, no matter how smart and capable you are, humble down and respect your spouse and lift him up!!!

This small act of loving them will be moving you to flow in the blessing of God!!! Just look at Mrs Lee KY, she studied so much and was so smart but she did not step over her spouse!!!

When she took the rightful position, she became the best comforter, the best adviser to the most Great Man!!!

It is a family blessing that most is blinded to!!!

Devil got most to be proud of self and pick on others. When such happen, the cycle of blessing is broken and this his joy!!!!

The worst of worst when on look on self was my ex. In the end, I was dead emotionally.

Abraham is Favour and Sarah is Grace.

When Grace is dead, blessing cannot flow!!!

You see the story of Abraham, it was when Grace was restored to him that Isaac (laughter) was produced!!!! And he prospered 30 fold, 60 fold and then 100 fold till all are so envy of him!!!

Even you look at Jacob and Esau, even he stolen the 1st born blessing and ran away, but he always respect his elder brother and flow in the right order of the siblings orderly cycle and his life was blessed even though he took nothing when he escaped!!

This is the part of flowing in the right order, cycle that is missing in society at large!!! We even have citizen challenging Authority!!!!

If one would honor the Authority as the Anointed One from God, then the blessing will flow!!! See Mr LKY initial National Building time!!!! Singapore rise up so prosperous is not by co-incidence!!!

Man can out of self righteous, think so great of oneself, but when the order is not right, there is no blessing and the worst of it is getting self in prisoned and lost of freedom!!!

This man loving me from afar, just by his loving me from afar, I could not see nor touch him. But just by knowing he loves me. Many a time I want to turn away and abort, the sweetness of it always lead me to look into this sweetness and there is a longing that cannot take away.

Even out of satisfying my need I could go for short term goal, but this love will always be at the back of my mind!!!

This is one reason why I am still walking around and walking around!!!

The Power of Love!!!

And ex, by Honouring me as a ex-wife and continue his duty of giving me the allowance, his life is blessed!!!

What a way Heaven works!!!

The unfortunate thing is Abraham didn't really love his wife that much as we could see he cared of self more in the 2 episodes of lies!!!

He obedient to God's calling to bring Isaac to sacrifice but he did not inform Sarah!!!

Sarah went around looking for Isaac and died heart broken!!! We read Abraham married again and had many children. But we did not hear anything about them as there was no Grace on them!!!

Man who fault wife and thought they could always find another, but no blessing!!

That's why JESUS told those who questioned him on marriage. He said God's Plan is Man n Wife as One! That's all!!!

Then why my Case He is leading differently? He didn't consider that His Plan. His Plan is the one He is leading me to!!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!! 

Why ISA?

I just on the TV to watch channelnewsasia news.

Just saw Thailand martial law lifted and go into another law that pretty similiar to ISA.

When there is disagreement, people gather people to protest. So much unrest was in Thailand that they are now seeking peace and opposition unhappy as they cannot do their protest just in case they get caught and put without trial!!!

In peace time in Singapore for so many years, people start questioning why capturing certain group of people.

Even Thai, divided their population the elite, the military and the people!!!

Singaporean questioned about those caught under ISA were the smart one. Well Duh!!!

Usually they are those who think they had smartness and could use the smartness to challenge the authority. It's a sense of pride at work!!! To prove they can do better!!!! Just like the Elite in Thailand.

Now in peace, where no protest or anything. People started questioning!!!

But if one is the people that just live peacefully, no police will come knocking one door to catch for no reason sake!!!

Of course, it's about someone wanted to create unrest as challenge to the authority that police will stop before trouble start budding!!!

Can we look at those being caught and ask why they were caught? They look decent etc...

And quote that they have how many young children etc to gain public pity. I mean, if one knows one have family to look after, why go participate event that could result in unrest then???

One might look at someone else and said I don't like certain thing is done in certain way!!! But do you know no one can do something that please everyone??? If one get majority accept, it is good enough!!!

What if you have different views, you could give suggestions for the authority to see if it's good to implement into the government to benefit all!!!

This is a better way than come with your own way and accused the authority of not doing a better job than what you could!!!

It is easy to complain, but to suggest a solution and to look forward is a better way of life!!!

But if one want to craft out a spot for own self and choose to challenge, of course keep you from creating trouble to disrupt peace is part of the game!!!

It's about how long it took for the fire in one to be gone before one expect release. And this you agreeable to the authority and don't oppose it anymore!!!

But if one is proud of self, then unlikely one is to submit to the authority!!!

Then one wonder why one is kept. It's not about authority afraid of you!!! That's another pride statement!!! It's more about if they can trust you to remain peaceful once you are released!!!

I still believe in giving solution!!! I have contributed quite a few that were picked up to apply.

This is more peaceful, I think!!!

Regarding their problem, hope you come with a workable solution and offer it freely!!! It would be a win win situation!!! Peace!!!

Should I look outside the box?

Ever since the heartache, sourness of maintaining a relationship is cleared from my heart, to stay calm and wait is a little impatient.

Between one who just want to tease me, and the other that must wait for due time, I do feel like abort both and look for a third!!!

Each time of the rising, I keep questioning myself should I, should not I?

Especially looking recent Mr Lee and Mrs Lee Kwan Yew love story so pure, so much respect for each other and so loving, I do hope to have someone like them. ;D

The Singapore love story is even more precious than what derived from Princess Diana long ago!!!

Basically it's like fall into a bed of roses and just enjoy the beauty of the fragrance!!!!

But what I fear is find another error if I step out and get another heartache!!!

Also, locally after so much checking and tracing, I don't know if I can find one outside all these!!!

So in the end still walking in the box round and round!!!

Hiaz!

Hehe, Lord just use a sermon to speak to me that God provision is better. Own effort will result much worst!!! ;)

Social Unrest

Last night, Lord led me to recall a scene in my childhood days.

During those days, when night falls, I would see a group of guys holding sticks on their hands, as they jogged along the road, they would shout at time. Those were the intimidating days of young. Glad that as society progress, I did not see such scene anymore!!!

Usually was my emotion getting the better of me that I would call this ex-colleague aka friend. But last night she made a call to me for the first time!!!

Main topic was the olden days!!!

As I wrote the post of understanding Singapore and the leading of God on Mr Lee Kwan Yew, she called to talk on this topic.

She said her uncle was one of those arrested and he was a decent man!!!

Heard her uncle was a student or union leader.

According to the write out on Lim Chin Siong, if those period of time was a period of great unrest, and if the student group or the union group were holding all these protest and unrest, how decent can one be in that kind of situation???

As my Aunt told me those in opposition to Mr Lee KY were hooligan liked people, she was in that period of time and I am not!!! Of course I trust her account of what she saw!!!

And if what she saw was really happened, of course they will disrupt harmony!!! And thus many of them come under ISD.

I remembered the account in the recent telecast of Mr Lee KY that he and Goh Keng Swee, after an event, went back to parliament still in the behavior of the encounter and this remark of lets them calm down and don't act like a hooligan.

I think the account by my Aunt and of what Mr Lee and Mr Goh said and agreed, tally!!!!

It meant in his rising up years, whom that Mr Lee and team met was those of strong challenging characters that hard to handle!!!

The remark of those that gone through the ISD was Mr Lee Kwan Yew was insecurity and closed them up!!! But I think they were the trouble maker!!!

If there were people that were threatening to peace and keep challenging peace, under such a circumstant where peace was much needed for the growth of the society, and they refused to back off, under no choice, ISD had to be used for the peace of the majority!!!!

I think my grandpa didn't join them after the Japanese war partly he saw the people, not those whom he used to know!!!

Heard from Aunt that due to great grandpa was so rich that grandpa didn't need to do any hard work in his growing up years and he didn't know how to do to take up his dad business. He only wrote books and did clerical work wherever possible. Seem like he was the gentle type.

Thus the after Shun died, he didn't involved much in there anymore. And finally was pretty poor that he did not participate any more!!! Also he died early 60s in age, so was pretty young when he died!!!

And looking at my uncles and aunties, all are/ were the gentle type that I can safely conclude that their parents were too.

And thank God they were the gentle type and did not participate in the uprise!!!!

I thank Lord for letting the 2 generations of my grandpa and my father generation to be lowly!!! And not involved in the hooligan-liked uprise!!!! At least my family tree is being kept upright and good!!!

And I love them all even though we did not keep much in contact!!! But able to talk to Aunt again to learn the family history is good.

At least I have an honorable family tree to call my own. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!