Walking with Jesus

A Brand New Day

2012-01-29T21:45:00.005+08:00

Glory Glory! This is a brand new day for me. Hallelujah! Glory Glory! Today, finally I am sure that I am not getting ex back. Hallelujah! Lord led me to have a peep of my future! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

I did not know that Lord get Pastor Prince to preach this message of Ruth just for me. Hallelujah! Surely, it's kind of weird but it's the truth from Lord. His new life for me. Glory Glory! Time will tell how things end up but surely Jesus is Good! Amen Amen!

I am well blessed even for Jc's birthday celebration. 2nd sister, C, blessed me the eclaire and durian puff, mum gave me the meat for the meat stick and Su blessed me the balloons. Lord taught me new ways of presentation of the food so that the guest could eat with spoon than the normally fork. Lord knew that I had used up the disposable dining fork but I didn't know. So many celebration lately that all got used up.

Blessed that I still have the spoons and Lord gave me ideas to put my food in big cup cake holder and the presentation was neat. Glory Glory! Jc had her fun with her school mates and things were manageable with small party. Cooking easily done by me alone. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I actually had no clue what Lord was preparing for me and I did wonder why church service had to start slightly later. It was when Pastor Prince disclosed that Lord last mintues downloaded new message for him to preach while he was driving to church that the presentation took some time to be load too!

Haha...praise Jesus! Lord can be sure what He wants Pastor Prince to preach but come to human factor, He does have to wait and see. I mean, Lord can give idea for certain person to do something but it's up to the person to decide if s/he wants to do as what the Lord proposed.

So, if someone only decided to follow Lord's prompting last mintues, Lord has no choice but to do the last mintues changes. Glory Glory! I am very sure of this because He set him to sit beside me and had both of us looked into each other eyes! Pastor Prince talked about Ruth was a widow with a mother-in-law to support and Boaz, the bachelor, married her in the end. Glory to Jesus!

I am the divorcee and he is the bachelor. Guess Lord give each of us sometime to digest it. I was thinking that a old man sat beside me but Lord let me to look into his face to see a youthful face and He told me young as a inner voice.

Previously, when I focus on sermon, I only looked ahead but Lord led my side eye to focus on him too. How He did that I don't know as usually I only focus ahead and never really look at the side when the eyes were fixed on the screen. It's weird to have both focus at the same time, to look ahead and at the same time the side also in focus intentionally by the Lord!!! Glory Glory!

I tried to run off as fast as I could after church service but Lord put people in front of me to slow down my speed!! This never happen before!!! It so obvious that I know is His Divine Intervention!!! Have you tried being set up by someone? I definitely being setup by the Lord! Glory Glory!

I asked Him, 'Lord, are You joking?!!', He answered in a cool calm voice, 'No'. It's kind of embarrassing that I want to run away but Lord slowed me down!!! Talk about His Commanded Blessing!!! Hallelujah!!!! Amen Amen!!!

No wonder He did not remind me beforehand, otherwise, I surely will go another session! Talk about my Daddy in Heaven trying to match make me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Last Dash of the Devil

2012-01-25T18:40:00.001+08:00

Kong Xi Fa Chai to my visitor of this blog. May the Good God prosper you to be the light of the world in Jesus Name! Amen!

Life for me this Chinese New Year(CNY) is beyond description. We supposed to have YuSheng but due to the constant attack from SF end, mum totally forgot about it. I checked with sisters and mum and the answer is positive. Mum could not find her apples, eldest sister said her supermarket no honey dew, apple and cucumber.

Mum tried to cook her usually CNY big pots of sweet soup, curry chicken and others. But the whole day through, I had to run twice to the supermarket to get for her the missing item. Come 9pm, still did not have the items needed for the chinese salad, YuShen. But Lord is good! Glory Glory!

He not only get the wet market to prepare the cucumber, He even get the next closes supermarket to be fully stock!!! That's a rare sight during eve of CNY eve. Usually most goods will run out. I went at 9pm and they are still stocking their fruits!!! Praise Jesus! I got red and green apples, I got the honey dew, and all other things that my mum missed. Praise Jesus!

However, the few condiments that supposed to add on the Chinese salad, the packet mum bought has turned bad, praise Jesus that the plum sauce that I have was still good for a more rounded taste! Glory Glory!

But the attack from SF has intensified. After they realise cursed items I threw away, they used me as the local curse. But since Jesus helped me to clear away, they used ex as the localised curse. He tend to spend more time here each week he supposed to have Jc. The curse that flow out of him has grown in intensity. Mum could not take it that she was weaken down. I have to keep on fighting to get them off me.

Now, they even gave the cursed item to Jc and as long as she accepted, the curse come on this home, the intensity was so strong that I had to throw away the localised item. But for ex, how am I to chase him out. Jc wants to stay at home, he jolly well stay longer here to let the devil from his body to radiate out.

I pray to Jesus to remove all those devil from him, but it was so much that I saw many shot out!!! Even with that, he was not fully clear. Lord said no point clear him as he could be loaded with more!

Why they did all that? Last year, I still don't down how to pray as I don't know about charms, locks of souls and the curses. The intensity was so much that I got tired of praying, so I offered to forgo my wife maintenance. Now, ex wants me to get out of this house voluntarily. But since the curse I could easily prayed, they are trying to localise the curse as localise means I could not remove the symtom except when I remove the cursed item.

Tomorrow, ex is going to Thailand. I guess SF going there to get further evil knowledge to harm me. As Thailand is known to have very powerful black magic. Now ex become a carrier of those evil spirits, I am at wit end of how to remove him. As this house is legally his, I could not chase him out! Only way out is to move back to mum place or wait for Lord to bless me a home. Hiaz...

Mum place is not as cosy as this home, so I am not willing to go. What more ex promised that I could stay till Jc finishes her primary school. But guess he is changing his mind!

Lord promised me many times of shifting me out, each time I believe, the end of it is disappointment. It has come to a stage I don't know if I should carry on to believe. Even the disappointment also has become numb. I don't what should I believe.

Lord sent Kenneth Coperland to prophesy that His Blessing will come Suddenly 1st quarter of 2012 in November 2011. He got Pastor TB Joshua to prophesy of His Coming. He leads me to listen to both of them in youtube recently. It sounded as speaking to me but when Lord gives me a date again, I felt cold feet. What to do? Encountered so many years of testing that disappointment become just do not bother about it and just let it past. I become sensitive to Lord giving me a date. Haha...

PS: No wonder Lord told me ex soul was sold to the devil, he is just like a carrier of the works of devil. Do you believe this man is what Lord going to bring back to me? Yes, I know Lord is I M POSSIBLE! I know nothing is beyond HIM, but, do I still want this man?

To take him back after he was used by the devil, I need a heart as big as the Lord!

The Starting of another phase of My Life

2012-01-22T00:02:00.001+08:00

With the Chinese New Year just 2 days away, I am facing a new attack from ex. He supposed to come on Tuesday but he came this afternoon. For what purpose? To deliver another cursed oranges. I thank God that I have Lord who warned me about it.

Last week, when time for him to go off, he checked if I packed all the Christmas decoration into the Christmas Tree box. I told him yes, but actually, Lord did warn me about the few cursed items and I had thrown them away. Glory to Jesus!

Whole week, they tried to curse me from remote and even from another house but to no available. Lord always removed them for me. Glory to Jesus. They find their power is useless on me and today, ex came to deliver again. Mum said he was doing something with his hands behind my back. I did not bother about him so far as I thought he did not know any form of placing curse.

Lord did tell me he sold his soul to the devil. I did not realise that he did learn some magic art. As they know I throw away all cursed item, he today did a localise curse on me. As I could not throw myself away, I am struck! But Blessed is me who has the Lord with me! Glory Glory!

I cried to Abba Father and finally this evening, He helped me to clear it. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen! Guess Lord is showing them no matter what they try, they could not hide their evil from Him who knows all. Glory Glory!

This ex, from bad to worst and now to evil. Hiaz, devil uses him greatly to attack me and this stupid man let himself be his tool. If ever he wants to beg for my forgiveness, he better confess all that he had done to me and give me a full apologisation. Otherwise, I will not accept him for sure. He owes me a full explanation!!!

Abba Father is so good, He forever by my side leading and guiding me. Hallelujah! He did not let me fall. No matter how devil tried new way, Lord let me learn the new way of prayer to come against them. Glory Glory!

So, going thru trials is a form of acquire new knowledge in the Lord. Glory Glory! Abba has been faith to me all these years. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

Lord:
'My love, my darling, surely you will survive this attack on your life again. Abba will make sure you survive and I will surely judge the devil one day. Time is running out on them. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

The Life of Christ

2012-01-16T11:01:00.003+08:00

I came out of church service so happy and glad. This year prophensy is on Psalm 112 and the Psalm is good. Pastor Prince led us through Psalm 43 onwards to see the holocaust of the Jews to Psalm 45 to see the end of suffering and deliverance. He also led us to Psalm 107 to see the Gulf War in 2007. Everything is as the bible said so. Glory Glory!

No wonder Lord is leading New Creation Church and Dr Cindy Trimm is leading many others children of Lord to mediate the word of Christ. Yes, as Dr Trimm said, meditation is Lord talking to the child of God. Worship is the child of God talking to Him, Abba Father and Lord Jesus! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

All these years of meditation have lifted me up high. From Dr Trimm, I realised the High ways of Heaven is the path of righteous that Lord leads us to walk in Psalm 23. As we rest upon Him and walk in His Sabah, His Rest, we are lifted up high to walk through the path of acceleration through these paths of Righteousness.

We concentrate on meditation and Lord do the part of lifting us up to walk the paths of Highways. These Highways is like those highways we have in modern cities. It leads us to reach destination in Christ Jesus faster than others. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

This year of Fruitfulness unceasingly is for those that looking to Jesus and walking towards Him. For blessings are attracted to Jesus. In Him is all the wealth and all the might to do His Work. It's only those who are faithful and looking to Jesus, beholding His Face, all knowledge of Him, that one grows spiritually. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba is pouring Great blessings from His Open Heaven to those that respond to this call. Glory Glory! He wants to let the whole world knows that blessing is in the Lord, not outside. Surely His blessing is a lot better and there is nothing bad about it. Glory Glory!

The Time is Here and the Time is Now. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Go read the Psalm for the next few years, from Psalm 112 – 115 and you will understands why Lord is bringing great blessing to the gentiles. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord:
'My love, my daring, yes, this is the Year of the Great Blessing. I am opening my Heaven to pour all the Goodness on those that walk close to me. Those that keen to talk to me. I am pouring, pouring what the world is looking for. You will never see this again after this season. It is a short time frame that I am pouring. Only those faithful and walk closely shall be rewarded. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

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Thank You, Lord!, my lovely Abba Father! Amen Amen!

Confirming My Walk with Lord

2012-01-14T23:34:00.005+08:00

Ever since Lord led me to walk this path with Him, I could only obeyed His Prompting but as I am doing this alone, I do like to have a confirming voice. But there is no one I could approach to do that. Many people including caregroup leaders doubted me, even now Su also doubted me. But Lord is faithful. Glory Glory!

This week, Lord gets Sid Roth to post his interview with Dr Cindy Trimm. After watching the interview, I went to youtube to search for her since she said could see Lord's miracle from there. This checking of Lord's miracle led me to watch a 13 parts series on 'Prophetess Juanita Bynum & Dr. Cindy Trimm – Women on the Front Line'. Glory to Jesus!

The first part was talking about our dominion in Kingdom of God. The 2nd portion is talking about Lord and His Leading. Through listening to these 13 series, I had a better undering of the dimensions, the realms, the kingdoms. Glory Glory!

Through the 2nd part of the 13 series, even though Dr Trimm was lifting up the congregation to handle the things of Lord, I could understood all that she said as I had been through all that. It was nice to have a confirmation that I am walking the right path! Glory to Jesus! At least I did not understand Lord's leading wrongly! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Yes, this path is alone but not lonely. Afterall, the high calling have a different anointing. There is such thing as protocol and things works in ranks and orders. Dr Trimm said that people of high ranking cannot go mingle with people of low ranking, otherwise, the whole structure will collapses. She said that man can look at one and don't know how high that person is ranked spiritually!

No wonder Lord said in future my friend is just my spouse. Dr Trimm said that a high ranking could only talk to high ranking. If a low ranking meet a high ranking person, their meeting is just a short while. She uses Saul visit to Sammuel as the example.

I listened to these 13 series for 3 times before I get a good understanding of the worlds around me. Surely, to stand in dominion, one have to listen to them and get a good understanding about it. I am glad that someone repost it in youtube again so that I could catch this series of 2 sermons, which originally was from 2008.

Interestingly, it co-incides quite closely to Lord's leading of me. I was so focused on Lord then that I did not go youtube and did not know Dr Cindy Trimm then. Lord do knows when to bring the right person to me so that I could learn from them. Glory Glory!

This seems to be my final stage of brewing in the Lord. Let see when Lord leads me out for His Glory! I am excited for that moment. After patiently seats upon Lord and wait for Him, my patience is getting thinner and thinner that I do wonder if all these is real. Lord gets Dr Trimm to boost my confidence in Him again! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

After last few years of moving in the spirit realm, I am glad to move back to the earth realm to do some baking again. Past few years had been buying commercial Chinese New Year cookies that I am sick of them. Yes, finally, I had put my hand into baking something. I had baked and finished eating the pineapple tarts. Today just baked 2 batches of almond cookies. Hope I have some time left for the dragon cookies.

Chinese New Year is just a week from now. Next Sunday, will be the Reunion dinner. I will be having the dinner with eldest family, my brother's family and my famiy and mum. I just received my Happycall pans. Hope to put it in use for some cooking. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

It's a New Year and a New Beginning. I am looking forward to be unceasingly fruitfulness in the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Tongue

2012-01-10T11:43:00.000+08:00

So far, I learn that the Rest of Jesus died to give me is Spirit directed activities. That means we go around yolking with the Lord and do not worry nor be afraid.

I thought this is the only Rest that the bible said. I am surprised that when I meditating Isaiah, I saw another Rest that hardly preached about. Most of the time it is interpreted as edifying self and others. Rightly so it is, but it was only now that I realise it is Rest in Christ too. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Nowadays I am using my One New Man bible to meditate, so if the verse not exactly the same as yours, don't despair. This is the direct translation from Hebrew by the author, William J. Morford. Glory Glory!

Isaiah 28:10-12:
'10 For command must be upon command, command upon command; line upon line; here a little, there a little, 11 for He will speak to this people with stammering lips and another tongue.

12 To whom He said, This is the Rest with which you may cause the weary to rest and this is the refreshing,'

Many months and years ago, when I was a fresh, new Christian, I was baptised in the spirit on the 2nd day of accepting Christ. As I was fighting the fear and the presence of devil in my life strongly, I prayed in tongues almost wherever I went. Glory to Jesus!

During that period of time, mental illness of lossing my understanding was slowly restored, my distorted sexual desire, was straightened. My fear was gone, I was delivered in 3 months of the oppression. Many changes came into me, I was restored to the New Creation that Lord has created me. Glory Glory!

Overtime, as I get better, and learnt more, devil tried to stop my pray in tongues, then he tried to stop my worshipping of Jesus. Then he tried to stop my daily prayer. With all these delayed or lost, that's how the attack came strongly on me. Long ago, he could not penetrate me at all as I was strong in the Lord.

However, Lord is letting me realise what I have been missing again, so I am picking them up again to return to my Rest. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Surely, in Him is all the Rest. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Begining of the Begining

2012-01-08T21:48:00.004+08:00

This morning, I was still sad from all that happened during Christmas. Attack still rain on me and I asked Lord to help me during the worship. Lord led me to cry. I actually had forgotten to cry over such a prolong period of attack.

Mainly, they tried to block me from worship, from understanding sermons and from prayer. But Lord is still good. He always help me to clear the attack even all the bodily pain. After I cried in Church, when I reached home and played the worship songs again, Lord led me through another round of crying. After all that, He said I am being set free. This is a good weapon Lord blessed me. Usually, I could cry my problem out and then I am relieved. This is the inborn nature of mine. Glory to Him! Amen Amen!

Ex tried his best to be the nice man again. Never see such a man, after trying to kill me, tried to attract my attention again. I don't mind unfaithfulness as I know Lord can change him, I don't mind he being led astray as I know Lord can pull him back. But to participate in the process and still so happy and eager about it. That's the end to all form of goodwill. I am not a saint that I could take any form of shooting and still smile happily to the enemy. This finally put my heart totally dead to him. Never will I want such man again. Out of question!

Previously, no matter how I disliked and angry over him, I could pray to Lord to remove all my anger and unforgiveness and I could still smile and be nice to him. Today, even I asked Lord to remove my anger and my unforgiveness, I am not talking to him anymore. Even at the door, he had the keys but he rather press the door bell to let me open for him as a form of submission. Today, I just unlock the extra lock and let him open the gate himself. Enough is enough, that's what I am telling him.

Lord is good, He never let me face the situation without an opening to go for. He said he will give me a house to shift in, so I need not leave here with head down! Lord has lifted my head up high! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I am so glad to have Jesus with me to walk this dark path. Without Him, I would have been a weak lady with no help to go for. But, Lord led me to Him so that I could be saved at each life threatening situations. Lord is always to rescue me when I prayed to Him. Even in cases I totally out of control, He always come through to pray for me automatically. He did not let me fall into the hands of the evil one. He is such a Wonderful Daddy. Without Him, I really could not imagine where will I be now. Glorious that He is forever the same God. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

PS(9/1/2012): I should not say I never want this man again. For Lord Jesus is the God of I M Possible. With this, if Lord wants to bring him back to me again, I shall obey Him! Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

Life

2012-01-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

My life would be dead long ago if not for Lord is with me. I am really glad that Lord is my Life. To be alive, is sometime a wonder why people take life so easily.

I could not understand, for the sake of taking over this house, ex don't mind use black magic to kill me. Of today, finally cleared of all the Christ Decorations. There were different curse in all the things that he brought here. To see him gladly decorating then is like he is so glad to see me go. This kind of thoughts I wonder how it get into him. Is it SF showed him how easy he could done on his ex that my ex follow suit or what. I really don't understand.

Now that it is clear that he is participating in it, no wonder SF had my handphone no. That they tried calling and the next blocked call will be a curse. The first time I answered and saw the black man coming into my house. Subsequently, I did not answer any blocked call and they could not curse me through that. That is why the Christmas plan was formed.

I am glad I have Lord, who is a alive God. He knows what is coming and what devil is planning. It never surprise Him. I know He could block the attack if He wants, but He let me experienced it. Why? You may ask. Well, previously my emotion was still tie to this apartment. After all the curse, all the emotional desire was totally gone for good. Ex also totally gone for good. I never ever want him in my life anymore. SF is his close buddy, never know what new ideas he would teach him. I am glad that Lord led me out even before I realise how bad he was.

Imagine, even before talks about marriage breaking down, he already cursing me through food. I wonder is it my mistake to get my friend to get her husband to recommend ex to that company some years back. If I did not, maybe such won't happen. But, no point talking about it again. This man do not appreciate any goodwill done for him. For the sake of material gains, he could do such, I wonder what he won't do.

I am glad that I walk closely with Lord. Things I do not know, He knows. As I walk closely with Him, He wants to bless me a Good Life and as such, He leads me out of this bad marriage. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Ex was telling me last week, as long as I get out of this house, he at most need to pay me $1500, cheaper than his rental of a 4 room apartment at $1700. That is why he is doing all these. Previously when he didn't want to pay me the maintenance, he did the same thing too. I prayed to Lord till tired that was why I agreed to his demand. He is using the same trick again to get me to submit to him.

Lord is good. He has a house prepared for me that He told me He is moving me out as the next round of attack might take my life. I am glad that I have Abba with me. With Him around, He always gives me solution. His Solution is easy for His Yoke is always light! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Year of Abundance

2012-01-02T15:48:00.002+08:00

I am glad that the theme for New Creation Church is Unceasing Fruitfulness. Pastor Prince disclosed that there are 12 types of fruits. Glory Glory!

Lord has revealed to me His blessings are going to spread for the 12 months period. Just like the tsunami of the devil, but this is the tsunami of God's Blessings. Glory Glory! Who are they who will get them, those who are faithful to Him, reading His Words and talking to Him through meditations! Glory Glory!

Pastor Prince has stressed on this meditation since last year. This year is still the same topic. Lord wants His children of God to be closely develop a relationship with Him. He does not want a seat warmer every weekends. He wants a daily fellowship! Being someone closer than the person closest to each and everyone of His Children of God, He wants the fellowship like of the past when He went to the garden to fellowship with Adam and Eve, even to Abel and Cain! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord:
'My love, my darling, Abble is very glad you help me to post this. Yes, I want to tell My Children of God to harken closely to Me. Those who get close will enjoy the fruit of the Garden of Eden. It's for those who seriously sincerely want to fellowship with me. Glory Glory!

I, the God Almighty, could see the heart of man. One who pretend and one who really is for Me. Those that really for Me, even if they could not finish the reading the bible or meditation, as long as their hearts is for me, I will bless them. This is for My Glory and for Jesus Coming. I am going to open My Floodgate of Heaven to pour Great Blessings to My Children, who love Me much. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Even if you come late, no worries, I would still be pouring after the 12 months. But these 12 months are special. It is for Jesus Coming and it shall not repeat again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

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The End To Be

2011-12-31T15:14:00.001+08:00

This year 2011 is such a long year. All things bad surely have to come to an end. The Good will surely starts in 2012. The anointed 12 of the bible. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

This year I see lots of change. The patience of Su runs thin till she turns away from fellowshipping with me and told me that I am guided by the devil. I wonder which devil lead Child of God to meditate the bible and which Holy Spirit lead Child of God to get away from meditation the bible, the most intimacy one could with Lord Himself.

I am glad that after a year long of hearing No, No, No, I heard Yes, Yes, Yes from WK. It really very refreshing and I am glad that Lord leads her back to fellowship with me. Afterall, long ago, Lord had shown me and WK that we both are into praying healing, just that each have our own role to play. Glory Glory! It surely a great blessing from the Lord to lead WK back to me. Hallelujah!

On Su end, she has been trusting Lord through listening to a lot of Pastor Prince sermon, so Lord is blessing her in her life and off seting the curse that came upon them for coming against me. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

It took a long 9 months for Su to grow in her faith again that Lord is now please with her. Lord is a very Forgiving God for sure! Glory Glory! His Abundance of Grace and His Sure Mercy of David enable us all chances to come back to Him again and again. Thank You, Jesus! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

After such a long walkout from my marriage to ex, finally, I could call it an end. This is the man that I never want to have in my life again. I never know a man that is used by the devil to bring so much curse into my life. He is definitely out for good! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

2012 is a new walk for me and Jc. Lord for these 4 years have lead me and Jc to be at the low end of life that people around us, be it neighbours or closed relatives, looked at us with 'special' eyes. It is as if they earn much and studied better for better school results are causing them to flow in pride and see me and Jc as nothing. But Lord do this for a purpose.

Jc has surpass all expectation that she has yet to grow in maturity like most of the 10 years old should be. She is still into play and not much into study. I am still the stay at home mum doing my daily meditation.

This is the plan of Lord. Whatever I shared about His Glory, Lord let all see nothing for so long. All has given up hope, even Su that walked so closely with me also disbelieve in what I said. But Lord plan is not over yet. When all turn their backs, He could raise me up and Jc up to show His Glory! Surely, He will prosper us so much that people could say it is God! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

No matter what Lord leads through, it's for a purpose. When the time is up, surely, His Glory Light will shine through and Him Glorified. Hallelujah! Amen Amen! I am glad that I am with Him for His Glory to shine. I do not take part in the Glory! I know it's all about Him and nothing about me. Surely Jc and me will be so highly rise up that no one can see any part of our past in us. I am looking for this to come to past, surely 2012, His Perfect governing of 12 shall works wonders. Glory Glory!

Abba Father, I have walked with You by Your Grace and let You bring the Glory of Jesus to past in me and Jc. Surely I in You are more than a conquerer and I have Your Righteousness of God with me and I will surely reign in life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

May you be blessed by the Good God in the coming 2012. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Season of Terror

2011-12-29T03:27:00.002+08:00

What a betrayal feeling I felt after I realised what was being done to harm me. I am really very disappointed with ex.

Remember the $500 I wrote not long ago, and the beautiful Christmas Tree and the decorations around the house that ex done up. I was wondering why he put in so much efforts and so eagered to do it. Never did I suspect anything wrong. I should have guessed, how can a man changed his pox so eaily. Hiaz....

After the decoration was up, I was fallen sick with attacks crowded the brain and coughing quite badly that on Christmas eve I was still fighting with all the spiritual attacks!

Ex had linked up the 2 fans and the dinner table light in gold and green ribbons. This cut the living room and the dinning room into 2. Initially I did not realise this was a curse. I did feel uncomfortable over this way of hanging the ribbons. He had also used green and gold strips of shinning decoration item to cover the whole tree like a net. I felt uncomfortable as it looked like a net sealing the tree. Ex was so eagered to cover the whole tree with them.

It was a day before the Christmas eve that I sensed something wrong. There seem to be something misty about the tree. Lord revealed the decoration is a formation of curse patterns. I had to remove those 2 ribbons that cut my living room and dinning room. After taken them down and throwing them away, the thick cloud around my whole brain was cleared.

The next day, Lord got me to remove the green and gold stripes on the Christmas Tree, after removing them, the thick cloud around my throat was gone. Glory to Jesus!

Ex had asked Jc to do some snow flakes paper cutting. He brought some shinning paper for Jc to work on and even put the green grass like thingy around the outer lining of my study room. Each removal of the item, I recovered better from the sickness.

I was still not fully well and Lord got me to clear the silver stripes on the tree. I was surprised to see some green and gold stripes had made it way back on the tree, no wonder Lord wanted me to do the clearing of the stripes. With all the localise curse removed, the permanent attack was removed. But remotely still fighting with SF. Till this moment, things have turn out getting lighter.

I thank Jesus is my Emmanuel! He protected me, I didn't know that ex also hanged a white paper decoration ribbon that looks like those used in funeral. I had a puzzled feeling when he first put that up. Upon removed, I felt a lot better.

He actually bought a packet of multi-packet indian titbits for me too. I used to like it but had not have it for many years. He insisted that I would take it. Lord let me know that was cursed and I throw it away too.

I am very disappointed with ex. Even in this divorce, I cares about he could have a house to call his own and making sure that I do not do anything to destroy that. But he let me lost all trust in him. To bring a long list of cursed item into this house, was his way of saying, wanting me dead directly.

Previously fighting spiritually, I won't know if he was involved or not. Even though I suspected he did. But this recent curse really confirmed of his involvement!!! All my kindness, taking him as Jc's dad and be friendly to him, so that weekly meeting could be peaceful. But he wanted me dead!

The funny thing was, tonight, when he came home with Jc after a day out at Universal Studio in Sentosa, I was on my way out to purchase some food item to cook for dinner. He was kind of shock and asked where I was going.

When I finished my shopping at the nearby supermarket, he was out there loitering and I saw that uneasy look on his face again. When I asked why he was out there, he said wanting to do a hair cut but hair salon too many people. He then followed me back!!! He, who participated in the curse, dare not even dare to stay in house when I did the shopping, which was at most 20mins or less away.

Looking at him behaved such way, I really shook my head. Was that guilt or what...I really lost all trust and all cares of him. Shit to him if I would, but in Christ, I know anger and displeasure is of the devil, so I passed all the anger and the disappointment to the Lord.

All the hoo haa was because he hoped to kill me or he and SF both hope to kill me. But Jesus is Almighty, no matter what devil planned, He always let me know so that I will not jump into the trap. I didn't know that SF would control ex to be his delivery agent. What a change of role, from my husband to now someone sent to kill me.

I am only glad that I have Jesus in me. Any form of danger He will let me know. He let me tested till I gave up, then He would pray in the spirit to bring me up so that I could pray some more deliverance. Well, another form of training, I guess. I am glad that Lord lifted me up. I am being set free. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

The Arrival of King Jesus

2011-12-26T22:19:00.005+08:00

Sunday, at the Indoor Stadium, I was feeling down from the curse that rained on me over the weekends. In the mid of worshipping Jesus, Lord showed His Big Face to me, it was so BIG that He shocked me to joy. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

As I looked towards the stage, from my end to the front of the stage, He appeared right in the middle, the whole face occupied the whole central area. It was the biggest face of Jesus that I had seen. It wasn't that I could see clearly. I could see the outline of all the features on His Face. It's like His Contenance shining upon me. Immediately, I broke into joy! Hallelujah!!!

Lord purposely wanted me to go Indoor Stadium for the service. He did not update the overflow area so I thought only the Indoor Stadium is the only place. He said I had to be there and He is coming and this is a very significant event for His Arrival. It was fully of joy throughout the service. Lord was so good! Hallelujah!!!

Actually, I wanted to date Su to go with me, but her nasty husband had prevented her from even queuing with me. She smsed to apologise to me and told me to wake up early to queue my own. Lord was so good, for the past weeks, I slept at around 5am and usually woke up near noon. Saturday night, Lord let me got tired early and slept around 2am. Praise Jesus!

I prayed to Lord to wake up me in time, I even set 3 5-min apart alarm to wake myself. I even told my mum the night before to call me at 7am, she usually left my house 6+am. Glory to Jesus, I actually heard her locking of the door and I was partially up before 6:30am. As my wake up time supposed to be 7am, I tried to took some light nap. But Lord prevented me to deep sleep and I was waken by mum at 6:57am and I could get up, fully awoke at 7am! Glory to Jesus!

I prayed to Lord to send me a cab as I reach the road the night before; I prayed for a cab without fare rise. But on Sunday morning, afraid that there is no cab, I told Lord as long as have cab, I will take any. Haha...I saw a cab coming as I was walking almost reaching the main road and I ran! But as I waited for the cab to stop, I saw Lord had send me 2 cabs!!! Praise Jesus!

There was light drizzling and Lord sent me to the stairs where the queue end was. I was there at 8:20am, even though I planned to reach there 8:45am. Su husband, whom had been nasty towards me, Lord let them be so late that when I seated in the Stadium, they have yet to arrive.

However, Lord is merciful! As Su prayed to Jesus during shower to reserve 5 seats for them, Lord got WK, who was with me, to suggest go for a seat nearer stage. I have my favourite permanent seat section, so does Su. As we sat at 2nd row, WK suggested go to first row, which have 6 empty seats. I told her the last 2nd row was better. Then Lord let her worried about her neigbour, whom she had seen queuing behind me as she left her queue further back to come up to join me in my queue.

Glory Glory, she called her neighbour but the line was off. She then called her sis, whom had gone to the overflow. Then she suggested I check with Su. Glory Glory! Lord actually let her reserved those seats for Su, I called, they yet to arrive, and confirmed needed 5 seats, so the seats were given to them. It was after that her neighbour returned her call, by then, the seats were given away. As the neighbour was on stage facing seats, it's okay too. Glory to Jesus for the arrangement!

As for Su's husband, WK saw that he was not happy! Haha...he should appreciate Lord's favour. There were 2 others who wanted to claim those seats but we told them they were reserved! Lord favours those that have faith on Him. Glory Glory! I told WK not to bother by Su's husband! He just need to humble down by the Lord!

I could sense the joyfulness in the celebration of His Coming. It was an emphasize of His coming as a Saviour, birth as a baby, but I know this coming is His Coming to heal mightily! Glory to Him! He said my ministry is to make people whole, not just healed but being made whole! Glory to Him! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

The Favour of God

2011-12-20T20:36:00.001+08:00

It was amazing what Lord could do for a young Christian, who was blocked by her husband from coming to church! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Recently, Jc was invited to a BBQ and a fun filled Wild Wild Wet by her school mate cum International Dance Club mate. Originally, I thought I would just leave Jc there and go wait for her pickup time at my eldest sister's home, which is nearby. But Lord has other plan!!!

Through her friend, it seem like 5 boys with parents are going and Jc would be the only one without a parent. Lord led me to think so, that I decided to go with her instead. Glory Glory!

The friend also invited my 2 other nieces so that the girls will not to outnumbered. But yesterday, it was raining the whole day that eldest sis did not want her 2 daughters to go. As I went, I prayed to Lord to stop the rain but somehow, it did not happen! Lord has other plan in mind! Glory Glory!

As I reached the place, I met 1 mum, Jo, that I've ever met her as I sent my girl to school previously. Since it was raining, the kids went upstairs to play ipad and iphone instead. We the parents, were left on the 1st level of the 2 level chalet.

Jo was telling me how she was teaching her childrens through their growing year. She pampered them so much and treat them like princes and princess. I realised she ever go to church and learnt to say Hallelujah and Amen. She said that was her prayer. Even she was ignorance of what it mean, Lord knows her heart and sent me to teach her! Glory Glory!

As the rain got lighter, the kids wanted to go to the pools to swim. Jo volunteered to go with them. As the dad of the girl, B, who invited Jc, didn't not feel good with 1 parent going with the 4 kids, I went with them too. Glory Glory!

Lord came through me to teach her, told her that she is the king and priest, what she says matters. So if want things to work the way she hope to, should speak the solution and not the problem. Lord even baptise her in spirit so that she could pray for her home situation. Even on the way home, Lord was still teaching her much. Glory Glory!

She learnt so much that she was so grateful that she kept thanking me, but I told her it was not me, but the Lord! Glory Glory! I was amazed by Lord. For someone who wanted Him much, even though devil through her husband had blocked her, Lord sent me to her to teach her. To lead her to pray in the spirit and to lead her to pray Psalm 91 daily for protection. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

She let me recalls that when Jesus was just resurrected and yet to go to the Father. Mary's heart was with Him and He paused a moment to talk to her before going up. Lord loves us to have heart for Him. Even when she only know Hallelujah and Amen, Lord purposely created this bbq, for their classmates to go and to let Jc played almost most Saturday with B, so that their friendship developed and invited Jc and get me to go with Jc.

Lord did so much just that she may receive some truth about Him. It was so cute that Jo said that I like having 10-20 years of knowledge about Christ and His Righteousness, even though I told her I just had 5 years experience. Glory to Jesus that He loves her so much that sent me to her. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

The Blessing of Deutronomy 28

2011-12-19T01:17:00.005+08:00

Praise Jesus, what a blessed day today! Since last Sunday, ex and Jc had been busying to get the Christmas tree up. It's great to see the tree again after 2 years break. Abba heard my heart wanting the tree and got Jc to want it and her daddy to satisfy her wants! Glory Glory!

Today, as ex came with some gifts for the tree, as I was filling my water bottle, he asked if I want a Christmas present, I said ok...haha...praise Jesus! I got a red packet of S$500 from him!!!! That never happen before! It must be God! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

I was thinking about in a month plus time, Chinese New Year is approaching and I need money to put into the red packets for mum, my godfather, and for the kids! That is going to cost me a few hundreds dollars but I am unwilling to dip into my saving!

Lord leads me to think of this verse again. Previously, I was trusting this verse, look to His Kingdom and His Righteousness and all things we need, God will provides. As I grow and now in maturity in Him, I have let go of this verse, but Lord leads me to think of it again. As I trusted Lord will provide me with everything I need, as He promised, Lord did the miracle!

I did not expect this ex, who is so stingy towards me, would bless me the money. Even the monthly allowance, he specifically said it was for Jc, not for me! So, I was very surprised to see that he presented a red packet to me. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

I was for a moment wondering if he gave me this and would take away from the monthly allowance, but he promised he will not! Glory to Jesus! I am so happy that now I have some extra money to buy my bbq pork from that famous stall in Singapore! I bought another kilogram of the chilli pork as mum loved it so much, I also bought another 500g of the normal one. I am so happy that the price has not increase yet. Now is just 1 month plus 1 week away from Chinese New Year! Glory Glory!

Today after movie, ex and Jc went to get some Christmas decorations that the whole living and dinning room are well decorated. The house is ready for next Saturday celebration! Glory Glory! Lord promised that I will be moving out of this apartment soon, so guess this is the last grand celebration before departing from this home. With all the decoratives up, the Xmas Tree looks wonderfully good! Amen Amen!

Surely as I am moving out, I will miss this tree that had been with us for many Christmas celebration! This is the most grand decorated tree of all the years added together. Abba really making this celebration special for me! Hallelujah! I hope to capture the grandure in photos, I do hope to capture it.

With the soon stepping out into the path of Jesus, I am looking ahead to the unknown. A new life in Christ to walk out His Fullness! Glory Glory! I am so glad to know Jesus and to come back to Daddy God. All that He had promised to me sounded wonderfully good! I am looking forward to all the fulfillment. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

A New Beginning

2011-12-12T17:47:00.004+08:00

Today, finally I have closed the jointed account with ex. It is a closure of my life with him forever. The only leftover is moving out of this house. Once everything completed, my life will be fully stepping into a new begining lay out by Abba Father. Glory Glory!

I praise Abba Father for His Patience of leading me to see my ex months by months, from still longing for his return to now fully given him up. Hallelujah! It's only Lord that could revealed what hidden truth that had mumbed the heart for so long to see the fresh reality of it.

Years back, in 2008, Lord had told me that ex is not worthly for me. At that time, I could not understand Him at all. Even when He said I don't know what true love is, I still pretty pluzzed even though I had see how my brother-in-laws treated my sisters. It is His Patience, revealing more and more, from hard evidents of his unfaithfulness to how cold he was and then to how unhelpful he was. Step by step, Lord leads me to see his unwillingness to help, which I had taken in as norm, to now, feel the hardness of him in reality!

I could now see clearly and have a good understanding that even no matter how he masked himself sweetly in future, I will definitely not going to give him anymore chance. I know his purpose is not me, but other assets that might trigger his interest. I am not going to be a fool anymore! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

It is with this final decision that I am clearing all those areas that are still common between us. Each move, I thought I won't have any feeling anymore but somehow, the bondage to each item see trigger a melt down. I like my wedding ring but I tithed it out and now I closed the jointed a/c. With the moving out in the near future, the cleansing process will be completed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba knows emotion takes time to cool down and He did not rush me. He let time speaks itself. Things gets clearer with time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, thank You for Your leading me out. I praise You for Your Goodness! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

The World

2011-12-10T15:39:00.002+08:00

It's amazing how the world has became lately. Even looking at what my daily diet food, it's amazing how it has changed. The world is surely getting darker and darker as the bible said.

Even with all the flooding that is happening around the world, the rice supply here in Singapore is till look okay, the supermarket is still selling lots of them. But the quality is different, even when price has risen to double or more.

The first I notice the difference was when I cooked rice for the family gathering each Saturday at my home. I concluded that they must have eaten more because of the yummy dish, but mum said it's the quality of the rice, even we bought a top quality brand.

Few days ago, I was cooking porriage for Jc and me. Normally, 1 cup of rice would have left over after our consumption. That evening, I was suprised that about more than 3/4 cup of the rice just could fill 1 bowl of porriage for Jc, I had to cook again for myself!!! What magic has the rice become? From 1 cup for 2 bowls and more to left just enough for slightly more than a bowl!!! It's not just price is getting costly, the quality is falling too!

I used to like going to the nearby shopping centre food court to take my salty vegetable pork soup with dark soy sauce pork sauce over my rice! That evening, I had the most plain dinner! It was almost not edible for me!

Mum said the neighbour upstairs was complaining that now money can't buy much food, the value of the money has dropped!

I watched from Sid Roth sometime back that there is another world system that is happening and many world leaders are involved, to bring all government system as 1 and to bring all religion as one, and from US side the combination, it's about preaching away from Jesus Christ, as the Son of God to a general god. Dilluting everything into a big melting pot.

The saying is when all people suffers, easier to get such a system into operation. I am seeing signs of my government speaking the same language! It's alarming how fast such pace is happening! I even see country leaders submitting to other countries leaders to manage their finances, this world system is diffinitely getting weirder...

What I know is whatever Christ and the bible is saying, devil is leading the world to duplicate a carbon copy of it. But my bible said that when earth is the darkest of ages, His Glory will shine the Brightest. I am waiting for the full manifestation of His Glory!

Abba Father promised that He knows what is happening to this world! He said in Psalm 47:6-9 'Sing praises to God, Sing praises to Our King, Sing Praises! For God is the King of All the Earth; sing praises in a skillful psalm and with understanding. God reigns over the nations; God sits upon His Holy Throne. The princes and nobles of the peoples are gathered together, a united people for the God of Abraham, for the shields of the earth belong to God; He is highly exalted'.

I had just gone through a machine gun shooting kind of attack last night, but Lord is forever faithful to me. I shall live and not die, to proclaim the Glory of Jesus! Amen Amen! I am glad that Pastor Prince pointed to himself and to worship leader, Adeline Gan, and said: 'no matter how the devil tried to knock them off, they are still alive'!

From all the rescue of me, even sometime I was made unconscious of my being, Lord is faithful to rescue me. He forever is there to protect me, He just let me have a taste of the playground to keep me alert of their works, so that I could help others in future. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Jesus said He is the First and the Last. Before His Coming, things will not get so bad that it is not withstandable, He will surely appear when it was the darkest!

Silent Night, Holy Night, He was born, a Saviour to the dying world. His Death opens the Way for man to go heaven, where there is full of His Loving Kindness in the air! Surely, His Coming will bring the joy of Heaven to Earth! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

What Lord is doing in My Life

2011-12-04T19:09:00.003+08:00

With my enemy increased from 2 to 3 and then to all their associates etc, some days, I am like getting a rainfall of attacks raining in my life. To such a hard work of the devil to distract me, to such I am losing focus, Lord today speaks to me through Pastor Prince to bring me back to His Promise again. Glory Glory!

As Lord Jesus coming is getting closer and closer, devil do not want that and is trying all their might to kill me. But Lord is good, when I could not, He could! His Super Abounding Grace is still pouring over me. Glory Glory!

After much awaiting, I finally found my One New Man Bible in the mailbox when I went to check for snail mails. Glory Glory! It is so liberating to read this bible with a new understanding. As much as I want to grab on the old with much mistery in it and a lot of question marks and don't know what the author was translating!

But finally, from the few reading of this new bible, I am getting an insight to the event that happens of old. Previously, I would stop as Lord went to the Cross so that we could receive His Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus. But this One New Man Bible draw a deeper meaning to this Righteousness. It explains it as Loving-Kindness of Abba Father and Christ Jesus!

Yes, when I looked back on what was done for me, yes, it's the Loving-Kindness of Abba Father that sent Jesus to the Cross to be crushed for me. It's the Loving-Kindness of Lord Jesus, willingly went to the Cross to die for me that I may receive this Loving-Kindness of God, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit! Abba loves me so much that He sent Lord Jesus to death for me. I have been mediatating this Loving-Kindness of God that I felt so loved! Glory Glory!

Yes, this get devil panicky and sent lots of attack from SF, from my neighbours and even from mum's Indian neighbour. The corner neighbour has been bullying my mum and since my mum still refuse to shift out, she got the Indian neighbour living at the other end of their level to do the curse. I have been intercepting for mum and now, this also become my problem!

However, Lord Grace is super abundance. As long as I could pray, Lord let me pray, when I could not, He come in to pray for me. Yes, like Pastor Prince said, no matter how devil tried to kill me, I will live and not die, for the Glory of Jesus! Amen Amen!

I used to see what Abraham was doing up the mountain and Lord's Grace was even much Greater on the other side of the mountain, to rejoice over what devil was doing in my life. As the attacks grows strong, I lost focus of such! But Lord is a Faithful God!

Abba loves me so much that He does not want me to forget it, so today, He get Pastor Prince to tell me to look at what devil did and then I will know what Lord is doing in the opposite of the mountain. I cannot see yet but when I reach the top of mountain, surely, my provision is there in abundance. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Yes, when Jesus was born there was great darkness, when He died at the Cross, there was great fear, but be of cheers, Lord told me, through all the darkness and great attacks, a Saviour was born and my Saviour had done it all for me and now I am to claim the provision! Glory Glory!

Abba Father, thank You for pulling me back to see your provision! Hallelujah!!! I know Jesus Coming is near. I shall hold on to the promise and continue to walk in faith! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

The Stripes of Jesus

2011-11-28T01:26:00.003+08:00

Recently, one of those nights that I was surfing around, hoping from New Creation website to the Zone, then I went to search the Zone facebook and also landed in one facebook site, where this owner posted a few youtube movies of man being caned in the Malaysian prison.

As I looked, I saw the pink fresh, turn slowly from pink to brown then the skin slowly opened up and finally, the bloodly inner layers was opened and bleeding happened as each stroke of cane hit on that strapped up naked body.

I saw the skin shook in vibrated contraction at each painful stroke, I saw a man comforted the person being caned before the next stroke was ministered. His hand was curfed so that he could not move. The thick layers of protection over his body exposed only the bum to be beaten.

As I looked, I could imagined much worst my Lord Jesus suffered for me. For Him, He let go of His Godly Power to become a Man, to suffer the hardship of life before finally being delivered for this final act of Redeemption for me!

He was not only being caned, they used those metal chain with hooks to plough His Body. Each stroke opened His fresh to expose the bones. His body was minced beyond recognition. He was badly striped. At each stroke, all our sins, all our shames, all our unlawfulness, all our injures and pain, all the generations curse, all forms of destructions, all forms of sicknesses and all that we need, are all supplied through that Cross of Jesus Christ! Glory Glory!

I dared not watch that canning after the skin turned blue black. But today at Church, Lord leads me to the full revelation of the pains and suffering that He had gone through for me and for you! Yes, it was beyond understanding, how He could withstood it all. That man just had his bum caned a lot lesser, yet, he shuddered in much pain. I could not fathorm how my Lord Jesus could go through the most sever form of punishment for a sin He did not do and still abled to carry the heavy Cross to be cruxified!

Yes, we mere human cannot understand what Lord Jesus at the Cross had done, there is no way we could understand what He had painfully planned this, so that we need not suffer the curse of the Law, we need not be helpless in our despair! Glory Glory to the Great Plan of Abba Father! Glory Glory to Jesus Christ obeying His Father, loving the Father and loving us, the human! Glory Glory to Holy Spirit that witnessed it all and come to assure us of Jesus Christ Completed Work at the Cross!

It pained me so much to see Lord suffered so much for me, but even my tears meant nothing in the Greatness of His Offering, the Lamb of God, My Great Offering! Nothing else is needed. It takes a whole life to learn of His Goodness and yet, still a lot to be known. That's how Great He had paid the Price to redeem us fully! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Wisdom of God

2011-11-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

Sunday, as I was riding the train home, I saw a Caucasian trying to court a innocent girl, she was listening to whatever he had to say about things. As I was looking, I was envying, but this envy turns to negative thoughts in the after event.

You see, courtship is about man trying to sell their good points to the girl and also vice versa. If a man is smart, have lots of experience, and his heart is not sincere, he will know which kind of girls to court and who is unlikely to give him lots of trouble after getting her. This is how ex is operating. The wisdom of God let me see clearly about it. After getting me, now divorced, he would always called me idiot, stupid!

Yes, without the wisdom of God, I believe in his lies, but with the wisdom of God, I see his lies clearly. From the girls he went after, I could see the traits he is going after! The girl rejoiced, but I pitied her. It just mean she is a easy prey, not that she got a prized game.

After the hunting and the satisfaction, it would mean how long she believe in the lies and remain his victim! I am glad that Lord leads me to see this clearly! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! I told ex the anology on Sunday and now his tone is bad again. Haha...

There are many wolves out there, sometime, it is hard to know what's the mind of the other person. But with Lord, He will be able to lead me to walk in His Righteous Path and surely, all things will turn out good! Glory to a Father that wants to bless me excessively, abundantly, above all that I ask or think! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord let me see what He is doing in my life after He blessed me the cute miracle. Even for Jc, I don't how to change her focus on play and afraid to study heart. But with Lord, He leads me to see how to lead her to see light in her wrong focus. She is now walking out the path of Righteousness as the Lord leads! Glory Glory! It's uncomfortable, I know, but once she get used to it, she will like her real nature, I am confident of it, as it is the work of the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I cried many times to Him to come through me to be the parent, as I am at my wit-end after all the trying. She rejected all the help! When man cannot, God can! Jesus is I M Possible! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The timming is just about right too. Previously, Jc was in her blurness that whatever I said, she could not understood. But with the alertness that Lord blessed her this year, she is seeing her flaws and with each pointing out and pointing to the solution, she is finally walking it out. Glory to Lord's Wisdom! Hallelujah!

I have been wanting to know how the hainanese cook their pork chop. Recently, mum wanted eldest sister to borrow Mrs Lee's cookbook. Initial glancing through, I do not find it interesting, but on 2nd and 3rd look into the recipes, finally Lord is leading me to see light in all the recipes I have wanted. I have just placed an order for 2 of her cookbooks. Glory Glory! When Lord opens my eyes to see, then I realise it's the recipes that I am looking for all these while...Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

It's good to walk closely to Lord. Mum said I am like an innocent child, but as I give my whole being to Lord as a sacrifice offering, He blesses me greatly. Whatever I want to know, He let me know. He is my Wisdom that I shall not lack! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

In the natural, I could not understand man and know his heart. If he is sincere or not, but as Lord leads, everything becomes clear! Hallelujah! Amen Amen! What I don't understand is why ex said he loves Jc a lot, yet, come to her year end books and uniforms purchase, he is not willing to do it!

He don't mind giving the money, but he does not want to go through the hassle and the trouble, not even for his kid! That is the loneliness I encountered with him in all these years! He don't mind giving the money, but all troubles and problems or the work involved, I handled single-handledly.

Lord is Good and Caring, He is a Good Father! He sees all these and tells me that I don't know what is true love. Then He leads me out of this marriage and then let me sees his ugliness part by part! This is to prevent me from going back to him when he sees that I am attractive for him again. Glory to Jesus!

I appreciated Abba Father hardwork! He shows me He is a very caring Daddy! He loves me so much that He doesn't want me to be harm again. I might be innocent but I have a Great Daddy! Amen Amen!

The God of Possible

2011-11-17T12:52:00.000+08:00

Recently I receive cute blessings from the Lord that I like to share with you.

Ever since I walked closely with Jesus, Lord had instructed me to take Holy Communion daily. This is to resist the curse of the world. And very recently, I received an understanding that whatever you proclaim while taking Holy Comm, Lord have to bring it to past surely! Glory Glory!

Sunday evening, I had to go for my cousin's daughter's wedding dinner with mum. It was her sister's son's daughter. Glory Glory! As she booked her restaurant in the city, and I know the business district would be dead quiet on Sunday and hard to get a cab if I didn't book a cab!

But, I did not like to waste money booking a cab! Saturday evening, I took my Holy Comm. I prayed to Lord, to send a cab to us when we get down from that restaurant, which is on the 6th floor.

Last Sunday, I was tired. Beside slept late, eldest sister sent a message to me while I was in church to buy some titbits for her in Suntec Hall 4 food exhibition. It was raining heavily after church! Since Marina Square Mall and Suntec exhibition convention was connected by a bridge, I decided to go ahead and helped her since she had been helping me to buy things too.

There were many events that Sunday and Suntec Hall 4 is not just 1 hall, there were 6 if I am not wrong. Sis didn't know the exact location, so I had to ask around that packed place. I saw a chinese couple resting nearby and asked them. The man pointed me to end of the hallway and also to the 3rd floor. I walked through the crowds and saw someone carrying some food item and checked with them the location.

When I reached the hall, I could not see the stall on the map of the layout of the food and electrical appliances exhibits. In the end, I decided to walk in row by row to check. By the time I reached home, it was just an hour before I had to go for that dinner.

Originally I wanted to take the train there, but Lord told me to take cab instead. So I prayed to Lord, 'Lord, if You really want me to take cab there, stop the rain and send a cab just as we walk to the main road. You know mum and I walk rather slow, so, only when we are at the road, bring the cab to us, I don't want to rush for the cab! In Jesus Name, Amen!'

Haha...as we walked to the main road, I saw a cab at the traffic light junction. It was red light. As we reached the road, the cab arrived in time. Glory Glory!

I had this believe that the cab to return will be from someone that took a cab to the business district, the Lau Pa Saut, food court. As the last item on the dinner was served, I saw the bride and bridegroom and their parents waiting at the exit.

Usually, people will start departing from the last food item or sometime, people depart even before the last desserts. But surprisingly, all the guests were sitting, it was like we in another atmosphere! Glory Glory!

I told my relatives that 'we could go now', they remarked that 'nobody left yet'. I told them the new couple and their parents were at the door waiting. From the most inner part of the hall, we walked out as if noone else saw and we had the lift to ourselves. As my relatives had own transport, mum and me were alone when we reached the 1st floor.

I told mum that we need to cross the road to wait at the taxi stand. Glory to Jesus! As we were just there, 2 taxis came, one drove off and the other had a passenger that alighted at that taxi stand with a big box containing his new flat TV, probably he just came from the last minutes purchase before the exhibits ended. Glory Glory!

As the taxi was driving off, I saw the sign to the ECP expressway that connect to my KPE express way on the left. The taxi driver actually wanted to move ahead but on my instruction, moved towards the left and head towards the expressway.

There are two exits to my town. The taxi driver wanted to go for the further one but I instructed him again where to exit. In the end, he asked me if I know driving...haha....I guess he wanted to take us to a longer ride but Lord gave me wisdom and led me to see the sign post for the expressway. Praise Jesus!

I hardly go into the city all these years and I am not familiar with that place. But with the wisdom of God, as I obeyed Him to take a cab there, Lord blessed me the wisdom of the expressway location so that I would not be cheated of a longer journey and higher charge. I am glad that each journey cost me less then S$14. I am happy!

It was after everything over that I realise Lord is being Good to me as I hold on to the fact that I am His Beloved Daughter. He stopped the guests so that we need not waited long as there were only 2 lifts down. There were 38 tables, so likely 380 guests were there to take those 2 lifts.

The waiting area could stand around 20 people, if all were to depart around the same time, we would have to wait a long time as we were seated just on the 2nd row from stage, in the inner most!

Lord is so good that He blocked all 37 tables from moving and let my table of relatives went off first! We had a smooth way down the lift and empty street to cross and a cab that came immediately. All Glory to Him! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

The One Way of Jesus

2011-11-15T11:31:00.009+08:00

In life, there are many things that can lead us away from Jesus. Life is such that it is imperfect. There is no way we could fully get away from trouble. Even in the nature we could think positive to remain peaceful and happy, but it is still not possible to get that peace. There is surely something for you to worry, concern.

A certain rich ruler boasted to Jesus that he had kept all the demands of the Law. He was so pleased with himself, but when you boasted of self, Jesus will come and say ONE THING you lack! Luke 18:22-23 'When Jesus heard this, he said to him, “You still lack ONE THING. Sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come follow me.”

When he heard this, he became very sad, because he was a man of great wealth.' Many a time, when Jesus was being preaching, man looked to what they have and they rejected the goodness of Jesus! But hear what Jesus said!

Luke 19:24-25 'Jesus looked at him and said, “How hard it is for the rich to enter the kingdom of God! Indeed, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God,”' When we are in our pride, it is hard for the Grace of Jesus to touch our heart! But this is what Jesus promise to us:

Luke 19:29-30 '”I tell you the truth,” Jesus said to them, “no one who has left home or wife or brothers or parents or children For the Sake of God will fail to receive MANY TIMES as much in this age and in the age to come, eternal life.”' Are we dare to let go of everything to receive this eternal life? Is there many things in your life that are of concern to you? Are you able to do that ONE THING?

In the natural, Martha did what socially correct, but this led to stress and she complained to Lord Jesus! Luke 10:41-42 '”Martha. Martha,” the Lord answered, “you are worried and upset about many things, but Only ONE THING is needed, Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.”'

'Luke 10:40 'Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made', but Jesus said the ONE THING Needed is listening to Him! Have you been listening to the revealing about Jesus from Pastor Prince sermons? It was this that got me to listen tentatively to the sermons; many of them each day!

This is what Lord said about after listening His Words:

Luke 6:46-48 '”Why do you call me, 'Lord, Lord', and do not do what I say? I will show you what he is like who comes to me and hears my words and put them into practise. He is like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on the rock. When flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built.”'

This is what I did, when Lord said don't worry, I cast all worries to Him and remain in His Peace. He is just a prayer away. He always helped me whatever I prayed!

This is what the Lord said about those that is not doer of His Words:

Luke 6:49 '”But the one who hears my words and does not put them into practice is like a man who build a house on the ground without a foundation. The moment the torrent struck that house, it collaped and its destruction was complete.”'

Walking with Jesus is actually pretty easy. The thing to do is to believe! That's what He said in John 6, surely it is not that difficult. As long as you used a sincere heart to hear Him and believe, and walk in His Peace, by casting all worries to Him, as you keep listening to His Words, you will arise in Him that without efforts, He arises in you and you are usable! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Love of Abba Father

2011-11-11T14:04:00.004+08:00

Years ago, when Lord led me to step into New Creation Church, Singapore, I was there to receive blessing for accepting Him. However, I was floored by how good He is. This started my walk in Him and I took every meal that was given to me and applied and believed it fully. As I was an empty sponge in the world of Christ, I soaked up every good in that meal and was so full of this God Love, that even the faith to look to Him was from Christ!

As I ate my meals many times a day, the goodness of God flowed in me fully that even I was not out of my oppression fully, Lord whispered to me to take up driving. 3 years of lack of sleep had made my concentration so poor that when walking down stairs, I needed to hold the rail to prevent falling. That was how bad I was then.

I told Lord, 'Abba Father, you must be joking! How could I learn in such state?'. Lord was patient with me, He slowly removed my night disturb and give me more soundly sleep that by the next year, around April, I was more alert. He prompted me then.

I have a hack care atitude that I never learnt how a car operate. Most time, my part with car was to open the door and sat in and just let it took me to destination. I never bother on road and I never bother about how a car operate. But on His Command, I accepted and started my learning journey.

In each lessons, I have to trust in Lord's wisdom and understanding to learn about the car, how to operate it and how to look at road conditions. Everything was new to me. You see, for things that Lord, the Father wants to bless, He don't mind push me to go pick up the skills. Even in things He wants to bless, He would give me the idea and even in my most comfortable state at home, He made my emotional dislike for that minutes so that I could proclaim that I want that item! Glory Glory!

In His Kingdom, whatever we want, we have to proclaim and believe with want it and we have it. This is why Lord gave me the idea through JC, sis, and even ex, and then He came and get me to proclaim and believe in it. Glory Glory to His Goodness!

I need not go tell Him what I want, just by believing in His Love and all that Christ Jesus had done for me at the Cross, Lord wants to pour lots of blessing onto me and had beem training me up, and leading me to proclaim and believe. Even the open the largeness of heart to receive all that was a form of training by Him! Glory to His Goodness!

Abba is such a Loving God, just by believing all that He is, He wants to pour so much onto me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He is so Good that it is almost unbelieveable. But through the years, He had showed me His manisfestation of Goodness, that I keep on believing in Him!

It is because of His Goodness, that I could give my love and forgiveness to those who come unintentionally to harm me. I know who are those behind them that I know their heart is pure! How can their heart be bad when it was created by the Almighty God Himself! As such, I do not fault them too. Glory Glory to the Goodness that comes through the Finished Work of Christ!

At such a time, I am still receiving training to reach the point where I can get out and be a blessing to others. It is about training and be equipt in the things of God! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, thank You for loving Your Daughter so much! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

The Principle of Seed and Harvest

2011-11-09T15:27:00.001+08:00

I was just watching TBN and hearing how the owner of TBN sow their precious saving for what Lord blessed them till now, big networks of Christian channels. :P If you recall about my sowing, you will know why I am experiencing the miracle of 5 loaves 2 fish and the miracle of staying at home all these while and have more than enough to spend. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

You know, Lord loves most His Children to believe in what He has done at the Cross and what we have received from Him, His Righteousness of God in Christ! As I was rejoicing in His Goodness, Glory Glory! Even with a stingy heart, He leads me to open up to tithe to Him.

As I was rejoicing in His Grace, He did not reply to me like He replied to the young rich man who boasted that he had followed most of the Law, Jesus told him to sell away his house and all he had and follow Him, but he went away bitter.

Even though I held my saving so tightly, only tithe on the 10% allowance that I received from ex then, Lord loves me so much that He led me to tithe 10% of my saving first. When I was ok with it, looking over the fense to His big field of supply, He then had me to tithe the remaining 40%. The other 50%, through blessing others, own expenditure etc, come to a nice zero! Haha....Praise Jesus!

You know when this happen? Just as I was stepping into divorce. What a time was it?! But Lord never failed me. From Zero to a couple of hundreds to now 10s of thousands, and the miracle of the amount remain still, it's about giving Lord what most precious to self. Yes, I tithed the wedding ring too, even though I like the design a lot!

No one can comprehend how I survive till now, without working, still can pay for big items of things that is needed. And, it's from a zero saving grow till now comfortable level of living. Glory Glory! The best is yet to come, this just the temporary measure! Lord is always faithful. My trees are still growing all these years. Hallelujah!

Shared by the owner of TBN, have to continuingly remain faithful to Lord, always walk with Him. As I walk daily with Him, He is shaping me to reach that final destiny, the place of abundance and power and status! All these need a stable heart to receive so that pride will not be in the way. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

As I hold on to the promise, I know Lord is faithful and He shall fulfill it. I am not expecting any lesser as I know He is a abundantly blessed God! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, as I move in Your Teaching and walk in Your Faith, I thank You that I received the blessing of Abraham and I am heir of the world! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Truth of God's Word

2011-11-09T12:04:00.002+08:00

Everytime in church, Pastor Prince would say about he digged into the Greek for New Testaments and Hebrew for Old Testaments to see the root meaning of the words of God or even the tenses.

I am not a language person and I have no keen interest to look into all these. I am wondering how am I going to show the truth to the congregation in future, when Lord rise me up. Glory Glory!

Abba Father knows that I am going to face such that He gets someone, Bill Morford, to be curious about the real meaning of the bible. I watched and heard him this week in Sid Roth website and I even seeked the old archive to listen and to watch. Glory Glory! The finding of the real meaning is more intensity and good. Glory to Jesus!

Lord let him got curious in 1986 and had been learning Hebrew and Greek and take his own footnote of the real meaning. But Lord let him got serious and whenever he told people about the real meaning, Lord told him to get it published. Glory Glory! Sid Roth website is selling his One New Man bible. Glory Glory! Lord let me order a set after watching it. Going to cost me a hole in the pocket but I guess I need it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I am so glad that by walking closely with Lord, all that I need or want, He fulfilled it long before I know I have such need. It's amazing that He could prepare all that and then lead me slowly to walk towards it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Just like the new man in my life, how would I know I am going to divorce P and I would be going for someone else after that? As I walk with Him, He revealed about Himself part by part to me. He revealed what He want me to become in Him. Such life is well provided, no lack, no worries. Everything is well taken care of in its season. Glory Glory!

After so long, at this stage, Lord is leading me to be alone; even Su also said her believes and mine are different, she requested me not to talk about Jesus to her, then she will come to the family gathering in my house! Even for friends, He also let them moved away, far far away! He said that with the feeling I had established about them with this distanting, when He rise me up, and they run close, I will not accept them. Glory Glory!

Lord knows that I like friends and I like to talk with them. But He created such a stage for my emotionals to get it right! Who would think that this is the best way? Only He knows! He knows it's no point to tell me to keep to myself and my family. But with such senario happening, He knows that I would become auto in obeying Him in the end. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, You are such a caring daddy! You know I could easily get hurt, You toughen me up and get my emotions right. Whatever I could not do, by your simple method, You get me to flow in that way!!! Only You the Almighty God could do. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

You are expert in using time, it shows that You are not controlled by time, but You controlled time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Forever the Righteousness shall say

2011-11-07T05:21:00.003+08:00

I am the Righteousness of God in Christ! I was just thinking about not able to watch what Pastor Prince preached in London, UK and voila, Lord get church to show that sermon to us instead of some other preacher preaching! Lord really loves me so much that whatever I think of, He satisfy. Abba Father, thank You for loving me so much!

I used to be a very private person. I didn't like to share about my personal life in public, but just like the woman in the bible that went to take water in the afternoon, Jesus pour His Grace so much that she ran to the city to share about there is this Man that tells about her!

Many months ago, while Jc was a precious little one, I accepted Christ and learnt about Abba Father had given up Him to die for our sins, unrighteousness and stink of death. I had the love of Jc and I asked God, why He would want to give up His Precious Son for I would not do so with Jc.

At that nick of moment, I saw that without Jesus at the Cross, I could never been redeemed. Glory to Jesus. I felt the pain of the giving up and yet felt His Love for me. It was/is with this Love that I boldly shared about all that He had done in my life as a testimony of His Goodness on me. To Glory His Name in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The bible told us that we should not be ashame to share about His Goodness. I have walked 4years plus into His Spiritual Realm that through this fellowship with Lord, He showed me all the Goodness about Him!

Secrets about His Coming, about what He is going to do, about the Rapture, was revealed to me, like John, whom is the diciple whom Jesus love. He got into the inner circle and wrote the book of Revelation!

As such, with such closed relationship, Lord also revealed about the death sentence of people I concerned and loved. But Lord is so protective of me that for dad case, He just mentioned one come faster to Him and one later. When He revealed that about my parents, I was wondering why 1 faster and 1 later, as my parents was always together in whatever they did or made decisions.

It was with dad fallen asleep that I realised Lord meant that one would go back to Him first. He did not let me worry about it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He knows the pain I would go through with the knowledge. He even got my parents to open their hearts to Him one Sunday so that I would not regret about they did not receive Jesus and thus could not make to heaven. He is such a protective God! Glory Glory!

The saddest thing about all these revelation is, the good intention is misjudged. Only that of family case were without trouble and even got my nephew healed. For external source, lots of hoo haa were generated that I did not realised that a thread in a forum I previously visited was created about C going and became a sniggering on me. Some even said I am led by the devil. Haha...if I really is led by the devil, he won't need to attack me so much now!

Well, I find comfort that the pharisees also accused Jesus was of the devil. I have good company! Glory to Jesus! I do not expect them to understand me. Flowing with the Lord for so long, I know His Way and His Good Intention. If it so good that people misunderstood, let the Lord defend me! I shall lay down the hatch at the foot of the Cross, Jesus is my High Priest! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Like what Pastor Prince said, if God, the Almighty One, thinks highly of me, that's more important than anything else. Pastor Prince even through Mary and Martha to describe that Mary whom do the right thing got praise by Jesus! Martha was busying trying to do many things and are stressed out blame Jesus and her sister at one go.

Jesus raise the standard of Law from forgiving your neighbour to forgive your enemy. I wonder if those who thinks they are so right, stinking in their self-righteousness, are able to follow what Lord has defined, to flow in His Love and be a Minister of Love. I forgive them all in Jesus Name. After all, Lord at the Cross also forgiven all those that nailed Him on the Cross and all those self-righteous pharisees that were sniggering at Him.

If Lord could forgive those who were killing Him, what I gone through is small matter! I pray that Lord open their veil covered eyes by His Grace to see His Goodness. I rest my case!

Abba Father, I thank You that You prepared my heart this morning about You take me as Your Precious Daughter! I was wondering why of sudden You pour such strong Love on me. Nothing is beyong You! You know my curosity will be triggered tonight that You get my heart ready for it.

I thank You for loving me so much! And as what Pastor Prince preached, if You the Almighty One loves me so much and take such GOOD care of me, I just continue to flow in Your Love and be blessed in All Areas of my life by You. I submit to Your Love and remain in it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Anointing Within

2011-11-04T12:00:00.000+08:00

Lately, I am going through a fresh washing of the spirit to refine my thoughts and the things of life. Glory Glory! As Lord prepares me for the final moment of His Glory, He make sure that I could walk out in the finest of Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

As I walk each day through the bible, words are being revealed to me to the fullness. I see and read what Pastor Prince had preached. All that are looked at with double interest in it. There are things that I just look through but as the Spirit opens the eyes, things became clear. Glory Glory!

It is by the spirit of the Lord that Pastor Prince in Lakewood Church is being streamed alive for those of us with internet to access and join them who are there to watch what is revealing through Pastor Prince to them in Houston, Texas USA. Glory Glory!

I am being touched more than 1 way. Things that was not clear previously suddenly become purposeful. Glory Glory! I have a better understanding of the verse 'as you are, Lord Jesus, so am I in this world!' This has builded a strong foundation in me! Glory Glory!

Previously, I could not understand the walking in the lake by Peter but as Pastor Prince uses this verse, as you are, so am I, to explain it, suddenly, the story becomes meaningful. Glory Glory!

Abba has gone through great length to equip me for this walk to become like Jesus in the bible. I could not walk out if not by the Spirit within that leads and guide through giving me the interest, through opening my eyes to see new light. Each unveiling is beneficial for the wholeness of me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

As I wonder if there is any thing to learn from bible meditation, Lord opens a new understanding in me. Previously, Lord told me not to accept any direct blessing from anyone. He told me that is not to tie me down by the favour of others.

Today, I have a new understanding. Through Elisha healing of Naaman, the commander of the army of Aram. He was so happy to be healed of his leprosy and in his great happiness, he wanted to bless Elisha. But Elisha rejected him fully.

Elisha's servant, Gehazi, thought that his master should get something from Naaman and not to let him off too easily. He rushed to get something from Naaman but in the end, he got his sickness instead. In his greed to deserve something for the good work, even though it's the Lord whom had healed Naaman, Gehazi did not see that. He see it as the good work of Elisha and wanting to get something for Elisha. He opened door for satan to jump on him.

When I was a very young Christian, Lord did warned me to walk closely with Him least the spirit of those I prayed for jump on me. He told me I must protect myself first. Today, I see how it could. I shall forever see that it's Lord who do the work and leave the Glory to Him. Nothing about me, it's all about Him! No wonder Lord leads me into this training of nothingness. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

From all these years of walk, I realise that for things of Lord, it's best to trust Him first and do accordingly as He leads. Understanding comes later. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Just like my ex, many a time, as he is the only source of my love all these years, I could only look to him and don't mind accepting him back. But as Lord leads me to see the coldness in him, at each event of life, he is still pushing for me, as the only one, only parent, to handle the affair of Jc.

He thought that by giving money, all is settled. That's how easy he sees it. As that's what his mum has been good to him and doing for him. He thought all women, including the woman of his life, he need not play a part, just give the money to handle the event and let me handle it all.

The coldness is running through that thinking of Jc coming birthday celebration and I the only one to handle it, made me tired and stressed. For the 10 years with him, I had been handling all that he commanded single handledly. I did not know my heart was dying but Lord knows and He leads me out of it. Glory Glory! For ex, I told him finally that if he really wants to hold a party for Jc, he better host it. I told him I am washing my hand off. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

With the recent unveiling by Lord, of ex coldness, finally, I am seeing light that I need a man who is there for me for family event. It is not I alone only. We should be partners in marriage and not master and servant. There is no love in master servant relationship!

Finally, I finally decided to walk ahead and accept the new man Lord has arranged. I shall let go of old, as what Pastor Lian has preached last Sunday and accept the New. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, I accept the new man you have arranged for me. I cast all strings attaching me to the old to You. By Your Blood and anointing, may You cut off anything that is still lingering with the old. I pray in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!

The LOVE of GOD II

2011-11-01T10:24:00.009+08:00

This amazing revealing of Jesus Love at the Cross and Abba Father's LOVE for us is overwhelming!!! Feasting it since Sunday night till today, I am still lingering in this Great Love! You can catch this 11am service at Lakewood Church website!

That evening, at the 8:30am service, I saw Pastor Prince was flowing in pride after the great service, on the Saturday 7pm service, which I watched online in Lakewood Church website streaming on Sunday morning before church service back in Singapore. Glory Glory!

This Saturday service was a great flow of Jesus Righteousness! I could feel Lord's movement in the church and many people's life was touched by the spirit! I saw the service rose up to a higher level after the Righteousness of God in Christ was being revealed.

However, with this success, Pastor was in joy of the good work at that 8:30am and I could not feel the spirit movement that I prayed to Lord to remove his pride and his focus on self. Nevertheleast, it was a great service for those who could not sense the spirit. Glory Glory!

Before the 11am service, I prayed to Lord to reveal His Love in fullness to the people in Lakewood and those watching it online. I even manifested the Lord hand on all the people and plea the Blood of Jesus over all of them. Wow, Lord doing mightily in the service! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The strong flow in the spirit in Pastor Prince and the strong anointing of the Spirit coming through him that I could feel this Great Love of God, Abba Father, pour out even through my computer screen!!! I am comatosed for 3 days and till today, I am still lingering in His Love. There is fresh anointing of Jesus Love and Father's Love from this sermon! Glory Glory!

Abba Father, thank You very much for using me at such a remote connection. Thank You that even I was kicked out of the service, Your 5 loaves 2 fish miracle was on the server and on the streaming that I could continue watching the service after some minutes off connection. Glory Glory!

My Father, thank You for a wealth display of Your Love! I am so pleased! May the blessing of Abraham bless Jesus Greatly and opens the way for His Coming Back to this earth! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Surely, it shall be done in the Almighty Name of JESUS!!! Amen Amen!

The Love of God

2011-10-31T09:23:00.001+08:00

The love of God, so pure and full of joy. When it falls upon me, great is the joy and loveliness is Jesus being revealed. What a Sunday yesterday! I was abled to catch Pastor Prince on Saturday through TBN and the 3 services at Lakewood Church, Houston USA on Sunday. I also attending the great pouring of favour in Pastor Lian preaching back in NCC, Singapore! Glory to dancing with Lord through all the services. God is Good!

Back in 2007, when Lord shut the bible study, He gave Pastor Prince this vision of a door slightly opened and the great Glory that shone through was too much for him to see it. Lord was pushing me to start my bible reading then, but as I was rushing for the services, I could not.

In the wisdom of God, He shut down the bible study finally. Glory Glory! It is like Jonah, when Lord asked him to go deliver a message, he headed the opposite direction instead. Lord had to use a storm to rock the ship and swallow him in a whale before he finally obeyed. Yes, I too, after the bible study was shut, my heart finally quiet down to concentrate reading the bible. Glory Glory!

Through a year of reading the whole bible and then the meditating the word of Christ, I have been through many test and trials of life. Each test equiped me with greater knowledge of the goodness of God and the fearless of darkness. It was with leaning closely to Jesus bossom that I rise up higher and higher, glory to glory! Amen to the goodness of Jesus!

Since 2007 till now, Lord opens the spiritual world for me to see and I do wonder if ignorance is a blessing. This recent reveal I have to pray to Jesus to erase it from my mind and heart. As I know too much, the consciousness of darkness become bigger and Jesus become smaller. I have to pray to Lord to wash me clean with His Blood and by His Spirit, pull me close to Him again! Glory Glory!

Lord is good! Whatever request He fulfilled wonderfully. Lately, through late sleep, I have to pray to Lord to perform His miracle of 5 loaves 2 fish in my sleep that when I wake up, I am afresh again. Glory Glory! Even when I slept at 4am or even 5am once, His Miracle keeps me alert always. I am abled to wake up fully alert to get Jc ready for school at 7am. Glory Glory!

Yesterday, as I had lost my vision of the open door glory, Lord got Pastor Lian to mention it again during service. I prayed to Lord to help me restore, to grab hold of this revelation! Glory Glory! Lord put it back to my heart firmly. Glory to His Goodness.

It is good to walk closely to Lord Jesus like what John had done in the bible. Whatever secret of the Lord, I have a pretty close understanding. Glory to Him! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

As I walk to the final stage of this Glorious Coming Back of Jesus, I was disturbed a lot in my brain. But Lord is Good. No matter how devil tried to keep me away, Lord always clear the path to let me walk through! Glory Glory! How many times must I pray to Lord to pour the blood of Jesus into my blood and into Jc and my mum's blood. He is always faithful to fill us with enough blood. He always cleared my brain! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

With 2011 ending and 2012 not far away, Lord is opening the eyes of America to His Love. He is letting many know about His Love! Glory Glory! All these conditions is necessary for Jesus coming. With all flowing in the goodness of Jesus, the coming will be made known to the fullness of the being. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

As time is near, get close to Lord! Through reading the bible, you will be able to see the Goodness of God and you will know devil better. All these is important for to know how Good God is, you must know what is done by Lord and what is not done by Lord. With the full understanding, then, you could rest in peace in His bossom! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The great Liar

2011-10-28T09:42:00.010+08:00

Lord leads me even in boredom. Ever since I follow in His Righteousness, I was hardly bored. Recently, I was hit with a spell of boredom that I seek around the website that I used to surf, to find something interesting to kill this boredom. Haha...Lord knows how to trigger me to get the things He wanted me to learn. Glory to Him! Amen Amen!

As I looked around, there was nothing fun. Not in the forum, not in the Christian blogs, and Sid Roth weekly supernatual show, I had catched it since it was updated. So, nothing to watch nor read. I decided to go to Sid Roth past show to search, to see anything interesting.

Lord led me to listen to 2004 Surprise Sidhole, whom I had watched recent months. Then I was entriggled to watch his talk with a past witch doctor, Samuel Kanco, the 4th generation witch doctor raised by the devil, but before he was fully engaged, Lord approached him and fully delivered him. Glory to Jesus!

I watched a few more of Samuel Kanco interviewed by Sid Roth in his show and then the radio interview. From there, I have a new understanding of how the devil works as Samuel Kanco(SK) was from there previously! Glory Glory!

He was sharing a testimony of how a man of his circle was dead when he was out of town. He said that he knew the devil work and he refused to accept this death. So, he told those around to keep this man body in the mortury till his return home to Ghanga, Africa, 2 weeks later. Glory Glory!

SK shared that whenever he need to curse someone, he would go to that spirit that is responsible in that department, to do the job needed. As such all forms of sicknesses are of the spirit. Even death too. Glory Glory! Abba let me learn that SK just commanded the death spirit and it's saliva that decay the body to depart from the man (the man had died for 2 weeks and he stinked). For 7 hours, SK prayed and the man became alive again.

This story sits in me and Lord leads me to see new light into this death this morning. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! This whole world is really being happily lied by the devil and they know it not!!! Before one get old, devil get man to confess they are getting old because of their age. Then he get man to see that approach certain age, death is coming.

As man thinks and speaks it out, devil happily bring it forth and man gets old and die. This believe, think and speak, give the devil power to bring the curse into their lives. SK shared that this death is a spirit and the decay is the saliva of the spirit. Lord leads me to see there is a certain black worms that medical use to eat those rotten part of diabetic patience that operates the same way. Glory Glory!

As man think he is approaching death, devil could bring the sights on and he took the soul away, those that did not come to Christ. How he did it? He send his counterpart to manifest into man's relatives, to tempt him to go with them. When his spirit is willing, the job is done. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

Why then Christian fall asleep before their time? Well, when Christian did not cling hold of the Finished Work of Christ at the Cross, and eat of His Bread of Life and drink the Blood of the Covenant, but believe in the lie of the devil, the curse is operative on those who believe so and proclaim so.

That is why Lord want us to be by faith, which means looking towards Jesus, to proclaim His Finished Work on the Cross, to make it alive in our body. As we think so and proclaim so, we received His Finished Work and His Grace and the Sure Mercy of David will be operative in our life. Glory Glory!

It's so nature to proclaim and believe about the lie because we are in this fallen world. But Child of God, you are in this world but NOT of this world!

That is why this repentent is greatly misunderstood by many Christian to confess their sins. When they look to the Cross and confess their deliverance because of the Finished Work of Christ, they are delivered. Repentent is the changing of mindset to think like Christ, to believe and speak of His Finished Work! As you think and take on this believe, Life and Wholeness springs onto you!

Abba Father, thank You for opening my eyes to see how the spiritual world works! I have been seeking since I come back to You in 2006. Thank You that as I glazed around Your Words, slowly, you revealed to me part by part how this process of life works. How spirits could lied to us. Thank You very much for this valuable lesson! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, no wonder you say in the bible that 'my people die because lack of knowledge!'

Soul Wound

2011-10-24T10:08:00.002+08:00

Do you know why Jesus come down to earth to die for us at the Cross so that Holy Spirit could come into us to dwell in our hearts? Why people likes to say wicked hearts and good hearts? And even love bank.

This life of us, from the moment we know about the world, each step we move and the life we encounter each day, our emotions goes up or down or remain still or totally dead. All these do you think it as just an expression and nothing else?

Why a lot of people get sick when they get old? Even though nowadays it is getting younger. Does sickness comes out of sudden? Is there preventive measures?

Yes, sickness spirits do come uninvited in this fallen world. Our part as a child of God is to look to Jesus Completed, Perfect Work on the Cross to claim His Deliverance, as He was judged, so we should not carry the sickness judgement anymore! By looking to Him, proclaiming His Promise, and partaking His Body and His Blood, the Holy Communion, we are made whole. Glory to Jesus!

Why Jesus bequeathed us His Shalom Peace on the last night before He went to the Cross? This Shalom Peace that reign the heart is of great importants! Glory Glory!

In the affair of the daily life, we, the children of God, are to reign in His Peace. When we are not in peace, it is important to cast to Lord, the not peace, eg, anger, regrets, guilts, condemenation etc. All these are spirits of the darkness.

When such spirit come to man, man manifested in it. Most people thought that by not bothering, the whole event will melt away. But over time, you will see yourself still dwell in the same event with the same feeling, as if you just encounter it.

The fact is, all these spirits of darkness, that leads you to manifest in a certain unhappiness, will dwell in the heart. They will not go away automatically. How you know you have them? Those events of your life that you keep talking about, yes, it means the spirit is still there in your heart! All these overtime, will build into some sicknesses and manifest out as something serious.

I could give you some examples, mum generally is a very forgiving person. But younger days, she was bullied by her mother-in-law. Yes, even though it's years ago, she talked it as if it so alive. In her old age, my mum generally is still pretty health at 70, but she had weak knees.

When I first learnt about soul wound, I and Su prayed for her and in the vision, we could see her knees capped by something that looked like strong metal that used on Robots, capping her kness. I got her to pray to Lord to take away the pain of the event and helped mum to forgive her mother-in-law whenever she mentioned it. Over time, her knees are getting stronger. She still moves around by herself and is an active lady! Glory to Jesus!

My 2nd sis's mother-in-law, has diabetic and needed to be injected daily. Her mobility is limited. She had other illnesses but these are the one I heard from sis. When Su and me prayed for her, I saw her whole body capped by the metal!!! No wonder her mobility is limited! I don't know what bitterness or hatred she faced in younger days, but surely, only Jesus could remove all these spiritual wounds. Glory Glory!

I heard about a case of a lady suffering from immunity disorder that is sensitive to lots of cloths that she could not get out of her house in USA. Before the pastor flew to pray healing for her, the pastor consulted Lord why she was so. Lord said in the bone! Pastor was thinking she was too young to have bone diease. It is on further checking the bible that realise a hurting spirit resulted it.

On reaching her house, Pastor immediately asked what had hurt her so much! She had a unforgiving spirit over the breakup with her boyfriend years ago. On forgiving her boyfriend, her sickness was healed! Glory to Jesus!

Yes, it is with the full knowledge of these spiritual wounds and also what fear, guilt and condemnation could do to a person that I choose to be forgiving and always cast my unhappiness to Jesus to remove from me that you see me not flowing in the sadness, in the pains.

If you think my flowing in love, joy and peace looked crazy and abnormal to you, I rather be so than to let the spirit of darkness hold me down. You choose your battle, I choose my peace! Our life is in our mouth and in our heart. Whatsoever you confessed, so be it!

I am glad that Lord opens the spiritual world to let me know what is harmful to man so that I need not flow in it. I am happy that Jesus went to the Cross that whatever I could not handle, He could! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Agony of Helplessness

2011-10-23T23:36:00.002+08:00

Recently, I received a message, this person said since God told me about C's death date, I should not be surprised. She even called me a moron! I wondered who is the real moron!

It is not a fun job to know that death is hanging upon someone I know and there is nothing I could do to help. This is the agongy when Lord revealed something to me and yet I could do nothing!!!

In this world, there is such thing call spiritual authority. Each of us has our Authority and then it's our spouse, kids, parents, siblings etc, that's how the ranking goes. This is important when requesting prayer. If no authority is given, then no matter how, the prayer could not go through.

Years ago, dad was facing death and I plea with him to speak a word of faith in Christ but he refused. I was wondering why he could not recieve his healing? Then recently I read a testimony and could see the reaction of someone who believe is Jesus Christ and could get healed. Compared to this lady who is healed, dad really did not operate in the same spirit of believe as her.

For him, when he was able, he is into pride, more of if want come and heal. You heal I will see. After his death, mum revealed that dad only want to make use of Jesus for healing and then would go back to his idols. As his heart wasn't really trusting in Jesus, but wanting to 'make use' of Jesus for this purpose only, he could not sincerely come to Christ. Even when Lord was right at the door, he did not receive his healing. I, his daughter, could not over-ride his will, his spiritual authority.

However, I praised Jesus that even in his disbelieve, Lord had opened a Sunday months earlier for him to accept Christ, so he is in heaven now. This is what pleased me too, that he is in a better place. Praise to Jesus Grace and Mercy of David!

The next news I heard about is a distance cousin facing cancer threat and Lord told me his life is in danger and told me to pray for him. As we hardly ever contact through the years, only through my aunt, I managed to talk to his sister, but the sister said her brother was responding well to the treatment and just left a course. As the sister did not bother much, I also forget about it. A month later, his death was told by mum to me. I was feeling what a waste of chance for health because of the sister.

I was glad that when Lord revealed about nephew, 2nd sis believed and brought him for prayer by me and my sis, Su. I saw a demon as big as him, orange colour, sat up from his body and departed. Nephew is still alive and good! Glory to Jesus!

For C, 2 years plus, when her news was in the paper, Lord gave Su an image of a lady carrying a body that was totally out. I interpreted the vision as C was very sick but still curable by Lord. I didn't know Lord actually was showing me and Su about no chance of cure.

It's through this vision that I am afraid she might get there, so always sent post in C's blog about such a day and hope the people involved would give me a chance, the spiritual authority, to pray healing for her. As it never come, I have no choice but in agony that such a day as Lord showed might come. As the people closest to her always have great expectation that she would be well, I finally let go as I know there are still many saints praying for her.

I am not looking for that particular day, so, I won't know when. Lord did not tell me a specific day. This is because, life and death is in our mouth. In Psalm 91:16 Lord said 'With long life will I satisfy him...' So, how long we want to live, we proclaim.

For dad, I was holding to his being alive for Jesus Glory, but he was looking towards death. That fateful morning, Lord told me to let go. I was crying as I let go. Hours later, dad passed away! Just like C's mummy, when she prayed for Heaven to take her away, she gave the authority for them to do so, Lord said angel brought her back to heaven. Praise Jesus!

One thing man must know, devil has no authority over us, but we have. Whatsoever we proclaim, it shall be. It's a matter of time when such happens. When I know about the impending death, I am not happy at all, I felt sad that I could do nothing to help them. But I am glad that Jesus Grace is so Great that young children automatically go back to Him and He led dad to accept Him 1 Sunday morning so that he could go Heaven too! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Man in My Life

2011-10-23T01:36:00.006+08:00

Ever since the talk of the divorce, it has been toggling between my ex and the new man. Someone was looking at my Marriage Revival post in September that I went there to read too. As I see what Lord had told me than and the recent post, I was wondering about who I will have in future and Lord revealed to me in my meditation.

Many a time, Lord knows what best for us, but as our heart is not ready to accept His Plan, He don't mind giving way to our choice. It might not be the best choice but as we wanted, He will bless anyway. That is why, my post about the man in my life is always toggle between ex and the new man as how my heart flows.

In September, Lord knows that partly, I am going through the linggering process and also Jc keeps wanting me and her daddy to be together again, I have been holding this hope of having him back. As I hope so, Lord let ex see a change in my sexuality area so that whatever that was unhappy about me to him, it is cleared.

However, even though the problem is solved, ex preferred the greener and younger grass out there. He felt that since the choice is abundance out there, he need not limit his choice to take back the older me, as compared to those willing younger girls. As he rejected me, Lord take that as a no go.

That's why He leads me through the process of a full let go. Yes, I too, could see it was an end of road for me and ex. His heart is into looking for younger girls. As such, the timming is just right for Lord to lead me to a clean ending. Glory to Jesus!

With this heart dead for ex, now Lord could bring His Choice over. The following is what He told me:

Lord:
'My beloved, my darling, surely Abba will bring the new man to you. In September, I give P the chance, but since he give up, I have dropped him. So, you shall meet the new guy. He will definitely be a better husband for you. I really have planned him for you.

But your heart preferred P, so I gave him a chance. But since he rejected, I will bring My Choice to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

'My beloved, surely you will love this man. You will realise what you missed from your relationship with P. Abba surely knows what's in your heart and I have your interest at hand. This man I specially prepared for you! Surely he and you match well. Both will be happy. Glory Glory!'

'My beloved, my darling, abba has selected a very fine man for you. Surely you will be happy with My Choice. It is made in Heaven. He has waited many years for you too. Abba will arrange you both to meet each other next year. Surely you will fall in love with him. I will bath you in his love. Surely Jc will enjoy his company so much that she agree to your marriage to him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

End

As at now, I have no more hope for ex anymore. My heart is finally dead to him. I totally don't bother about him anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, thank You for taking good care of me. Glory to You! Amen Amen!

The New Begining

2011-10-21T13:00:00.004+08:00

What a way to see today, with Jc crying from the 'Holloween' party fear that a friend's dad put on a scary mask to scare lots of little children, even his own baby daughter, to know about Yue Yue, the 2 years old knocked down by 2 vehicles and nobody cares to just moment ago, visited Charmaine's blog and realised she is gone too. So much happen in the night when Lord leads me to walk fully in His Path!

Since last week, He already started this working in my heart to let go of ex. It all tiggered when I joked to ex that he is going international in his pursue of girls, from his ex-gf from Korean to me, the ex-wife from Singapore, to the last girlfriend from Indonesia to the current one from Malaysia. Then I was commenting previously he denied me asian restaurants dining but went with others now. He shot back that even with me, he did that, just that not with me.

The coldest of his treatment of me, which I had forgotten, runs down my spine. Lord leads me to set up a 'Live Traffic Feed' as I have been wondering why there is a surge in people visiting my blog lately. I saw this person checking out my old post and I wondered what it was. It was another refusal of request by ex. Lord leads me to experience the coldest and He worked it in me to finally come to realise, I shall have a clean cut with him forever!

Before today, I was still tracking his life from his facebook. That's how I found out of his previous girlfriend and the latest one. Finally, Lord let me see it is not worth my effort anymore. He let me see that I am better off without him than with him. So, finally, I made the descision to let go fully and prayed to Lord to help me do it. Glory Glory!

If you wonder why Lord love me so much, as you could see, my endurance and my holding to a love is that long! Even when I could not get any favour from ex. So, this love towards Lord, how much more I would as He is always there for me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord also leads Jc to see the deadly situation of not learning knowledge. He showed her by pointing to those lifeless patients Jc saw when she went hospital to visit my dad years back. She was disturbed by their deadly posture, twisted in a certain way and lifeless.

Lord used them to teach her, if she does not learn, the brain will be dead, just like this group of patient, Lord asked her what life is there in them? They are alive and yet they look dead, not even a movement. That's how scary they are. I didn't know such condition exist till I visited my dad in the hospital. I saw death everywhere!

Lord said both of us are now on His Path, His Plan of prospering. He said that He will prosper us in all areas beyong recognision! I am looking forward to the new begining. Glory Glory!

Lord said I always said He is the IMPossible, which is I AM Possible! So, since it looked as if an impossible situation, I know in Christ, it is possible. I shall see it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Training of the Lord

2011-10-19T13:58:00.019+08:00

My beloved, Abba is so pleased that you have come a long way with ME. Many don't understand, why you have such great favour with ME, but I will reveal to them. Post what I have told you this morning through your meditation. They will realise where they have missed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, as You have commanded, so here is the meditations:

Lord:
'My beloved, my love, surely you are My Beloved. Even now you could see, many child of God thought they know a lot and want to be that great preacher. But few come close to ME to let ME goes through. This is the BIGGEST HEADACHE I faced in the BODY of CHRIST, Self-Righteousness!

That is why it is hard for ME to find someone who can let ME come through. Even though your scriptures are not there, you did not glorify in self. That is why I can come fully through you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

'My beloved, my darling, you have let ME shine in My Glory! Abba has set you apart. Surely what I could do through you shines brightly. All those who thought they are so smart will wonder where they have missed out. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

'My beloved, Abba will be showing Great Signs and Wonders through you. Abba is glad you survive the onslaught of the righteous. Abba is glad that you passed it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

'My beloved, surely you will be able to survive this 1500 years. Abba is so glad that you survived. Surely many will wonder why. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!'

'My beloved, my darling, you see, there is a large pool of the body of Christ. But I have seek the heart of many. I have tested each of them in the affair of the day as I have tested you!

Of all of you, only you looked fully to Jesus for deliverance and to cast the whole of yourself to Me, to let ME come through. Abba has given the timeline in 2004. I have gone through many rounds of selection.

However, sad to say, not one worthy to answer my call. Even though you see that I raise many healers in the recent years, but none of them is as great as Kathryn Kuhlman!

Many before they are ready, they run out like a horse. They are too impatient to continue to sit by My Feet to continue the journey of feeding. That is why, you see different level of healing. It all based on how closely they have walked with ME!

Abba is glad that you let ME take control. You did not rush ME. I am very pleased. Glory Glory! Surely this journey out, many will see a different anointing through you. Glory Glory! Surely this is the End Time manifestation. Abba will surely bring you to heal many. Glory Glory! Amen Amen.'

End!

Abba Father, I thank You for Your Grace and the Sure Mercy of David that is assisting me and blessing me. I thank You for all the Grace You render to me as I looked to Jesus! Glory to You that You are a Faithful God. Abba Father, I am so glad to be Your Beloved Daughter! I am greatly honoured! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

21/10/2011 2:18am:
Abba Father, thank You very much for leading me to see clearly of ex. I thank You from the bottom of my heart for this new lease of Life. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

If you wonder what I am talking, Lord finally leads me to fully given up on ex. He leads me to see through and through of him and used him and a 2008 posting about him to show me the coldness of him towards me. With this, I prayed to Lord to help me to fully let go of him and yes, I have deleted him from my facebook! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord really knows time will heals. The previous time, because of my anger for ex, He still said He is leading him back. Today, finally He said, a new man as His Original Plan, will come into my life and said that I have come to my sense! Glory Glory!

The Love of A Father

2011-10-17T18:36:00.017+08:00

Glory Glory! After so long of flowing back to the natural, I found my Father's Love again and it is good. Through the teaching of the pull pit of NCC, I have known about Abba Father Love. This is the love that keeps drawing me to Him to receive His Words and Walk His Path.

From the deep sinking into the spiritual realm, reading His Words, Hearing His Sermons and Meditating His Words, I have surfaced from it all to walk back to the natural realm. I found myself totally weird to a forum with the great forgiveness that Lord has given me. I found myself rejected in offering healing with warning, I am glad that today I found great company in the bible. :) Glory to Jesus!

Due to the sin of Israel, Elijah commanded no rain at his word. Lord even called this praying earnestly! Israel suffered and in the 3rd year, Lord asked Elijah to meet King Ahab.

1 King 18:17 'When he (Ahab) saw Elijah, he said to him, “Is that you, you troubler of Israel?”'

1 King 18:18 '”I have not made trouble for Israel,” Elijah replied. “But you and your father's family have. You have abandoned the Lord's commands and have followed the Baals (idols).”'

I feel so happy that I am not the only one wrongly accused. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Recently, in face book, this child of God keep on mentioning 1 John 1:9. As I could not convinced him, I decided to go to the Lord to meditate this verse. This is what Lord revealed:

Lord:
'My beloved, Abba is very pleased that you want to find the truth of this verse. Yes, Abba has fully removed all your sins. When man fallen from Grace, they just have to confess that this sin is judged in the body of Jesus, just like what you always did. I am faithful to remove from you. That's the meaning of this verse. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

However, even after I post this revelation on the thread, this child of God still emphasized on 1 John 1:9. I was wondering in my walk all these 5 years, what that leads me to walk so close to Jesus and to flow in His Grace and all the sinful nature dropped off one by one. I was not even conscious of them.

Last night, another child of God in the facebook posted Pastor Prince sermon, 'See the Fathers Love for you'. There is a part 1 and a part 2, it's 2 full sermons actually. I was attentively captured by this Father's Love again and watching the part 2 today, I flow back to Abba Father Great Love again. Glory Glory!

Yes, in this world, lots of temptation. It is hard to resist it. I thank Lord that for the past 4+ years, by His Grace, I sink into His Great Grace and fully submerge in His Teaching. During that period, from wake up to sleep, it's about looking to Him and listening to Him and talking to Him. No television, not much surfing and only talking about Him even when not with Him. This Great Grace has transformed me!

Sunday, after church service, I was heading towards the Marina Square food court and I prayed to Lord for a empty seat for me. I saw one, in fact, that 2 rows of tables parallel to each other were all church people, from the same care group, I guess. In their great laughter and jokes, mind you, not youngster, but well grown men and women. I was feeling I am from another realm. Totally, I could not sense their ways at all, even though I was sitting and facing a lady that talked and laugh loudly.

This is what Lord revealed when I was meditating:

Lord:
'This walk is pretty lonely walk. I could see you are not easy with people. Abba will lead you to shine in fullness of the Glory! This is my leading away from the sinful nature. I let you sit there to see how much you are with me. The effect of my spirit touching you. Even though they are my children, they dwell in the natural. I let you see you have shifted away from it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

I am glad that Lord leads me to grow in His Love and be with Him fully. Sinful natural, man's effort, just sound uncomfortable to me. Now I know that those that emphasize so much on it is because, they don't know about their Father love them so much, that by embracing the Father's Love, sin automatically drop off. His Yoke is Light! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Getting Ready of the Church

2011-10-13T16:48:00.006+08:00

Recently, at youtube, I watched 'The Wake-Up Call – Kenneth Copeland, Oral Roberts and Richard Roberts'. From this series, I realised Lord had informed them of His 2nd coming home way back in 2004. Counting the number of years, this is the 7 years since that wake up call! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

At that service, Lord showed something coming down from Heaven, down to New York city, but did not touch the ground and then to the whole of America, and then to the nations. This something Oral Robert described it as smoke, vapour and blood. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I was surprised that Lord at 2004 already seeking for someone He could come through for this Jesus 2nd coming. I was surprised that He found no one faithful and obedience for Him to trust. I was surprised that Richard Robert mentioned about now, have to get into obedience.

I was wonder, har? He took over from his dad and yet, have not been obedience till Lord wake-up call???!!! I am glad that the Fridays service, they interpreted it from sin punishment to Grace. Glory Glory! From Kenneth Copeland recent preaching, he did come closer in line with Lord's moment. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I am sorry that I have to say this, not about pride, just feel a bit sorry for Lord! As you all know, I accepted Christ in last quarter of 2006. That's about 2 years later from that wake-up call. I mean, around the world, so many Christians, there is no one that walk closely to Lord and listen to His voice and do not flow in self? Someone that Lord could use?

You know, when Lord wanted to rise me up, I was questioning Him. Isn't there pastors in church or any where around the world, so many Christians, is there anyone He could use? Why me? I actually do not want to take on the job initially. I even delayed my bible reading when Lord told me to finish the whole bible. My reasoning was very simple, if I will be very busy in future, better delay a bit to enjoy my personal time at home longer. Haha....

Lord is so faithful, even I read so slowly, my brother-in-law who accepted Christ a year later than me, had read the bible 3 times faster than me!!! Lord is faithfully waiting for me. Glory Glory! He knows I was distracted by chasing after His Sermons week after week that He decided to stop the bible study in NCC so that I could calm down to start my bible reading. Glory Glory! That's how Great Abba will do for me, when my heart is all about Him!

Pastor Prince said that we must have a good opinion of God, and that was what I agreed upon and decided to change my opinion of God! Glory Glory! Each reveal in church, is about changing my mindset to walk in line with what is revealed. This is the walking closer and closer to Jesus!

As I see nothing good about myself, Lord filled me with Him that I no more feel so. I know that's not me but Him, the Almighty One! Each walk in His Faith, He slowly revealed more and more of Him to me. Each walk closer and closer, the anointing get stronger and stronger.

I could see many don't understand this anointing, basically, it is Lord coming through more and more until, He could get out to my body and be me or chose to hide in the spirit or soul realm and let me talk as myself even though He is the one pumping the information. I am just the secretary! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

It is interesting to see Lord's latest testing of me. It's is no more about emotional break down, but more of people's comment, blessing others etc. Glory Glory! All these are training me the fine tune of myself, I know that. I give Glory to Him!

As time is getting closer, and yet I don't know when, I do hope all children of God start walking closer to Lord! The closer you walk, it's the heaven on earth living that He will bless. He is such a Great Abba, He will not short-change any child that is keen in Him! Glory Glory!

I could hear from different pastors sermons that there is more from the Lord, but how many are keen to walk with Him to receive it? This end time, Lord is bringing many back to His Garden of Eden, where there is no decay in it. I am glad I am moving into it. Are you?

Training a Disciple

2011-10-12T21:51:00.008+08:00

Psalm 103:17-18
'But the mercy and love-kindness of the Lord are from everlasting to everlasting upon those who reverently and worshipfully fear Him, and His righteousness to children's children --

To such as keep His Covenant [hearing, receiving, loving, and obeying it] and to those who [earnestly] remember His commandments to do them [imprinting them on their hearts].'

Long ago, in one of the chat I have with Lord, He told me not all who uses His Name and His Son's Name are blessed, called by Him. I was wondering how to see then. Today, Lord leads me to see a sample of it.

Not long ago, a teenager sent me a comment to ask for a particular sermon. As I established a chat with him, I did send the sermon to him and a few more that he wanted. But as the media is preventing folder transfer, I have to transfer him track by track, which is quite time consuming, pulling me away from Lord.

As Lord revealed is rising him, and Lord give me peace to talk with him, I decided to offer my backup of sermons to him. I requested him to come to the LRT station near my home, but he said his parents said no, if at Orchard area would be better.

Today, I made way for him. As I am bringing my mum to buy her wind breaker at Marina Square. I would be going to Orchard to buy something too, and I also bringing my mum to Chinatown to exchange her currency. I thought these few locations would be close enough for him. So I give him my mobile number and off I go.

What frustrated me was I got 3 blocked calls, before I could answer, it was off. There was no way I could reply, so it was frustration for me. This teenager feels that I could continue to transfer the slow way to him and need not meet me, even refused to reveal his phone no to me, make it so secretive!

Many a time, Lord uses people interested in my sermons backup to test them. So far this is the 2nd failed case. Lord did give him interest to preach, even get me to tell him not to flow in pride, to think of I this and I that is a form of pride! Lord was testing him, but he does not know!

Actually, Lord was testing me too. He gave me impression to buy a wind breaker for mum as mum was very cold in her last trip to Korea, He impressed me to buy a new wind breaker for her. Lord even told me those winter clothes shop in the nearby towns wasn't good enough for mum and wanted me to bring mum to North Face to buy.

I was thinking of a S$300 budget and Lord revealed a S$500 budget. But at the shop, the man introduced a wind proof and water proof breaker that costed S$656. Blessed that there was a 10% discount on my credit card and I paid for it even though it exceeded my budget and Lord's budget.

My concern was mum is well protected for her coming trip to Taiwan. I checked the weather and saw the wind speed was even higher than when she was in Korea. Lord was so pleased with me that He commented I exceeded His expectation of me. Glory Glory!

As for this teenager, he wanted me to transfer files to him by his way, he did not know Lord is training him on obedience. To not reveal his phone number to me, it made him so secretive. He said he did not insult me, why I unfriend him in facebook. The fact that he insulted my sincerity in lending to him and making it so easy for him to have it. With that, Lord said he is too proud to be trained and told me to abort.

Years back, also an Indian lady, she said she was nothing originally. But when she knew Lord was rising her up, she was feeling high and mighty and wanted me to deliver my backup to her. As if I owed her something when actually she is borrowing from me, getting a favour from me. In the end, Lord said she failed too.

With today's case, Lord revealed to me in future, as He is rising me up, many will obey out of neccessity. He told me to beware, not all who profess how much they have the knowledge of Jesus is called by Him. Yes, for this teenager, I saw his argument with another lady about the bible in facebook. I was wondering why he was so judgmental.

Today, after realising I unfriend him, he said I must flow in Grace. Well, with the wisdom of God with me, I know that even Jesus submit to His parents at the age of 12 and gained in wisdom. Grace is not about letting myself to be step all over by someone, he gained and I lose.

Abba Father, thank You for Your Wisdom, to see what I could not see. Abba Father, I thank You for leading me in Your Grace and Mercy to know Jesus more and more. Thank You that the above verses are working in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Work of the Spirit

2011-10-10T10:41:00.011+08:00

Through the kindness and anxiousness of wanting Charmaine to be healed, whatever Lord revealed to me about how critical she will be, I will surely tell them.

Not for the purpose to scare them, nor to condemned them. Main purpose is to let them see what could actually happen so that they would run to Lord for the healing. However, I was wrongly understood and have some comments against me in the end.

As I was pondering after all that, Lord is real in me, He should know their reactions and their willingness. Why He told me such that get many angry and shoot up their righteousness against me. As I lingered in that thought, yesterday, I finally found my answer! Glory Glory!

Yesterday in church, I heard this testimony of this missionary, Jim Elliot, who was so keen to minister about the Gospel of Grace and Truth, to the native Indians in the deep jungle of Ecuador, and was killed by them. But his wife and those 4 others, whose husbands gone to this death missionary managed to go after their death a couple years later to minister to the Indians, through their forgiveness and showed the Indians the Great Saviour, Jesus Christ!

I went to goggle to look for Jim Elliot and found this site, www.atanycost.org/DidTheyHaveToDie.htm, that talked about Jim Elliot and his 4 friends. All 5 of them had this heart of carrying the gospel to the natives, that they will not afraid of being killed. They told themself, they rather die for the Gospel and agree not to defense themselves against threats of death. That fateful day, they were killed, their wives were praying for them at the main camp. When no news from them, they went to find them and found them dead by the river.

Through those killers many years later, it was told of that fateful day, how the killing happen and how Lord's Glory was manifested so strongly that the natives were able to see strong light that puzzled them. When the wives came and even had forgiven them of the killing, they saw the glory of Jesus that many of them accepted Christ.

An oil company had established in that area and had created great unhappiness with the natives that many of the employees were killed. Every time the natives killed the employees of this oil company, they had to burn their hut and run into the jungles for retaliation would be coming for them. However, this killing of Jim Elliot and his evanglist friends, no retaliation came, finally they realise the outside world is not full of nasty people that they accepted the wives of those 5 husbands who were dead to live with them. Gory Glory! Amen Amen!

With the understanding that sometime, to bring the Gospel across, nastiness might be the stepping stones for others to know about Jesus. Lord knows the heart of man and knows how He could trigger them, Glory Glory! Why I know so, because, many a time, when Lord wants me to do something, He will triggered my emotion towards a certain area to trigger a natural respond from me. It is the after effect that I realised it's His Way of Grace!

Lord had let me shared about Jesus to this cleaner lady that I know at where I stay. He also sent others to talk about Jesus to her. Finally, the new location, The Shine, the latest add on for my church, was able to trigger her to go church!!! That was through many years of seeding. She was able to accept Christ when she called me to check about some confusion in the travelling. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I might not know what Lord is doing, but letting Him take the role and I rest in Him, miracle happens when I least expected. Glory Glory!

With this, I rest my heart with Jesus and not question Him on why he led me on the recent hoo haa. I know He knows His Ways and He knows the heart of man. I let Him reign through me and I take the back seat. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The World of Opposite

2011-10-08T13:28:00.006+08:00

In my 30+ years on this earth, I learn that when I see, I believe. I must do gerally good things so that I don't need to go hell when I die, how much good, I don't know. I know Buddha meditated under the buddha tree to get his enlightment. But I am not keen to do that meditation because I don't know how long must I meditate! There are so many temptations in this world for happiness of life. There are endless ways! But, end of the day, what I got was emptiness. Chaff in the wind!

When I stepped into church long ago. I was amazed by this promises of Jesus. I heard He on the Cross had taken all my sins, past, present, and future. I am now the Righteousness of GOD in CHRIST! Father God do not impute sin on me anymore! Jesus took my death, I need not die. I starts from the finished line in Christ!

Lord Jesus walked for me the Divine Heaven Law, the 10 commandments, that God showed to man they could not fill. Just the law, thou shall not covet. Man cannot fulfill! From the dictionary, this is the meaning of covet:

Covet:
1 - to desire wrongfully, inordinately, or without due regard for the rights of others: to covet another's property.
2 - to wish for, especially eagerly: He won the prize they all coveted.
3 - to wish, long, or crave for (something, esp the property of another person)

I am glad that Jesus fulfilled the Heavenly Law for me and nailed it on His nailed-pierced Hands that by believing in Him, I am pulled out of darkness to walk in His Light, His Judicially Righteous Light, secured by His Death for us who believe. Glory Glory!

He did such a Perfect Work that even the Faith to receive His Goodness is His too. We just need to look to Jesus at the Cross and believe what we lacked were judged in Him and through Him, we receive the Goodness of God, the Righteousness of GOD in Christ, not outside Christ! Only those who confess sincerely that they believe in Christ, are pulled out of darkness to partake of His Body! Glory Glory!

Now, to receive blessing, I must know they are all done by Jesus. It is purely by Grace/Favour, it is unearned, unmerited and undeserved! Anyone who tried to earn it by their goodworks, fall into the Heavenly Law. The 10 commandment said that you failed ONE, you failed all. Jesus even told us to love our enemy, He lifted the Law further up. But based on those who thought they are more righteous than me, by a small part that they believe they are on the right side, many fingers pointed at me.

In the bible, Jesus said, 'those who is without sin cast the first stone'. Many had condemned me for what I wrote in other blog. But, can they say in their whole life they walked righteously? Even white lie is also fallen from Law, the end result is death! Who have not said that? I have, I admit, but I am glad I am washed by the blood of Jesus and the bible said I am washed whiter than snow.

Now I walk by faith and not what I see. In the world you have to see than believe. But in Christ, you believe and you get it! Opposite from what I used to know. I thought that I must do good to get to heaven, but now I know without Christ, I will be going to hell!

For Jesus redeemed me from eternal condemnation! That's how Great is His Work on the Cross and the 2 days He went down to hell to redeem my punishment and rose again on the 3rd day to tell me, He had done a Perfect work and I rose with Him to seat at the Right Hand of God. Jesus is my Righteousness!

In Christ, self-righteous is compared to dirty rag, to sanitary pad! That's how stinko it is! Lord don't want us to glory in self, but Glory in Him! Only through Him, He and His Alone, received eternal life. All the abundance of Grace and the free gift of Righteousness comes freely through the Cross of Jesus Christ! Amen Amen!

Why I know Jesus is the Only God!

2011-10-07T15:07:00.013+08:00

I come from a background of praying to idols. My parents would pray to Kuan Yin and from a young age I would be visiting the Chinese temple, which have different kinds of statue of 'god'.The spirit would come on a man and he will be the 'god' representative for people to 'consult god' on any problem and seek solution. My parents home will have a statue of Kuan Yin to pray to on the different dates on the Lunar Calendar.

My primary school is associated with Buddhist group and we studied about Buddha in school. What I know is Buddha is a prince that sat under a Buddha tree and get enlightment. While he was under that tree, spirits disturbed him but he just sat there meditating.

When I encountered spiritual attack, my parents would go to temple to 'consult god' and I could have a paper(fu) to burn and put in water to drink and even have the fu to pray with some food items to so called appeased the 'god'. That set my knowledge to the spiritual world. I know that if I faced a spiritual problem, I must go consult a 'god'.

During my growing years, I encountered spirit pressing on my neck or freezing my body while I slept. After that, I was thinking, if Kuan Yin is placed in my parents home and he supposed to look after us, yet, I got attacked. Means either he is not around or he is not real! From then on, I chose to be a non-believer aka free thinker.

8 years ago, I faced my most scary challenged. Satan displayed as a spirit wearing a black hood/cloak, drifted across my kitchen door. It was a weird sensation and this started my 3 years of disturbs nightly by him. I was constantly knocked awake when I was falling into deep sleep.

Through my parents, I consulted their 'god', I even tried out other 'god' eg, ji kong, Lama and even natok, they would said why I did I come so late, they were waiting for me. But, each of them could not deliver me from Satan. I was also seeking Buddha one night and I only saw a brightly lited Buddha statue, no help could come from that statue!

After 3 years of suffering, I was still looking for a god to deliver me. I even thought my house fengshui was not good and invited the fengshui master to come checkout. I spent many hundreds of dollars on all these spiritual men, but NONE works!

As I wondered what other god I had yet to try, I left the Christian Jesus and the Islam Alah, As I was wondering, a voice told me, “Jesus!” Through Jc's kiddy school principal, I was blessed with a black leather cover bible. Based on my knowlegde on fu, I placed the bible above my head on top of my pillow as I slept, I received 2 months of perfect peace!!! Praise Jesus!

But this peace only lasted for 2 months. After that I was feeling some disturb again. I was thinking, maybe the blessing on the bible was 'loosing power'. So, I thought I must read it, looking into the bible, the word Job caught my eyes and I decided to read it.

However, this person, Job, faced so much problem that I was tired reading it that I told God this, “God, you know I like websurfing, I don't like to read books! If You could give me a website, I sure go to read!” Hehe, the pride of man!

Two weeks later, WK, whom I was counselling her marriage problem, msned me that her Holy Spirit told her to give me this website and it's New Creation website! As a lazy reader, I decided to watch the video posted in the site. Wow, the first time I heard of such a Good GOD! His Promise is Yes and Amen! I was going, “Wow, I want such promises!!”

A few days later, I decided to check out the site again. As they did not update the video, I decided to listen to the sermons instead. I was so absorbed by the promises, they are real in me that when the pastor asked who want to come up and be blessed, put up their hands, I actually put up in front of my pc. But, the pastor did not bless me, internet user! I complained to WK and she suggested I go church to get blessed.

She said her pastor talk is like positive thinking talk. But the word 'church' put me off. I was resisting, till the end of the week, when WK promised to reserve a seat for me, somehow this tempted me and I went that Sunday.

I was absorbed by Jesus goodness, all that we need are fulfilled by Him at the Cross, not other god but Him, HE alone, went to the Cross to Die for us, and because He died for us, health, wholeness, wealth, Shalom Peace, and the Righteousness of GOD in Christ belongs to us!!! Thanks You, Jesus!

I was blessed with lots of sermons of Pastor Prince that through all these listening attentively, I found out that Daddy God likes to handle my problems. So, 3 months into Christianity, I casted 3 years of burdens and sufferings to Abba Father. That morning, I had my cry of Joy and the lightness of self. I was fully delivered. Praise Jesus!

Through all these years, Jesus delivered me from many illness that Satan tried to put into me, from brain to heart to lungs to bones to veins to lymph nodes and thoraic duct etc, but Jesus is always faithful to fully delivered me. No other 'gods' have such a promise, only Jesus on the Cross promised that all my sins are forgiven, past, present and future. He also suffered for all our sin debts, that all the stinks were judged on His Body.

Bible said that His body was so badly striped that His Bones were exposed! He was beatened and striped so badly that He did not resemble a man after that. He was so badly beatened that He could not carry His Cross that Simeon was asked to help Him carried.

He suffered in silence like a lamb led for slaughter! From 9am to 3pm, God's Judicial Judgment was upon Him, He was burnt so much that His Fat turned into oil, the anointed oil we use to heal our body. We took His body for healing and we drink His blood for His Promise of this New Covenant of Grace and Truth. All in all we lack, He was judged! All that we don't have, through Him we get it.

Our part, we just have to believe in God, the Father, sent Jesus, God the Son, to die for us at the Cross. Upon believe and believing, Holy Spirit is given freely to us to lead us in all areas of life. Any area of lack, just by prayer, Lord Jesus, you come in me and come through me to lead me. I pass my body, soul and spirit to you!

In all areas of life, He would lead you as if you are an expert in that area! Su, prayed that Lord to be the great cook in her and she was able to cook even restaurant food that they ever tried. Glory Glory!

Which other god could do all these? None, only Jesus! Jesus and Jesus Only. The One and Only One. Our Beginning and Ending, our Aleph Tav. Through Him, only Goodness come. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

God Sensitivity

2011-10-06T11:22:00.001+08:00

As I showered last night, Lord gave me what to write on the previous post. As the writeout linggered in me, saddest came upon me just now.

In this world of darkness, he did a good job, so good that if one compared to bible time, God sensitivity is not here. No matter what religion or even Christianity where people know about Grace, not many people are sensitive to God the Father. I am sad to say. It is not empty talking.

I have been to 2 care groups, I have been couselled by a pastor in NCC, Su and WK also have couselled by pastors in NCC. What I find alarming is the sensitivity to God, the Father. That is appalling!

Looking at how many years Lord had been preaching about Grace and Truth, about Jesus. To let man come freely to the throne of GOD, it's more than a decade; even the bible study was longer than that! But, beside flowing in no condemnations, has anyone come closely to bother about the one that is so close to them?

What is my problem? I walked closely with Jesus and is able to see what He could do and ALL that HE Could. I could see the works of the devil clearly too and such I could declare Lord's healing and denounced the devil. But, what did I get instead?

People of the world don't understand is acceptable, but even children of God also don't know the heart of God and choose to flow with the world instead. This is amazing! It is as if God is not around!

That is why I say darkness has done a good job to blind them. That they are not sensitive to Lord. They know His Goodness but they do not know His Heart beat! Before writing this post, Lord through me actually cried over it. From His point of view, it is sad! Sad!

Look at how He has opened the way for His Children to run to Him! Look at how long He has revealed about Jesus through Pastor Prince! But, how many have walked closely with Him? Pastor Prince said that those who walked closely, the blessing of God will be evidently possible by the eyes. But, how many are so greatly blessed like the lady boss of Hyflex? It is amazingly few!

It is not Father God do not want to bless, it is our choice. He opened the way, He laid the foundation. Our part is to believe and to walk in all His Ways, Doer of His Words. What is Doers of His Word? It means what He says, you believe and live accordingly. He said labour towards Rest, one should go for peace as much as possible, and not flow in the not peace of this world! When He says do not fear, do not stress, do not feel guilty, do not self condemnation. How many actually doer of the words?

It is not the world remarks that sadden the Lord, it is His Own Covenant Children. Those of His that do not know His Heart beats but flow with the world that sadden Lord. Given this Grace and Truth message have been around since 1997 till now, how many are doers of the words? Are your life abundantly blessed? Or are you happy with the tiny blessing and wanted to remain there? Who wants to be the light for Abba Father? Without Abundantly blessed, how to shine in brightness? How?

Abba Father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, I pray that You by Your Redeeming Grace, removed all the blockage from all the children of God, so that they could walk in ease with You. I pray in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!

To Be Ready

2011-10-06T00:33:00.001+08:00

To handle this calling of Lord is really no small joke. After that long list of training since 2008 till now, I thought that's all I have to had! Never did I realised that I still have some more to go. Praise Abba Father for so concern for my well being!

I did stand for hours at carparks to let people stared like an exhitbit, I did believe many promises of Daddy God and all those dates that He is coming and I am receiving my blessings that I got hurt till dumbness to the news. Lately, I even post in 2 mum's sites and got attacked due to those post. All these are Abba Father's way to give me chance to get nasty comments and see how I react to it. Main purpose is to train me like Pastor Prince and Kenneth Coperland said, they don't give a hue what others said about them. Yes, I am supposed to reach that level too. Glory to Jesus!

Abba give me heart to always want to pray healing for Charmaine, even to her recent near death episode. I did not realise that it was another training for me. I was wondering why my blog got so many visitors recently. I also don't know why I become restless out of sudden.

I was checking my regular blogs that I always visit weekly but there wasn't much action going on. But this restless keeps going on. Su called up to check about Charmaine, so tonight I went in to see again. Well, surprised to see a long list of comments for me. Also due to my jealous for her healing, whatever Lord said I took it as happening and warned them about it! But, it's Lord's purpose to generate a chain of comments to see my reaction again. Praise Jesus!

Lord knows that he could not lie to me, that's why He let Charmaine's health degenerate a bit. To make me believe it is happening and worried it will really happen that I post His words on their blog. After I looked through, then Lord told me that she will live. He only want them to shorten her suffering. I was going duh! What an answer....

It was from what He has been doing that I realise He is arranging this test to harden my heart to people's comments. He meant well, He does not want me to get hurt in future that He is going all the way out to get me trained. Glory Glory!

Someone post that Lord won't be so nasty, but whatever Lord speech, it was to trigger a reaction. Be it good or bad. That was my experience with Him. Just look at the bible, Jonah 3:3, 'Jonah obeyed the word of the Lord....'. So it's not from Jonah but from the Lord. Then at Jonah 3:4 '....Jonah started into the city. He proclaimed:”Forty more days and Nineveh will be overturned.”' It was a shocking message to get people to react! This is the reaction: Jonah 3:5 'The Ninevites believe God...', Jonah 3:8 '....Let everyone call urgently on God. Let them give up their evil ways and their violence.'

While Nineveh believed God and acted accordingly, Lord's comment in that blog was viewed as nasty and hearts were hardened. I did feel sad, Lord comforted me and let me know it was a test again. So I accepted it and let it go as no more life threatening for Charmaine now. Lord has prolonged her life after testing me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I know Lord's protection is on this girl and I shall not worry for her anymore. As I still feel sad, I know there surely will be some more test. For Lord usually test till the heart become numbed and I don't bother about the issue.

Anyway, Lord Jesus is coming back, when I don't know. But when He does, surely, sickness will be things of the past. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, I thank You for so concern about my well being in my future undertaking. I shall accept it as it comes and let You get me ready! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Maximise Your Potential in Christ

2011-10-03T09:23:00.001+08:00

I heard from Jessi Dupantis, whom Lord Jesus brought to heaven to see and give testimony, that little breath of spirits are always blowing in and out of the nostril of God and they would always asked Abba Father to send them to earth. Lord said we are made in His Image, as such, each of us are beautifully made! Glory to Jesus!

When we are born on this earth, we are the spirit of breath that had been pleaing to God, the Father, to send us down. He lost us for a moment of time as the bible written. In this world of darkness dominian, what was given by Lord for the purpose of this trip to earth is usually viewed as the most unwanted personalities of us all.

Take it from me, I talked a lot as a young girl, mum used to say could not tell me any secrets as I would speak it out. This was viewed as bad. I have no social skill. People likes to talk about the moon, the sun, the fashion, the this and the that. I totally no clue and could not share in their joy. But when I come to Lord, He beautify this lack into preaching and talking about Him, and thus made perfect in His Kingdom for His Purpose.

Just like the hyflex boss, in nature she was an orphan and a nobody. But as she trusted in Lord Jesue, Lord given her the idea of water filtering and now she has a billion dollars company. Also like the new boy in the block, Mark has no whatever knowledge of swimming pool building, but as he believed and trusted in the Lord, Lord impressed him to go purchase a roof top swimming pool and nobody locally had that but him, and even the company that sold him that swimming pool wanted to fight the deal but the govt given the job to only Singaporean and he built the swimming pool at Marina Bay Sand. Glory to Jesus!

In this paper chase society, many parents wants their kids to shoot ahead of others and keep pushing them to tutions, classes and assignments. If only they know the way to let their kid excel is not all these paper chase. It mean nothing, chaff in the winds as King Solomon said.

But as the kids trusted Jesus, what they love to do, Lord prospered them. Like De, my nephew, whose interest is in plane building and whatever model he knows and whatever details about the plane he is interested. Lord send him to learn about it and so to prosper him in this area. Like the boy that given testimony in yesterday church service. He was so much into computer game that he believed that by trusting in Jesus, he will be the best 3D graphic designer.

In this end time, Lord is churning out lots of skillful people, not smart on their own, but Godly smart. As you trusted Him and learn about Him, He made the talent He first given you to come to birth, to be usuable, to be good in His Time. And we know Lord's blessing is not stingy. I heard of a man wanting knowledge about the peanuts and boy, so many things in the world uses this peanut as an ingredients in the process.

Like the boss of Hyflex, Lord impressed her to ask for a listed company, and Lord blessed her a billion dollars company, this is our Abba Father style of Blessing, it is extravalent! Glory Glory!

As for me, He is using my mouth and He give me a heart for the sick! So, mightily shall I be as Lord come through me to do the work. Just like Jesus is, and like Joseph in the bible, through me, Lord will be able to save His children from eternal destruction. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The only way to reach your potential is written in 2 Peter 1:2-3...

2 Peter 1:2-3 (Amplified Bible)
'May Grace (God's Favor) and Peace (which is perfect being, all necessary good, all spiritual prosperity, and freedom from fears and agitating passions and moral conflicts) be multiplied to you in [the full, personal, precise, and correct] knowledge of God and of Jesus, Our Lord.

For His Divine Power has bestowed upon us all things that [are godliness, through the [full, personal] knowledge of Him who called us by and to His own Glory and Excellence (virtue).'

It is not about what we can do or cannot do. Lord wanted us to come close to Him so that His Grace can come through us and He want this talent to be maximise and only He has the knowhow in the talent on how to make it beautiful in His Seasons.

So, the question is very clear, do you want to be a nobody and tried to boast that you are somebody in social gathering, or you rather let go of self and come humbly to God, who give you a very easy way to accept Him and to learn about Him.

The only way is to believe in Jesus and His Finished Work at the Cross and He will do mighty works through you. Glory Glory! If you chase so much for human smartness, why not chase for Glodly Wisdom. One that would make you into a somebody! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Coming of Jesus

2011-10-02T17:50:00.009+08:00

Today, as I was going to church, I prayed to Lord to talk to me as after so much test, I do need something to push me up. Glory Glory! As ex has changed to pick up Jc on Sunday, and he lingered from 9-10am, I was late in my preparation and only managed to reach church almost the last worship song. I prayed for Lord to by His Grace to pull me close supernaturally, God is Good! Amen Amen!

Yesterday, Lord let me recalled during my dad funeral time, how he blessed Su and me good night condition that we were not cold despite the thin T-shirt and even blessed us good road condition that nieces enjoyed the walk. I was immersed in His Love that I had lost over the many tests after that; even from excitment over His Blessing to be numbed over His Blessing. Lord is Good that He brought back the recall of His Goodness, I could immerse in His Love till today. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

At church, as Pastor Prince started preaching, Lord let me realised my role is like Joseph in the bible. Joseph went through many suffering after receiving a great dream from the Lord. He was sold as slave and even being prisoned. But, tough as it could be, his looking was to Jesus and Abrahamic blessing was upon him. He rose to be the no. 2 man in the whole Egypt to save his people during the 7 years of famine. Glory Glory!

Like him, I also received a vision from the friend that Lord sent to lead me, that I will be praying healing. It through walking closely with Jesus and letting go of self that Lord revealed later years that He is leading me to be like Him. To let Him take over to pray healing for people. To let Jesus come through me fully. Glory Glory!

At this point in life, as 2 ends, SF and 4rm neighbour intensified their attack, Lord is faithful to redeem me. I asked Him today on why all these attacks, He said to show me the verse, I am redeemed of all destructions in Psalm 103, the 3rd benefit is the Truth. Glory Glory!

Consider my growth, I used to scarely trusting Jesus when they came, but nowadays, I know their tricks and are able to pray to Jesus to bind them out and plea the blood of Jesus over my birthdatetime. Glory Glory! Lord leads me to grow from glory to glory so that I could be ready to be used by Him. In future, with the knowledge learnt, I could show to others that it's nothing to be afraid of. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Today, finally I found the verse to look to Jesus in the new testament, after Jesus death:

2 Peter 1:2-3 (Amplified Bible)
'May Grace (God's Favor) and Peace (which is perfect being, all necessary good, all spiritual prosperity, and freedom from fears and agitating passions and moral conflicts) be multiplied to you in [the full, personal, precise, and correct] knowledge of God and of Jesus, Our Lord.

For His Divine Power has bestowed upon us all things that [are godliness, through the [full, personal] knowledge of Him who called us by and to His own Glory and Excellence (virtue).'

This is the same as what I held on to for this growth in Jesus. To get hold of His Kingdom and His Righteousness first. So that all things that the pagent have, I will give them to you. This was the promise I received into my heart and hold on to get the blessings. And, Lord has been faithful to me all these years! Whatever prayer I pray, He is faithful to perform and a lot of the help, instand deliverance. Glory to Him who is Faithful beyong understanding. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

As if this above knowledge is not enough, Lord led a boy from the Dare Ministry to give testimony. Wow, looking at Jc, aim in life so far is about play and not on study, I am glad to hear this boy testimony.

He said he is top in International School but did badly in Singapore public school. He was posted to this average secondary school, the last class and with bad company. His time was spent playing and computer game. He did his homework only when he had the time. But, he said the friends in Dare Ministry is of a different spirit and would always encourage him to look to Jesus finished work. He learnt that to pray in tongues before each paper and to anoint his exam paper. He thank Jesus for doing the paper. He said after each paper, he was regretting the errors he had commited but Lord's Glory was on it. Amen Amen!

Glory Glory, Lord improved his total points from 38 to 12. He was able to get into the polytechnic to do computer graphic design. He said now study is like playing, fun!

How Great is our God, Abba Father, that sent Jesus to the Cross, so that all failures were judged in Him! Through Him, we become the Righteousness of God and the seed of Abraham. Through Lord Jesus, we received this Abraham blessing in fullness and are able to reign in it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Listening to His testimony, I know my girl has hope, even though she did not do that bad even with all those play. I thank Jesus for being her Wisdom and Understanding and all the Memory! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Jesus, the Provider

2011-09-30T09:12:00.006+08:00

I guess, with 21 months still remaining at home after the divorce finalised, should have rised many questions in the heart of many of you. I know my siblings do, my mum is in my inner loop, so she knows and is comforted. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

However, as I want to show Jesus as the Provider, I will talk from long before that! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

In the bible, even in church, pastor will share that whatever we have, is a blessing from the Lord! We are just giving back 10% as a tithe to Him, planting seeds into His Kingdom, recognising him as the truth and living God. Many think that this amount of money is gone for good, some righteous one will even said to 'help' God in His Mission work or building churches etc. But, the truth is, nothing of that sort!

In the bible, there are seeding and harvest time. Whatever you need, seed it and you will get a harvest in due time. This is tested out by people, planting corns and tithe 10% to church, their plantation grow so much that they impart the knowledge to farmers to profit them. Glory Glory!

Personally, Lord walks with me since young. I did talk a lot to Him even I didn't know Him then. When I started working, Lord get me interested in the stock market. He rose the activities in there for me to profit. He gave me knowledge which stock to buy and when to sell. I just had that inner knowing of how to go about it. This trading double my savings then. Glory to Jesus!

Lord prepared me with that profit then when I accepted Him, He got me to tithe to His New Church, 50% of my saving. Many should remember that the other 50% was spent blessing sisters, family members and personal spending till it was zero, that I had to get S$1000 from ex to top up my account!

So, how am I to live? Faced divorce and not working? Lord gave ex heart to give me $1500 monthly ever since the divorce was concieved. If you remember, before that, he had actually stopped giving me personal allowance of $1000 for 2 years before that.

This wife maintenance lasted till July 2010. Then he stopped, but when he stopped, Lord got the govt concerned that divorced women not getting paid and set up a law on it. Ex got fightened that in November 2010, he started giving me $500 again. Is that my only suvival package?

No! Lord led me to sell away some old coins that was getting out of fashion and of not much value. With that, I managed to get $800. Lord rise gold price and showed my mum where she could sell and get good returns. Then I took those small little one and those I didn't fancy one to see off. Lord is so good that He made me like some when I was selecting, for after that when I see them again, I do not like, but it was given by mum, so He knows she concerned about it. Praise Jesus!

When this good amount of sales I got from gold is running low, I was thinking how poor I was. Then I realised in Christ, I should proclaim rich if I want to see my life changed. So I started to proclaiming I am rich and see that I am rich! Glory Glory!

When I proclaimed that I am rich, Lord opened my eyes to see an insurance that I bought when Jc was borned. The payable amount was not to my advantage as I had sickness record. So, Lord told me this insurance is not favourable to me and told me to liquidate it. I had and got S$20+K. Glory to Jesus!

The Glorious part is not this S$20+K, it is for 9 months, I have been spending on this amount, I draw all I need and lifestyle is still the same; I still ordered deliveries and pampered myself whenever I wanted. I even brought Jc to Hong Kong and bought a notebook! The Amazing thing is not this amount.

The Amazing thing is Lord Miracle of 5 loaves 2 fish is working on this amount. No matter how I spend, the amount of money remain is never fall short of S$2K, it always remained at about that level. This is 9 months into the spending and even tithing to Lord whenever I receive S$50 blessing from 2nd sister and from mum.

Do you think tithing and seeding into God's Kingdom and believing Him that He is a living God and Jesus had died for my proverty and in Him I am rich! Works? Yes, it works! For Who I have is a True Living God and His Word is the Truth!

Thank You, Lord Jesus, that You are my Provider. Glory that you told me to sell away my remainding stock recently so that I am not affected by the recent loosing ground. I thank You that You are alive in my life! Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

The Renewed Covenant

2011-09-26T19:25:00.001+08:00

Lord led me to Sid Roth Supernatural clips to watch the inspiring story. It's an interview of Sharon Allen by Sid Roth, after watching, I was goggling for her name and watched this 6 parts interview of Sharon Allen by Sid Roth in details and what she revealed of studying various book of reference of her Torah was amazing! If you want to watch, go youtube and search for 'Orthodox Jewish Fem For Yeshua'. Glory Glory!

She really sees the Torah is written about Jesus! She said the English bible translate it as 'Angel of the Lord (His Name), in Hebrew, Angel is 'Ma'lakh', for the Lord, because they do not call God's name, they call it 'ha'Shem' which means His Name, but she said actually, the name referred to 'Yuhei Vahei'.

She also said that when people saw this Angel of Lord, their reaction is fall to the ground and fear for their life. If He is an Angel of God, He had to reject their action and corrected them. He didn't and accepted it and told them Shalom, to give them phyphology wholeness because He knew they were fearing for their life! He give peace and give them the message.

In addition, Angel are not supposed to accept sacrifice, but the Lord of Angel accepted it, which means He is God! Sharon said that when sacrifice burning and flame reaching to heaven, Lord of Angel went into the flame and rise with it. Manoah, Samson's father said Peleh! Peleh means wonderful, miraculous thing. Peleh is only used to praise God! So, it's Jesus, who was appearing in the old Testament, and the Torah. She said she learnt about Jesus so much, that when she finally read the New Testament of the bible, it's like knowing an old friend! Glory Glory!

She searched for the Hebrew root meaning of the 10 names from Adam through Noah. This was what revealed to her:

Adam – Mankind
Seth – turns their face towards
Enosh – and are appointed mortal grievious sorrow
Kenan – to lament and to mourn.
Mahalalel – God who is praised
Jared – comes down
Enoch – to instruct and to consecrate.
Methuselah – He is sent forth as a prophet-priest
Lamech – to be smitten and scourged, to die,
Noah – to give rest and security a quiet attitude of peace.

When she read Isaiah 53, she could see it was talking about Jesus. She checked with the Rabbi but Rabbi said Jesus shouted 'My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?', he said Jesus blasphemy of God. But Sharon said their beloved King David also said the same thing in Psalm 22, how can the Rabbi accused their beloved King David as such!So, from all she read in the Torah, she saw Jesus and finally, she cannot denied herself this truth! Sid Roth concluded that the new covenant aka renewed covenant, is the Torah with the spirit of Life!

Why was it hidden from the Jews? Many of them said they were told to disbelieve Jesus! They were told not to read their Torah! Sid Roth read Isaiah 53 to his father. His father thought that Sid Roth was reading from the Christian bible, but Sid showed him that he was reading from the Torah! Finally, his dad accepted Jesus before his death. Praise Jesus! More and more Jews eyes are being opened in this end time! Praise Jesus!

Sharon was in her daughter school seminar talking to that Rabbi, and many parents were concerned that their kids believing Jesus. Rabbi had no solution to their problem and when Sharon questioned him on Jesus in the Torah, he could not repute it satisfactory, that is why finally Sharon Allen had no more doubt about the whole Torah is talking about Jesus! It's amazing that when the Jews read the Torah, their understanding of the bible is so well that they could identify Jesus! If only they go read it! Glory to Jesus!

I watched another Rabbi talking about the Holy Communion and I like to share it here.

Jewish passover, out from Egypt, there were 4 cups of wine. The 3rd cup signified redeeming blood of the lamb and it brings joy! Jesus on His last day, used the 3rd cup to represent his blood and his disciples understood what He meant. The rabbi also talked about their Jewish wedding. This is what I noted down:

In Jew's marriage, the man would bring a cup of wine to the lady he interested. The wine signifies his life and blood. If the lady drink the wine, she will be his, married to him!

Bride married in this fashion, do not immediately move in with her husband. There will be a trouble period lasting 1 to 3 years, where the bridegroom went back to the home of his father and he would built his place suitable for his bride. His father, who knew the way, from his own experience, would show him what is needed of that apartment.

When his house is built, he could bring the bride over, usually at night. They only drink the wine together when they are united. No union, no joy!

Isn't this interesting, it's a description of our marriage to King Jesus and He goes back to His Father to build us house and will be coming back for us! Glory Glory!

The Difference between devil and God

2011-09-24T14:02:00.008+08:00

For 20 years of my life, I had been led to face death twice and face the Glory of God once. I would say it's better with God that with the devil. Glory Glory!

Many years ago, in my 20s, I had this deep depression that no one could understand. So some thought I was going insane and didn't know how to talk with me while others liked some good friends and family members kept telling me to look at the nature to enjoy life, to choose positive against negative. They showed their love for me that made me didn't want to hurt them. Glory Glory!

As such, when devil gave me thought that I was the odd one out in the society, nothing could I get back the society, he shouted death to me. He said nothing more to do so better death than life. However, in consideration for my family, and not wanting to harm them, I asked myself in the darkness of life and could not even see a ray of light. What could I do?

Friend who emailed me story about this man so positive in thinking that even he got shot in restaurant, he chose life over death. In the end, he was alived. Base on this story and looking at the cycles of wave that break at shore but never ceased doing the same old thing, and also looking at the sun and seeing that no matter how dark a rainy day was, the sun will be out the next moment. With grabbing of all these positive thinking, I decided to walk in positive and ignored each of the negative deadly thoughts that came to me.

As each thought came to me, I replaced with a positive one and accepted it. For 3 years, I was doing it mentally. I walked out of the spiral of darkness and they had no choice but to flee. Glory Glory. This was how Lord had been leading me before I came to Him.

At the birth of Jc, I was hit by the post-natal-depression. I was feeling useless and another time of uselessness and deserving death again. I was crying for nothing sake. My hubby then asked me what happen, I told him I could not even take care of the baby, I could not do anything! He told me to concentrate breast feeding the baby and not to care about anything else. Even when I complainted that I could not carry the baby, he said as I carried, my strength would grow and I will be able to carry her. I just received and did accordingly. Overtime, I got out of that depression.

As devil could not kill me, he decided to give me fear, ghostly fear. I endured it for 3 years till I found Jesus. As this was spiritual attack, it was beyong me and a God was needed. No one had enounter with Jesus as strongly as I do. As I was deeply oppressed and so, I had to hug Jesus tightly.

In the process, I climbed my way to the innermost and met Jesus face to face. He showed me His Grace and in 3 months, I was out of this oppression. When devil realised that fear could not work in me, he uses death, sickness death. All my body parts became his playground, I encountered death many times over, as I trusted in Jesus, I climbed out of this pit as well.

With my walk almost done, now is the personality test. Lord gaven me interest to defend the lady who drown with her son in the recent news in a forum I visited lately. Lord also raise another thread on single mum for me to go in to share my views. Devil did not let go of me, he still tried to crush me down.

But goodness resulted from this walk. Lord said I finally reached where He wanted to place me. Somehow, whatever curse and swear that came my way, Lord gave me a heart to pity them, who are ignorance and used by the devil. Lord through me keep on forgiving them as Jesus did at the cross. After all that, Lord said I have reached where He wanted to place me. Glory Glory.

It is Glory and Honor! I who is nothing Lord uphold me. Many sisters pmed me to give me kind words, even when devil realised that the attack did no harm to me, he decided to use my blog and examples of other children of God to bring me down. But as what Lord would do, I have no anger, only pity that they are used by the devil and their pride are in the way.

Haha, I like to quote a saying, this mum said she had many Christian but none behave like me. I read a few of their blogs, it's about their life, nothing much about personal encounter with Jesus. I only could thank Lord gives me this opportunity for me, alone, to walk with such intimacy with Him. I so much appreciated it and could only praise Him for His Goodness.

Regarding my sex encounter with ex recently, those that know about it was wondering why I did such thing. Hey! Look with your eyes opened! Am I sleeping around with different men??? No, the only person I had sex with since I know about sex, is P, my ex-husband. From before till now is still the same man. What you want to term that into?

The Grace of God no one could understands. Man do not know how to bring a broken relationship back together. Only by the Grace of Jesus He could. Why need this sexual encounter? Lord told me that and even ex told me after, that his moving away was because the issue of sex.

If you recall from this blog, my problem was degree of pain in intercourse and looked at the manhood as a biological part. This is what push ex alway from this marriage. Lord through this five years, slowly, as I trusted him, remove the pain, then the sensitivity, and finally for the first time, I enjoyed the process. Now I love the manhood that it was a joy in the process. Lord led me to show to ex that I am made normal. So that his image of my old sexuality was gone.

With this, a step closer to him coming back. Lord also lead me to realise man only purpose of chasing woman is purely for sex. Lord made them constantly want sex the whole life and made woman want love the whole life. So that in fulfilling each other needs, it will be a perfect union. He changed my understanding in the whole thing. That is why the wisdom of God is needed to make marriage works. Glory Glory!

With this, I am ready to receive ex back. On how he comes back, Lord by His Grace also have provided the avenue. All Grace is upon it and surely, this union is perfect! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The End of End

2011-09-22T11:19:00.004+08:00

My beloved children of God, I have a piece of revealing from our Abba Father that I think you may be interested to know. Amid all these talks of rapture by different pastors around the world, I heard about this Elenin from surfing cyberanger site and after watching the impact of what Elenin did when it come in line with the Sun and the Earth, Lord revealed this piece of information to me as I pondered it effects.

After keeping for a few days, I think I shall share it since I have nothing in my life to share at the moment. So, you might like to know what is happening to this earth. So this post is about it. Glory Glory!

Lord:
'My beloved, regarding that Elenin come in line, it means more earthquakes in future. But it will not affect Singapore. Singapore will be safe as usual.

For these 1500 years, there will be some earth movement to pull the different lands together. By 1500 years time, most will come together as 1.

Abba is leading this to happen because long ago, it is 1 land mass. So, all are moving back together. Singapore is a safe place. No great harm will come to it. I am leading the whole world to believe in me. So overall earth will be a better place for all to live.

Come 1500 years later, when I pull you to heaven, I will rise the rest in a few weeks time. And after that the earth will become very hot and be gone. I will create a new earth for my children. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

The above is what Lord revealed to me on the 20th September 2011. Surely, this is His Plan. Any other interpretation by any man of God about the rapture is just too early for it to happen. I rather trust the Lord and His Plan come into action. It is okay for you to disagree to this piece of information.

It is about my believe on Jesus and Abba Father and My Holy Spirit. Need not post any contrary arguement to me, as I am clueless, it's by the Lord and this is what He shared! I will not argue with you on this rapture.

For I walk by His Way and I receive whatsoever He tells me. It's my pleasure to share, but if you find it hard to believe, it's okay too! We have different level of faith and it's okay! Bless the Lord who is the Aleph Tav, the Beginning and the Ending! Amen Amen!

The Pride of Man

2011-09-17T23:01:00.002+08:00

In my walk with Jesus these 5 years, whatever what Lord revealed to me, I have shared with many. If you followed my blog from the start, you will know that at first I had WK as my partner, but when she disbelieve and move away, Su moved in.

Su is my younger sister and we 2 had walked many years together. From a baby Christian, whatever Lord revealed to me, she caught hold of it and grow with me in the Lord. I was so happy but this happiness did not last. We both know the temptation of the world and had even prayed to Lord that on the day we moved away, we prayed to Lord to bring us back by His Grace, whom we know is very mighty. Glory Glory!

However, sometime, even when Lord is willing, man pride is in the way. Why Christians argued among themselves, because all feel that their knowledges are the best. That's why the argument. If only all are to humble down and take what others said as a learning experience, life would be easier.

As for Su, through Lord leading me to meditate, she also meditated and walked closely to the Lord. But, pride is in the way. She thought she has Lord with her, she need not listen to what Lord have shared through me anymore. First was her husband blocking her. Now she agreed with him and stopped nourishing her spirit man. She feels that by listening to sermons will do. But Lord wants to talk to her from the bible!

We were watching a Korean drama on TV this afternoon, family gathering. In the midst of it, I was crying. I asked Lord why did I cry; for I was not sad of anything! Lord said He was sad because Su did not talk to Him anymore and wanted me to tell her. I did, but Su rejected. She felt by listening to Pastor Prince sermon and flow in the joy will do; need not feed her Spirit Man! Her pride in the way. She said Lord still talking to her. I wonder if it was Lord or devil. For Lord always lead his children to fellowship with Him, not away!

She even tab my shoulders later and told me not to worry, Lord still giving her vision and she has joy. Problem is when she moved away, all forms of attack of her ceased too. She became a dead horse, so no more harm to them.

Lord has another way, but this is to let her know He did try to bring her back, just that she rejected. I just trust to Lord and don't bother. Glory Glory!

The Revival of My Marriage

2011-09-16T02:48:00.002+08:00

My darling, My love, the love of my heart, the apple of my eyes, Abba is leading you to revive your marriage again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

My love, Abba is so pleased that you obeyed to my calling and let P make love to you. Glory Glory! Surely you are opening the way for his return. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

My dear readers of my blog, if Lord asked you to do something uncalled for, would you do? Yes, even someone that had betrayed you and hurt you deeply? I did.

Today, Lord arranged me to go to ex home. He was working from home today. I proposed a testing of what Lord had done in me and needed testing to him. At first he resisted, but Lord managed to get him to accept it. Glory Glory!

I might not know why ex moved away, but Lord knows. He led me so horny the last 2 days and sending sms to ex to come and get me. He opened the way, step by step, pulled down the defence of ex, to today, excited him to the idea. Glory Glory!

What was my problem in my marriage? I do not like the manhood of man and I had no erotic feeling in penetration. I could look to the ceiling and talking something unrelated while ex, my husband then, was making love to me. That was the joke of love making. Guess it turned him off that he went for others. This totally no sexual feeling came after having jc. Homons changes, I guess.

For many years, I even push him away when he wanted it and I was not horny. Even when I was horny, there were issues of pain and sensitivity. But Lord is Mighty! Whatever our problem is, he could renew us. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Today, finally I had a different sensation to love making. I actually enjoyed the blowjob so much, never had I had such a feeling before, but Lord put in my heart of love for the manhood that I have no problem doing it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I am not horny too! But Lord led me to let ex penetrated me; after 2 years of no use, he said I am like a virgin again. He loved it. Glory Glory! The fact is, Lord had given me the erotic feeling that I was enjoying it even though I was not horny. What a contrary to what I used to feel. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Guess it crashed down the bad impression of me in ex that he was trying to convince himself that I am his ex and he should go for others instead. Even the dinner I cooked and had eaten half portion of it and going to bring back the remainder half, Lord let him interested in it and wanted it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Lord is letting him recall what he used to enjoy. Glory Glory!

I spent $25 taking a cab there. Initial plan was to go with him to visit Jc at the MOE Dairy Farm Adventure Centre, but Lord opened this opportunity to correct his image of me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He actually talking about what kind of man I wanted; as if checking out my criteria. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I did not expect his consideration of me, but ex revealed in his talk in convincing himself otherwise. We lost our way in the forest and was not able to visit Jc. But he drove me back! This is what he would not do previously!!! Glory Glory!

Lord has through His Grace, opened a crack to pump my goodness into his heart that he treated me better. Glory Glory! Heard that his girlfriend and him are off now, that adds more to the Glory of his return to me again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

What man could not do, Lord can and will. I just have to trust in Him and in the right moment and the right time, He gets me to do the right thing that triggled the heart of ex. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I am looking for his return even though he is still fighting with his heart. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, I thank you that I just need to rest in You. On the right time, right moment, You get me to do the right thing. It was easy to follow your yoke! I get to enjoy it and surely, goodness is going to result in it. I might not know what went wrong but only You, the Almighty God knows and knows how to repair it and to make it beauty in its time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

To Walk the Fullness of Jesus

2011-09-07T16:50:00.008+08:00

Since my early days of acceptance of Christ, Lord has led me to see all human beings as sinless. It's like a banana that is white and pure inside, and all the sins that was tagged onto them was the outside skin of the banana. Lord let me see that they are righteousness of God and is sinless. Many that had offended me I am able to love them readily.

However, in all learning, Lord just don't stop there. As each walk with Him, He leads to tougher and tougher ground to let one to be tested. All these testing is to bring about the goodness of Him to be shining out of us. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

As such, you see me gone through many rounds of testing from the various posts that I had put in this blog. Of course, I hardly put the actual fact of suffering I gone through. Most of the time, I post when I looked to Christ and received the deliverance and the post is about thanking Him, who is Faithful. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Even my walk into the divorce, I walked in with a heavy heart. I was loving ex so much that I could not let go. But as Lord had led me for so long and I know of His Goodness, I trust in His judgement. When I heard from sis about the impending divorce, I double confirmed with Lord. Whatever suffering, Lord gave time to heal.

As such, I was informed of the divorce in May and the actual process started in July. Lord led me through a week of grief initially and then for the actual day, I only grief for less than a day. His Great Promise upheld me. Glory Glory!

Of course now I know better. Before divorce, ex did not have a good understanding of me. Usually, his assumption of me was wrong, but I too tired to correct him as it's his words against my word. Hard to prove.

Lord, who knows all things, know about this. This divorce is actually beneficially to me than harm. Glory Glory! From how I behaved in divorce towards ex, and how SF's wife behaved, ex could see a different. Also, from his new girlfriend and SF's new girlfriend, he could understand me better when comparing of how each of them treat him and treated SF. Glory Glory!

I don't know why, but lately ex has been staying a bit longer each time he came to pick Jc. Even when everyone supposed to leave the house and me stayed behind alone, he would purposely stayed behind to talk for some 20-30mins. This has happened for a few weeks now.

Previously, he would just picked Jc and be gone. So this is a change in him that I noticed. Glory Glory! He has also been more pleasant to me. Previously, I could see his pretence and even not friendliness. But lately, he seem like a changed man! Glory Glory!

This week, watching Sid Roth and this guest, Kerry Kirkwood, shared that to walk in Jesus blessing, we have to come in line with his way; even when things turn out nasty on us, we must not curse but we should bless the enemy with a full revelation of Jesus!

With this learning, I am begining to bind the satan that attacked me but bless the one who cursed me. Glory Glory! With this, the dislike in me of my neighbours and SF are gone. Glory Glory! I have forgotten about looking at all human as sinless with all these spiritual attacks, but Lord has opened my eyes to see it again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, thank YOU for your reopening of my eyes to walk in Jesus fullness. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Jesus Knocking the Door

2011-09-06T11:03:00.008+08:00

With a somewhat sad heart, I am writing this. You know, it's amazing that not all people wants the goodness that Jesus can and will provide. I thought most people want good things, want good life? Isn't all these are what that made them yoke so hard at work and in hospitals, or with medicines?

Even with life threatening case, I encountered rejections. It just beyong my understanding. First is my dad! At first he wanted it, but he expected Jesus to do magic. His pride was in the way. But when sickness knocked him weak, the best time to receive, he rather keep quiet. I even prayed to Jesus by His Great Grace, as long as dad sing, or say a word of the chinese worship song, to penetrate in the healing power.

Lord agreed, but dad rejected. He didn't even want to mention a word. I could not understand. He rather face death then speak that needed word of faith! But Lord is faithful. Even when he turned back to his idol, Lord was there to guard him at his death bed and brought him up to Heaven. Hallelujah! I was there to witness it! Glory to Jesus for the right time at the right place!

If you have been following the web or local newspaper here in Singapore, you may encounter this girl, Charmaine Lim, who was fighting with neuroblastom since she was 4 to now 6. They had raised the money to go US for treatment but sickness still around and had worsen. Reading about her mum, so worry about her health, you might thought they want healing. But no, I had contacted them through the blog, even when there were replies before, no, they didn't want Lord to go pray healing, they want remote healing, whichever God that could!

Lord has been knocking and knocking at her door, but they don't want Lord to go heal her. Sad Sad Sad! Looking at now she needed blood platelet because there are blood in her urine, I though maybe I prayed a relief prayer for her. The satan attacking her body was a strong one. He intented to kill her.

I prayed to Lord to renew her kidneys and to 5 loaves 2 fish miracle to fill her with enough blood, Lord did that, but the satan on her was not happy and come attacked me yesterday afternoon. I was knocked off for 30 mins! Blessed that Lord is full with me, so no great harm come to me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

For this kind of healing, usually have to put anointed oil on the forehead, both palms and the feets. That's how Lord taught me when I prayed for dad, when he lost conscious for many hours, and for nephew, whom I first time saw a satan as big as him got up from him and this sight had given me a shock for the first time then.

If could pray remotely, I would have pray to Lord for Charmaine. It was many saints had prayed for her that Lord initiated me to contact her. Guess, need the anointed oil to seal up the satan from attacking me. Praise Jesus that He stopped me from prayer for the removal of all the tumours. Otherwise, I don't know what might happen to me. Glory Glory!

Anyway, Lord is not a great bully. He will not push his way through. He respect man's choice. Only when doors are opened, He will then enter. He will not force His Way in even though He has all the answer to man's problem. Glory Glory!

Phew! After pouring out all these, I am in peace now. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Coming of Jesus

2011-09-04T16:42:00.002+08:00

Praise the Lord for all that He had done for me at the Cross! Glory Glory!

This morning, as I was worshipping Abba Father and Lord Jesus in heaven, communicating with them through the worship songs and looking at Lord Jesus being judged for all the curses that had been coming to me from the neighbours and SF, yes, as Jesus is coming soon, this stupid sa tan did not want me to come near to Lord, so have been attacking me more.

As I worshipping, I was looking to Lord at the cross and seeing Him had been judged for all the curses that was with me. As I continued to focus on Jesus, I saw a vision of Jesus being burnt at the cross, He was like a man fully engulfed in fire. As I continue to understand all the curses in Him had to be burnt, I was thanking Him and suddenly, Lord came for me. Glory Glory!

This fire engulfed man, Lord Jesus, His both hands held on to my both hands. Glory Glory! Then I saw all the attacks of the curse imputed into the body of Jesus and His Righteousness come onto me. Glory Glory! As I continued looking, Lord placed a glorious crown, in the same pure brightly lited gold as the Righteousness of God that He had clothed me, upon my head. After that, all of me and the crown and the robe of Righteousness of God was fully covered in the blood of Jesus!

With this, I felt His Spirit coming through me fully. After that, Lord told me that He and me are fully merged. Glory Glory! He said He is coming that is why I am made ready. Glory Glory!

At the end of the service, a boy with angelic voice sang 'I had a Dream' but transformed into Gospel song, I had a strong understanding that I am above the mountains and the stormy seas. Lord is coming through to crash all of these from the lives of His Saints. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! What a Glorious Service that Lord planned for me all the message is for me, telling me of His Coming. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord:
'My love, my darling, thank you for being faithful to me. Abba Father is very happy. I like you and love you a lot! The whole Heaven is opened to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! As I have told you in meditation, all your generations down will be greatly blessed. Hallelujah Hallelujah! Amen Amen!'

The T-Cell of Jesus Love

2011-09-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

I was reading a health report on a news website that talks about how US did a test on cancer patients using extracted T-cell from their body and add on something on and put it back. All the tumors in the body were fully cleared off that the patients are healthy again. I was so amazed to read this report that it makes me realise that as we get older, it is this T-cell that did not work properly that our bodies deteriorate.

The name of this cell really interest me too. Imagine if written in small letter, it would be t-cell, the cross of Jesus. It is writen in the book of John, John 1:3-4 'Through Him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. In Him was life, and that life was the light of men.' With Jesus, our youth will be restored, without Jesus, curse of aging carries on.

As I get the fullness of this function of T-Cell, I prayed to Lord to renew the T-Cell in my bodies, I also prayed for my girl and for my mum. I even pray to Lord Jesus to be my T-Cell for the understanding of John 1:3-4. Glory Glory! Lord told me after that that my body is in renewal. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

With the fullness of Jesus with me, Lord has become my gift of knowledge. Recently at a site, whatever Lord revealed to me to share with others, it was well received and admired by others. But I don't take it as my knowledge. I know I am not analytical at all! It is the wisdom of God operating in me that give birth to the words of Knowledge and when I shared it, others thought that I know so much. Haha..all by the Grace of Jesus! Amen Amen!

Abba has been very good to me. He is changing my image in the presence of others. I am glad for all that He has given me. I know I am not the smart one. He is the smart one and I just rest in Him. All Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

The Glory of Jesus

2011-08-31T09:42:00.002+08:00

With the end of the General Election and the President election, I was wondering if I hear Lord correctly and am I being led by the wrong spirit! Saturday night, I cried aloud and called on the God of Abraham, Iaasc and Jacob to speak to me, to show His sign and wonders as a confirmation of His Presence is really leading me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

As days getting closer and closer to Lord Jesus coming, my blocking from getting near to Jesus is getting stronger. Nowadays, at church, I always have to pray to Jesus to pull me close to Him by His Grace. It was hard to concentrate and focus on Him in the worshipping anymore. Satan came often to disturb. As it was a break or make it situation, Abba Father knows I need great confirmation when people around me all are leading me away from Jesus instead of nearer to Him.

Sunday, as usual, I prayed to Lord to pull me close. Through the worship songs leading and looking to Him by His Grace, at the mid of the worshipping, I saw a ray of light penerating out from the surrounding darkness. This light get bigger and stronger and it come upon me and sealed me up. Then I saw the heaven opened and Lord poured His blessing on me. I saw the green green garden of heaven and the blue blue sky. Lord waved to me and made an OKAY sign to me. He even showed a good, thumb up sign through the open heaven. His cute actions tickled my bones and I was in joy over His cute actions. :P Glory to Jesus!

With the strong signs from heaven, I am now secured that His leading is still with me. I am still moving in the right paths. Glory Glory!

Abba Father, thank You for opening Your Heaven to show me that I am with You. Thank You for tickling my fun bones to laugh. You are so cute! Glory Glory! You knows how to keep me in my happiness. Glory to You! Amen Amen! Hallelujah! Thank You for Your Great Love for me! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

How I Start My Walk with Jesus

2011-08-19T17:03:00.006+08:00

I came to Jesus mainly to get bless by Him. But before that was to find a God that is powerful enough to solve my night disturb problem. When I first heard from the pull pit the radical Grace of the Goodness of Jesus. I was pulled by it that my dried and dead appetite of self become alive. I was so blur that when they asked me if I was reborn or redelication, I also had no clue.

However, the Grace of Jesus was like a fountain of freshness that watered me and brought me to life, to the excitment of this new life. My eyes was so opened that whatever that was preached was fully received by me. But the truth is, I was so clotted up by the darkness and understanding was failing me. I had to radically called on Lord's Wisdom and Understanding to be fully with me for me to receive all that Lord wanted to tell me. His Grace was on so full force that everything sounded real to me.

Then I heard about this lady being greatly blessed by Lord. She came in line with Lord's plan and Lord prospered her. Pastor Prince said that to be blessed, I had to come in line with Lord's plan. It's all about His Kingdom, His Son, His Name, His Glory!

I told myself I wanted to be in His Plan. I proclaimed for His Name and His Glory to shine in the North, South, East, West of this world. At first I thought I will be some business woman like Olivia Lum (hope the name is spelled correctly). I wanted to be like her, walking in Lord's Plan and be greatly blessed.

Then I heard that to be blessed, I must walk with Jesus. In my clueless brain, I had no idea how to walk with Jesus. I was thinking physically how to walk with Him. Hehe...then church told me to sign up the Discovery Class. These classes revealled another aspect of Jesus and Abba Father that was not preached at the pull pit. But I came out of it wondering how to behold the face of Jesus.

One thing that inbedded in me was when my thoughts are in line with God's thought, then Holy Spirit could move from the spirit realm to the soul realm, where our thoughts, will-power and conscience is. All these will come in line with Lord and conscience will be in peace of God. And when the soul is in line, the body, which is the dead part, could come in line and all bodily symtom that are from darkness have to depart.

I was beholding this verse tightly, that my part is to continue seek Jesus and His Righteousness, to know more and more of Him. For Lord in the bible promise that if we do that, whatever the pagent have, He will bless. We need not chase under the Sun.

We just need to chase after Jesus and all the parts in our life, our family life, will be fulfilled by Lord. I took it literally. I focused 101% on the sermon and bible and only surface to cook the meals. House was not upkeep but I believe Lord will do it. That was how radical I believe in the verse. Haha...

Well, Lord leads me through a period of serious sinking into His Words. After I grabbed much of it, these few years of soaking, then I was surfaced again. Lord changed me to take better care of home, and even leads me in guiding Jc. What I don't know He come through to teach. Everything is guided. Then He leads me to pray for things around the community and the world. I became usable by Him. Step by step, He leads me out to be of service. That is how I am now more living normal life than ever. Glory Glory!

How did I gone through the years? I don't know. As I seek His Word and soak into His Goodness, He leads me on and on that even in the trials, it's manageable. Nothing could hurt me any more than I could. His Peace prevails. I was not bruised nor was I hurt. His Grace and Mercy redeemed it all. I was made whole and reigned in His Peace. But He let me went through them for the experience and the knowhow. It is occupational duty to know the job that I supposed to do. Glory to Jesus!

This is how I was led these few years, just walked step by step, day by day. Any problem just pray for deliverance and always look to Jesus for solution. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, thank You for opening your spiritual realm for me to flow in. So that I could sense Your reality and Your Words reality. Ka ever asked how did I receive it, I really don't have the answer. It's all by the Grace of Jesus! His Wisdom and Understanding that I draws upon up till this very day. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Blessing of Abraham

2011-08-17T11:46:00.006+08:00

I was looking at this year message that Lord, Abba Father, has given the church through Pastor Prince. As I was reading, I come across this verse and realise what Lord is doing in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Many a time you have read here that I pushing you to meditate God's Words, to listen to the revelation of Jesus Lord given to Pastor Prince. I am not joking, there are great blessing in it. Through the years of beholding the words, Lord blessed me instants answer most of the time to my prayers. He also change my family life. Each of us through His Goodness and Favour, He turns around. Glory Glory! After years of sitting at his Feet, listening to His Words like Mary, finally my life and my family life is changing. Glory Glory!

What did Mary benefit from sitting at Jesus feet? What she had done was told to all children of God ages to ages. How many kings in this world have such glory? None! Her brother was resurrected from death too. When you sit at Jesus feet and listen to His Words and learn about Jesus, the benefit to reap is aplenty! Glory Glory!

I found these verses that is Lord promise for us from sitting to receive His Words:

Psalm 21:3-6
'For you meet him with the blessing of goodness; You set a crown of pure gold upon his head.

He asked life from You, and You gave it to him – length of days forever and ever.

His glory is great in Your Salvation; honour and majesty You have placed upon him.

For You have made him most blessed forever; You have made him exceedingly glad with Your Presence.'

Lord presence will be with you who want to and make an effort to know Him. He is a Glad God. The moment you are joyful in Him and wanting to know more of Him, all that you need for His Saviour hand is instantly working for your favour. As you see what He has done for me. It's man is the time needed, to learn something, to let go.

These are the things that most classify as God's Time. But actually it is our time. Like my case, to let go of worrying for Jc studies and let go of loving ex. Then Lord leads him to know me better and at the same time, leads me to be a better woman. All these takes time to change. Not that He needs to drag the blessing. It's us rather than Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Surely, Abba Father is crowning the year with His Goodness and Favour! Are you willing to receive it? You must position yourself to be at the receiving ends. All blessing comes to Jesus. Jesus is the source of blessing. If you read the bible with eyes open, you will see that what Jesus uses, it got blessed. Jesus used Peter's boat and he got overflowing loads of fishes that needed other fishermen to help. Even the first miracle of turning water to wine, He is there at the wedding. You cannot exclude wanting Jesus but want the blessing. It does not work this way. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Surely, you could see my life, from the start of the blog till now, what Lord has done for me. I went through many, it's all about getting me ready to receive what He has for me. Without training, I am just a young root, with proper guidence and water of the Holy Spirit, I grow and flourish. Surely you could read it from this blog. May you walk the same and be blessed by the Loving God.

He was/is so eager to bless us that He sent Lord Jesus to the Cross 2000 years ago. He was frustrated for 1500 years of letting the children of Israel walked by the Law. He let them see through the Law, none of them could come close to Him.

Then He sent Jesus to walk a Perfect Path for us, who can't, and to die the death for us, who must die. Then He said, come and believe in Jesus and His Finished Work! This is the only thing you must do to live the eternity life and to be greatly blessed by Him.

Abba Father made it so easy for us to receive all that He had. He has it there long ago. He wants us to rise up to receive it. Only through Jesus, we could receive it. Are you interested? If yes, start learning about Jesus through His Words. It's not too late to start. As long as you have a willing heart, Abba Father will assist you with His Holy Spirit to reach the destination of great blessing. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Glory of Jesus

2011-08-15T14:08:00.005+08:00

It has been a while since my marriage broken down the drain and eventually lead to the divorce. This divorce was after ex's good friend, SF divorce and SF got a new girlfriend and then ex got his own girlfriend. It has been a 2-3 years of relationships for them. Through this time, ex and I was divorced, went through the let go and Jc's problem. All these all and all took some time.

I was flowing with the peace of God and a forgiving spirit and at the same time, just looking for solution to the problem and not involve in blaming game. These few years life went as usual, I am still I. But, through this period of time, Lord leads ex to know me better through comparison with his gf, SF's ex-wife and his new wife-to-be. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Previously, ex was too confident of self and using his assumption of me to think I am so. As he was a stubborn man, I chose not to argue with him. This led to he accused me of not caring for him in the marriage. I know it wasn't true but I didn't know how to prove myself. So, I let it be....

These 2 Sundays, when ex brought Jc come, he was friendly to me. To such an extend I was wondering what was his ulterior motives. Haha...finally, Lord revealed to me last night, through getting know of the new gf till now their relationship is stabled, he could look at her in her normal self, through all the comparison, finally he get to know me better. Hallelujah! Glory Glory!!!

All Glory to Jesus!!! If he didn't take away my anger, my jeolousy and my pain, I won't be able to flow in His Peace. It was because He did a good job in me, even helped me to forgive him in my pain, that I could treat ex with calmness. Glory Glory! Finally the dark clouds are over. Lord said ex will move back in November. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Finally, this don't bother attitude is shining in Jesus Glory when peace of a person life is take into consideration. Glory Glory! Yes, he has a carefree life with me, to the extend that he abused that rights. But only Lord could restore to me my dignity. Only Him could restore me to my glory! Amen Amen!

It is refreshing that he becomes friendly again. No more barrier between me and him. Now waiting for the pull factor to make this marriage perfect again. Glory Glory! Finally in faith and patience, Lord did the work and I receive the result. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, I thank You from the bottom of my heart. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Mighty Hand of Jesus

2011-08-04T08:55:00.004+08:00

From my last post, some may think why Abba Father might ask me to do shocking things like divorce, empty my saving. I dare to do because I know I have a Great God. It is when you know Abba Father WELL that you can safety trusted His Opinion of things and not rely to our own tiny thoughts that worth nothing! Glory Glory!

We really are the creation of God. He knew us when we are tiny spirits of His Breath asking Him to send us down to earth to be born of a baby. He knows us when we are born as a baby and each step we walk is a joy for He is the One that has created. Glory Glory!

If He who is so Mighty and so knowing of us, knows us personally and deeply. He knows how we tick and how we work. He who knows how man works in the nature He knows what best move for each of us. Glory Glory!

For example, He knows I am a pretty stubborn girl. All things about life, I went all the way to find the answer. Long ago, I went through many nights of late dinner, with just rice and soup. I was so busy in my application development project that many weeks and months round I had to work. Then on the day I rest, supposed to be camping with my boyfriend then, but instead, I swallowed a fish bone into my throat and had to rush to hospital.

As the bone was deeply beded in my throat, I had to be hospitalise, and to put to sleep that night so that the doctor could get the bone out of me. As a standard procedure, they drew my blood to test. That night, they could not find the fish bone, didn't know where it gone, but they discovered my red blood cells had fallen to 2/3 of normal amount. It was then that I realised drinking soup but not taking the meat and vegetables in it was not nuritious for the body!

With this information, I could advise my eldest sis when her daughter had growth problem. They cooked great soup for dinner, but never eat the meat in there. While the dish items, there wasn't much meat to talk about. It was a lack of protein in their diet. Glory Glory!

I was eating lots of hawker food, frozen processed food one time, then my hair and my mum's hair dropped a lot, from there I see no nuritent in the food I eat, Lord's revelation. Then I tried to cook my own food at time. Glory Glory!

Walking with Lord these few years, I know He is a Good God! His Plan is to prosper me and not to harm me. His every move, there is a purpose. It is for my good that He moved that way. Glory Glory!

Why the divorce? I was in a loveless marriage. He was happy I was not. I was under his law and his condemnation. Every day was you do this this and this. When problem faces, the fault was mine. Even when I prayed to Lord to not by power, not by might, but by His Spirit to lead ex close, he from strong and mighty in self was mellowed down. But his will power and believes in the devil and the lies was strong. There is no way to bring him to Christ in marriage.

This divorce is a temporary measure. Lord has revealed plans on how he will be back to my life. Be it of good or bad intention, once he accepted Christ, Lord could do a heart transformation in him to wash him clean and bring a new creation, wash by the blood of Jesus, whiter than snow man back to me. That's why I dare to trust Him to go for divorce.

However, if you think I know the above when I made my decision to divorce, you are wrong. It's was by faith I trusted that Lord could bring a better man to me that even I was so loving and caring for him, I went ahead for the divorce. If you have been following my post, you will know that I took 10 months after the divorce finalised to let go of my feeling for him, with each of Lord revelation of him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Why I dare to empty my saving? I believe strongly in Lord's promise in Malachi. He said if you dare to trust Him, He will open the floodgate of Heaven to pour His blessing upon thee. In church, many tithed and reaped their rewards. My tree took longer time then most to grow. Yes, waiting for the harvest is tiring. But I choose to trust in His deliverance and do not bother to check how my tree grows. It's with Faith and Patience that we see the great results and people go wow! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Like my girl, from P1 totally no clue of what she study, did not understand Chinese, did not know what the teacher taught, P2 still the same. P3, I enagaged a good Chinese tutor for her but still yield no result. This year I gave up all. I believe when it's time to prosper Jc sure will prosper. Now, finally yielding result! Jc is enjoying the Chinese class recently that she said it's fun!!!

First time I heard her said so. She could understand Maths and did so fast that many classmates came to her for that question that they didn't know how to solve. Comprehension was her fearful task, but lately, she told me that teacher told them to do 2 questions and leave the rest for the next day, but Jc did 10 questions and happily told me that she would have lesser to do the next day!!! All these are incredible news for me lately. I know Lord finally has prosper her! After 3.5 years of heartbreaks, finally result is forth coming! Glory Glory!

That is why I dare to trust Jesus. He at the Cross 2000 years had done a Perfect Work! And He said 'It is GOOD!' If He said is is Good, of course it is Good. You dare to believe? I did and finally I am seeing my harvest. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Price to Pay

2011-08-03T10:35:00.003+08:00

What is the cost of being a disciple? Is Lord's calling that difficult to follow? It is in fact impossible to follow. Whatever you believe and see of this world, whatever you achieve and had, you have to dump at the foot of Jesus and submit to His Way. He said He is the door and His Way is the only Way. Dare you take the challenge?

In my 5 years of walk, whatever Lord revealed to me, I have been telling others. The first lady who walked closely was WK, I thought she was a promising one, then over personal convenience, she shy away. Gone...this fall leads her to fall so much that many years of knowledge was lost! Satan successfully erased all from her memory!

Then, Su picked up her pace and walked with me many years. Whatever I gone through, she gone through with me. She saw my hardest moment of tests where I cried and cried because Lord came through as a tough task master but each time I looked to the Grace of Jesus, I am delivered. You see, it's about training to look to Him for deliverance.

We gone through many, she accompanied me through many shames. From information given which did not result in actual tour to standing very silly at the entry of carparks for hours. People walked by and shops near by wondered why we were standing there. This we went through together. But the sad thing was, at the critical point, when it was time to test Su, she shy off. She believes her husband that Lord will not put them through such! Didn't Jesus go into the desert for 40 days to be tested?

As she shy away after 3years of following closely, whatever Lord's plan for her is altered. The role was handled to me. Beside my original role, I was given this role too. All that Lord wants is faithfulness and obedience to His Prompting. This only comes after the fulfillment of sitting at the foot of Jesus and receive His Words till so full, full, and full. Is faithfulness and obedience to the spirit so difficult?

Su never recognise Lord's voice and Satan always confused her. That is why she believe in contradicting information and moved away. Was I sad? Yes, it was so close yet so far! She lost the big, but she did not lost all that Lord wants to bless her. Thanks to the Cross of Jesus. Moses disobedience led to him could not enter the promised land. For Su, as her disobedience was washed by the blood of Jesus, she did not lost all. Just the important role cannot trusted to her, but others still could. Glory to Jesus!

If you listen to what Lord reveals through Pastor Prince and walk His Path, you will realise His Path is the exact opposite of all those of the world. But it's a moment to walk in His Holiness. Lord is such a good God, when you decided to walk His Way, His abundance blessing of Abraham will pour at the end of the road.

It's how much of this abundance you want to receive. The only judgment Lord looks for is purity of heart in believing Him. Next come faithfulness to all that He had done at the Cross. You learn to claim all you need from the Cross of Jesus. Lord will access your obedience at the same time. This will get deeper and harder, but with His Yoke it is light. Only thing needs is for you to believe and do accordingly. I could give you one example.

You know my current financial situation, divorced since January 2010, wife allowance cut 2/3 and even during mariage my allowance was cut off, but because believing in I am rich in Christ, I did not suffer lack. Now Lord issue this command...recent trial of Jc, the teachers was greatly stressed. Lord told me to bless them vouchers, total amount to come out from me is $800.

With these 19 months without work and without good allowance, in fact, what I received from ex is less than what I am giving out. Under such situation, am I still going to obey Lord or not? Yes, as long as it's from Him, whatever He said I do. No second thought about it, it's a matter of confirming it's from Him only. That's what I call obedience.

You up to it? You dare to pick up? At His Word, I and ex was divorced. At His Word, I can stand silly at car parks. It's all about obedience and faith in Him. Rest in Him and lead by the Spirit. Spirit directed activities. Sound easy? Yes, it is. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Walk of a Disciple

2011-07-27T14:35:00.002+08:00

NLT version of Rom 12:2 said, "Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God's will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect."

As a new believer in 2006, I was so absorbed by the good news of the Gospel in New Creation Church, Singapore, that I was like a sponge swallowed the news all and held tight to it. I was so strong in the words that I was flowing in joy then. I don't know when it started, but in the mid of receive revelation by revelation, Lord came to teach me. To correct me of wrong believes and to let me renewed my believes about Him.

It was much later, after I won my war on the darkness disturb that about 1-2 months later, Lord revealed His new post for me. A 20+years Christian was ministering to me. She could see vision and while chatting with me in msn, Lord gave her a vision of me laying hand on the sick. The house that Lord wanted to bless me was revealed then too.

I received the acknowledgement and continued my swallowing of the Gospel, the Goodness of Jesus. As I was pretty full after that, Lord through a old care group member, show him vision of me evangelising. This has come to past as wherever I went, even at driving centre waiting for my lesson, Lord also sent me people to minister, even when I went to Israel, Lord led me to minister to fellow tour members. All these I viewed it as Lord came through me to do the job. I did not claim any credit. All the Glory I passed to the Lord. Praise Jesus! I was in the mid of bible reading and into meditation by then.

As I remained faithful to Him, continued to listen to His Words from various pastors but mainly Pastor Prince, Lord led me deeper and deeper to be with Him. I have never doubt about He has came through me fully and I never questioned that if I or He is the one talking. I assume He is, for the one who get ministered flow in joy.

As a young Christian, I was eager to share the news and eager to pray for strangers. But as I walked closer and closer to Lord, I rest in His Peace and only as and when His Anointing came through, I will be ministering to people. Glory Glory!

When trials began, Lord started with testing how I stand in faith in Him. He also test about my obedience; if I am willing to do what He said, it's another training on humiliation, to let go of self. In the mids of this, He also trained me to let go of looking to His blessing, but to concentrate on Him alone.

Then it's test of letting go of things dearest, first is money aka my saving, then letting go of ex, then let me grow strong in trusting Him to fight devil. Then the different types of devil, Tb Joshua was also a form of learning for me. And finally tested me on what I care most, my girl. All these is purely for 1 goal, to see if I continue to look to Him for deliverance. That is why knowing how Good He is in the begining is important. Without a good opinion of Him, there is no way to win any battle. Glory Glory!

With the conclusion of my girl's test, Lord said I completed His test. Actually Lord told me plenty of times about completion of His test. It's mainly to lead me on in trusting Him and not to be in despair nor doubt.

It was through the years of walking with Him that I could conclude that He is faithful. For, without anybody to verify what I went through, I could only look at His deliverance and believe He is faithful. That is why it is important to walk through the paths with Lord. Without all these training, in times of doubt, where things are unclear, what am I going to believe? It was His forever Faithful that I could in times of blurness that I still look to His Goodness. All these could only come from spending time with Him. Glory Glory!

I won't know when is the exact date of His Arrival, I could only rest in Him and let Him bring it all to past. As you know, from the happenings around the world, time is short, so surely Jesus Arrival is soon, soon, and soon! And how I know Jesus is coming through me fully? It's through walking closely with Him that Lord reveals His Secret to me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Price of being used by Lord

2011-07-25T10:10:00.008+08:00

I was watching ‘Jewish Voice' hosted by Jonathan Bernis. He said that to come close to Lord and to be used by Him, one would lose everything. If months ago I watch that, I won’t believe a word of what he said. But Jesus said that you who lost everything found everything and you who keep everything will not have anything. So, what he said is according to the scripture. Glory Glory!

In these 4 years walk with Jesus; the closer Lord led me to walk with Him, the more trials it comes. I thought I am getting lesser, but there are strong forces that come against me from rising up; such that I never see in my life. I never know that I have to dig deeper into the Grace of Jesus to trust Him for deliverance. Each level of trust in this deliverance is a greater knowledge of Him is the Greatest in All in All. Glory Glory!

I thought that ex being led like a bull into different pits of darkness was hard enough to stomach, but by the Grace of Jesus I could remain in His Shalom Peace. But ex is someone that my feeling had gone pretty low. So, the degree of pain is still ok, I am still me, wholesome and good.

This year for my girl, Jc, is on a downhill slide. From the great fear from afraid daddy being led away by other lady to now, fearful of each teachers shouting and scolding in class, her emotional turmoil is on high. This was translated to do not want to go to school, totally immobilized.

It became I had to dress her up like a doll, to see her cry so desperately shouting for mummy at the gate of her school. Form teacher at her wit end, Chinese teacher at her wit end, school counsellor at his wit end, even security officers also at their wit end. Mummy is also at my wit end. There is nothing I could move her. I need a crane!!!

What could I do? Nothing, except cry out to Abba Father…. Knowing He loves me and loves my girl. Jesus had done the Finished Work at the Cross! There is nothing else I could do except cried out to Daddy God. I told Him I don’t know what to do! I don’t know how to be a parent. I asked Him to be the Greater Parent to her. Glory Glory! I am tired of all her outbreak of cry at the school gate, as if she is being led to slaughter. It’s no joke! But My Daddy is good! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Last night, she cried of private part pain, I thought is UTI and kept praying against it and even let her take Holy Communion and even sprayed anointed water into her mouth, body and the private area. Satan came to disturb her that she was in great pain till 11pm then finally fallen asleep. At 1am she woke up and on 3am she woke up again. This morning at 7am she could not wake up. Even when she finally up, she was in pain and didn’t want to go school.

I cried to Lord, I called ex to take over, he rejected. But on crying out to Lord, ex called to talk to me about her and advise me to apply nappy rash on her after I told him where the pain came from. He called again to talk to Jc.

After talking to Jc, she was agreeable to go school. I even tell her that if she going to cry out loud, it’s better for her to stay home. I don’t want to face it anymore. I am at my wit end. But, when I am at my end, Lord rise up high. He gave her Grace and now she is in school, about an hour later and missed almost 2 periods of lesson. Glory Glory!

Is there price to pay? Yes, it is scripture, Job went through losing all, but when he looked to Lord, he was blessed double back. Yesterday Pastor Lian preached a good sermon. God wants to restore whatever the locust had stolen. She said if 1 goat is stolen, 5 goats Lord will restore. If 1 sheep is lost, 4 sheep will be restored.

I am looking to my restoration. I know Abba Father is a Great God; whenever He blesses, it is always abundantly. I am looking to this great harvest where the former rain meets the latter rain. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Lord let Pastor Lian preached this sermon so that I could grab on to Lord’s promise and not be shaken in despair. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Status and Power

2011-07-18T00:16:00.003+08:00

Is status and power that important in life that practically, most people in this society look to that to make friend or cast down someone. Through some facebook search, I came across some old classmates and are surprised by some. Seem like they cares more about one is who and who and who to associates with to push their feathers higher. Pastor Prince said you chase after the rat race, you only become a number one rat. What so great about that? It chaff in the wind, you cannot bring it with you to the next world, it's only have a limited time span as long as you still have the strength and energy.

There are some old friend from junior college days that I like to add to my facebook. But was not granted and I wondered why. Lord revealed that I was an outcast in my jc days. In my class of 20-30plus students, only me and another 3 took A level Maths while the rest took A Maths. Those still in society working now have attained a certain success. In my batch, there are 2 who are now Parliament Minister. Somehow, they are being looked upon. Nasty person is still as nasty.

Lord said He leads me through all these growing up years being despice by most...being a loner most of the time. Even the one friend closer to me was not exactly that close. I get uncomfortable when someone tried to get too close to me. That's how Lord prepared me for the future post that He is putting me on.

I actually don't like to involve in any office politics. I prefers to hide in a quiet corner. But the more I do not want any power nor status, Lord wants to do the reverse to me. He is putting me so high up and shine His Light so brightly in my life that it's going to be the envy of most. I actually don't want to be there. But He cleared my discomfort and then tell me that I will be there. Glory Glory! Why? You may ask. There are so many out there that don't mind to be use mightily by Lord. But, He prefers me instead.

Why? I asked Him many times. Didn't church have pastors that could do the job? Didn't out in the world someone that could do the job? Why me? Why me? This is what I asked Him!

In my sad moments with ex, I would ask Lord, why did I marry such a man? What have I done to myself? Lord always replied 'He loves me.' He is such a Great God, a Good Daddy!

Never, has he failed me. He is always faithfully be there for me. As I was a out cast for many years, don't even have the small talks skill to make friend. It because of all these that when I know Jesus is that good, one fine morning, while I was still in bed, I told Lord these: I said, Abba Father, if Jesus is really that good, let me have all his characters and personality. I even prayed that let my next kid have His characters and personality! That was my prayer and Lord heard it. I told Him that all the shits in my life I don't want it, He could take it away!

It was because I went through a shity life, I could boldly tell Him that all of me, I don't want. I want Jesus to be me. And, because of this prayer. I was chosen by Him, God the Father, to let Jesus come fully in me. All that you read in the bible of what Jesus could do, when He manifest through me, all that will be seen through me. Glory Glory!

Such a Glorious life, who don't want? All would want to grab it! But Lord let me go through those shity life so that I could lean fully on Him and see nothing of self. Who don't want power? Who don't want status to glorify self? I who don't want, He is going to come mightily through me and lifted me so high up. Even His Wisdom is greatly seen in what I wrote because He is the one writing. Glory Glory!

Jesus is coming, He really is coming! All sickness, all deformalities, all helplessness are going to get out of the wimdow of our life and be put to hell, to the lakes of fire! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Are you going to grab on to what little you have or are you going to surrender to He, the Greater One, so that He could come through you to do His Signs and Wonders. If you go youtube to watch TB Joshua, you will see not just him could heal the sick and could prohensize. The wise man in his church could do too, they let Jesus come through to do the job. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Time is short, Lord needs many willing army to come forward to let Him come through. Are you a willing partner? In the name of Jesus, I call you to come forward and surrender your life to Him! I pray in the name of Jesus! Amen Amen!

God Helps Those Who Help Themselves

2011-07-15T11:08:00.000+08:00

I get this in my message box when I check this blog today. I was talking about the fatness of me that this nameless person post that comment, I guess. Well, in life, it is normal to try to work out this and work out that, to strive and to push for our next move. We thought we can move very far from striving out. But a lot of time, self efforts fails and what we get is worst than before.

Self help is different from Spirit Directed Activities, which is the REST the bible talk about that we are to strive towards REST for the blessedness of God to be operative in us. Whatever we do or not do, it is best to ask the Creator of our bodies. He knows best what we need. Glory Glory!

So far, the only work Lord wants us to do is to glean His Words. From the Sermons by Pastor Joseph Prince of New Creation Church, Singapore, Lord come through him to reveal who Jesus is and what Jesus had accomplished in us and through Christ, who we are. This is what the bible Lord Almighty promises, Look to my Kingdom and my Righteousness, means learn about Jesus. For all things come through Jesus. He is the Word and the Life. Without Him, we are nothing. With Him, we are everything. In Him is the blessing of Abraham in its Fullness. Only in Him and through Him that you could access to all the Goodness of God.

The only work that Jesus told us is believe. Once you believe, all that Lord revealed through Pastor Prince you can swallow all the knowledge with the Grace of Jesus helping you in the process. When you swallow till full, automatically, Words of Christ will flow out of the Inner Man to touch the world. Glory to Jesus! Notice, the speech is about Jesus Finished Work that He will testifies. It is not what you could do or not do. Glory to Jesus! Our part is to BELIEVE!!! That's the only work we need to do in relation to God, the Abba Father. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

When you have a full understanding of Jesus, Lord will get you to read the word of Christ to see the fullness of God the Father in fullness. It is with the good knowledge of Jesus that you will see a loving Father that is forever Faithful and Truth.

When you finished reading the whole bible, Lord will want a personal relationship with you. Meditation is to chew the words of Christ in our brain. It's like when we have a problem and thinking how we can deal with it. In meditation, it's thinking of God's Word. When you munch the Word, the Word become alive and it will be stored in the Inner Man for future use. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The path of the Righteous is to lay still on the green green grass of the New Covenant and to walking in the quiet stream of the Holy Spirit. As you walk the paths of the Righteous, Lord will lead you closer and closer to Christ, whom is the blessedness of God and all the solutions of all that you need.

You will realise you are just a breath as disclosed by the bible in Psalms. When you realised this breath is given by Lord, then you will realise you are nothing, every part of you are given by Him. It is His! When you realise you are nothing, Lord could be everything in you. He could move in and move out of you as He pleases. He could talk through you as a 3rd person or He could talk through you as the 1st person.

Our part is to realise we are not the smart one. It is He, who is the smart One. It's His Wisdom flowing through. When you realise all this, you are Him and He is you. That is how you become like Christ. Glory Glory! This is the only work Lord told us about our relationship with Him, to believe in His Finished Work at the Cross and to walk His Paths, His Words! The Knowledge of Him will rise you up without your knowledge. You part is continue gleaning and gleaning. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Redemptive Power of the Lord

2011-07-11T10:06:00.003+08:00

Many times of my life, I am so grateful to have Jesus, the God Almighty, to be my Saviour. It is so comforting to have Him being the King of Kings and Lord of Lords. Glory to His Profound Work at the Cross that whatsoever satan wants to wage his war to decieve His Children of God, we just have to look to Jesus and claim His Finished Work at the Cross and we shall be saved. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

As Lord leads me to know the works of devil and to fight them so as to know the Mightiness of Jesus, it was a wonderful experience. Yes, the process going through it might be pain or sickness, but at the prayer of Jesus, He delivers. I glorify Jesus in His Goodness!!! Amen Amen!

Abba is a good comforter in my heart, at my weakest moment, He come through and delivers. Hallelujah! He knows how far He could let me play and not harm me fully. Actually nothing much to fear, Heaven is a better place in anyway. Just that there are lots of things to do here at the moment. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I was looking at myself and seeing myself getting fatter then ever and wondered where have all the promise of the Lord gone. Where is the tall, slim and sexy figure that Lord promised me. As I went to church yesterday, Lord told me the answer. Says what you want and it shall be given, do not say what you have for you already have it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! My hope is back again. Hallelujah!

In the midst of all these training, Lord promised the renewal of youth in the healing ministry. He said man will renew to 40 years and lady will be to 30 years. Each time they attend the healing ministry, their youth will be renewed by a day. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba has great plan for this coming year. Everything is well planned. Jesus manifestation will be seen like never before. All demons and satanic forces have to bow down and depart. They will be cast down to the lake of fire forever. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

All My Children of God will be greatly blessed in health and wealth. You look to Jesus and learn more about what He had done for you and I will bring my blessings of Abraham to you. The more you know about Jesus, the greater the wealth of heaven you are inheriting. This free favour will rain down on earth like never before.

My Children of God will be My Light to the darkness in the world. Your beauty, your youthfulness, your wealth, your comfort level will speaks great volumn to the blindness of the people. They will be attracted to come to me. There won't be old age, so don't look to old age sickness, you will not get it. I will prolong the life of my children. You will live healthy and strong till 100 plus. Your wish! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The time is near, My Heaven Door is opening. The Floodgates is opening. Surely, whosoever is faithful to Me, learning more and more about Jesus and His Righteousness, will be at the receiving end of this Abraham blessings. I know who is faithful and who is not. As long as you sincerely come in line with My Plan I will bless you greaty. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Time is short, do not wait till you see others getting the reward then you start your gleaning. Move fast! Time is near! Learning about Jesus takes time. It's not by finishing the bible you will automatically know Him. It's a process of unveiling and revealing. I will quicken those whose heart are pure and keen to know Jesus. I will make sure My Plan successfully executed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father's Love

2011-07-08T09:58:00.008+08:00

This week, ever since Jc came back from her daddy's place, she was slacking in her behaviour till it got manifested last night into strong will to come against me and whatever I said she must do. Even time to sleep she also fought!

I was wondering was it ex talked about his girlfriend to Jc or shared plans about their future to her. After some caning to get the satan out of her, finally she talked. She said ex's girlfriend belonging were in ex's apartment. Jc believed that she went there in the weekday when Jc was not there. After comforting her, then she disclosed more.

It was her daddy didn't bother about her when she woke up that morning that upset her. She compared to daddy giving his girlfriend great attention by being on top of her when the girlfriend woke up in that loneliness day of her life. She was crying a lot before that and wanted daddy to come over to stay, away from the girlfriend....kid's thought!

As I pondered about how ex tried to pay attention to Jc, but as the Love was gone, it was an act of him to do the way to please her. But as it did not come from the heart, this trying to show love is taking its toll.

I had wondered how the Glory was disappearing from Moses face that he had to put a veil over his head. Then from ex trying to show love without loving Jc, Lord leads me to link it to Moses Glory gone.

Generally, when talking about Lord's Goodness in my life, there will be a strong loving happiness surfacing and bathing in it. I guess when Moses saw the back of Lord, in His Great Glory, Moses was exposed to Lord's Glory and strong sense of loving happiness enveloped him.

However, the carrying of the 10 commandments was weighing in his heart! It was heavy to go by the law to gain God's favour. With this thought in him, the Law from Senai, his thoughts of loving happiness is fading into the seriousness of the Law. This is how his Glory is fading away.

Only true love for someone that a person can project that never failing love. Jesus being a God of Love, there is no ends to His Happiness; whoever who had seen Him could draw the strength out of Him. His Love brings comforts, His Love brings peace of minds and hearts. That is why people rushed to Him when He descended from the mountain while people ran away from Moses.

My ex does not know what is love. He learnt from young, playing with the kids from the surrounding blocks on how to survive in a group. His parents was divorced when he was 5. Before that, the dad was beating the mum up after being drunkened daily. So ex never got to learn about how to love someone. His mum was out working whole day.

From his skills from surviving in the pack, he learnt how to manipulate people to his favour. He could speak something what ones want to hear. With money, he could buy the person gifts to gain their favour. This is how he show love, not real love, but ways to get favours from people. That was why I was deceived.

One cannot put on an act for long. In his natural, he is a decent man, a good, loving man. But when He is alive and on the go, his skill is activated that one don't know when is the real him talking. It was when I got to know more of him that I could not trust whatever he said to me, the path leading to the divorce. As it was a lie, there were moments of slip of mouth and contradiction surface. That was why I could not trust him anymore.

But, I am glad that I have a faithful Lord. In whatever situation, He is always there and always showing love to comfort me to bring me to my peace. Glory Glory! Only Lord could give true Love. His never ending love always flows in abundance, be it we know it or don't know it. His Love never ceased to exist, for He is the God of Love! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Jesus is the Answer

2011-07-07T17:25:00.001+08:00

I was wondering why the attack Satan sent via SF Lord blocked the last 2 tries and how come those from my neighbour, He did not block. As I wonder, Lord give me the answer. Glory to Jesus.

I was in facebook this morning, when I saw someone accused Lord of sometime allow sickness and sometime not and who that was point to for support was Job suffering. They said Lord allowed. As I recalled all that was taught by Pastor Prince about Job, this is what I answered them:

From what Lord revealed through me in the facebook comment:
'In Church, we are taught that fear, guilt and self condemnation opens door to the devil. In Job 1:5, you will see that Job worried about his children offending God and offered burn offering for them. This fear is the open door. Also, he is self-righteous, he did not offer burn offering for himself! Self-righteous is dung in the eye of God and bec he is self-righteous, he is in pride, opened door to devil.

In Job 2:3, Lord realised that Satan intended to go harm Job due to his open door. He prevented Satan from taking his life.

From Job 3:25, 'What I FEARED has come upon me; what I DREADED has happened to me.' You see, he confess his fear....the open door, not Lord decide he should or should not be punish, but Job himself open the door to Satan.

But when Job finally looked to Jesus, Job 42:5-6 'My ears had heard of you but now my eyes have seen you. Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes.' He looked to Jesus and throw away his self-righteousness. When he did that...Lord blessed him, whatever he lost, Lord returned him more! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

After posting the above, I suddenly realised I have been looking at what satan throw to me that is why the attack keep coming. I should have looked to Jesus for the answer. As I looked to Jesus, I am able to be delivered. Glory Glory!

Anyway, since Lord led me to learn about how they operate, I could now pray against them. Glory Glory. This was the first time neighbour found their charm useless and had to go get new one. My mum saw new delivery of the charm. I prayed again and they went out again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Praise Jesus!

I guess Lord wants them to see an end to their black magic that's why He still let it come through so that I can pray against them. No matter how bad one is, just like Paul, who was Saul, He is waiting for the point of hopelessness to confront them so that He could lead them back to Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Btw, if you feel no one bother about you, or you are being throw one side, or you are not smart, or you are someone like the dust, no problem, do not despair. Lord likes to use the nobody to train and to lift up to show His Glory! Amen Amen!

I am at 1 Samuel 10 today and I was surprised that Saul is the least among the tribe of Benjamin. 1 Samuel 10:21 'Saul anwered, 'But am I not a Benjamite, from the smallest tribe of Israel, and is not my clan the least of all the clans of the tribe of Benjamin? Why do you say such a thing to me?', even King David, was the last of the family, one that sent to be shepherb to the sheeps.

I was reading TB Joshua history, he was from a very poor family living in poverty. He only had completed primary education but not the secondary education, yet, Lord used him mightily that many forms of healing and cast out all forms of satan from people.

Even I too, I am a nobody. No one would like to befriend me. Lord also give me uncomfortable when people get too close. But Lord is rising me up so mightily that I know the future is very bright. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

So if you feel that you are nobody, be of good cheers! You are someone that is a candidate for Lord's Glory! All these toughness in life is just a moulding process. So that when you use by Lord, you could submit to Him, the Mighty One and let Him come through to do His Part. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Grace of Jesus

2011-07-01T20:20:00.002+08:00

This few nights, I was staying up pretty late. Recently discover a Prophet in Nigera, Prophet TB Joshua. Lord leads me to learn a few things from him. Glory Glory!

This TB Joshua seem to be a very humble preacher. He is very generous too. Whoever went to his healing session and no money to live their lives, he blessed them their currency 200,000. Even the poor, the widow, the handicapped, he also have a day for all of them to bless them money and rice. Sometime in prophency, the person needs to return again with some family members, he paid for their trip. He even gives scholarship to the poor. I could see he walked so closely to the Lord and there are very accuracy of his prophencies.

Partly, how I managed to have a great sum of money to bless the Lord was because I was pretty stingy. Upon seeing TB Joshua so generous, I prayed to Lord to remove my stinginess and bless me with generosity. Glory Glory!

Through TB Joshua deliverance of herbalist, of satan wanting their blood, I also learnt about how they curse. Basically, there is a charm of black yucky thing where the demons is hiding in there. To do a curse, the herbalist bath himself with this charm and he has a pigeon agent, a delivery of the curse to the person cursed, and the lock that locked the souls forever.

Lord led me to learn how it was done so that I could pray against my Indian neigbour. Lord said she used the same way. Glory Glory! I also watched TB Joshua uses anointing water to cast out demon and heal the sick. I decided to pray to Lord to anoint my water. Glory Glory!

Usually, they will spray the anointed water into the mouth and the sick part of the body. I did that to myself and was able to free myself from being controlled by neighbour. Glory Glory! The head felt light after that. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord led me to watch the show another time and I was able to understand about the part of the agent depositing of the curse. After watching, I used the anointed water to spray at the door post to free me from being controlled. I also get Lord to free my families' soul from being lock by the cursed lock. After praying, everything is cleared. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, thank You very much for helping to set me free. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Salvation of the Lord

2011-06-25T20:51:00.002+08:00

I was watching a preview telecast of next week sermon on Sid Roth Supernatural, his interview of Shira Sorko-Ram that she said the Jews in Israel is greatly in fear at this moment because of what is happening to them lately. Their most fear are the Iran and United Nation. Their top most fear is UN agrees that Palestine is a state this September.

In my recent meditation, now on 1 Samuel, Lord revealed His Plan to me regarding this end time movement. As so much fear is created, Lord lead me to email to Shira Sorko-Ram and Sid Roth, to let them know Lord's Plan. Without Lord's reveal, we won't know which part of Revelation He is moving. With His Revelation, then easy for faith to grow. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

What is happening lately is Revelation 19 and 20 coming into action. This is the time of Great Salvation. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

As Lord wants me to reproduce what He has disclosed to me here, so here are His Words:

Lord:
'My Love, Iran newclear weapons is ready. He will use it to threaten Israel. EU will be too scare to offend him that all vote that Palestian is a state. They will try to claim Israel. I will surely kill them all. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!' - 22/06/2011

'My Beloved, Abba will kill them all. Israel will get back all the land I have given to them. Whoever on it will surely die. They will be so scared that they shift out of my land. Glory Glory! Surely Israel will get back all his land. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!' - 22/06/2011

'My Beloved, Abba is triggering the effect of the power challenge for the muslim to attack Israel. Surely many will be killed and all will be scared till no more fighting spirit. Surely all this will come on scene in the Olive harvest. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!' - 24/06/2011

'My beloved, my love, Abba is so glad that you pray for silat. The Arab did not want to disclose his location. Also he was beaten up. Yes, pretty bad stage, but I have healed him and given him strength. I will bring him home in September 2011. Glory Glory! As you see, this war surely will go ahead. I will remove all their weapons and surely I will let them be slain. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!' - 24/06/2011

'My beloved, Abba will surely deliver as I promised. As this war erupt, they will bring Silat to the forefront to be kill by the Israeli, Abba will slain them all and let Silat return home. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

My darling, my love, I will work before the Israel Army work. I know when the Arab will get ready in secret. I will kill them all and let IDF go find dead bodies everywhere. I will let them have their relief. Without a single fight, their land will be theirs. Any Arab that tries to come into my blessed land will face death.

It will be so weird that they dare not anyhow step. They will go find out from the bible on what land I have given to Israel. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! This will be the greatest killing of all that the whole world is shocked. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!' - 24/06/2011

'My beloved, my darling, surely the Jews will rejoice this freedom and go collect the spoilts. Abba is making this happen again. The Glory of Jesus will radiate through. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!' - 24/06/2011

After writing what Lord revealed to me, I prayed to Lord to speak to His Abraham Covenant Children in Israel. This is His Revelation to them:

Lord:
'All My Beloved in Israel, Abba Father speaking to you. You have no worry in this Final attack of the Arab. This is the End Time Prophency where the serpent is released to do his final kill on God's people, My Children.

As you know, you are my covenant children. I have sent Jesus to die for you all 2000 years ago. All that is needed by you for this BIG war, through His Sacrifice at the Cross, Israel is delivered. You have nothing to be fearful about.

Pray this prayer if you are fearful: Abba Father, You do not give me the spirit of fear, but of Love, of Power, Sound Mind and Self Conrol. As you pray, I will remove the spirit of fear in you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Do not be fearful in what is coming to you. This is a necessary step for ME to help you retrieve all the land that I HAVE given to you. So, Worship me and Praise Me. Focus on Jesus and see the deliverance. It's Revelation 20 onwards coming in action. Hold on to My Words and see My Deliverance!

I am with each of you, who have accepted Jesus as your messiah. I will rise up to claim all the land that I have given to you when I led Joshua into this blessed land. It is time for Me to return all of them to you. It is time for all My Children to see My Glory!

Remain in My Shalom Peace. Always cast your fear and anguishment to me and remain in My Peace and see Me fighting for you!.... Like Gilead, stand still and see My Salvation! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!' - 24/06/2011

May you be blessed with this message from the Lord in this End Time. Do not Fear! Jesus is with you! He is the Prince of Peace. Always go for His Peace and not look to the world! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Nation Building of God's People

2011-06-24T03:25:00.003+08:00

I was on my face book, when I saw Sid Roth has posted new talks in his website. As I watching to Shira Sorko-Ram and listened to the radio interview too, Lord give me an impression to search goggle for her. This is what I usually do after watching Sid Roth weekly man of God.

As I watched her on youtube, I was lead to see Messiahic Jews being no voice in Israel. I also get to see the video on God's Miracle on the Israel various wars where Lord helped them supernaturally.

All these years of growing, I always knows I am a Chinese and my country is Singapore. But as I get closer and closer to Lord, He revealed my ancestor tree that I had Jews ancestor. No wonder my cousins don't look Chinese and no wonder my younger sis, Su, has very brownish eyes.

It is the wonder of Lord to lead my ancestor to go from Israel to China and to go down south to Choa Zao and then from there to Singapore. My grandparents were all from China but my parents were/are from Singapore. Glory to Jesus.

Sitting in the comfort of my home and to grow up with the national building of Singapore, life here was good previously. Now, even with the shaking in the various economies, the food source and even high cost from all greedy sources, Lord has blessed me comfort of life, even in this divorced life with wife maintenance cut down to 1/3 of it, life is still good. Glory to Jesus!

I am glad that Lord did not let my ancestor remained in Israel nor China. I am glad of all that Lord has planned for me. Glory Glory!

Lord used the Israelites to show His Grace, but as they could not, so He used them to show the impossible for us to follow His Law.

He planted me, a Chinese with Jews blood flowing inside me, but have no whatever Jewish practise, to walk by His Grace. In fact, He made me very anti-tradition. He then come through me to show His Goodness. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Somehow, even though I am far away from Israel and the Jews, I could feel for them. No wonder since younger days, I have a liking to Middle Eastern music and just have an attraction to that region. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Somehow, my taste of men is not Chinese, it's more from Northen India to the middle eastern kind, European is also my taste. I don't why I am wired such way, but from Lord's reveal, then no wonder. Glory Glory!

I am grateful for all that Lord has done to me and leading me up and letting me learnt new areas of trusting Him that no matter which child of God I talked to, even when Su talked to a pastor, none has this revelation that Lord blessed me.

Talking to those that are not close to Lord is even more worst, they look to me as if I am an alien! Haha...none could believe Lord could train me such way, but Perry Stone in his olive on the tress and olive that were crushed explained it. If Lord did not crush me through different tests, I would not have know Lord is so Mighty and Strong. It's through each setback but looking to Jesus deliverance and Lord faithfully delivered that His Glory shines through.

Abba Father, thank You for being so good to me. Hallelujah! As the world gets darker and darker, surely, Your Light will shine in Your Glory! Amen Amen!

PS: (25/06/2011) I was watching Sid Roth preview talk with Shira Sorko-Ram and felt that she and my ex-mother-in-law looked pretty much alike in their facial features. On checking with Lord, He said my Ex also have Jews blood in him. What a way Lord lead us both together. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The End Time

2011-06-21T15:11:00.004+08:00

Recently, through different man of God and even talking to W, all talking about rapture is coming, the judgment of God is coming. I wonder if they have read the bible and understands it.

What I know is when I first start reading this bible, Lord led me to Psalms 47 and from there I saw all nations worshipping Him and He rise in our worship and praises. As I lean to Lord more, especial the recent months, He let me know that He is coming to reign, which in line with what Psalm 47 says; because, it's when more of His Goodness is shown and more people is attracted to Him that all nations will worship and praise Him. Currently, the world have yet to reach such setting, how is Lord going to rapture us in such case, it only means Psalms 47 cannot come to past.

With the lastest talking of what Lord is going to do in Ezekiel 38-39, Revelation 19, and even in Daniel, what I saw is a glorious Lord coming to bless His Children. Glory Glory!

One man of God, whom I enjoyed to listen to his sermons, recently talked about not possible for Lord to reign 1000 years, he said looking at the ground depleting of minerals, the depletion of food and environment, not likely for this earth to last that long.

However, he has forgotten there is a Mighty God, that can even change the dessert into fruitful ground. The bible also talking New Earth and New Heaven. Surely as more come under His covenant, Lord surely can turn things around. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord let me to read Revelation 20 and I saw Satan was bound for 1000 years and set free for a short time. I was confused for a moment. When I meditated, Lord revealed the final battle where Israel is surrounded by the enermy is what Satan is being released for. As such, we are heading towards the New Jerusalem and the River of Life in Revelation 21.

As I query Lord for the 1100 years He is leading me, Lord finally revealed to me. You remembered the last judgment on Earth? It was the flooding during Noah's time, that one was after Methuselah lived 969 years (Genesis 5:27). This time round the whole earth will be burnt off by fire. As such, we have to rapture out of this earth to be with Jesus in His Heaven and to live with Him. There won't be any earth anymore!

This 1100 years Lord is judging satan. He promised us a new body, that cannot decay, as such, it's judging all the satanic work in our body and in the environment. He is using us as His Light, to show to the world in Christ, we are young and healthy. Glory Glory!

This is the Light that will radiate out of us when Jesus come. This will surely attract many people to church. With 1100 years, it's enough time to gather many nations to Him. In due time, when I return to Him, this whole earth will get hotter and hotter and finally, it is gone.

What Lord revealed to me sound logical and follow what He has put in His Words. I don't believe about being rapture when currently, a lot of those out there do not know about His Goodness.

Maybe you hope Jesus will pull you out of the shitty situation you face through rapture, but to get off whatever bad encounters in your life, just put the situation on Jesus nail-pierced hand and believe in Him, you have His solution. This will do, no need a rapture to do that. Glory Glory!

Abba Father, I thank You for leading me to Your Truth, Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Exaltation by God

2011-06-19T03:28:00.008+08:00

When I was young, we stayed in a big house with my grandma, 4 uncles of which 1 was mad and my whole family all stayed in a room in this big house. On nights, which occurred pretty often, the mad 6th uncle would come knocking at the door with a big metal rod. My mum would blocked him from us and the 5 of us, I was around 5, would ran to our neighbour house or sometime when dad came back from taxi driving, would fetch all of us to my mum's family side to stay the night.

This happened so often that fear was in us to see him around our compound in our teenage years. We tried to hide from him. That was my young life. Dad being a taxi driver, did not earn much income. We were the low income family compared to the uncles of my mum side, who owned factories. We were deemed to be low and low. Grandma wanted us to be giving ways to the richer uncles, we were not to come in their way when we moved into their family ground. So, to us young one, I was before 10 years old, it was like living under my relatives.

Being the middle child of the 5 of us, I was always feeling lonely. This yielding for love was so lacking that when I met my ex, I thought I found my love, we were closely matched in many areas of our lives that I didn't know it was a life of lies.

I got into depressions in my 20s and my colleagues were looking down upon me in my disabilities. Lord led me to the low of life to see who really was my friend and who really was not. This even till today, Lord has shown me the few that I thought would take me as I am and not how I look or what I wear or how much I earn or have. But, none came through as really wanted to be my friend for who I am.

Even in this low life, as compared to what I learnt about the young man, Choi Sung Bong, the 2011 Korea's Got Talent, it's nothing. I still have a family. He was so abandoned by all that even when the lady judge told him that she wanted to give him a hug, his reaction was blank, like don't know what she meant. I could sense he does not know what is love, what is human touches. But in his nothingness, Lord blessed him a good, soothing voice that touches the soul and let us all could feel his sorrows.

I read that he had accidents in young time that caused some sicknesses in him. He is just great, a diamond that waiting to be discover and to shine in this world. Lord has been good to him.

I too, even in those low, under the eyes of people, Lord is rising me up high to show the world who He is. Glory to Jesus! For the life that He is blessing me, I really thank Him from the deepest of my heart.

Lord showed His Love to me, to let me know His Strong and Colourful love, to satisfy my yield for His Love. He showed me His Mighty and Powerful Ressurection Power, to see what He has, and He revealed His Palace and the Strong and Powerful of this Resurrection Power, for me to know how lovely and powerful He is.

In Him, I draws my comfort. Through Him, I am lifted up for His Glory! The Name of Jesus will be Loud and Clear in this end time. The Glorious and Mighty life that He is leading me into. Something I did not yield to be up there so High up, but Lord likes to put those little and insignificant people to shine for His Glory. We, who has nothing, is the right ground for Him to be everything in us. Glory Glory!

This Rising up is for His Glory! For the Name of Jesus to shine Bright and Clear. For the world to know, He is here! He is here to draw us out from all darkness. To bath us in His Health and Wholeness. Glory Glory!

I am happy! What is this 40+ years of shitty life, He is blessing me 1100 years of Good life. His compensation is so unfairly Good! His unmerited, unearned and undeserved favour is just so Great!

The more I was uncomfortable to be up there, the more He wanted to put me up there. He took away my uncomfortable and let me know He will be there operating through me. I just need to rest in Him. He handles all things, and I enjoy all His Blessed life forever and ever. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Gifts of the Spirit

2011-06-13T11:46:00.003+08:00

These 2 weeks, Lord is leading New Creation Church into higher level of intimacy with Him. He through the pastors' and servers camp, revealed that He is going to pour abundance of His Spirits to do His 9 gifts. As Lord leads me through this receiving of His gifts, I like to share my experience to let you have an idea what is it about.

As a young Christian 4 years + ago, I heard the Radical Grace message from New Creation and have a good understanding of Jesus. As I grow to love His Goodness more, Lord released 2 areas of focus for me. I had this strong urge to find His Love and strong desire to seek His Power, the Resurrection Power that is very strong and powerful.

As I yield to them, I intensely seek the sermons of Pastor Prince from 2002 onwards. I was blessed with a good collection of them and Lord led me on a journey to discover Jesus. Each time I thought I learn enough, Lord always opened new area for me to continue learning.

From there, Lord opened His Heaven to show me His Colourful and Mighty Love that was so strong that I yield to it. Human love is just a very very tiny love as compared to it, billions and billions times less in comparison.

As I continued to give weight to Lord, seeking Him first thing in the morning and the whole day through, Lord opened His Heaven again when I was intensely worshipping Him in Church one day.

Then Lord told me to read His Book, the instruction manual about Him. This book is very spiritual and magical. If without the proper Radical Grace Revelation about it's all about Jesus, this bible will be see as very law base. But with the spirit leading, with a good understanding, even the Law in the New Testament, can be understand that Holy Spirit in me will leads me to fulfill them, as such, this bible become Grace book. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

When Lord leds to read the book, Jesus is being revealed. The Goodness of God is being revealed. No effort is needed to read, as an inner voice read to me instead. I am still listening like I listened to the sermons. That is why the bible stressed in listen intensely. Glory Glory!

With the revelation of how BIG God is, I become smaller and smaller to become just a breath, as what one of the Psalm said. Then with further reading, with the revelation of this breath is given by God, I become nothing in me. When I become nothing in me, Now Jesus can be everything in me. This is the Christian walk that Lord wants His Children to reach. It's a path of discovering you are nothing in yourself, so that Lord can be everything through you.

When Lord is everying in you, He could release His gifts fully, because it's Him, who is doing and not me, even when the world sees it's performing through me.

So, basically, this yielding of His Power is to lead us be nothing in Him and He be everything in us. When you reach this understanding that it is not you who are powerful but He, the Almighty God, you are usuable by Him mightily. This is how Lord could release His Gifts, because, it is not us doing it but Him and Him alone. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

And, that's not the end of it. As Christ is the source of all blessings, like when Jesus used the boat of Peter, fishes were attracted to Him, now that Jesus uses your body fully, all forms of blessings will be attracted to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Lord is a good Pay Master, not because we work, but He work through us. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

It's Not by Work but by Faith

2011-06-05T16:45:00.002+08:00

Lately, I have been listening to some of Pastor Prince past years sermons that I come to realise that I have feed my reader some law. I am so sorry, I apologised. It is easy when believing much in Jesus and His Fruits leads me to walk by Grace in obedience and in believing Jesus.

As subtle as it is, when not careful, this can easily be viewed as my own effort. It was not my own effort, more from the Grace given to obey and then the Grace given to follow through the actions. Glory to Jesus!

As I have no one to remind me and to pull me away from the law. Somehow, as I walked closely to Lord by His Grace, forces tried to keep me away by getting me to look at myself. I was looking at lately I was watching more TV as compared to previously did not watch any. Also, I surfed more then previous. By nature, I was self-condemning that I had walked away from Lord and thus not fit to do His Work! This was my thought or that from the devil.

Lord led me to listen to some of the sermons and even todays' preaching by Pastor Prince, it's all about Grace and nothing about me. It is as if Lord wants to drum it deep into me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Anyway, since last night, finally I got it that it's not how good or bad I am, but rather by the Grace of Jesus, it's all about Him. So surely, Jesus will raise in me to do His Mighty Work at His 2nd Coming. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

As the time gets closer and closer, seem like there is a panic of the devil to lead me away so that Lord's plan fall through. As long as I am talking to Lord daily, He is alway rising me up and lifting me up to see where He is placing me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

It is easy as a young Christian to just depends on the Grace of Jesus. But as I grow in Him, yes, the Good Work is all done by Him and not by me. Even though I know that, but come to my personal time, I look at it as walking away from Lord and felt bad about it. Finally, last night, I know it's not about how I spend my time that determines if Lord going to use me or not. But it's by His Grace that He has chosen me and He shall make His Plan come through all by His Grace and nothing by my self-effort. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

God's Time

2011-06-02T17:19:00.000+08:00

I would like to make some rectification on my wrong understanding of summer time in Israel. I was checking the website and realised Israel summer is from mid June to mid September. Lord said to look at the fig tree for His coming, fig harvest season is from August – September. So, from all these description, Lord's 2nd coming should be around September. Glory Glory!

Recently in the news, US President Obama and Japan has talked about Israel 1967 border. Seem like the war Lord talked in the bible is going to realise soon. Israel will definitely not give up her land. But the world wants to presurize her to give up, surely this might lead to a many countries armies coming against Israel and we will see the Saviour saving Israel to show His Glory to the world. Glory Glory! This is exciting moment in History for Jesus Glory! Amen Amen!

On my end, things also not looking rosy. Ex had informed me about taking back this apartment. Recently he had been to see the gf's parents. Guess their marriage is in the air. He was talking about changing the fridge and the aircon pipes. He is also talking about I move over to my mum's house.

However, I know my Daddy in Heaven will not leave me behind. Like Israel, I know a delivery plan is deviced for me. I am glad to have a Daddy that so concern about my well being. Jc read what He disclosed to me and She warned me not to go for another divorce when we are married again. Haha...Glory to Jesus!

My beloved, my love, abba is bringing Israel and Stephanie to shine for My Glory. This 2nd coming of Jesus, I am going to bless many richly to show the world I am a Good God. Surely I will. If you want to be blessed, go read My Words and meditate My Words. Walk closely with me and realise how Good I Am. Surely, you will see yourself rise up high by me. I need many soldiers in this end time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Calling of God

2011-05-26T13:07:00.000+08:00

Have you watched Perry Stone on youtube in the title, 'Manna-Fest with Perry Stone #554 There is a Shaking in the Making'

I watched it and found comfort to know that this stage of loneliness, no one to share the joy with me about Jesus (Su was blocked by her husband from talking to me), marriage gone case and lots of trials in life, are all the crushing of the Olive to produce the anointing that rise Perry Stone as he is and as I am.

How Lord leads me to walk this path of His calling? I was made a loner, not that I don't want friends, but somehow, what I talk is not on a common ground with what they want to hear. Lord bless me with not much interest in life. All the material wants of a lady, I don't even have the skill for it. In the dating time, ex commended about my shopping. He said I used my eyes to glance through the goods and moved on, it shouldn't be so. It was then I realise that's not the way of shopping. Haha...

In my teens, when spirit disturbed me and the idol that my parents prayed for did not even help to protect me, I decided the idol is of no god. How can he said he is in that statue but couldn't even be of help to me?

Then I married someone that was a Law giver. He would commanded me to do this and that and I faithfully did it. It was when I accepted Christ that he could not 'control' me with his law that he started bringing his secret life into the open.

Lord leads me to listen to His sermons from Pastor Prince, Pastor Lian, Joshua, Pastor Mark. Jerry Servelle, Kenneth Copeland, Curry Blake and read Smilth Wigglesworth book on faith to grow my faith in Him.

From my walked with Him, I was being crushed many times, from the 9 months of ex into varies pit of hell to the final divorce, the numerous black magic attacks to now facing various degree of attacks from the India idol. All these crush and crush can be tiring at time, but each time I looked to Lord and prayed for deliverance by His Mighty Hand, He always faithful to do it. Glory to Jesus!

Somehow, my neighbour staying so close to me and know my movement and if I am ok or not does not help me to get free from them. In fact, the few days of Hong Kong trip is a nice break for me. I prayed to Lord to remove all spirits that were tracing me and cool, I had peaceful time there. Glory to Jesus!

As I was getting tired of no one to share my joy in Jesus, and was unsatisfied about this lonely life, Lord let Perry Stone preached about that so that I realise everyone that Lord raise gone through that to have the glory life they are having now. I am comforted that I am not alone.

Someone did ever mention about reading my blog from the beginning to the current and could not understand why I always put myself into all these situations. If I didn't go through them, how I will I get stronger in the Lord? How will I be sure He is able to do it. Each of His demonstration of His Abilities to give me peace let me realise the verse 'when sin abounce, Grace super huper abounce.'

I just completed the meditation of Joshua through a slow and steady daily meditation; a few verse only, glad that it's done. Now moving into Judges. This is how I glazing the words, step by step, no matter how I feel, per day just munch on it and surely, book by book I conquel. Glory to Jesus!

As long as I feed my spirit man, Lord is happy, I am happy too. Yesterday was talking about Jesus Coming, the Rapture and the Judgment with W, he was saying I got my facts jumbled up. Well, he might read a lot of books from different man of God and their understanding of this, I got mine from my Mastor, the writer of this bible. I was still in joy even he said I am wrong, but he was definitedly a bit fred up. Haha...really, with the joy in Lord, spending time with Him, even dought come, I don't know, because I am still in the joy of the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Movement of Jesus!

2011-05-25T09:16:00.002+08:00

Many a time, when you have heart for Jesus, you do wonder if Jesus hears you! I was wondering why I mind the Jetstar $600+ air tickets and went for Tiger Airways, which costed me $600+ in the end too. The difference in them is, Jetstar check-in in Terminal 1 of Changi Airport while Tiger Airways check-in at Budget Terminal, only connected to the rest of the 3 terminals by shuttle bus from the basement, public bus area, of Terminal 2.

As I regretted over my choice and thought nothing good about the Budget Terminal, Lord changed my opinion of it when I reached the terminal. It looked good enough and overall I was satisfied. But this not the main reason of going there. Lord actually had an assignment for me that He did not let me know beforehand. He knows that I will carry the yoke the whole way. So He led me to walk this way to the Budget Terminal. Glory to Jesus!

As it was time for lunch, MacDonald was pretty packed. But Lord cleared 3 seats in the front table for mum, Jc and me to sit. Glory Glory! This is His appointment time and place. Hallelujah! I was there about 3 hours ahead of my departure time. The flight had not opened for check-in.

As I was eating my lunch, the next 3 seats were cleared and a Flippino lady with some problem on her leg came. The MacDonald staff helped her to carry her food to my table. I was sitting there and Lord gave me interest to talk to her. Glory Glory!

From the talk, Lord let me shared about how I found my ex. It was in the talk that I realised she had prayed to Jesus to bless her a man. But as she has yet to find one, she is wondering. Lord sent me to teach her how to go about it. As she worked in Singapore for 7 years, life is spent between work and home, not much time to seek out any man. Lord get her to go match.com and promised her that He will bring the man to her. Glory Glory!

After talking about the goodness of Jesus, someone wanted our table and almost time for this lady to go check-in her flight, which was an hour later than mine. I was waiting to go into immigration, I had check-in amid the talk with her. As she walked, I noticed the deformed of 1 of her legs and realised she had prayed to Jesus for healing but yet to be healed. Lord led me there and then to pray healing for her, for her to receive a new hip from the 3rd heaven and fully heal her legs. Glory Glory!

As you see, as long as you look to Jesus and have faith in Him, He will always mobilise someone to give you the word of encouragement and to have faith for a full healing. Nothing is too small for Him! Glory Glory!

As for my Jc, after a few couselling by the school counsellor, Jc is finally walking out of her pit. I am glad that Lord is leading and guiding her. Now that she saw the pit, her fear of the pit was diminished, as such, she could walk in faith and be pushed higher up to the blessing of God. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

My love, my darling, all my children of God, Abba heart is with you all, each of you individually. As you look to Jesus and have faith of a musteed seed, I will surely come to assist you to get your blessings. I am a God of Aundance. Nothing is too small for me. As long as it will make you happy, I am willing to fulfill it for you! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

A Discovery Journey

2011-05-18T14:46:00.001+08:00

As the effect of this divorce is getting worst on my girl, Jc, I thought it is a good idea to bring her to her daddy so that she will not miss him so much. Even it going to let her miss a day of school on Monday, I thought that would be a good idea, with Lord's approval, I booked a budget airline and took Jc there.

As I am not earning, I thought sharing room with ex is ok, afterall, we had shared bed after divorce. Just a few days of stay should be ok, as Lord has totally removed my bad feeling for him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

On the way there, I prayed to Lord to send angels to carry the plane. It was after booking that I read something bad about the aircraft maintenance of this airline that I trusted Jesus for the journey there than the pilot.

As this was Jc first trip out of Singapore since her last trip at 3, things were fresh for her. I got her the window seat so that she could look outside the window. In one of the tribulance, Jc was looking out of the window and she saw Jesus. She told me she saw a bright light in the shape of a man, holding the aircraft as if balancing a basket ball on the tip of his finger. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

On the return trip, there was a loud sound from the start to the end of the travel. I was concerned and prayed for Lord to carry the plane. As the aircraft was approaching landing, the wings of the craft was going up and down. I immediatedly prayed to Lord to stable the craft. Hallelujah! Jc who was looking out of the window saw a bright light of the angel's hand wrapped around the wing of the plane and it was stabled. Glory Glory! What an encounter of Jesus by Jc, she was full of joy last night!

This trip to Hong Kong, I learnt something too. The one whole day of outing to Disneyland was like family outing. Just that this man heart was with another lady and not me. As it sinked into me, If this is the senario of a no love relationship, I have wasted my 10 years of marriage to him.

It is sad, but this is the greatest revelation Jesus, Lord, My Abba, has shown me. Of what ex is capable of doing even in a loveless marriage. It was the fine details that show his no concern about me. That's just what my marriage was! Abba leads me to walk through another day of it to show what He has been telling me in real life situation. Glory to His Hard work to convince this ignorance daughter fully. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

It was even more amazing that Lord that grew me fat to wear one pants and slim me down to wear another one. I was so bloated up that I could not eat much of the dinner last night, but Lord slimmed me down to be able to wear that pants comfortably. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

My Abba, My Father, thank You for leading your ignorance daughter closely. With this opening of my eyes, I am no more the ignorance girl. Glory to Jesus! Abba, thank You for opening Jc's eyes to see You, a real God! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

The Track Record

2011-05-11T09:06:00.003+08:00

Every election, it’s common to hear such being mentioned, the younger generation forgets, don’t know what he had gone through.

I am very glad that I have a good Abba Father, that in order for us not to forget or don’t know what Lord Jesus had done for us 2000 years ago at the Cross, He raised Jesus from the dead to show to us. As if that is not enough, He even sends Holy Spirits to come into those who believe, to witness to us, to lead us to His Goodness. Glory Glory!

No man can be better than God, the Father, who is the God of Love. He loves us so much and wants to bless us so much. All He says to us are tune of Love that draws us to Him. When we believe and walk closely to him, He demonstrates His Love by blessing us the little in our lives that we know of His Presence. Life in Him is Love, Joy and Peace as the bible said. Glory Glory!

Without Jesus, and His Finished work, I don’t know how I can continue to live. Glory to Jesus! Be it spiritual or natural, Lord Presence is in abundance. His Grace and the Sure Mercy of David pour abundantly as I look to Him.

I was/am so secured in this Love that I was ignorance to the pains suffered by many around. I read in the bible that when Jesus was on earth, He said love our enemies; this is His Commandment of Love. During that time, Israel was under the occupation of Rome.

I remembered younger days, there was hope in the future. My parents would reminded us to study hard so that we could secured a better future and earned a lot more and have a better life. Now as a mum myself, I want to utter the same advice to my girl, but in me, I was thinking, without Jesus, how to get the good life through study?

This election opens my eyes to see oldies, middle adult, those at the edge of their financial, because of loss of jobs, find their safe haven taken away for payment the debts. I am glad that I am shield from all these. As I look to Jesus and His Finished Work and hold tight to His Grace and Mercy, Lord lifts me up, away from the pit. Glory Glory!

This End Time, the words of Christ do say that there will be hardship and suffering for those of the world. But those who trust in Jesus, they are crowned in His Glory and Honor; shielded from all the judgments.

I am grateful to all that Jesus had done for me, His Life, His Death, His Suffering, His Stripes, His Burning, His being nailed on the Cross, His being hang on the tree from 9am to 3pm. His proclamation of ‘It is Done!’ – to let us know He has completely secured for us all the Goodness that we want and only He could provide. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

The Goodness of Jesus

2011-05-03T19:14:00.001+08:00

These few days have been very eventful week for me. All forms of attacks come and go, all to the Glory of Jesus, I come out still alive and freedom from all bondages. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

After so many rounds of fighting with the neighbour spiritually, finally Lord revealed the real reason to me. I was wondering why they come strongly against me. What wrong had I done to deserve such? It was with Lord revealed of the event leading to this that finally I understood. Anyway, Jesus is good. He always delivers me out of all form of death. He really shows He is the God Most High! The Almighty One of Israel! Glory Glory!

As the election hot up to the coming weekend voting, I am wondering who I should vote. Basically, I am more into Jesus and don’t bother much about politics. I leave it to the rest to fight it out. I rather remain in the peace of Jesus! Amen Amen!

On last Sunday, I finally come to fully appreciate the Righteousness of GOD that Jesus, the Holy One, who died on the Cross 2000 years ago to secure for me. Glory Glory! His Way is the Highest of them all. Hallelujah!

Man, who has nothing, as the bible said, rich or poor, you are just a breath in the book of Psalm. Even this tiny breath is also from the Almighty God. We, the men of this earth are really nothing really. It is when one understands his stand, that he could appreciates fully the goodness of Jesus died such a horrible death to secure this Righteousness of God for us. Hallelujah!

Man likes to go for fame and power; all these are chaff in the air as King Solomon said in Ecclesiastes. But for this chaff in the air, men are willing to do all kinds of evil to secure them. It is great wonder what they get in the end? Without Jesus, it’s just emptiness as King Solomon said, all things under the Sun is just pure emptiness.

I am happy that Jesus came on earth to show us Love. What Love is in full manifestation? Love in its fullness is about dying for the one you love. In the highest form, you love your enemy no matter what they had done. It is so profound that few knows and understands this real meaning of Love. But Jesus did not give up hope for us, human. He died to give us Holy Spirit to come in us to lead us to walk this power of Love. What evil can’t, Love can. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The best of all, Jesus said He has completed all, we need not do a single little bit of things to achieve it. Just purely by believing, you get all that you need and wants. Glory Glory!

Life in Christ is really good. No matter what devil throws, it always ends up as a cup of lemonade. Even the process is not easy, but Jesus said His Yoke is light. Glory Glory!

I am glad that Abba Father leads me to know Him so intimately. Without Jesus, I am a lost sheep. But with His leading, finally I found my home. He is a Good Shepherd and He is my Door, a much secured one. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Power of the Lord

2011-04-26T21:32:00.004+08:00

What a start of the week! It is getting on my nerve. I am boiling in anger. This Indian neighbour imported, how can they? How can they?

Yesterday morning, I was meditating on Joshua and suddenly, I was engulfed by some spirits totally that almost lost all consciousness. The only being that was still alive in me is Holy Spirit, the Lord! He led me to pray in the spirit, through this small crack of Grace, it led to avalanches of Grace and Mercy pouring into me that I was fully made well again with the praying in the spirit. Glory Glory!

My girl was having her English Paper 1 SA1 yesterday, she was complaining about tiredness but I thought that was from her little cough and stiffed nose. Her crankiness I thought was from her missing of daddy.

She decided to come home for lunch before going to her International Dance CCA. I did not suspect anything wrong. But when she returned 1.5 hours later, she dropped down and sat on the floor outside the gate. She just talked to me a short while and then she dropped off to sleep. It was a sleep that I could not wake her up.

She managed to wake up after 1.5hrs of sleep to go to the toilet, and then she was back sleeping again. I could not understand that for she never was that tired before!

Mum came back at around 2hrs later and was sitting beside Jc watching tv. She noticed Jc chest was not moving much in breathing. She told me about it and I checked her breath, it was super light too, not much breathing in and out. It was then I found something amiss, then I checked with Lord if neighbour’s spirits had sucked her blood up. Yes, it was; no wonder the morning she could not concentrate to do her composition. Hiaz!

I prayed to Lord to pump His Blood into Jc and prayed in the spirit. Lord pumped 2 doses of His Blood into her. 5 mins later, Jc was well again! Glory to Jesus! She woke up and was back to her normal self. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I was really very fed up with this neighbour. The lady used up her tricks, then called the dad to come down from India to do his tricks. After he finished his tricks, he asked his wife to come down. This was the result of the wife trick, to kill me and Jc.

Lord is good, even when I lost consciousness, He saved me by coming through to pray in the spirit. He saved Jc’s life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

No matter how devil tried to kill me, he never will succeed for my Father is the Creator and the Saviour! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Mightiness of His Grace

2011-04-19T09:18:00.006+08:00

Romans 8:1 ‘There is therefore Now No Condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus’

How many of us take this verse seriously in our daily walks of life, when we faced trials in our encounter with another man? There are 2 bodies of condemnations that some children of God still holding.

One is facing God Almighty, they feel they didn’t walk righteously and dare not come close to Him. The 2nd group feel themselves so righteous that when they see greater evil done by another man, they condemn them. Thinking themselves is better than he.

But God Almighty, our Abba Father, looks to the death Jesus died for us at the Cross and given Grace to the whole human race.

Under the old covenant, Joshua had already led the children of Israel into the blessed land. The land filled with milk and honey. Lord gave them victory in their conquest of land. Lord told them this:

Joshua 6:18 ‘But keep away from the devoted things, so that you will not bring about your own destruction by taking them. Otherwise you will make the camp of Israel liable to destruction and bring trouble on it’

Joshua sent his men to fight Ai, but lost the first conquest. This was because Achan had come against this command! Joshua 7:20 ‘Achan replied, “It’s true! I have sinned against the Lord, the God of Israel. This is what I have done. When I saw in the plunder a beautiful robe from Babylonia, two hundred shekels of silver and a wedge of gold weighing fifty shekels, I coveted them and took them.”’

In the end, those who broke the law faced death. Joshua 7:24 ‘Then Joshua, together with all Israel, took Achan son of Zerah, the silver, the robe, the gold wedge, his sons and daughters, his cattle, donkeys and sheep, his tent and all that he had…’ Joshua 7:25 ‘…Then all Israel stoned him, and after they had stoned the rest, they burned them.’

Under law, when 1 sin, the whole family faced death by stoning and the whole tribe of Israel faced trouble, destruction.

However, under Grace, when One Man died for us, the human race, at the Cross, His One Act at the Cross redeemed us from all curses and all heavenly punishments.

How I know the Greatness of His Grace? I had gone under attack by SF and now the foreign PRs (permanent residents), in my suffering and great distress! Why I say great? Because, without Jesus and His Salvation, I would have died many many times. My brain, the nerves system, my lymph nodes and thoracic ducts, my heart, my lungs, my oesophagus, tonsils, sinus, windpipe, muscles, kidneys and bones, were attacked many times, even death come visits. But each time Lord delivers me and comforts me.

I do hope Lord goes to judge them. After I suffered so much, I do want them to be judge death too. But each time, Lord let them played all their tricks; neighbour even get her dad to come play his tricks when hers exhausted.

My family, my mum, my daughter and I, were the focus of their tricks! But Lord healed each of us to fullness and forgives the prosecutors. Nothing happen to them! Not even a single sickness! In His Mightiness, I have to pray to Lord to help me forgive them. Now they sees me like don’t know what, stay away from me!

His Grace, all about His Grace, He delivers me and brings me to wholeness. His Grace also forgives all the people we think are bad. All are forgiven. Abba is only waiting for them to come back to Him. It’s okay, He would tell them. The heart of God, Abba Father! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The End Time Prophesy

2011-04-17T20:18:00.005+08:00

Walking in this End Time, I can sense darkness scary about Lord’s coming. They are trying their best to block it. But I know the Name of Jesus is above them all. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Looking at the news, you could see Israel is getting more attack coming it way. Forever since I come into Christ, I become aware of the happening in the Middle East. Just by the fact that the twin tower in US was bombed, ME let me see as a breeding ground for terrorist. But I never really understand this group of people. How could the extremist escape the eyes of the government is a wonder to me. It seems like a mystery jigsaw puzzle that has no answer to it.

Through Sid Roth radio program, I learnt about Walid Shoebat was a terrorist that got saved because his Catholic wife challenged him to find what’s wrong with the bible. He bought a bible for $10 and tried to read it. He prayed to the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob to show him the Truth. What a truth he Found Out!!! You can go youtube to search for his revelation in ‘Prophecy 101: Islam and Satan – Walid Shoebat’.

I watched all the 10 parts of this convention, I also watched another, ‘Walid Shoebat – Mark of the Beast’ From all these watching, my eye on Islam is an eye opening, Walid Shoebat described all the bible prophesy so well, with a good background in Islam teaching, he is able to understand what Lord put in the bible for His Children. Even the names that were foreign to me, was understood so well by him. Now I know why they want the land of Israel!

It is amazing on what Walid Shoebat said in the part 10 of his revelation of Islam and Satan. I had 3 years of disturbed by darkness and from there I got to know Jesus and He delivered me out of the hand of darkness. I know the threat to turn away from Jesus and back to darkness, the implication.

So, I long have decided to always stick closely with Jesus by His Grace. It kind of hit the cord of my heart when he said there is a blessing and a curse. I understand him very well on this, it’s a no turning back path. I know I will be devour if I leave Jesus, so I want to cling closely to Lord till I return to Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord promised that you ask and He surely will answer. Walid Shoebat prayed for the Truth to be shown to him, even the 7 mountains, what it means. When he knows everything, he hoped that he had never asked. Haha….for now he has to do what he promised Lord, to tell it to the world!

He faces spiritual death threat through his previous religion. I faced the same spirit death threat, from Satan himself. But Lord is God Almighty, Satan is His creation, so Satan cannot come against me as long as I am in Lord, the God Almighty, His Work is well-done at the Cross of Calvary. Surely Righteousness of God in Christ, His Protection under the Wings of His Feathers and His Truth and Faithfulness as the Shield and Rampart will surely keep me safe. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Glory of Jesus

2011-04-13T11:15:00.002+08:00

From time that I was with Christ, I have been walking in His Grace and Mercy. For each leading of the Lord, I was lead to walk in the fullness of His Path of Righteousness. Each step I move, Lord was leading me in fullness. He opens my eyes to see the picture painted in this world and leads me to walk His World. The world of focus on self to the World of focus on Christ, the nothingness of self. Glory Glory!

The 4 years of undercover, soaking in the spiritual realm of the Lord, hides in His secret Sanctuary, I was in a place but then I was not in that place. Things flown past around I but I am not with them. Glory Glory!

Time just ran past me and I walked the whole of the New Testament and now walk to Joshua 4. Glory Glory! Life has taken a turn and I walk back to the world to look, it still look so similar…people still serving their pride and power. All about self. I found myself so out of place with them. Glory Glory!

Ever since Lord leads me to my college day, I have been looking at that facebook and wonder what could I write in there. Everyone was talking so much self and pride thing; even the things they organise under the sun is ordinary event.

Through this channel, Lord leads me to meet my old classmate, she, who was closer to me and a cheerful lady, still the same cheerful spirit. I was thinking maybe she is different. But Lord proved me wrong. When she saw that I am divorce, even her reply is cold and short, not even want to give me her contact!

It is so unlike another whom I exchanged a few message, at least this lady bother to talk even though we did not click in school days. Lord let me feed their sprit, I could sense pride in my classmate but no pride in this lady. But from her photo I could see she flow in another level of acceptance in society.

Lord leads me tour around them and concluded for myself that really, no one worthy except the Lord. And, I walked back to Him again. For to join back the group, I have to be like them, to show my self-worth, but walking with Lord, I know I worth nothing. It’s all His Grace and Mercy that is flowing through, so how to friend them? Not possible! This is how Lord is keeping me in His Glory. Amen Amen!

From talking to another ex-colleague about my life, she kept telling me ‘I don’t want Jesus’. I was wondering when did I ask her to accept Jesus? I was just sharing my life, which Jesus is part of it. Then I realised that in conversation, when one said something, it would trigger a response from another. There was nothing for her to response but the goodness of Jesus. Yet she didn’t want to admit it, so nothing to reply except ‘I don’t want Jesus’.

Abba Father, thank You for leading me closely so that I could see the Truth and walk in the Truth. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Are you Somebody or Nobody?

2011-04-11T12:34:00.004+08:00

In this world we are in, from day 1, we learn to be somebody. You can ask any kid, no one wants to be nobody. This world the system goes by judging one using what have you done, how good are you, what have you had?

But come to Jesus, God the Father says that I will do this for you, and I will do that for you. Each of our needs in this world, He sent Jesus to die the death that we need so that we are set freed by His One Act on the Cross.

Lord freed us from chasing under the Sun for the chaff of this world. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! My life was never to be the same again since the first day I stepped into the Kingdom of God in 2006.

Step by Step, at each gazing of the word of Christ, first the sermons of Pastor Prince from 2002 till 2006 and all the different teachers that Lord brought to my presence to teach me different aspect of Him. Each step of my walk is to reveal more of Jesus to me. Each step of my walk is to let go more of me to Him. The more I know about Jesus, the smaller I become. It is a retreat from a proud, self-centred self to submit to the Almighty one.

I didn’t know I am a nobody for a long time. Recently, searching the facebook, I found some of my primary school classmates and this lead me to be added to my junior college group. As I trace some of school mates and classmates to whatever I could recall, I realised there was nothing I could share with them. I had been a nobody for all these years of growing up.

Abba Father is training me from young to accept this post that He is placing me to do. The few years sinking deeply into the words of Christ, walking in the spiritual realm has led me to come very close to the Almighty God, my Abba Father.

Frankly, you asked me how I past these few years, I don’t know. It’s day in day out, morning till night, sinking deep into the words of Christ. It was when I look into my baking things in the cupboard and in the freezer that I realised how time had passed; all the goods expired in 2007! It was late 2010 and early 2011 that I checked on them and 4 big bags of goods had to be cleared and dumped into the bin.

My family still remembered I am good in baking but it was years that I ever baked! I used to bake a lot and give to them to eat! That’s why I had great stocks of all the things needed for baking. They all expired at 2007! I was shocked how time had slipped by when I was deep in the words of Christ! I used to not watch TV, nor read the news, nor listen to radio. The only thing I did was read the bible, meditate the words and listen to sermons and of course, as the Lord leads, blog about it.

The result of staying in the spiritual realm to fellowship with Lord Almighty, My Abba Father, He rise me up slowly, by His Wisdom, He rise me up. Not as me, but as Him. As He rose up in me, slowly, I become a Somebody. The word He speaks, the arguments He delivers, shut up the mouth of the proud and Glorified Jesus! In the process, I become a Somebody that everyone is trying to be, on the Head and not the tail. Glory Glory!

Lord needs a great army in this End Time for His Kingdom purpose! Are you willing to let go of self and let Him come through you to be You or you rather want to be yourself trying to seek some fame under the Sun? His path is much brighter and better. His Yoke is Light! It is His doing, not your striving. Which is better? What you want for your life? Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Coming of Jesus

2011-04-06T10:49:00.004+08:00

From Pastor Prince and other pastors, I heard of Jesus coming back to Jerusalem as it is the most Holy Place, the Holy of Holy. But from Lord’s leading, He revealed He is coming fully through me, but I am in Singapore, not in Israel. So this puzzled me till today Lord reveal to me. I will share my meditation with you.

The verse that holds me in puzzle was

Luke 21:27 ‘At that time they will see the Son of Man coming in a cloud with Power and great Glory’

I was imagining Jesus standing on a cloud and He is the Power and Glory! So, I was wondering in this day and age, are we going to see Him descend from Heaven in His Glory. Then Lord asked me to read this verse again. Then He opened my understanding.

Lord has promised that the first 3 years of my healing service, He will manifest a layer of cloud or mist in the mid; something like what Lord had manifested in the Izusus Street in 1914. From this, when I read the above verse, then I realise how Lord come through.

Another verse I am puzzled was

Luke 21:29-31 ‘He told them this parable: “Look at the fig trees. When they sprout leaves, you can see for yourselves and know summer is near. Even so, when you see these things happening, you know that the Kingdom of God is near.”’

I was wondering what does the above means. When I read it again, Lord gives me the understanding that His Coming is very very near. When Summer is approaching! That is the time! Glory Glory!

Ok, here is His explanation of why through me:

Lord:
‘Surely April is My Come Back. I come back in my land as in those who have Me as My land become My Rest. As such, it is a Christian I come back, not the physical Israel.

For Israel, I rise them to show My Power and what will happen if they walk away.

As for Singapore, I will show My Grace working in fullness.

Surely from these 2 countries, all others will be able to see My Mightiness. Abba has led Singapore to pull out from Malaysia, also surrounded by Muslim. Both so identical. But surely Abba will show both greatly blessed. One in land and one in prosperity. Surely, when the world looks at both countries, they will see My Glory! Amen Amen!’

Glory to Abba Father and Jesus, who selected New Creation Church and me to show His Glory! Amen Amen!

Obedience to Lord

2011-04-05T11:09:00.005+08:00

Lord is the same from the Beginning to the End. He is the Aleph Tav. He is a faithful God from Beginning to Eternity. The only difference for man was, He showed His Grace to Abraham. It’s a undeserved, unearned and unmerited Favour that came through the Cross of Lord Jesus!

Beside the Grace, Lord also used Moses to show how His relationship is with us during the Law. You might thought there is no Grace in Law, but Lord provided the burn offering, meal, peace offering, trespass offering and sin offering for atonement meaning for His Grace to flow through during this period.

Then He brought forth Jesus to demonstrate who He is to man. He also led Jesus to show what obedience is.

Lord showed us during Law, Moses disobeyed Him, instead of speak to the Rock (representation of Jesus), he hit the Rock! The end result is Moses was barred from entering the Promised Land just by his One Act of disobedience.

Now you may say under Grace, all the sins are judged in Jesus and we are the Righteousness of God in Christ. Through Christ Jesus, you are in the Seed of Abraham and heir to the world. We have the Spirit leading us, so surely we will get to the blessed life.

But do you remember, Lord gives man freedom, free choice to choose to obey Him or not. Under the Law, Lord by His Spirit was also leading His appointed man. They, David, Moses, Joshua, etc, had Him with them to lead and guide them. Just like us, we now have the Holy Spirit sealed into us, who believe in Jesus.

Does that mean we need not obey Him? If Lord is the same in treating man even under the Law, He do expect us to listen and harken to His Prompting and obey His Command. The same, He would give Grace for us to work out the Commandment. It is not by self-effort. As it is His enablement, the task is light, just as He said, His yoke is light.

Is there any penalty like Moses, being barred from entering the blessing land? Look at the New Testament under the book of Act. Lord had through many men of God, told Paul not to go Jerusalem. Yet, Paul disobeyed and insisted to go no matter what. You might argue that Lord is with him.

Yes, under Grace, Lord is always with us. For the need of His people, Lord would still use any man to bring the message of Grace and Truth across. But look at his Life, is Paul walking in the Heaven on Earth blessed life?

No, he was bounced and brought to Rome and even he did a good fight, he wasn’t walking in the love, joy and peace and the blessing of Abraham. How can a heir of the world be under captured? So, he did not receive the blessing of Abraham. So is obedience important?

The only person that was greatly blessed was King Solomon. But, as he turned to other gods of his many wives, he was led astray. Lord said His blessing is irreversible. Yes, from King Solomon life, you see that. But Jesus, the Wisdom of God has 2 hands. Left hand is Riches and Honour. You might from obeying and trusting Jesus, received the Blessing of Abraham.

However, you can from King Solomon life see that because he moved away from Lord to worship other idols too, Lord did not bless him long life, he only reigned for 40 years. He became a King early in life, if example he started at 20, he only live till 60. So, He did not get the Wisdom of God right hand, which is the length of Days. In Psalm 91:16, Lord said that ‘With long life will I satisfy him and show him My Salvation'! Glory Glory!

So, is obedience to Lord important? It is very important. Lord wants to come in us and come through us to bless the world. If you don’t obey, how is He, who is in you, able to command you to do His Bidding?

He is our Abba Father, yes, He is willing to forget all your mess the moment you turn back to Him again. He will open His Arms and run to you to hug and kisses you when you just have a tiny thought to turn back to Him again. He is just such a loving Father. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Love of Abba Father

2011-04-03T20:25:00.006+08:00

Last night, ex and I were surprised that even Jc missed ex so much during his 2 weeks in Hong Kong, she rejected going with him to be with him, she rather played with her cousins, who were here for the family gathering.

Both ex and I could not believe our ears, but we knew Jc only think for the moment and did not bother the consequence. Ex decided to take his notebook and off he went. I even had to urge Jc to run to bid the daddy off. She promised not to be cranky later.

But, after the cousins had all gone home, at 11pm, she started her crankiness and wanting daddy. Daddy was so upset by her earlier rejection to go with him but still pacify her and chatted with her in yahoo. But that was not enough for Jc. She had missed daddy for 2 weeks and this evening, he has flown back to Hong Kong for another 2 weeks again.

I could foresee the longing in Jc if she is to miss this chance of meeting. Jc was sad, but daddy did not want to make another trip for her. To pacify her, I told her I will talk to daddy. She managed to fall asleep. Ex did not reply any of my sms, so in the end, I decided to send Jc there in the morning.

As I have not been to his place, I surfed the map and the MRT journey. Wow, either ways, going by the west line or the north line is going to take me 41 – 56 minutes that is excluding the time on the LRT.

After much consideration, going by taxi was the next best choice. As I woke up my usual 8am for the 11:30am Sunday Service, I did not have much time to waste. Ex returned call in the morning to ask ‘what for’, as he would be flying off later part that afternoon. I told him for my peace the next 2 weeks, better for her to spend some hours with him. Ex was still painful over Jc rejection!

I let Jc realise her disregard for daddy is a bad choice. I let her realise she has hurt daddy! She was obedience when she realised what she had done. For the sake of her, I brought her over in a cab. It cost me almost $20, and I am not one who spend lavishly for me. But for Jc sake, I made that trip and brought her to ex home. I had a short look around in that home, another cosy place!

Unfamiliar with the west of Singapore, I had to ask ex and passerby which is the direction to the MRT station, it was a bus-stop away journey. As my sense of direction was always from the east, coming from the west to the north line, I took the wrong train over poor judgment east/west confuse. Praise the Lord was it did not cost much time delay, I was in time for church! Glory Glory!

Over Jc bad judgment of her emotional needs, she made daddy sad over her rejection and I had to spend so much to send her there.

While on the train to church, Lord led me to think of all that He had done for us and had look after us and protect us and make sure things goes well for us. Sometime, when we were unhappy, we even ask God why He didn’t do this and that.

It was this episode that even when ex and I was surprised and he sad with Jc decision but for her emotional well being, we still choose to let her enjoy her peace that let me see Abba Father Great Love for me, taking good care of me and I, the ignorance daughter, sometime blur over it. Hehe…Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

Believe and Obedience to Lord

2011-03-29T23:33:00.003+08:00

Since a young believer, Lord has trained me to be obedience to His Prompting. It was a long time of training. Lord concentrated in these few areas of training: to look to Jesus, to obedience to His Prompting.

I have gone through many years of training. That Lord wants to make sure whatever He asked me to do I will do it. Imagine, from 2007 till now…how long was it!

The interesting thing is, when we obey, Grace is given for us to accomplish the task. Sound easy right? But sad to say, Su failed when Lord tested her the last one year.

It is important that we always put Lord the top priority. Once you get this position right, things work easy as it is all round Lord! Su problem is even though she looks to Lord a lot, her cares and concern is with her husband. For some reason, she gets so used to the roar of the lion.

Lord knows she cares for her husband a lot. He purposely called on her when there was something on for her and her husband. Her priority is given to the husband, as such, there wasn’t a easy ‘ok, I follow’. She will give excuses and what not and Lord have to explain to her blaa blaa blaa. She would then accept on Lord’s way and put aside husband wants.

Times somehow flies and she was tested many rounds. Each time, Lord needs to explain to her before she could accept. Devil came through husband to stop her from fellowship with me. Then he stopped the call. He get her obedience to him. Tore her bible and in the end, she wanted all her meditated words to be tore and dump off.

Whatever I said she said it is from the devil. Devil twist and turn God Word that removed her from meditations. She even let husband stay at home and she goes out to work! When she follows devil plan, ways of life also fallen. She messaged me that I needed deliverance like her. To disobey to Lord and to move away from meditation to just listening on sermons. She even advised me to go look for a job, which means even lesser time spend with the Lord.

Once she did that, Satan no more trouble her, for now she is a dead horse. Satan broke our power of two prayers. Then Satan tried to get her to pull me away too. We stopped total communication; blocking from husband end.

This is the last straw, after Lord exhausted all the Grace given to her, Lord decided to drop her as my praying partner. That is why she tore away the meditated books.

Lord showed me in Luke 21:27-28 preached by Pastor Prince, the Uranium is leaking and government body cannot make sure. He then let me realised that the time to go out to heal is here. Glory Glory! Lord opened the sky and sent doves flying down and spread outwards. Lord showed me the vision during worshipping on Sunday. Hallelujah!

I am sad that Su moved off, it is proven without doubt that she failed the obedience test. I will be alone praying healing instead with Su, Lord this morning showed me the vision of long ago, He gave me a vision that I would pray healing on stage and that same sermon, He gave WK laying of hand to pray healing. I see finally, through Su moving off, what Lord original plan for me finally come into place. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Nature of Man

2011-03-24T11:51:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a list of event about Jc Chinese composition was missing and her argument about it. At the same time, she was fearful of what the teacher would do to her.

Lord is so good, As we returned from the library, Lord led us to meet her form teacher in the supermarket. Glory Glory! I told her regarding the missing composition. This morning, Lord led me to sms this to the teacher. Glory Glory! I looked at it a few times to get it.

In life, we usually judge man with how good or bad they are. I am also frustrated over Jc handling of her Chinese homework. Lord revealed He led the Form Teacher to show the letter Lord wrote in detail about what is going through for Jc in this divorce. Glory Glory that the Chinese teacher can respond in love so that Jc could be led back by love. Glory to Jesus!

This is the profound teaching by Jesus and He showed us how to go about it when dealing with man. Let me write out the sms here first:

Romans 7:8 ‘Sin, Seizing the Opportunity Afforded by the commandment, produced in man every kind of bad desire. For Apart from Law, Sin is DEAD’ – man cannot fall if no law given. That is why Jesus give the adulterous lady no condemnation first, then empowered her to sin no more.

John 8:11 ‘”Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.”’

That is why many miss it when dealing with man. They go by the law…the Tree of the Knowledge of the Good and Evil. Tree of Life is about using Love to touch man’s heart and when respond in love, they will be able to do it!

End of sms.

Glory Glory! Lord revealed Jc is the raw form of man. Depending on how I talk to her, either by Law or by Love, she responds accordingly. Lord has given me her to train me to walk in Love. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Are You a Butterfly?

2011-03-23T09:27:00.005+08:00

These few days of bringing Jc to school, I saw this little girl of P1, crying and wanting mummy. Through her, Lord leads me to see what He had done to Jc. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

2 nights ago, Jc asked me this question: ‘Mummy, why caterpillar eats a lot?’ I went to the web and found out caterpillar skin cannot grow. They eat a lot and grow bigger, when they cannot wear that skin anymore; they grow a new bigger skin within the old skin. Once they grow too big, they will break through the old skin and the new skin will take over. This process is called molting. Caterpillar goes through 4 stages of such growth.

As I looked at that little P1 girl crying at the gate of Jc’s school, I realised Lord had through the years, had changed Jc a lot. In the crankiness of the present situations, I lost sight to what Lord had been doing in our life. We still face some problems, but at each stage of growth, there is new level of trust and grow and molt. Glory to Jesus!

Looking at Jc, Lord has grown her maturity and her boldness. She is a lot better than when she was P1. Looking at the little girl, I then realised Jesus has done A LOT in the life of Jc. In our blindness, we forget what Lord has done to our life and think that the lemon throw to us is still the same.

In our daily life, Lord is a faithful God. All that we need and want, just by trusting Him and look at His Provision at the Cross, we get our deliverance. Satan can be making monkey faces to distract you, but as you focus back to Lord, you will see that Lord has been faithful all the while. Glory to Jesus!

Just that the monkey distract you to a different area, that you think that things, situation is still the same, but it is not the same. As we grow in Christ, Lord leads us through molting, shedding of old self to a new level of trust in Him.

Yes, we just have to look at Jesus and the end result, as He is, so are we in this world. As we focus on Him and let Him lead us through His Words, through new understanding of His Words, new layers of old self is being cast off. In the process, we move from Glory to Glory….to be like Jesus, the butterfly. Glory Glory!

You are not to look to self and say you still a caterpillar, even the caterpillar goes through 4 stages of growth and each stage, even it is still called a caterpillar, it is not the same caterpillar anymore.

Realise that even you don’t see much change in you, but at different level of understanding Jesus and His Words, you grow from Glory to Glory! Your old-self is shedding off and the new you are emerging! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

PS: Did you realise what Lord has made us to be like? Caterpillar...we are to eat and eat the Word of Christ! The more we eat, we grow and new Christ-like personality and faith takes over...Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

What did God created?

2011-03-22T16:05:00.003+08:00

I just watched Sid Roth sermon and was blurred for a moment when they showed kindergarten kids learning it’s okay to have 2 mummies, 2 daddies or a mummy and a daddy. It was more into the show that I realised they were talking about homosexual, lesbian.

I thank God, my Abba Father, for creating me. I thank God, my Abba Father, for letting me have such a messy being that He could show me by His Grace, He could one by one clear them off without I noticing it. It was when I looked back then I realised I was being perfect in looking at Jesus all the time and praying in the spirit and bathing in the Love of Jesus and Abba Father. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

After watching Sid Roth, Lord wanted me to pen down how He transformed me. Glory Glory! I was watching Sid Roth and hearing them talk about a homosexual or lesbian need to repent and apologise to God for who they are just sound so troublesome.

You see, I actually did not realise that I was a sexually mixed up person. It was an Europe trip that when I was curiously gone into a shop that sold all things about the topic ‘Sex’ that I found a book with many pictures of women’s private parts. I found myself aroused or rather get excited. But eldest sister told me not to buy that book and we just left and went off. That was my first encounter of my mixed sexuality.

Being a lady, my preference of partner is still man and man only. I was never attracted to any girls. So, as you can guess now, I was half here and half there. Yes, I was never interested in ex-husband private part, I looked at it as a biological organ. Haha…that was how fallen it was. Maybe because of this mixture, my sexual enjoyment was never really fun. It was little pain or more pain, depending if I was in my horny moments or not.

But Praise Jesus! Nothing is beyond the Hope in God! As this mixture was clinical no way to treat, I did not bother about it at all. I just take it as part of me.

When I came to Jesus, the only verse I rest on and sleep with and wake up to was…learn about Jesus. Lord let me realise to get the blessing of Abraham, I just need to learn about Jesus! That’s what Lord led me to understand from the verse Seek My Kingdom and My Righteousness and all that you want, I will give it to you. This is what I keep in my heart and hold in my hands these 4 years.

Due to night attack, I had prayed in the spirit a lot in my initial years as Christian. Well, generally I am a lazy person. If no push, I rather sit still. But with devil pursuing me daily then, I had no choice but to pray in the spirit a lot and to listen to Pastor Prince sermons a lot; I was eager to get all the weapons Jesus had given me from His ONE Act at the Cross. Whatever I learned about Jesus had fulfilled and given me, I grabbed hold of it and told it to the devil when he came to disturb me.

Unknowingly, by doing this, I was pursuing Jesus so closely and so tightly. It was as if I was clinging to Him! Haha…Glory to Jesus! Now you know the secret why I was walking so closely with Jesus….haha….

Then one fine day, in church, as I would do every Sunday and previously, the weekly bible study too, Lord focused my view straight at Pastor Prince manhood! This was the only time my eyes did that. I was from a focus on what Abba Father was talking to me through Pastor Prince to suddenly realised I was looking at it! At that nick of time, I heard myself saying sinful, sinful!

This, I would not say so as I know I am now a Righteousness of God in Christ and all my Sins was forgiven and God, the Father, swear not to impute sin to me. If you know me well, you would know I am a ‘eye’ person. I like to look into peoples’ eyes only, if you asked me what they wear, I would be clueless!

At that moment, revelation came on me that Lord had healed me on my mixed up sexuality. Well, the interest in man private organ came creeping back to me slowly. Pain and sensitivity was slowly erased off me one by one and lowered the level part by part! Glory to Jesus!

It was this focus on Jesus, and Not to self, Nor to the world, that Lord one fine day healed me. I was not even praying to Him to heal me of that too! So I don’t understand why Sid Roth talked about have to repent, have to this and that! The only thing needful is to sit at Jesus feet and Listen Listen, Shema Shema! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Passover

2011-03-19T10:42:00.003+08:00

It was like a nightmare. The recent week development; it’s the spiritual fighting with the Indian neighbour, the so call foreign talent.

Lord has led me through a series of posting about Jesus Goodness on the wall outside my apartment to let them see. But as they ignore the goodness of Jesus and continue to send curses day by day. Not on me alone but on my mum and Jc as well. That’s the evilness of them.

Abba Father from showing the Goodness of Jesus till telling them God teaches love, as I was in defending mode, binding whatever they send and throw them to hell, thanks to the faithfulness of Jesus! To telling them only devil teaching destruction and harmfulness. They still continue to send curses. Hiaz…those in Sin only get worse than they like!

Lord not choice, finally show them Proverb 6:12-15 to them. They were worried about these verses as they were afraid of what might happen to them. But, those who do evil really get more stupid…controlled by the devil!

They decided to send the killing move. I sensed something hit my brain and it was painful. Before this they actually tried to control my head and my parent and Jc, I saw 3 black brains in the vision Lord given to me, so I pray to Lord to get new brain from 3rd heaven for each of us.

I was worshipping, Lord let me see a big black octopus and that was one of its tendons. I asked Lord if I should put anointed oil outside my gate, Lord said go ahead. As I opened my door, I saw her standing at the gate looking at my direction.

Seeing I am ok, she went in to send a long list of the octopus and after that, lots of black crabs. All I saw in visions, I told Lord not by power, not by might but by His Spirit, let His Mighty Hand swept them down to the lake of fire in hell. Lord opened the earth and swallowed them in. Glory to Jesus!

Lord led me to worship Him using the anointed Songs of Pastor Prince. As my bottle of anointed oil was finishing, I got the bottle filled and opened the door again. That neighbour was at her gate again, as if checking if her attacks bring any results! In my first anointing of my door, outside my gate, I saw the floor was wet, even my mattress, part of it was wet! Don’t know what kind of curses had they placed but I pray to Lord to bind out all Satan and plea the blood over the whole floor.

I was worshipping the Lord in the anointed song, and Lord took over! He sang loudly and neighbour close her door again. Then Lord impressed me to pray in the spirit at the gate. It was 3pm, I continued to pray even when Jc returned from friend’s home and the friend’s mum was there!

After the prayer, I could still feel something, Lord led me to pray along my foyer, towards the door then He impressed me to get out. Lord came through and proclaim instant death if the neighbour did not stop cursing me.

Lord send the Angel of Death to her apartment, the spirit lady in her house told her that He was there and told her to stop else she would face death. That spirit lady also told her that she did not want to involve in it else she faced death.

An hour later, her husband came back, also a few more senior people from the temple, where she associated with, came, I knew them from the various prayers in her house and curses came to my family. Angel of Death talked to the senior lady. She told them the Almighty God was angry. They were to stop troubling me. If not, Angel of Death would strike them. Glory Glory!

Finally, I face no more attack from them after the visit from the Angel of Death. Glory to Jesus! Visually, Lord showed me what was laid on the floor was rolled up and back into neighbour house! Glory to Jesus!

After weeks of attack, the sudden quietness on my end is weird. It’s like when the children of Israel after the night of eating roasted lamb of Lord Jesus! Things happened on the enemy end but if not for Moses or Lord in me, as the work is done by Lord, I was not there to feel the face on and had not seen the neighbours reaction, so if not for Lord, I would be clueless.

I had sadness and feel bad over the whole situation. But Lord is faithful! He finally delivered me. Glory Glory! To comfort my injured heart, Lord even get brother to buy chive cake (koo chai kueh) for me to eat! Glory Glory! Lord knows how to comfort me!;) Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

Child Training

2011-03-12T10:04:00.005+08:00

From talking about Lord is the God of Love, Moses now talk on disciplines. Lord had leads me through a series of emotional training to get me into auto mote in pointing to Jesus. When I was in the training and Lord stretched me emotionally, it was hard, I cried a lot, but each time I looked to Lord Jesus at the Cross, I get my deliverance. During my training, I was thinking why Lord trained me but not Su. Now I know why.

As Lord used me to train her, just like Lord used Su to train me, but Su repelled. She avoided talking to me, even called up church pastors to consult. I asked Lord, if she just flows in her joy in You, isn’t it good? Lord replied that if I did not put her through fire, how will I know she will react under fire? Just from recent stretching by Lord, she is looking to man for answer instead of looking to Lord!

This is what Moses said to the children of Israel:

Deuteronomy 8:2-5
‘Remember how the Lord your God led you all the way in the desert these forty years; to Humble you and to test you in order to know what was in your heart, whether or not you would keep his commands. (New covenant way is listening to the Spirit leading and obey the prompting from Him).

He Humbled you, causing you to hunger and then feeding you with manna, which neither you nor your fathers had known, to teach you that man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of the Lord (previously Lord spoke to the children of Israel, now He is leading us from within, by the Word of Christ!).

Your clothes did not wear out and your feet did not swell during these 40 years. Know then in your heart that as a man disciplines his son, so the Lord your God disciplines you.’

Why Lord trained us? He has great blessings of Abraham lying in wait to bless you. But He doesn’t want His blessing leads you to be crazy about money. He wants you to remain Humble. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

This is Moses warning on Success fall:

Deuteronomy 8:10-16
‘When you have eaten and are satisfied, praise the Lord for the good land he has given you. Be careful that you do not forget the Lord your God, failing to observe his commands, his laws and his decrees…(the prompting of the Spirit)’

Otherwise, when you eat and are satisfied, when you build fine houses and settle down, and when your herds and flocks grow large and your silver and gold increase and all you have multiplied, then your heart will become PROUD and you will FORGET the Lord your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery.

He brought you through the vast and dreadful desert, that thirsty and waterless land, with venomous snakes and scorpions.

He brought you water out of Hard Rock. He gave you manna to eat in the desert, something your fathers had never known, to humble and to test you so that In The End It Might Go Well with you.’

Lord led the children of Israel through so much, mainly to calm them down, to teach them in all problems, be calm and look to Jesus. Do not look to all forms of lack, do not look to the harm, and not to be proud in Success. Why? Once we are proud, we are looking to self, to what we could do and not to what Lord could do through us.

That is why Lord in the Love of His Children, before giving them the Blessings of Abraham, Lord leads us through emotional stretches. So that hopefully we could take His blessing of wealth and health well, in peace and calmness.

Too Bad, in stretching Su, she barked back and told me to shut up. I will let Lord uses other means to stretch her, I rest in His Shalom Peace. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The God of Love

2011-03-11T08:50:00.007+08:00

Lord is the God of Love. This is what New Creation Church has been preaching. NCC also preached that He is the same God in yesterday, today and forever He is the same. Many a time, people go to the Old Testament and see how the children of Israel suffered and thought God likes to punish too.

As I meditated to Deuteronomy and the children of Israel were reaching their promise land soon. Moses had lots of things to remind them. This is what you thought the God you know is different from what they had at that time. Here I show you what Moses said!

Deuteronomy 7:7-8
‘The Lord …set His Affection on you and chose you because the Lord loved you and kept the Oath He swore to your forefathers that He brought you out with a mighty hand and redeemed you from the land of slavery, from the power of Pharaoh king of Egypt(darkness).

Deuteronomy 7:9
‘Know therefore that the LORD your God is God; He is Faithful God, keeping His Covenant of Love to a thousand generations of those who love him and keep His commands.’

From because of darkness disturb till now the neighbour Indian idol disturb, finally, I can see this very clearly. It is important that we Know our God, the God Most High, is the King of the whole Universe. It is even more important to know that God, the Father, Loves you very very much that He sent Lord Jesus in His Will to do the Work at the Cross, to walk the Righteous path as commanded in the 10 commandments and to die the death for us. He did a Completed and Perfect Work on the Cross. Your redemption is real, so is your Salvation. Glory Glory!

With this, when you face the world, when devil throw lemon at you, you can be still, and know that God Almighty is just at your back guarding you. Your part is to Point to Jesus finished work at the Cross for you, Cast all the dirt to Jesus. You will see His Deliverance once your eyes look to Jesus and speak the Words of Faith and choose to believe in your heart the words of Christ!

Through Pastor Prince, I heard that good things, bad things, they are all good for the children of God. Jesus is the Aleph Tav. We just have to trust Jesus finished Work at the Cross and we are delivered. The delivery is the by process. The main purpose is God’s Glory, Jesus Finished Work at the Cross is demonstrated to let the children of darkness see, to bring them close to Him, who loves them.

When SF and P threw me that black magic, I was questioning ‘why me?’ as I trusted Jesus to deliver me. Now with those 2 Indians neighbours, I was once again asking, ‘why always this?’.

As I see Lord’s Mighty Hand at work, there are 2 purposes. I grew stronger and stronger in Him. As the close proximity of me and neighbours, they could see instant result of their manifestations. As Lord delivers me each day, they are seeing their curse ineffective in me and my family! At the same time, they are seeing the truth of Jesus. ;P Lord leads me to post His words of Christ on the wall outside my apartment to let them see! Glory Glory! ;)

Now, I finally understand His Purpose. The children of Israel, the children of God, our purpose, our existence is to demonstrate the Glory of Jesus to the World. As we look to the Cross of Jesus each time we encounter darkness, Lord will show His Glory. In the light of Jesus, devil diminished, darkness cannot exist in Light! We are saved and His Glory are shown! Each deliverances will show His Glory over and over again.

Over time, the veils of the children of darkness will be broken and they will see the Glory of Jesus and want Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, I am fully delivered! Thank You! Jesus, for Your Perfect Work on the Cross! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Blessing of Abraham 2

2011-03-09T10:50:00.004+08:00

Have you ever wonder what are the blessings of Abraham in physical sense? In believing Christ, we are son of Abraham and heir of the world. What is Abba Father trying to tell His children in New Creation Church about what Jesus had completed fully for you and Abba is so eager to bring it past in your life that He has week after week teach you how to walk closely to Him.

I am meditating at this portion of the bible this morning and upon seeing what Lord has been telling me so far is in line with what I am meditating right now. So thought you might want to know.

This is your part lead by Holy Spirit and the Grace of Jesus as you listen and listen attentively more to the revelation of Jesus sermons:

Deuteronomy 6:6-7
'These commandments that I give you today are:
1)to be upon your Hearts.
2)impress upon your children
3)talk about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up'

When you are so full of Jesus in your mind and in your heart through listening and listening and believing and believing, automatically words of Christ will come out smoothly and there is life in the words. That is why Lord is stressing Read His Words, Meditate His Words, Speak His Words, Look to Jesus at the Cross and His Finished Work for you!

You read what Lord has blessed me? Even move the heart of Government to look into the welfare of divorced women and removed the TV and radio tax! All these come about because I harkened to His Words all these 4+ years. Lord greatly blessed me in every way of my life. I enjoyed flowing in the Blessings of Abraham, it is as Lord promised, you look to my Kingdom and my Righteousness, and whatever you need and want, you get. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

What is the Blessings of Abraham?

Deuteronomy 6:10-12
'When the Lord your God brings you into the land he swore to your fathers, to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, to give you:
1) a land with large, flourishing cities you did not build (landed property),
2) houses filled with all kinds of good things you did not provide (a well-furnished and well stock up house),
3) well you did not dig, and vineyards and olives groves you did not plant (career not self-achieved but freely given)

then when you eat and are satisfied, be careful that you do not forget the Lord, who brought you out of Egypt(the world), out of the land of slavery(toilsome labour).'

As this year is the Year of Restful Increase, rest at the feet of Jesus and attentively listen to Him. Listen and listen, till your Spirit Man is so full and so abundance. And see if Lord your God, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, if He will not opened His Hands wide wide and big big, to bless you richly! Glory Glory!

For me, I am walking in the blessing of Abraham now. I was surprised Jc’s form teacher noticed about Jc’s sadness about her parents’ divorce. After she knew what had happened, she counselled Jc and showed her that her life is not that bad, that Jc now is feeling better. Glory Glory!

My mum wants to rent out a room in her apartment to make some cash, Lord blessed her a couple that click well with us to rent that apartment. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Long ago, I believed that I must learn about Jesus as Abba Father promised in the bible. I also believed in His promise about tithing and have been dare to tithe. Each walk of a child of God, as we walk closer, Lord leads me through a series of emotional test, each pass of the test, the more confident I grow in Him. The purpose of the test is to lead us to go into auto mote in trusting Him and pointing to Jesus! Also, to always remember we are the Righteousness of GOD in Christ Jesus!

This is what Lord has been talking since the start of this year, in fact for many years. If you look at Pastor Lian’s preaching, Lord through her shows how should we go about trusting Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, thank You for leading me close and bless me richly. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Life of a Child of God

2011-03-06T20:54:00.005+08:00

Today on the way to the kingdom of God, I was listening to a sermon on rest. In that sermon, Lord led me to realise that our life in Christ is typified by what the children of Israel went through from the Egypt to Red Sea to wilderness, cross Jordan and finally to Canaan, the land filled with Milk and Honey.

You see, Egypt represents the world. When Lord led the children out of the darkness, darkness didn’t want to let them go. There is so much temptation in the world to keep you away from Jesus. Usually, if not of prosecution, most people will not turn to Jesus. There is a force out there stopping people of darkness. Their heart and eyes are veiled and they could not see Jesus in clarity.

As Lord led us to Him, we go through the baptism of the Holy Spirit and go into the Red Sea, washed by the blood of Jesus so clean that we are whiter than snow. With the robe of Righteousness sealing us up, we now walk in the Grace of God and are so excited with Jesus and the Grace of God pour abundantly upon us.

The more we walked in these paths of Righteousness, we can choose to look to Jesus each day of our life or look to the temptation of the world or to self. Those who walk closely with Jesus are showered in His Abundance of Grace as the children of Israel were showered in His Grace before Mt Sinai.

One who turned to do good to get into God book of favour had been like the children of Israel who made the golden calf, turn to the path of the Tree of the knowledge of the Good and Evil. Once in there, the Grace of God cannot flow and there is nothing Jesus could do to help you out of your strife.

However, if one continued to flow in Christ and keep looking towards the Kingdom of God and Righteousness, they will reach Canaan, the blessings of Abraham flows abundantly on those who continued to learn about Jesus and become more and more like Jesus.

Like the children of Israel, Jesus is so Good that He is so Merciful and so full of Love. The moment we choose not to look at self and not to look at others but to Jesus, Lord’s abundance of Grace and give of Righteousness flows in abundance again.

Depends how we each choose to walk, those who continue to look to Christ, and continue to speak the words of Christ, will one fine day cross over the Jordan and reached the land of Canaan where the biggest blessing of Abraham flows. That’s when you hear testimonies that one get so prosperous in Christ and so successful in Christ. Glory Glory!

The crossing of Jordan is important as in this cross, all the seals of the devil are opened by Jesus and we are set totally free in real life. As what happened to the Jordan, Lord rolled the water back to Adam. This means you are now like Jesus. Lord has fully removed all that you get from this world to be fully flowing in Him.

I have been wondering why Lord need to bring the children of Israel through 2 body of washing. After walking with Jesus and now receiving the blessing of Abraham dripping down on me, Lord fully gives me the full understanding of crossing these 2 body of water. Yes, it represent we from the nature realm moves into the spiritual realm to be with Jesus. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

It was only today that I see this clearly. Glory Glory! No wonder there are those that have accepted Christ but did not flow in His abundance. Just like the children of Israel in the wilderness. But Jesus is faithful. The moment we turn to Him, He responded immediately. This is because we are still flowing in His Grace no matter how we turn. He just wants us to turn to Him so that He could bless us. His Rest is in blessing us abundantly! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!