My Work

The luxury of working in the centre is no time limit.

Now working in the real world means time and work rate and the production.

Daily wakes up 5:45 am to get ready and to rush to work as early as possible and to start checking the scanned documents even before official start work and to keep up the speed in eating lunch and to begins work before time of breaks are over do make me tired much.

The only good is I don't stay over time and don't go back on Saturday to work over time.

Today, as I sleep longer and more that I am recovering from the tiredness. No wonder another from the centre said the job is too stressful for her!!!

The only good is the job pays me better than the centre does.

However, I am not banking to work long term there. My heart is still for the job Lord has placed in my heart long ago. This will be my dream work to pray healing for people and the joy of seeing the smile on their face.

That's all that I am posting and I will return to meditate God Word again. 

His Greater Love

I could not forget what happened before and after the divorce.

Ex was retrenched from 3 companies previously. One from restructuring of company, 2nd from a company whom a lady colleague told him that nothing wrong with him. The last one wanted everyone to bring the spouses and the boss did stare at me.

Now I know that it's because of this person wanted him out of job and hopefully we quarrel or whatever to make the relationship sour.

However, ex skill is good that he has no problem getting a job!

Next, ex was led to drink whisky to volka to destroy his brain through alcoholism but Lord saved him.

Finally he spotted ex unfaithfulness and supplied girls to him that led me and Su to pray for 9 months before giving up. Ex's heart finally turned away from me after tasting younger girls.

He also let me know his name through accusing me of liking him.

Next, he appeared in church, sitting next to me in 2012.

Then he appeared in Telco service centre when I brought Jc to service her phone.

Then he appeared again at Parliament House, where Mr Lee Kwan Yew coffin was placed, to shout, 'She is the one who prayed for him' when I was there to pay respect to Mr LKY.

He also sent many agents whom acts as taxi driver to question me.

He even traced where I live.

He also send the many cabs heading the same location as an indication of marriage.

He did so many things about me and around me.

When I posted Lord told me I have two men to choose from but I don't know the 2nd man, above was his respond.

Even the lady that supposedly like him also so shock I have a teenage daughter.

Some how he wanted me and did so much but currently not possible.

I never expect to have such a romantic love story that could be produced into a movie. But it did happened to me and when it happened it wasn't romantic at all!!!

It's when each part of the puzzle are built together that it looks modern days romantic love story that included David and Beshebath love story that led to the murder of her husband by David's plan.

Even though I have other bees that I shook off as non as smart as these two.

One, whom turn away from me and one, whom love led him did so much!!!!

Even though now the arrow is turn on me with sizzle on brain, stroke and various cancers, etc, by opposing sources, I will never ever forget such a man exists.

And what love could led a man to do. Be thou, who love me or be thou, who don't want him to love me.

How this love story ends, you will have to wait and see!!!

Interesting to read but not sweet to walk through right now!!! Amen!!!

New Life

Come Monday, I will be working in the outside world and no more working in the centre.

My counselor pushed me to apply for work and this job just landed on me after a interview. I will be in the busy business with targets to meet etc.

I rather wait in the relax environment but alas was convinced that I could handle but the long journey and long hours are all going to eat into my time.

Another member is working there and the immediate superior wanted to connect us up but she worked late yesterday and today working again for OT pays.

This company convert ministry paper documents to paperless while currently I am doing law firm docu conversion, so about the same job except they have more projects and thus many datelines to meet.

The only good thing is I am earning a higher pay from the current poorly pay. 

However, I am still waiting for Lord manifestation to come forth so that I will maximize my potential for His Purpose.

Previously in IT line, I used my brain the most, now this job uses the hands. In Future job, my body, soul and spirit and especially my mouth will be used by the Lord for the greater Glory of His Manifestation!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am also waiting for this body to renew in youth and for the next man to appear in my life. All these have to be the right moment right time. 

A lot of people around me are happy for me about the new job except me! Maybe I am waiting for Lord to open door for the possessing the possession to come about. Amen Amen!!!

However, I will still try out this detour till the day come about.

I think ex will be happy as he doesn't want me to just depend on the alimony from him. He used to say what if one day he has no ability to pay me!!!

That's all for my life currently. Thank you all over the world for keen to read my blog. Currently Singapore has the most access of my blog. Thanks a lot!!! Amen Amen!!!

Last Sunday, Pastor Joseph Prince from New Creation Church, Singapore shared that an arrow, the dart must be pulled back much to shoot far.

My life is like this dart at the lowest possible place. When the blessing comes about, it will be like the dart hit the Mark. Amen Amen!!!

At least, I am still alive and breathing for His Glory.

All those have breath are to Praise The Lord!!! Amen Amen!!!

About Me

Recently my counselor had a session with me and she commented I am highly functional and recommended me to look for a job out there instead of working in the centre.

She commented after I got the job, she will want to discharge me from here. She said those that stay here are not that well in their mental health and I am not so I should get a room out there to stay instead.

I told her that I want to stay till my blessing come as looking for a room out there will increase my cost and I am unwilling to pay the market rate for rental room. I do hope she let me stay till then.

Yesterday gathering Su and her sons didn't turn up as her lie of going oversea is revealed by Lord when I asked Him where she is going and Lord told me she is in Singapore.

When I told her that she said nonsense but dare not send her son to collect ang pow from us just in case her lie of oversea is being exposed.

She had lied to me about my other sibling wants to sell my mum's house, instead I learnt from my other siblings that she is the one whom want to sell!!!

She made me homeless just because she had debts to clear and needed the money. Her husband could not kept his job and depends on her meager salary to support her family!!! He needed her to earn a living while he stay home and being lazy and use credit card when he ran out of money.

He too ashamed to face us and we pity Su from finding such a husband. Beside wanting to dress up and look good, he has nothing to boast about. What can good look does?

He is just like a baby that cannot endure hard work and scolding from the boss. Too proud of himself but a good for nothing to us.

Today is 人日 aka human day for the 7th day of the CNY and I wish all of you a Blessed Birthday!

Today is also Valentines Day and I wish all couples a Happy Valentines Day!

Recently met my close friend's brother and he loves talking to me even though my friend told him I am not for him, he didn't get it. He discharged from another centre and wanted to come here. He even want to go to my church!!!

He could talk non stop that my friend said he mumbled to himself at times. It's his sickness. And this lead him unable to get a job but he wants a wife!!!

I do hope he doesn't come close to me. His mum block him from coming here. Thank the Lord!!!

Anyway, my choice is for smart man, be him the past or the future; only 2 choices and not more!!!

The sixth day of Chinese New Year

The 6th day of CNY sound like luck, which means fortune. In this day, my siblings are going to gather together as my mum originally started. Only Su said she will not be around and forsake the gathering.

This morning as I meditated, I saw this verse, Proverb 27:17 'Iron sharpens iron, so a man sharpens the countenance of his friend.'

No wonder advices to friend brings great comforts to my friends!

I saw another verse, Proverb 27:20 'Hell and Destruction are Never Full, so the eyes of man are never satisfied.'

No wonder man in the world always chase after money and always feel not enough!!! The system of this world to get man running for the pot of Gold, which Heaven used to lay the pathment!!!! What a contradiction!!!

Chinese New Year last for 15 days so 6th day is near the mid of it and I bless all readers of my blog a Prosperous and Good Year ahead of you!!! Amen Amen!!

Lunar New Year

Yesterday I had a enjoyable reunion dinner with my friend and her family. I ate till very satisfactory.

Today the first day of the Lunar New Year, 

I bless Singapore Peaceful and Prosperous.

I bless the Singaporean smart and have the wisdom of God in their daily doing. May they have creative miracle to lift up the name of Singapore to the next level.

I bless the students to have the Peace of God in their daily schooling and activities. May the teachers have good leadership to lead the students to shine for Singapore. 

I bless you parents with leadership abilities to nurture your children to bring about family peace and prosperity.

I bless my siblings not by might, not by power, but by His Spirit, to come about knowing the Goodness of JESUS and to receive Him as their Saviour!

I pray in the Name of Jesus may all be fruitful and multiply! Amen Amen!!!

Blessed Chinese New Year

This Chinese New Year is the most unsettled new year for me. Even the new year cookies I have not buy as much as I had.

Also, with rent of this centre and my stuff at the warehouse, my allowance has been running low then what I used to have.

But, the ang pow money still must give.

I have to look over the limits of what I have, to the field of Abundance of JESUS provision.

Without the Blessed Hope, I will be much poorer and future is bleak.

However, Lord promised His Abundance and I will have over flowing supply.

My good friend come from a poor family as her dad had passed away and they were made poor by his business.

Despite their poor income status, their open house for my friend to bring me, her brother to bring a friend and a cousin joining for the reunion. I appreciate their kindness. They shall be bless.

I wish all of you a Prosperous and Abundance year ahead of you. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!